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michelle
@michelle
04/25/19 09:53:05AM
148 posts

What is your biggest issue as an empath?


Empath

Hi @jellyroll I'm happy to meet another animal empath! Yes, our furred, winged and scaled brothers and sisters are less complicated and more accepting. I see dogs as very noble. I am always honoured by friendship from any of the animal kingdoms.

Yet I'm human and am also here for humanity, no matter how trying they may be. 🙄
michelle
@michelle
04/25/19 09:38:11AM
148 posts

Introducing new dog to pack


Animal Empaths

@moonshine

Advice or not, thank you for showing up. I posted this in the subgroup of Animal Empaths hoping, surely, another would lend help to my animal friends and I.

I am an animal empath, wild animals have no fear of me and I have had many wonderful encounters with various species, predators included, birds, reptiles and insects also.

A good many of my pets are and have been throw-aways by people who like the idea of a pet but are not prepared for the responsibility of taking them under your care.

I do have some updates on Bolt, Greta and Flyboy. They are much calmer when home alone with me, only.

When my son first brought Bolt home he felt very dull. What I have picked up from him since then is that he was not permitted to be a dog or engage in dog like behavior. He was never taken on a walk but tied out on a run. Inside, he was crated most of the time. He chewed a good many of his previous owners things up, including 3 pairs of eyeglasses. I have not had any problem with distruction from him as his past behavior was related to boredom and lack of stimulation.

He is a large heavy dog and at 1st, it was impossible for me to walk him without me being hurt and he choking. I purchased a Gentle Lead head collar for him [Greta too] and can now walk all 3 together with a fair amount of ease.

This type of head collar connencts underneath their chin and they are lead as one would lead a horse, with a gentle slight pull to one side or the other....a child could handle a dog this way.

Bolt is an affectionate dog and says he is happy in his new home.

Fly and he play within the limits of Fly's age, I think Bolt knows to be gentle with him. Flyboy has always been accepting of the many animals we have raised,

I had him once go to a wounded Canadian Goose, with a broken wing, so I could capture it and take it to the wildlife center. When Fly approached, the goose lay down and Fly sat with it until I could pick the bird up and take it home. The goose was calm with me and I even let it in house with the other pets. All my animals are expected to get along and they do. Turtles and rabbits have been permitted to roam inside and never has a larger cat or dog hurt any....but I'm getting off track here.

I still have to get Bolt to not chase some of the cats.

Greta, the GS, is ok with Bolt except when food is concerned. I feed Bolt apart from the other 2 for now. But Greta, when I'm eating, starts barking [she's got a loud deep bark] and will sit by me while barking....I guess to keep Bolt away? Bolt doesn't beg for food and is gentle accepting food from my hand...this thing with Greta and me eating is new.

I'd still like to hear from others and their experiences with a multi-pet household. I also love to hear stories of other's animal friends.
michelle
@michelle
04/24/19 02:14:13PM
148 posts

Introducing new dog to pack


Animal Empaths

No one can give me any advice, not one?
michelle
@michelle
04/23/19 05:58:57AM
148 posts

Am I being gaslighted?


Empath

@zacharias 

Ok, I'm getting interference and this is my 3rd attempt at posting.

The psycho's face actually turned into something reptilian. Before this, his eyes went vacant. It spoke to me and said, "I'm not going to rape you; I'm into bloodlust." This is one, the worst, of lifelong encounters with demons. Let me give another example.

This is back when my son was a baby. He was sleeping in my bed with me. I was in a loose sleep where my mind was still lucid [I'm a lucid dreamer]. I was walking along the rim of a deep crater, talking with a male friend. I looked into the crater and a long serpentine demon came up out of the depths and was quickly upon me. I awoke immediately and turned to see if my son was okay.

My bedcovers then rose high with that thing under them and it was growling and snarling. I was afraid but determined and banished it with The Lord's Prayer, said out loud.

They can take any form. I saw one, which was trying to get me into dialogue with it, that looked like the Joker from the Batman dark knight movies, only more horrific.

One of my specialities is sight to see them. It appears that you have it too, Zacharias. And yes, you are correct; we are warriors. If you have sight you may also see them in the ambient air outside as blobs.

Our planet is infested with this vermin. Many cases of mental illness can be attributed to demons. Indigenous peoples around the world know this. Too many people just don't believe in them anymore.

@hop-daddy mentioned, in another thread, where he thought homeless people psychic, saying things to him that they couldn't have known. The homeless most likely weren't psychic but demons can read our thoughts. Possession can make people appear to be psychic while all along it is a demon doing this.

When you incarnate onto Earth, they know everything about you. And if you are a strong lighted being, with great POTENTIAL for soul advancement, they will do much to deter you from your path. OPs are particularly open to influence by them and many narcs, sociopaths and/or psychopaths will be inserted into your life script.

Psychopaths aside, please, please don't be quick to judge another as a narc or maybe a sociopath. They may be a soul in great distress. You might have been labled in your youth, Zacharias, but we here all know you had a rough childhood [as could my son by past behavior]. Trauma can do some wierd things to people's minds. One of the things victims of trauma can carry is RAGE. And others are afraid of this rage, this deep wound. Many a therapist are. And people in your life are very uncomfortable with any telling of the traumas; they'll tell you to move on. What this does is essentially censor your healing!

I might not be explaining this well enough, so I want All to listen to an audio interview. Here, a journalist [Jen Moore] has been helping victims of pedophilia, at the hands of some very high ups [you'll find alot of demons there]. Jen was trying to bring this to the attention of authorities for prosecution. She died [murdered in all probability] a few days after this interview:

GO TO: https://tinyurl.com/yag3nobk

Zach [do you go by this name?] please try and stay as neutral as possible in dealing with demons. There is a fine line between righteous anger [divine] and anger of the personality. I gave you a link to the "Gnosis," volumes, if you will, read the 1st volume on the 'I' of the personality and the real 'I' of your soul.

I still have more to say on expecting people to leave bad situations, I'll get to that later. On an ending note, here, let me say if you post a 1000 times about your home situation, I will show up and listen a 1000 times, too. I get you on forgiveness and wish you strength in all that you do.


updated by @michelle: 04/23/19 06:03:18AM
michelle
@michelle
04/22/19 08:42:26AM
148 posts

Introducing new dog to pack


Animal Empaths

Hi All,

Most, if not all, here are dog lovers. 

My son unexpectedly informed me he was getting a male golden labrador retriever [+/- 1 yr. old] from a co-worker. We have an older  male border collie and a 3 yr. old german shepard [female]. We have cats too but they're good at holding their own space.

I'm looking to learn more about introducing a new dog to the pack and any favorite calming methods or natural supplements you have used.

This will be my 12th dog in my life so I'm well versed in ownership. The new dog, the lab, comes from owners who shouldn't have purchased a dog. He doesn't walk well on a leash, is very excitable, and it is apparent the old owners didn't do much with him. His name is Bolt. He is not aggressive.

Flyboy, the border collie is old...15yrs. and is mellow. I just have to watch that Bolt doesn't get too rambunctious with Fly.

Greta, the german shepard, is another story. She's the first GS I've owned and that breed is more sensitive in temperament than other dogs I've had. I raised her, as well as Flyboy from pups and puppies are much easier to introduce to an older dog.

Greta is not happy with having a new dog. I've got crates and doorway gates to separate but would like to get back to normal harmony as quickly as possible. 

Here's the supplements I'm trying, currently:

* L-Theanine: this is said to produce alpha brain waves.

*Homeopathic Rescue Remedy for pets...I put this in their water.

*Valerian Root Tincture....this goes in their food, couple times/day.

To recap, looking for other natural supplements any have used with good results and  calming methods, 

Tips for introducing a new dog. 

Tips for training a dog that lacks ease in handling, walking and living with other animals.

Thanking you in advance,

Michelle

michelle
@michelle
04/21/19 08:41:08AM
148 posts

Am I being gaslighted?


Empath

Hi Zacharias, I'll answer specifics soon. Yeah I see 'em alot.

My son threw at me last night, he was taking a young labrador retriever home from a co-worker...and the dog got here about 10 last night. I've got a german shepard and border collie plus cats...so it's pretty active here right now. The owners did nothing with this lab and he's very excitable and the german shepard is none too happy.

I'd also like to state that my son was never abusive with our pets but he was neglectful of them if I needed him to care for them...this is more an oppositional defiance dynamic betw/ us but can be crappy for the pets.

Don't know if this dog situation will work but son today starts 9 day vacation and I told him dog or alcohol; can't have both. Lately, he has been more reasonable and cut back when I asked. We'll see but I don't want to return the dog to the original owners. They say they're now getting their kids a rabbit....poor bunny!

Specific breathing has helped greatly w/ the ptsd and my reactions to son. If any want info on breathing, ask.

I also want to touch on expecting people to leave situations and what that can result in.

Be back after the pandemonium settles down. 🐶🐅🐕🐱🐺🐈😽!


updated by @michelle: 04/21/19 08:47:16AM
michelle
@michelle
04/19/19 02:44:09AM
148 posts

Help on some sort of dark entity?


