Thanks for posting your story.
Every time I've shared my personal story I've had second thoughts. It's very difficult to express in words an experience like the one you had.
That being said - you explained it quite well and there's no place better than here on EC!
I was sensitive at a very young age and like Mich have the gift of discernment.
Some peolple might label me Clairsentient or a potential medium. I choose to believe we're all capable - it's in our nature.
I won't go through my experiences only to say from what I've personally seen and felt I believe every word you say.
I've learned to set personal boundaries. I have a hard rule for any spirit, including my guides. The rule goes something like this:
I am an individual born from the light. Like those before me, I am a prism through which expression is manifested (call it God or Oneness).
I chose to experience life, here on Earth to learn and remember who I am. There are no shortcuts. My body is mine, for my own self expression.
No guide, spririt, relative, friend, soulmate or individual can enter my being or space. There are no exceptions.
Pure, unconditional love is amazing and beautiful. The spirit world seems amazing and far away however to me it's life here on Earth that is the illusion and so temporary.
There is so much to accomplish before returning home.
What some call a Spirit I call an individual. Any individual with good intention will respect your right to exist, to express yourself and to share whatever you can with the rest of us.
Awhile ago, while meditating I sensed what I thought was one of my guides wanting to enter my body. I pulled out my rule book with my one rule in it.
They listened and now I can respect them for it.
I wish you all the best on your journey.
Love and Light to you (and your soulmate).
updated by @kevin: 01/13/17 02:49:19AM