Empath

@loconnoro

I'm not getting the feeling of a ghost. For one thing, attached ghosts to the living don't spread out to multiple persons at various distances, in different locations. They affect the living host and their behavior. Maybe those behaviors will affect those close to them but in the normal sense of relationship dynamics.

What I'm picking up is a thought form, specifically what is called an egregore, a very dedtructive one. Egregores are created thru group thought, human thought. They are astral but feed on our plane of existance.

The fact is so many cut themselves nowadays, and it's not just young people that do this. It is more noticeable in youngsters because they are observered more closely.

I'm leaning toward the idea that the whole business of cutting is one huge egregore but maybe this one was created by S...or the S.O.B. that coerced her into cutting in the first place.

Let me give you a little background on egregores. They are created thru human thought, thru groups; they can be positive or negative.

They can be created in places of worship [any type], thru corporations, nations, any type of groups. They can be protective or destructive, helpful or harmful. If left unchecked, they can get out of control and take on a life of their own. They can take any form, memes and ideas are included.

SNIP FROM:
https://tinyurl.com/y45l6zwr

"The more these ideas are called upon or repeated or reinforced, the more powerful they grow, and the more likely they will become something beyond mere thought."

"Examples of (possible) egregores include:

Corporations – brands, logos
Shared ideas  – memes, urban legends, the Internet
Nations – flags, culture, patriotism
Spiritual or other group beliefs
Paranormal entities and experiences – it’s possible that many of the paranormal experiences people have, such as NDEs and alien abductions, may very well be the result of a collective consciousness thoughtform."

"As you can see, egregores don’t need to be “conjured.” They can manifest over time through sheer awareness and acknowledgement by large groups of people. You need not be consciously aware to participate in the creation of an egregore."
END SNIP

Aside from all the psychological reasoning behind cutting, it is an addiction to relieve emotional pain. So it's possible the the person who made S do this was doing the same...or they conjured something up and put it after her. Was this person into occult magick? In any case egregore or not, it is demonic. And S is a vector to spread this malignancy.

You all were trying to help S and it retaliated. But, you all seem to have experienced some type of trauma and this causes splittered off, unhealed parts which can attract negative entities.

*I'm having a hard time explaining much of this so please ask if I'm not clear enough.*

Clearly you are all losing vital life force. [the eating but still losing weight, fatigue...]

Your dream was interesting and I think I have an idea what happened:
-------- -
"A night or two later I was having a normal dream, and then I felt a dark/cold presence behind me and the people in the dream noticed it. I knew it was this thing I'd been seeing and named it, and when I did that it jumped on me, and I woke up into sleep paralysis. I felt myself drifting, I still can't tell if it was me drifting back to sleep or drifting entirely and this things was taking root... It terrified me so bad that I started allowing myself to feel any strong emotion I could, mostly anger, until i got out of the sleep paralysis. I haven't had issues with this thing since."
-----------
What happened here was an encounter of two opposing thought centers; yours and its'. The paralysis and feeling of drifting was actually time being sort of frozen, 2 opposed thought centers, nether gaining ground...Until, you made a choice. Your choice was to reject this thoughtform, manifested thru your anger. Good for you; you won that battle!

I think your initial repulsion of S was a good indication of your healing and strong spirit yet you say she intrigued you. Might as well say drew you in. Be carefull of this, sweetie, trust your gut intuitions from now on.

That's all I have for now. S might be beyond your help and she might be vindictive towards your relationship with G. As for you, G, and G's brother, resist those harmful impulses with all your might. Hop-daddy gave you some ideas to help with your vibes. My advice is to become aware of any fractured parts of yourselves, get some talk therapy, if you feel you need help. Root out any thoughts, emotions, behaviors, desires, etc that feed/attract this thing and be vigilant about doing that.

Strength and power to You...Listen to the voice of your soul.
michelle
@michelle
04/17/19 10:39:47AM
148 posts

Help on some sort of dark entity?


Empath

@loconnoro

Sorry, I'm always thinking of stuff after.

If this is a dark entity, or even a once human who aligned themselves with darkness [they would be controlled by the same thing], then this would be beyond your capacity to help remove or get the [human] spirit to leave....I say this because of your original disbelief....How can you deal with what you never were aware of?

What your friend could do is make their self unpalatable to the dark entity. This would be ongoing self work! They must do a great deal of interior work, rooting out various programming, becoming aware of their shadow sides and realigning diet to reflex purity, and detoxing. Daily, morning drinks of clean water and chlorella powder is good for this and highly nutritious.

Relying on smudgging, crystals, etc. Would be bring, if anything, temporary relief. Interior work, and growing self awareness is what will deter re-attachment.

The video I gave above gives clues as to how/ why a human spirit attaches. The book gives info on this also.

Keep yourself safe and learn/grow awareness also.

Be strong and don't flich in it's presence. I've had my own battles with dark entities and this song helps ramp up a feeling of resistance in me:

[aonréad]
Óró ‘Sé do bheatha ‘bhaile,
Óró ‘Sé do bheatha ‘bhaile,
Óró ‘Sé do bheatha ‘bhaile,
[gach duine] Anois ar theacht an tsamhraidh!

[curfá]
Óró ‘Sé do bheatha ‘bhaile,
Óró ‘Sé do bheatha ‘bhaile,
Óró ‘Sé do bheatha ‘bhaile,
Anois ar theacht an tsamhraidh!

1
‘Sé do bheatha a bhean ba léanmhar,
B’é ár gcreach tú bheith i ngéibhinn,
Do dhúiche bhreá i seilibh meirleach...
Is tú díolta leis na Gallaibh!

[curfá]

2
Tá Gráinne Mhaol ag teacht thar sáile,
Óglaigh armtha léi mar gharda,
Gaeil iad féin is ní Gaill ná Spáinnigh...
Is cuirfidh siad ruaig ar Ghallaibh!

[curfá]

3
A bhuí le Rí na bhFeart go bhfeiceann,
Muna mbíonn beo ina dhiaidh ach seachtain,
Gráinne Mhaol is míle gaiscíoch...
Ag fógairt fáin ar Ghallaibh!

[curfá]

TRANSLATION FROM:
https://tinyurl.com/y3apyoku

Horo, welcome home

Horo, welcome home,

Horo, welcome home,

Horo, welcome home,

Now that summer has come1.

 

Welcome, woman who was afflicted,

Your being taken was our disaster,

Your fine country occupied by a thief

And you sold by the wogs2

 

Horo, welcome home,

Horo, welcome home,

Horo, welcome home,

Now that summer has come.

 

Grainne Mhaol3 is coming across the sea

Lads in arms4 with her for defence;

They are Gaels and neither wogs nor Spaniards5

And they will put the wogs to rout.

 

Horo, welcome home,

Horo, welcome home,

Horo, welcome home,

Now that summer has come.

 

May the Lord of fate grant me the luck to see

Were I to live afterwards only for a week

Grainne Mhaol3 and a thousand warriors

Laying the wogs low.

 

Horo, welcome home,

Horo, welcome home,

Horo, welcome home,

Now that summer has come.

VIDEO:
michelle
@michelle
04/16/19 04:12:25PM
148 posts

Help on some sort of dark entity?


Empath

For the most part, attached spirits [dead dudes] will have a resonating emotion with the living host. It is this resonance that initially attracts the spirit to the host, and then keeps it attached. 

Also, if it's not demonic and a dead person, and say that dead person liked drugs or alcohol, the living host will crave these things even if they never touched the stuff before.

This is why I am not interested in contacting any dead relatives or whoever. It is why I don't bother with mediums because I don't know who they're in contact with.

Here's part of a depossesion session with Dr. William Baldwin: https://youtu.be/G5m231cQl-4

Willam Baldwin's Manual: https://tinyurl.com/y6ng76nw


updated by @michelle: 04/16/19 04:14:55PM
michelle
@michelle
04/14/19 06:20:59AM
148 posts

Am I being gaslighted?


Empath

I believe this is an important topic, particularly for empaths because, although we are very good at picking up the hidden in others, we can be fooled, especially when it comes to sociopaths and psychopaths.

I often wondered how I was taken in, considering that I am an empath. Well 1st off I was a single mum with little support...no need to expand on that. And, my dad had just died which was hard and I was exausted from staying with him @ the VA hospice. I also had some disagreements with my mum and family over how he was handled. All in all it was a bad and distressing situation where I became alienated from my family.

When I say it was a psychopath that hurt me, I mean it. He was inhuman and overshadowed by something inhuman. @zacharias I saw the demon that possessed him. I have talked about this elsewhere, in other threads.

What I really want to examine why empaths can be taken in and leave this as a warning for others. So, you can see that I was at a physical and emotional low, vulerable. But that's not the whole picture.

The thing is with them there's nothing there to read. And I think we gear ourselves to reading negative emotions and pain. Then along comes the spider, so to speak!

The man I met was known to me from years past. I moved away and so did he. So I really didn't know much about him. Except that he was intelligent [a big attraction for me] and he was charming.

After awhile, he got me talking about my family and foolish me I related the whole alienating situation I was in with my family...because of this, they didn't know till years later what happened to me. I literally had no support except my teenage son at first. The psycho tried to separate my son from me too. But before that, he shared his own tales of woe and his family who didn't understand him.

This is how they operate. They are talented at reading people...actually they study us like the predator that they are. Then they begin to mirror our own qualities back to us! Since there are no emotions for us to read, we fall for it. This is all part of their game and they groom us for their plans of amusement, money, or what ever else they want. The only thing inside of them is greed...Greed for money, amusement, and inflicting pain.

I still run into that MF, yes he got away with it scott free...long story but he was friends with the police. Late last year he came right up to me at the store and started talking to me. It was all I could do not to vomit. And triggered again with the ptsd...I'd like to say that I got a few licks in but all I feel is helpless and afraid when I see him about; let alone come up to me. So, I mumbled something ineffective and walked away. Plus, if you cross these creatures, they retaliate. He damaged my car before in the dead of night...no witnesses.

In collusion, I think it very important that we learn all we can about them. Here's one article to start, specifically for empaths. I'll post others and books later:

Here Is What Happens When An Empath Meets A Sociopath By Jessica Reinhardt, September 30th 2016 READ: http://tinyurl.com/y4ruq3k3


updated by @michelle: 04/14/19 06:27:17AM
michelle
@michelle
04/12/19 04:51:28PM
148 posts

Am I being gaslighted?


Empath

@zacharias

That is wonderful news! Blessings on you, your wife and daughter.

Thank you for sharing your life and know that it strengthens my resolve to never give up on my son.

Before I go, a gift for you. I looked into buying all 3 volumes of
Boris Mouravieff's, "Gnosis." Used they would cost over $100. I found them online pdf for free. Happy studying:

SNIP:

Boris Mouravieff And Gnosis

Boris Mouravieff was an enigmatic 'third man', known to Gurdjieff and Ouspensky, who found and learned to practice what he clearly believed to be the complete system of which only 'fragments' had been previously published in Ouspensky's 'In Search of the Miraculous'.

On this basis, he formed the 'Centre d'Etudes chretiennes esoteriques' in Geneva - now closed.

Many of his discoveries are described in his book Gnosis, which contains in its three volumes the fundamental components of that Christian esoteric teaching revealed by Ouspensky in fragmentary form.

This Gnosis is not a modern statement of the second century texts known as 'Gnosticism', but a previously unpublished ancient Christian knowledge tradition.

READ MORE AND LINKS TO BOOKS:
http://tinyurl.com/yclxno3o

PS: Reading this much online can hurt your eyes. [I still intend to buy those volumes!] Use the screen filters here to protect your eyesight..use F.lux and/or Twilight apps for your devices:

GO TO:
http://tinyurl.com/y3ul6eta
michelle
@michelle
04/12/19 06:41:14AM
148 posts

Am I an Empath? how definitive are the online tests?


Empath

@tonyrn

I would be remiss to not mention that Elise has a section: Free Resources for Impaired Empaths. Go to the menu link, top your left corner and hit, Help link. She also offers other services.
michelle
@michelle
04/12/19 05:54:52AM
148 posts

Am I an Empath? how definitive are the online tests?


Empath

@tonyrn Hello and welcome to the EC! Be patient; others will be here to greet you....I have more time on my hands than most. Thank you for your opening post.

I've never bothered with online checklists of 'are you an empath." I've always understood that I knew what people were feeling or experiencing, from a very young age. So, the concept of being confused about it is foreign to me.

There was no internet for info and people didn't talk much about such things. The only place I heard the word empath was in a 3rd season episode of the original Star Trek series, in 1968, titled, "The Empath!"

I am also more extroverted than most empaths...some of that comes from how I grew up: large family, moved about every 2 years and parents who welcome all our friends in our home. But I also think that it is ingrained in my personality. However, as much as I liked people, I needed downtime away from others which I refered to as detoxing myself from them.

I'm not saying it was always easy being an empath; I felt their distress in my body and was easily hurt by what I sometimes picked up.

The one thing that was constant was that I saw the gift as one of service. People familiar and unfamilar sought me out to listen and I was ready to sooth or help others in distress. Plus it was an edge I had in understanding others and what motivated them. When you know what they are feeling or that they are hurting, you are able to be less judgemental of behavior that would leave non-empaths confused.

Empaths are healers at an energetic level although most that I helped probably just thought I was being kind. The bs meter is true as I would feel quite comfortable calling some out and I get mixed reactions to this. One would call this mirroring truth to others. It depends on how open they are. A closed mind can be very defensive.

Fibromyalgia and similar syndromes appear to be common to many empaths. I think this comes from taking too much of others' engery on. Plus I believe we are very sensitive to the outside environment of the collective conciousnes, the earth herself, all creatures non-human and such. Learning to ground yourself and energy medicine is most useful to empaths. Other members here all have their favorite methods and will be willing to share those with you.

Alot of empaths have other psy abilities but if you don't that's fine, the empath gift is much to handle.

My best advice is to be gentle with yourself and if you feel out of sort with feelings and thoughts question if these are really yours. 'Know thy self!" is an axiom empaths should hold dear to themselves.


updated by @michelle: 04/12/19 05:59:25AM
michelle
@michelle
04/11/19 10:13:18AM
148 posts

Am I being gaslighted?


Empath

@zacharias

I did not mean to imply that your wife was souless. The subject of OPs is complicated. I believe that many humans are psychologically damaged, that it is hard for anyone to escape being damaged to some extent in our world system.

I mentioned earlier [or somewhere else] that OPs are a natural way for a soul becoming. The problem in our world is the large number of psychopaths and sociopaths. They do not fit the definition of insanity; they know right from wrong. They just don't care that they hurt others and never lose any sleep over their wrongdoings. Some never become criminal but some do and many can be found in the halls of government and other institutions, plus we have the heads of corporations which fit the bill too. There is no cure for these people. These are the people that @robert-caffer was referring to who rule our world. A good book to read on this is, "The Mask of Sanity.": http://tinyurl.com/yysgnhtv

The thing with OPs is that they drain our energies, specifically soul energy needed for advancement of the soul or spirit as Tom Montalk defines it. In a perfect world, they would learn from souled beings. In esoteric terms it would be said they steal soul energy, in modern terms it would be said that they mirror soul behavior. This is how I believe they learn and eventually grow a soul in some future lifetime. So it pays for them to grow up in a stable loving environment...something harder and harder to come by these days.

In gnostic teachings, one is warned to avoid 'dancing' with them where one is led into base reactions to their games. However, one can advance soul development through proper treatment of them.

This is know as fusing of the magnetic center which I think you exemplified in your last post. It is the taking of negative energy/emotions and turning them into something positive....like not slipping into base emotions and reactions but rather to firmly mirror truth back to them; exactly what you are doing!

This is know as the 'fire' that fuses the magnetic center which is the fusing of the lower and higher impulses of the soul. That they are fused at the heart chakra. This is my understanding, to the best of my ability.

And that it takes many times, 'in the fire' until one overcomes the sway of the lower centers where the soul and human become one. Not all are up to this. It takes great mental and spiritual fortitude to withstand this. So, for others not up to the task, maybe it is better not to 'dance' with their energies, to avoid being dragged into lower behaviors.

When one is on this path, and is gaining knowledge and soul energy, the system [ie. Matrix] will move to insert many of these people into their life. They are commonly family and friends but also outside influences....maybe those people you interacted with at the music concert?

You are correct in feeling grateful to your wife for such a learning process. I do think that in some cosmic design, OPs or damaged souled people do offer us chances at soul advancement. Thank you Zach for sharing your experience and allowing me to learn through that! 💖

As for my son, I know he is an empath and I feel not gulity, but responsibility towards him. I was well on my path of gaining knowledge and strength when the matrix inserted two incidents exactly one year apart which nearly killed me and definately broke me down. The 1st was a psychopath which terrorized my son and I and eventually abducted, beat and tortured me for a day until I escaped. The 2nd was at a party where I was drugged and raped...at 52 years old!

Welcome ptsd into my life which the medical and mental health systems made much worse. I needed loving kind healing and understanding, not drugs and trying to 'fix' my mind.

Trauma disrupts the endocrine system and understanding that and self treatments thru supplements and holistic other methods is where I won the battle of bringing myself back to some normality.

This has been a most difficult endeavor while dealing with my son's behavior. Family members can develope ptsd by living with one so affected. It is my son's ingestion of alcohol, which he has no tolerance for [a condition he inherited from me] which I believe opened him up to negative spirit attachment. This does not have to be demonic; it can just be some dead dude which prompts and pokes him into certain behaviors.

With a gaining of my health and strength, I, like you, am determined to take back control of my house. One of our dogs is 16 years old and showing signs of the death process. His legs get injured easily...esp. from our younger German Shepard, and does not assimilate his food well...he's very thin like aged people become. My son is finally showing compassion. I've asked him to put alcohol aside [not telling him; that would have opposite effect] so he can be there completely with his dog who gave him so much loyalty and love, before he dies.

I will never give up on my son. And I believe he will heal as I will continue to do so.

Thanks again for your insight.

Warm Regards,

Michelle


updated by @michelle: 04/11/19 10:24:30AM
michelle
@michelle
04/09/19 02:32:32AM
148 posts

Am I being gaslighted?


Empath

You might want to read the material on Organic Portals [OP] I posted in robert-caffer's post, Yes My Dad's A Narc!

Here's another on OPs:

http://tinyurl.com/y35ng5k9
michelle
@michelle
04/09/19 02:10:10AM
148 posts

Am I being gaslighted?


Empath

@zacharias

I certainly feel for you. The snooping indicates great insecurity but the animal abuse is a red flag and something else.

I deal daily with my son, in certain ways similar. I just don't know what to think of the bizzare changes in him.

I raised him so I can see what he was and it is a great relief when that shines through still.

I can't help but think that he has an unsavory spirit attachment which delights in keeping me off balance and so stressed that it is a herculean effort to keep illness at bay.

Mostly what he attacks/destroys is our home and I dread ever depending on him to take care of the animals if I'm sick.

The change is astounding. He was an empathetic soul and kind...and I'm not just referring to when he was a little boy. Now, he can be a petty tyrant.

What I find is best to deal with him is to stay in control of my emotions [not always easy] and calmly give back what he says he wants. Like go ahead and quit your job, pack your stuff and go live in the woods. Do it now,

Well that silences him immediately. It's like all the huff and puff energy is deflated.

The thing is he likes his job, mostly. He's risen quickly for one his age on pure talent, fairness with his crew and responsibility. He's gotten what he wanted, to be in charge/salary and to do his thing with the food the restaurant sells.

Outside of that environment, he's reckless, doesn't care for people anymore and at home he can be a tyrant, extremely messy and mean. Then sanity hits and I see the real him.

Does your wife ever show times of being reasonable? It seems to me that many people are just going crazy these days. I believe that a great force of negativity has been unbounded in the world and in families.

I guess that your biggest difficulty would be your children if you left. Could you take them with you?
michelle
@michelle
04/06/19 01:17:22PM
148 posts



turqoise:

I have a friend who I have a telepathic connection with and who absolutely loves getting me to say/do lots of silly things sometimes, so I must apologise if im ever abrupt, or talking crazy.


--

 


Peace is also flactulence, I'm gonna kill him/her! ☺️💚

With psychic abilities comes great responsibilities. If this 'friend is a person, I'd avoid them. If you are speaking of a 'guide' I'd seriously reconsider whether they have your best interest in mind.

What you describe above is a violation of another's freewill. And is STS behavior...not of that light you are fond of mentioning.

Question is the last part of your quote I posted here caused by that 'friend'? 😨
michelle
@michelle
04/06/19 12:59:12PM
148 posts



@turqoise

On friendship. As an older person, I often advise younger people that friendships develope; they're not something that is forged immediately. Until two become friends, they are acquaintances.

You need time to get to know and trust another. Friendship is based on trust and tolerance born out of knowing another's strengths and weaknesses and both finding each other agreeable to spend time with....to share to care to support and confide in. These are things one guards until they are sure of another's intentions.

As an empath, I have found huge extremes in whether one likes or dislikes myself....maybe it just goes with the territory of being an empath.

As for being upfront, not all are comfortable with blunt honesty...sometimes that can also be hurtful.
michelle
@michelle
04/06/19 06:46:49AM
148 posts

Earth Angel


Empath

@warden @chrisis

Hey, here's a discussion I came across [not really sure how I found it, wasn't looking] that could be an answer to warden's question and chrisis' observation:

WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO GET ETHERAL WINGS?:

http://tinyurl.com/yyp75jh7
michelle
@michelle
04/04/19 08:48:32AM
148 posts

On Inspiration


Library of Light

Funny you brought these items up @chrisis; yesterday, I was reading articles on these very same subjects..woo-woo!

The 1st part of your article covers music and the EMPATH'S brain. Below is a very through article on music and reactions in specific brain areas.

The 2nd part of that article covers what we refer to as "being in the flow," something you as an artist are quite familiar with. I can relate thru sports activities...ie. when I played left field in softball, I was amazed afterwards what my body could do. Of course there was no thinking; I just 'did it.'

I have also been able to tap into this flow when writing to convey thoughts to a large audience...sometimes my essays seemed to write themselves; if you know what I mean.

I also experienced this in talks I used to give to adult groups on herbal medicine and school children on history and art, dressed in costume and using books/photos along with various items they could touch and handle. I gave these talks centering much on the children of the historical time period, what they did and ate, how they dressed, how they played and what was expected of them from parents and society.

Concerning children, I also brought famous artwork to their attention thru the TAG program [Traveling Art Gallery]. My painting was Vermeer's, "The Milkmaid," [although I helped purchase other great works of art for demonstrators] Here again, I dressed in cotume of the milkmaid and set up the scene, using pottery and breads. I showed the kids how Vemeer used light and also taught them how to draw in charcoal, since this is a very good medium for light/dark and shadow effects. The children could draw either the milkmaid scene or a still life I set-up with fruit and a bottle. They did wonderfully well at their attempts.

Another flow area for me was in a book reading group I belonged to for 20 years...sharing discussions and the fast paced flow of ideas with these ladies was effortless...one ephifany after another!

Anyway, apparently there are specific areas where each individual is best suited to enter into the flow. That was somewhat explained in your posted article as an area of passion. The article below gets deeper into that.

When I would be returning home from my activities, I felt what could be described as a 'high.' This brings me to something else I had been thinking on in terms of what I see in some others as spiritual addiction, where as spiritual activities and contemplation most definately can bring one into the flow state, it can also have a darker side of what can only be termed as addiction.

The article on flow below has a short video on this. The speaker mentions that the flow state [no matter where one finds it] is "the most addictive state on earth." And although it can create massive optimal performance, that it generates addictive neuro-chemicals which can cause one to chase the state and become a 'bliss junkie' if one does not have strong emotional fortitude and strong emotional control....in other words the mundane but very necessary parts of life can be neglected causing problems similar to other types of addictions.
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Music Stimulates Emotions Through Specific Brain Circuits

March 2, 2014
SNIP:
Music has a central role in human society because it so strongly evokes feelings and affects social activities and interactions. The study of music’s influence has greatly increased knowledge of emotion in the brain. Recent studies show dramatic effects on all the brain regions that are related to emotion—amygdala, hypothalamus, hippocampus, nucleus accumbens and critical regions of the cortex including insula, cingulate and orbitofrontal. It shows that music stimulates emotions through specific brain circuits. 

Previous posts have describedthe unique effects of music on the neuroplasticity for learning, the development and evolution of language, improvisation,emotions and 
spirituality. This post will update the specific emotional brain circuits stimulated by music that affect socialization.

Even very young babies show emotional responses to music. At five months, babies enjoy moving in time to music. In adults, perhaps the most important use of music is in evoking, experiencing and regulating emotions related to social interaction. This includes the use of music in child parent bonding, meetings, performances, religious services and spiritual practices.

Music can alter subjective feelings; physiological states through autonomic nervous and endocrine systems; body motor responses such as smiling and tapping; and whole body movement of dancing, clapping and playing of musical instruments.

READ ENTIRE ARTICLE:
http://tinyurl.com/y58dpj29
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What is Flow in Psychology? Definition &10+ Activities to
Induce Flow
SNIP:

This article contains:
What is the Concept and Meaning of Flow?

The Theory and Psychology of FlowFlow and Positive Psychology

The Work of Mihaly CsikszentmihalyiFlow:
The Psychology of Optimal Experience (Book)

The Flow State Chart and Scale

A Look at Flow and Happiness

The Research on Flow Experience

Brain Waves and Neuroscience

How to Enter a Flow State of Mind

10+ Activities to Help Attain a Flow State

17 Flow State Triggers to Induce Flow

Meditation and Flow

The Importance of Flow in the Workplace

A Look at Flow in Sports and Training

3 Recommended YouTube Videos

4 Book Recommendations

A Take-Home Message

References

READ ARTICLE:
http://tinyurl.com/y9zpmhrb
michelle
@michelle
03/27/19 06:28:48AM
148 posts

Hello :)


Empath

Muse Jewl:

Hi Michelle....thank you :)  Greys always seem to appear when I'm doing the wrong thing for myself or in a situation where someone is 'watching' me.  For instance, when I was on the 'spiritual community', I had a couple of visits from Greys two nights in a row.  It felt ominous and uncomfortable.  The Grey was outside the window looking in.  I had felt strange about the administrator of the site and I thought it was best that I left.  The Greys never returned.  They also visited on another occasion where the situation did not feel good.



Thanks for your response, AnDee. I've had 'repercussions' due to past online activity.
If you want to discuss anything, feel free to PM me....m
michelle
@michelle
03/25/19 12:19:24PM
148 posts

Owls...


Dreams

Also a word on depending too much on the medium of videos, movies and in this older book, TV.

I'm from an older generation who experienced tv as a new media to convey info [or pleasure] I read the book by Jerry Mander, "Four Arguements For the Elimination of Television," many, many years ago; it is still in print and IMO should be required reading, especially for younger people. I raised my son without tv and I nearly always get my info from reading. When you read, it is no different than deep thinking and you control the information that gets put into your mind. Visual medial is a passive endeavor, where it ALL goes into memory, forever.

FROM THE BOOK:
The book Four Arguments for the Elimination of Television (1977) by Jerry Mander presents a compelling position that there are a number of problems with the medium of television. Its author argues that many of the problems with television are inherent in the medium and technology itself, and thus cannot be reformed. In specific, the technology of television is not a neutral, benign instrument, or tool. The author argues that in varied technologies and institutions such as militaries, automobiles, nuclear power plants, mass production, and advertising, the basic form of the institution and the technology determines its interaction with the world, the way it will be used, the kind of people who use it, and to what ends.

Mr. Mander maintains that far from being “neutral,” television predetermines who shall use it, how they will use it, what effects it will have on individual lives, and, if it continues to be widely used, what sorts of political forms will inevitably emerge. Mr. Mander’s four arguments are as follows:

The first argument is that while television may seem useful, interesting, and worthwhile, at the same time it further boxes people into a physical and mental condition appropriate for the emergence of autocratic control.

The second argument concerns the emergence of the controllers. That television would be used and expanded by the present powers-that-be was inevitable, and should have been predictable at the outset. The technology permits no other controllers.

The third argument concerns the effects of television upon individual human bodies and minds, effects which fit the purposes of the people who control the medium.

The fourth argument demonstrates that television has no democratic potential. The technology itself places absolute limits on what may pass through it. The medium, in effect, chooses its own content from a very narrow field of possibilities. The effect is to drastically confine all human understanding within a rigid channel.
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AGAIN, consider the same for all visual transmissions of information.....michelle
michelle
@michelle
03/25/19 11:47:59AM
148 posts

Owls...


Dreams

@twospirits1home

I just finished the video you posted. It did a very good job of covering what was said here by ALL, concerning screen memories, messages from owls and their archetypial symbology.

However, I am in complete disagreement with the ending of the video where the interviewer and interviewed suggest that there is any benevolence behind abductions. The public is being softened up in accepting this thru outright disinformation agents, some researchers and in this case, average citizens who are looking for truth and answers.

Below a snip from a rather long article [Gunther is good at bringing various research and opinions together in one cohesive article.]:

SNIP:
The Secret World of Alien Abductions

A very important issue, which Greer and many supporters of the “benevolent alien scenario” seem to completely miss, distort or deny is the topic of Alien Abductions. For the layman who has never looked into it seriously, it may be a topic to make fun of, making jokes about ‘anal probing’ and such but anyone who has ever researched that field knows that the picture is not very funny.

There is a High Strangeness to this whole abduction phenomena which is hard to explain. Many abductions are not that obvious and can only be retraced through hypnosis, as the aliens seem to have an ability to mind-control their victim, erase memory, manipulate space and time, as well as implant certain thoughts, emotions (everything from bliss to indifference) and even false memories of what really went on in an abduction (screen memory) with a hyperspace-technology that makes our technology look like the Stone Age.
 Some abductions have been reported fully conscious without hypnosis and there seem to be many similarities between the stories of thousands of reported abduction cases world-wide (this is NOT just an US phenomena), independently, showing a rather disturbing picture.

David M. Jacobs, Ph.D. has been doing research in the UFO/Abduction field for over 40 years, published several books and has worked with thousands of abductees, mostly using Hypnosis techniques to reveal these experiences. He states:

“My research is based on more than 42 years of UFO research. In addition, since 1986 I have conducted over 1,000 hypnotic regressions with abductees. I have tried to be as objective and as “agenda free” as possible. I have no New Age, spiritual, religious, transformational, or transcendent program to promote. I try to stay as close to the evidence as I can. However, there is no possibility that I have avoided error. The majority of evidence for the alien abduction phenomenon is from human memory derived from hypnosis… . It is difficult to imagine a weaker form of evidence. But it is evidence and we have a great deal of it.”

Admitting to the difficulty of researching the abduction phenomena (There is no film/picture “in-action” evidence), Jacobs, however, rules out the idea that abductions are just a psychological/imaginary issue. Too many accounts from too many unrelated people tell the same (developing) stories over and over which just don’t fit into any psychological frame. So, how does a typical abduction look like? Jacobs describes it in a nutshell:

“Abductions are complex series of events and procedures directed by the abductors to passive or controlled abductees. In a typical or common abductions, humans are taken out of their normal environment by aliens. The people are rendered passive and cannot resist. They are taken aboard a UFO, their clothes are removed and they are made to lie on a table. A series of physical, mental, and productive procedures are then administered to the subjects. People’s physical bodies are probed and examined. Sperm is taken, eggs are harvested.

The aliens perform staring procedures during which they gaze into abductees’ eyes at a distance of only an inch or two. These “mindscan” procedures appear to be neurological manipulations which give the aliens the ability to “enter into” peoples’ minds.

After the table procedures, abductees report that they are sometimes taken into other rooms where they are required to have skin on skin contact with unusual looking babies. Abductees say that these babies seem to be crosses between humans and aliens. They call them “hybrids.” Abductees also see hybrid toddlers, older youth, adolescents, and adults.
Sometimes abductees report that they are required to perform tasks, that they are “tested” in some way. They say that machines are brought in to examine them. They sometimes are required to have a form of sexual intercourse with other humans, and sometimes with adolescent and adult hybrids. They are returned to their normal environment and within seconds, they forget what has just happened to them. “

The individual abductee accounts are far more detailed, not all are UFO related, some have to do with Underground bases. Dr. Jacobs says that after all these years of research and putting the pieces together, he can see a picture emerging. It looks like there is a program in the works with a certain goal and that producing offspring may be one of the objectives behind the abduction phenomenon for the purpose of creating a Hybrid Race.

Some skeptics blame Jacobs for inducing his own “belief system” through Hypnotherapy into his clients and therefore creating “false” abduction accounts. However, this doesn’t hold up with the evidence Jacobs and other researchers have come up with, much of it even without the use of any Hypnotherapy. It only shows that skeptics haven’t really looked into the research and are more trying to validate their own belief system, rather than objectively looking for truth. In regards to the typical Debunking of the Abduction phenomena, be it through the Scientific or “Spiritual” Community, Jacobs writes:

“In my forty years of UFO research, the last twenty of which spent studying the abduction phenomenon, I have learned a simple evidence truism: All debunkers make one or more of three fundamental mistakes: They do not know the evidence, they ignore the evidence, or they distort the evidence.Any one of these errors would be catastrophic and perhaps even scientifically dishonest when writing about something of accepted scientific consequence. Leaving in mistakes is tantamount to ignoring or to distorting the evidence. Unfortunately, when it comes to abductions, all debunkers comply with the evidence truism. There are no exceptions. “

Dr. Rick Strassman, author of “DMT – The Spirit Molecule” hypothesizes that Alien Abductions are brought on by the accidental release of DMTproduced by the pineal gland inside the brain. While conducting DMT research in the 1990s at the University of New Mexico, Dr. Strassman advanced the theory that a massive release of DMT from the pineal gland prior to death or near death was the cause of the near death experience (NDE) phenomenon. Several of his test subjects reported NDE-like audio or visual hallucinations, while others  also reported contact with ‘other beings’, alien like, insectoid or reptilian in nature, in highly advanced technological environmentswhere the subjects were ‘carried’, ‘probed’, ‘tested’, ‘manipulated’, ‘dismembered’, ‘taught’, ‘loved’ and even ‘raped’ by these ‘beings’.

It is interesting to note how similar the accounts of his test subjects (who were administered DMT intravenously)  are in comparison to what can be found in abduction research. DMT certainly is a Mystery molecule that seems to open doorways to another world/reality. However, Strassman’s theory, that abduction experiences are caused by the accidental release of DMT, seems to be short-sighted when taking a closer look into the Alien abductions scenario.

A respected researcher and abductee herself had been Karla Turner, Ph.D. She authored three books on the abduction phenomenon, “Into the Fringe” (1992), “Taken” (1994), and “Masquerade of Angels” (1994). Dr. Karla Turner died of a strange fast-acting cancer in 1996, after being threatened for her work. She was just 48 years old.

Dr. Turner confirmed the work of Jacobs, however, she thinks that the creation of a Hybrid race is not the whole picture, as there are many cases of abductions that show different behaviors and agendas. She really must have “struck a chord”, as she was harassed by agents and military alike throughout her life until her death. According to her research Dr. Turner believes that humans are being used as a “resource” by these aliens in many ways:

“The evidence shows that the aliens do harvest from us in a number of ways, emotionally and energetically as well as physically. There are even reported scenarios of facilities in which human bodies are “processed,” and many such reports come from people unfamiliar with ufological literature.”

Here is part of a list she put together based on countless abduction accounts, research and analysis:

In every instance from this list, there are multiple reports from unrelated cases, confirming that such bizarre details are not the product of a single deranged mind.
These details are convincing evidence that, contrary to the claims of many UFO researchers, the abduction experience isn’t limited to a uniform pattern of events. This phenomenon simply can’t be explained in terms of cross-breeding experiments or scientific research into the human physiology.

• Aliens can alter our perception of our surroundings.

• Aliens can control what we think we see. They can appear to us in any number of guises and shapes.

• Aliens can take us–our consciousness–out of our physical bodies, disable our control of our bodies, install one of their own entities, and use our bodies as vehicles for their own activities before returning our consciousness to our bodies.

• Aliens can be present with us in an invisible state and can make themselves only partially visible.

• Aliens take body fluids from our necks, spines, blood veins, joints such as knees and wrists, and other places. They also inject unknown fluids into various parts of our bodies.

• A surprising number of abductees suffer from serious illnesses they didn’t have before their encounters. These have led to surgery, debilitation, and even death from causes the doctors can’t identify.

• Some abductees experience a degeneration of their mental, social, and spiritual well-being. Excessive behavior frequently erupts, such as drug abuse, alcoholism, overeating, and promiscuity. Strange obsessions develop and cause the disruption of normal life and the destruction of personal relationships.

• Aliens show a great interest in adult sexuality, child sexuality, and in inflicting physical pain on abductees.

• Abductees recall being instructed and trained by aliens. This training may be in the form of verbal or telepathic lessons, slide shows, or actual hands-on instruction in the operation of alien technology.

• Abductees report being taken to facilities in which they encounter not only aliens but also normal-looking humans, sometimes in military uniforms, working with the alien captors.

• Abductees often encounter more than one sort of alien during an experience, not just the grays. Every possible combination of gray, reptoid, insectoid, blond, and widow’s peak have been seen during single abductions, aboard the same craft or in the same facility.

• Abductees report seeing other humans in these facilities being drained of blood, being mutilated, flayed, and dismembered, stacked, lifeless like cords of wood. Some abductees have been threatened that they, too, will end up in this condition if they don’t co-operate with their alien captors.

• Aliens have forced their human abductees to have sexual intercourse with aliens and even with other abductees while groups of aliens observe these performances. In such encounters, the aliens have sometimes disguised themselves in order to gain the cooperation of the abductee, appearing in such forms as Jesus, the Pope, certain celebrities, and even the dead spouses of the abductees.

• Aliens make predictions of an imminent period of global chaos and destruction. They say that a certain number of humans will be “rescued” from the planet in order to continue the species, either on another planet or back on earth after the destruction is over. Many abductees report they don’t believe their alien captors and foresee instead a much more sinister use of the “rescued” humans.
END SNIP

AND AGAIN FROM TURNER
SNIP:
Benevolent?

“Before we allow ourselves to believe in the benevolence of the alien interaction we should ask, do enlightened beings need to use the cover of night to perform good deeds? Do they need to paralyze us and render us helpless to resist? Do angels need to steal our fetuses? Do they need to manipulate our children’s genitals and probe our rectums? Are fear, pain, and deception consistent with high spiritual motives?”

– Dr. Karla Turner
END SNIP

I encourage all to read the entire article here:

https://tinyurl.com/y6rl6mbk
michelle
@michelle
03/25/19 08:44:57AM
148 posts

Owls...


Dreams

@robert-caffer A few months ago, middle of the day, I had an encounter with a barred owl in my backyard and I don't live in a heavily wooded area. I have many encounters with wild beingings and there's never any fear on either side. It truly is wondrous. When they appear, their message is spot on.

I suggest Ted Andrew's book, to keep at hand, "Animal Speak." DESCRIPTION FROM AMAZON:

Open your heart and mind to the wisdom of the animal world. Animal Speak provides techniques for recognizing and interpreting the signs and omens of nature. Meet and work with animals as totems and spirit guides by learning the language of their behaviors within the physical world. This beloved, bestselling guide has become a classic reference for anyone wishing to forge a spiritual connection with the majesty and mystery of the animal world. Animal Speak shows you how to: Identify, meet, and attune to your spirit animals Discover the power and spiritual significance of more than 100 different animals Call upon the protective powers of your animal totem Create and use five magical animal rites, including shapeshifting and sacred dance ----------------------- @twospirits1home

I am sorry to hear of your abduction. It is good that you had the presence of mind to write it down.

It is all part of the age old control system here. It did not start with the Hadron Collider. Most get messed with one way or another, unless you have an occupation which is part of that control system and/or don't question the status quo.

It seems to take the form of whatever is culturally relevant to the time period. There is a resemblance in the ET abductions to the farie abductions in Celtic myths, the jinn of the Arabic world and so on. Now we have blackeyed children, shadow people, and weird animal creatures in the collective consciousness.  These things all seem to cluster around UFO sightings and other ET encounters...ghostly activities can also cluster around it.

And while there maybe be actual ET/UFO  activity, there is another controlling presence behind that.

May I suggest you read some of James Bartley's articles from here: https://tinyurl.com/y3fp8bpq

He states,

"There is a FUNDAMENTAL CONNECTION BETWEEN THE OCCULT AND THE UFO PHENOMENON. THATS IT, PERIOD. "

Could you also tell me what types of ETs you witnessed?


updated by @michelle: 03/25/19 08:47:52AM
michelle
@michelle
03/24/19 07:41:13AM
148 posts

Hello :)


Empath

Welcome back, AnDee. Thank you for your introduction. Nice that you have carved out a 'happy place' for yourself. 😏

I too have experienced many 'spirit occurances.' I am most interested in your experiences with greys, if you care to share any info....or any theories you have developed.
michelle
@michelle
03/24/19 07:30:35AM
148 posts

Owls...


Dreams

I put the link up because it gives you free access to her books and interviews. It's been awhile since I read them and you'll have to do your own research but here's one link from an interview which speaks of screen memories
SNIP:
MORE ON SCREEN MEMORIES:

"Intensive research shows that at the core of the human-alien interaction there is a clear pattern of DECEPTION. We know, for instance, that "screen memories" are often used to mask an alien abduction. Such accounts abound, in which a person sees a familiar yet out-of-place animal, like a deer or owl, a monkey or a rabbit, and then experiences a period of missing time. The person often awakens later to find a new, unexplained scar on his body. Uneasiness about the encounter will persist, however, and far different memories may start to surface in dreams or flashbacks, and then the person seeks help to explain the uneasiness. Quite often, hypnotic regression is used to uncover the events behind the "screen memory," and that is when a typical alien abduction surfaces. The most recent research in which I've been involved has turned up yet a second sort of screening process. If it turns out to be accurate, then thousands of abduction cases are in urgent need of re-examination. The typical scenario of undergoing the regressive hypnosis usually results in penetration of the initial blocked memories. The abductee then recalls an encounter, hitherto unremembered, such as undergoing a physical examination of some sort, perhaps having body tissues removed or having a gynecological exam. Other typical reports include the taking of sperm and ova, of being told of an important task to be carried out, or of receiving a warning of upcoming disaster. And in most cases, both the abductee and the investigator come away from the hypnosis session feeling that they have discovered the truth about the experience. Rationalization leads them to believe that the aliens' purposes must be scientifically objective or benevolent. The less threatening and more benevolent the hypnotically recalled event seems, the more satisfied are the investigator and the abductee. "That wasn't so bad, now, was it? These beings are our friends, or at least they are not our enemies." And everyone goes away with a sense of relief. I have yet to hear of a researcher who actually questions the uncovered scenario. But from several recent cases, it is apparent that these recovered memories may well also be yet another screen, masking events that are much more reprehensible. I will explain one such case, to make the point clear."
FROM:
http://whale.to/b/turner7.html

Robert, I do not adhere to most explainations of ascension. These hyperdimensional entities show an extraoridinary interest in our souls, reproduction, psy abilities, and other. They are deceptive, to say the least and can also appear as Jesus, Ascended Masters, and angels, if that is what it will take to get you to trust them. They can plant thoughts in your mind, setup relationships, and work to isolate you from friends and family.

If one is truly driven to know how humanity has been herded to where we are today, then reading of history and religion is crucial in seeing thru the deception. One must also question everything one reads or watches or hears. Development of the mind and utimately the soul is what it is all about IMO.

Two roads, soul evolution to STO or STS. And THAT determines, when one leaves here whether they progress, or live another 300,000 years in 3D.
michelle
@michelle
03/24/19 05:49:01AM
148 posts

Do you know the spirit visiting you?


Empath

@robert-caffer
I agree; I certainly do not invite anything in and all else is an intrusion.
One question: Please explain a "wind wipe of energy."
michelle
@michelle
03/24/19 05:36:06AM
148 posts

Owls...


Dreams

@twospirits1home
I thought of the same thing. Dr. Karla Turner's patients 'remembered' owls in their dreams.
http://whale.to/b/turner_h.html
michelle
@michelle
03/16/19 05:19:52AM
148 posts

Hello


Empath

@rena Do the whole routine before going to work. I would think that while at work you could use parts of it.

Notice what she says of the Zip Up. And the Hook Up.
michelle
@michelle
03/16/19 05:08:21AM
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@rena I gave this to you in a PM, where you can easily find it. But perhaps others would benefit from it also; particularly when old trusted methods don't work anymore.

All is energy and I find that direct manipulation of my body's energy fields works best. And this gives better 'protection.' I have given another form of this elsewhere from a student of Donna Eden's. The following is Donna's refined, easier official Daily Energy Routine...or tune up:

michelle
@michelle
03/15/19 10:36:35AM
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@rena I am sorry to hear of your seemingly unshakeable low vibrations. Considering that, in the USA alone, 800,000 children per year are reported missing [that's 2000/day]; is it any wonder that you are affected so?

Since past reliable methods do not work anymore, I would ask, in your life, what kind of support do you have from others who would be empathetic and/or sypathetic to the nature of your work and its affect on you?

That is a tough job for an empath to not only feel for the missing but also for family members and parents left with every breath they draw wondering what happened to their loved ones.

If you have no close companions in your life to help you transmute this energy, I would think that we in the EEC could help to hold space for you and lessen overwhelming feelings.

Bless you for the work you do and feel free to ask for a shoulder to lean on from myself and I'm sure of others here.

Hugs,

Michelle 💗


updated by @michelle: 03/15/19 10:38:24AM
michelle
@michelle
03/14/19 09:47:36AM
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💗 Hullo Folks: Just a Great Big Hug to Everyone :-) 💗


Empath

Thank you for the sharing of your joy! Big hugs back! 💖
michelle
@michelle
03/11/19 01:41:01PM
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I sent the following to you in a PM but I thought it would be of interest to others in the community.

Regarding your mini stroke:

Brain injuries and psychic abilities:

https://tinyurl.com/yywecb38

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Brain injuries and savants:

https://tinyurl.com/y4k982v7

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Another site

SNIP: Compensation, and or natural selection are not good explanations for these phenomena. A better explanation for acquired savant syndrome is that the brain does not produce consciousness but is a filter of non-physical consciousness:

The filter model is superior to the hypothesis that the brain produces consciousness because the filter model explains more evidence. You can damage a filter in two ways. You can clog it or you can punch a hole in it. When brain damage causes loss of function like amnesia, that is like a clog in the filter. When brain injury results in increased function, that is like a hole punched in the filter. Examples of increased function include Acquired Savant Syndrome and when people have increased psychic abilities after a brain injury.

Update: Also see my more recent post: Savants and ESP

FROM:

https://tinyurl.com/y3x5pvc5
michelle
@michelle
03/04/19 06:33:44PM
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Stevie They want/need to feed off of your energy! These are not things to send love or help to! No one can help you unless you understand that they are draining your energy.


updated by @michelle: 03/04/19 06:34:21PM
michelle
@michelle
03/04/19 06:08:31PM
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@just-stevie I've been thinking and researching more on your delemia. First, validation of the infestation in your home from a search. You might want to read thru the comments and discover that this happenes to others, although, I have yet to read of so many entities as you are plagued with.

Etheric Spiders And Nasty Entities - Can you stand the truth? https://tinyurl.com/ya8h62uu Astral spiders experiences are common. If you have a vision, a dream, or some insight into these so called etheric spiders  you are not going crazy. Far from it. You are seeing something real. In fact you most likely have intuitive perception higher than most.

Etheric Spiders And Nasty Entities - Psychic and Medium ... https://tinyurl.com/yydjpdes Astral spiders experiences are common. If you have a vision, a dream, or some insight into these so called etheric spiders you are not going crazy. Far from it. You are seeing something real.

Astral and Etheric Spiders| Makka-da https://tinyurl.com/yxum3wfb

I think what happened is that your perception of other dimensional beings and critters opened up; something not uncommon nowadays. I think that this potential was always with you and maybe as a small child, you might have experienced things which maybe your gram knew about. As you got older, you might have denied this or pushed those memories way down.

I don't know or don't remember reading what happened to your mum, whether she left or died for your father to marry your stepmom. Either way this had to have been traumatic for you. Trauma can open us up to undesirable attention from hyperdimentional beings.

You may also be a candidate to move onto a higher density, otherwise know as ascension. Those who feed upon us would not want that to happen and much is done to hijack your progress.

The being who took you on those 'rides' tempted you, in a way, and you complied by saying , "Show me."....or whatever. I understand curiosity, but that can be a tricky thing unless you have really cleaned your machine first and are aware of ALL your motivations for wanting to engage in something like this. Besides the fact that this kind of thing is almost always a diversion from more important work we have to do on the self, I think as you got deeper into it, it would require an amount of self-knowledge and wisdom that most of us [certainly including myself] don't possess.

The important thing for most now is work on the self. You have trauma that needs healing and probably forgiveness too [don't we all?] Forgiveness of others and most likely yourself, as we all do.

Concerning attempts at getting rid of the creatures, beings and webs, I searched thru some older material of the Cassiopaean websites and found the following from a Q&A session...I'm not giving the link because it would be too confusing to read parts of it but I did find something that may be relevant to your inability to get rid of them. In your posts, you constantly repeat: This can't be true or happening....How much proof do you need? Read over the following and let it sink in:

START

Q: (L) Is there any benefit to be obtained through the use of mantras?

A: Especially when the mind says there is. Remember, most all power necessary for altering reality and physicality is contained within the belief center of the mind. This is something you will understand more closely when you reach 4th density reality where physicality is no longer a prison, but is instead, your home, for you to alter as you please. In your current state, you have the misinterpretation of believing that reality is finite and therein lies your difficulty with finite physical existence.

Q: (L) Close enough. Is it true that recitation of mantras can affect spirit release or exorcism?

A: If you please.

Q: (L) Last week, the remark was made, regarding spirit release and exorcism that if it is done properly, by the right person, that there are no side effects or eventualities that would bring detrimental conditions to the individuals and location involved. What was meant by “done correctly”? What is the correct format or mode for exorcism?

A: Correct manner involves honesty and understanding that one has complete faith and awareness of the activities pursued. In other words, when one performs an act, which they proclaim to be having a desired result, and they do not have faith in their own actions as, in fact, producing the desired result, then the effort will collapse because of their lack of faith. Whereas when one has complete faith and multi-density understanding, their activities are indeed truth and useful as prescribed and this is the correct way to pursue them.

Q: (L) Isn’t faith a difficult commodity to acquire?

A: Not at all. When you have found something of truth you will receive demonstrations that locks in your faith.  END          


updated by @michelle: 03/04/19 06:14:56PM
michelle
@michelle
03/01/19 11:28:20AM
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@just-stevie and any others who might need an incredible pick me up:

Stevie, you've been down for so long, I wonder if you can remember the joy of high energy as it surges thru your body? I gave you some very simple and easy things to do to raise your vibrational frequency. Here's an simple and fun exercise to do just that from Dr. Kim....I love her exuberance and energy! You might look thru her videos for ways that can help you heath wise and all around. Anyway, I dare you to do the following and not feel a surge of energy running thru your body. Wooooo Hoooo!😄

Raise energy in your body:




You've mentioned an inability to visulize, here's an easy grounding technique to use...you live in a warmer climate so this should be availiable to you most times...all you have to do is get out in the yard barefoot...there are visualizations for this but let's keep it simple for now...Another Dr. Kim video 😁: Grounding:


updated by @michelle: 03/01/19 11:34:57AM
michelle
@michelle
03/01/19 08:30:39AM
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@just-stevie A shaman for you to look for would be a Native American medicine man. Look to any local Tribal Nation Council in your area. You may also look for any Taino Indians who are originally of the West Indies and nearly exterminated by the Spanish comquorers. They have many groups thru out the US and are very inclusive of every race.

Concerning your stepfamily, it seems you have been on the end of some very malicious thoughts/energy directed at you....I'd say stepmom had some attachments of her own. I don't know if I've said it here at EC but psychic powers do not necessarily equate to goodness or enlightenment.

I want you to read thru this older text by Max Freedom Long on dead relatives and other disembodied spirts.

Shortly after graduating from UCLA in 1917, Max Freedom Long moved to the island of Hawaii to teach in elementary schools. When he arrived, he claimed that some Native Hawaiians were practicing what he called “magic.” Long wrote that, at first, he was skeptical of this magic, but later became convinced that it worked. He devoted the rest of his life to creating theories about how the Native Hawaiians did what he claimed they did, and teaching those theories through the sale of books and newsletters.

Long decided to call his compilation of teachings Huna, because one meaning of the word is “hidden secret.” He wrote that he derived it from the word kahuna, which is a  priest or master craftsman who ranked near the top of the social scale.

Long founded the Huna Fellowship in 1945 and, starting in 1936, published a series of books on Huna, many of which are still in print.

The Hawaiians were very careful how they spoke to each other, trying never to cause harm to another. Your stepmom may have placed a curse on you, knowingly or unknowing thru the use of her venomous thoughts and words toward you.

Here's the chapter I'd like you to read:

SNIP:

CHAPTER XVI HOW THE KAHUNAS FOUGHT THE HORRID THINGS OF DARKNESS

There are horrid things which belong in the realm of darkness, but which we are powerless to combat because we have become too civilized to realize that they are there. Doctors know nothing of them. Priests and ministers have such a garbled idea of devils that their advice is useless. Spiritualism knows only enough to be afraid, and to warn dabblers to be careful.

All primitive peoples know something of them, but their methods of meeting the threats of the dark ones is of precarious value.

READ THE REST:

http://tinyurl.com/y3hffol2

I might sound a little harsh here but quit giving your power away or up...It wants you to do this, wants you to feel helpless and despondent. You've had enough responses here to look up info on grounding, the aura, and meditation.

Start making your home and relationships unattractive to any negative entities. Your husband loves you, feel gratitude for that. Play classical music throughout the day...Bach, Motzart, Vivaldi....these masrers understood the uplifting power of music to calm and raise vibrations of your energy field. The name of Jesus us very powerful against them; even practioners of the dark arts know this. Find a print of him that you may be attracted to and meditate on that.

Do things that bring joy to you, garden, cook a lovely meal for hubby and you...cook with love for him in your heart. Practice smiling, whether you feel like it or not...fake it till you make it. Do everything mindfully: clean your house with loving intentions. Watch shows and movies only of an uplifting nature. Read beautiful poetry, anything that adds beauty to your life. Love yourself....I'm sending you loving thoughts right now! 💖

Big Cyber Hugs,
Michelle
michelle
@michelle
03/01/19 12:15:28AM
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Okay @just-stevie I spent the entire night reading thru your older posts. 😨!!!

I have never read of such a bad infestation. There is one thing that no one picked up on that opened you to all this activity. The ouija board...yes others said stay away from that but they missed the dark hooded figure...Shadow Person! And more hooded figures in your visions.
SNIP:
A caution on trying to contact Shadow People– I have seen several references online to attempting to contact the shadow entity and determine what this wants. While this may work if it is a more or less benign entity, if this is something evil, it may go very badly. Trying to use divination, Ouija Boards and other such method to contact a spirit inevitably expose the user to a greater or lesser degree to the entity. If this is an evil entity, opening yourself up to communicate with it, may make the situation much worse. I strongly suggest you leave this to the professionals.
FROM:
https://tinyurl.com/y2s6rvle

I have read somewhere that the scuttlers [spiders] are similar to the shadow people but less evolved. As to the hooded ones they are nasty and this is what has appeared to my son since childhood...Other accounts of them also say it began in childhood but not always.

Most experts merely speculate what they are and were from....they are definitely not ghosts. Some are physically harmed by them.

I've been searching for info on them for years and there are accounts from around the globe. Mostly what I found was the same info and forums of people's accounts of them.

The following was different; it actually was written by someone with 1st hand knowledge and gave info on them. Not good but from what son and I have experienced and the changes in him, I agree with the author.
https://tinyurl.com/y2qp55ao

A few more thoughts. You said your husband wants to move but you don't, that you love the place. Your property and area may be of great beauty but there is something wrong with that place!

Florida has a bad history. Bad for the Native Americans that lived there, bad for the abundant wildlife that once lived there....even the land was changed and corrupted. It was a hideout for many dark and deadly characters at one time too. There are curses on many areas of land. Someone mentioned ley lines and this could certainly be true, giving more power to entities.

From what I read of your threads, the ouija board incident took place before you moved there, correct? What happened then is not to be taken lightly; you contacted someting bad and it did warn you. But persistance from you and friends WAS the original invitation. Then your curiosity and reaching out to them was more permission.

Whatever entered your life could have influenced you to buy the property. Your house is secluded. The housing development never got off the ground...Why? The previous owners had to short sell....Why?

Your gram might have protected you when little; maybe that's why you didn't experience the paranormal back then. Children are vulerable to such things. Indigenous peoples kept young children in the parents bed for the circle of protection.

They/it is wearing you down. Please find a shaman...Indian or one trained by Native Americans to help you.

Honestly, I'd move; although, you might still need help after that.
michelle
@michelle
02/28/19 08:26:25PM
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Empath

Okay, here's another video. The form constantly changes shape but at times you can see the 2 tetrahedrons: https://tinyurl.com/yybkcdau


updated by @michelle: 02/28/19 08:37:26PM
michelle
@michelle
02/28/19 11:31:08AM
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@chrisis Here is the ancient description of the merkaba/merkabah. Althought it has other functions, it IS your and other beings vehicle of transport. Notice the mention of angels and wings.

The word Merkabah is taken from Hebrew and quite literally means “Chariot of the Soul”. It is an etheric construct designed to protect the riders’ consciousness, which takes the form of a star tetrahedron- a sort of three-dimensional star of David.  In the strictest possible sense the origins of the Merkabah in mythology stem back to the Torah, in the visions of Ezekiel, and indeed its commentaries and appendixes. The description of said chariot reads thusly:

It is said that these chariots [the Merkabah] were driven by beings with the “Likeness of a Man.”

The ‘chariot’ itself is formed of four “living creatures”- which further research found to be the visible form of aether

The bodies of the creatures which make up the Merkabah are “like that of a human being”, but each of them has four faces, corresponding to the four directions the chariot can go [north, east south and west]. The faces are that of a man, a lion, an ox [later changed to a cherub in Ezekiel 10:14] and an eagle. These angels are called the Chayot.

Each Chayot  angel also has four wings. Two of these wings spread across the length of the chariot and connected with the wings of the angel on the other side. This created a sort of ‘box’ of wings that formed the perimeter of the chariot. With the remaining two wings, each angel covered its own body.

Below, but not attached to the feet of the “Chayot” angels are other angels that are shaped like wheels. These wheel angels, which are described as “a wheel inside of a wheel”, are called Ophanim.

The face of the man always faces East, and looks up at the driver, who sits upon a “throne of sapphire”.
michelle
@michelle
02/27/19 12:52:35PM
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@warden Make sure you read my post above on the merkaba.

You can find many Angelic Humans working around the globe, heart centers open and activated, bringing relief to others' conditions; either spiritually or working to make lives better so that they may be pulled from under the weight of poverty or oppression. They bring the energy of sevice to others on a planet of service to self. They embody The Christ Consciousness. There's alot of good teachers on that, if one looks. The Heart Math Institute is one. They have been teaching others in very practical ways and methods and are helping to merge science and spiritual/esoteric teachings. 

You are a healer...yay for the body workers!🤗
The merkaba can also be used for healing so perhaps your merkaba is activated when you relieve another's suffering. Many use merkaba shaped crystals, also. May I suggest you do some research on this?
michelle
@michelle
02/27/19 11:59:04AM
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@chrisis I read your comments with interest.

First off, I liked the idea of using 'wings' to enclose or puff up your presence. So much that I spread mine fully in regards to my German Shepard, who's getting a little too big for her furry pantaloons....She listened to me then! 🤣

Second, I wonder if you and some of the others are feeling the activation of your merkabas, especially during meditation. It was believed in ancient times, and even written about by the Hebrews that the [Merkavah] could be turned on by certain principles in meditation. This involves breathing changes, and mind, heart, and body changes that alter the way a person perceives the Reality.

It can also become functional through the true living of qualities such as love, faith, trust, truth, and compassion, where it can spontaneously become alive. In other words, very pure human character can translate into a living merkaba field around the person, even if that person doesn't initially know it is there.

It has also been known since ancient times as the divine light vehicle used to connect with and reach those in tune with the higher realms. "Mer" means Light. "Ka" means Spirit. "Ba" means Body. Mer-Ka-Ba means the spirit/body surrounded by counter-rotating fields of light [wheels within wheels; the two tetrahedrons rotating in opposite directions] which transports spirit/body from one dimension to another.

The idea of winged humanoids comes from olden times, when they could not envision such movement by any other way. What if they were describing the merkaba?

Look at the following diagram and see if you can imagine wings...remember when fully actived, it is a living part, controlled by the owner's mind. It wouldn't necessarily have this hardened form in the sketch:

http://tinyurl.com/zmzh78j

Now look at the video below [from Indonesia, 2011] where people are speculating that it's an angel. You can clearly see a humanoid figure in the center. Could this not be a being traveling from another dimention or even a fully activated earth human traveling in his/her light body? It has been said that the military can see whose merkaba is activated and that there are millions right now on the planet whose merkabas are activated...whether they know it or not. Keep watching because after the very quick landing, the video shows it in slower motion:


updated by @michelle: 02/27/19 12:22:49PM
michelle
@michelle
02/25/19 08:20:55PM
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@just-stevie Some other thoughts/suggestions. These etheric spiders are astral. The web attachments to you; well, we here in the physical are energetic food to so much that most don't see...part of the package of Life on Planet Earth. And it's not a symbiotic relationship either; we get drained and nothing back!

Robert Monroe brought this info back from his astral travels. He called Earth a 'Loosh' Farm and got very depressed over this. Loosh is the term for the energy that's farmed from us. Now humans can produce negative or positive loosh...the negs want the negative flavor of loosh and can poke and prod us for it....another flagrant violation of our freewill!

Any lower emotions you emit will be siphoned off. They'll never show themselves to your husband because his disbelief keeps you in a frustrated and upset mood...they most likely are sucking loosh off him too.

Suggestions: Quit trying to get hubby to believe you.

Be aware of the emotions/type of energy you're emitting. When low, flip your emotions, laugh, smile...fake it if you have to. Holding a pencil between your teeth is a good way to fake your body into sending smile signals to your system.

Try and locate any breeches in your aura, where you'd be leaking energy and repair.

Strengthen your aura and eat a clean healthy diet.

Ground yourself thru out the day, many times.

Ask spirit to remove the cobwebs from you 100% Say this 3 times for each request and then thank spirit...I'm talking about your higher self here.


updated by @michelle: 02/25/19 08:35:47PM
michelle
@michelle
02/25/19 06:46:42PM
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Just Stevie:
Michelle
I looked through some old messages and found where I went into quite a bit of detail of how the "Mind Travel" etc. started
It's quite long and of course, wordy lol
It might be better to send it privately
You'll have to tell me how to do PM or give me an email link
I am Social Media Challeged

Sent PM explaining how to send reply. Yeah, I have to figure most out myself and my typing? Well, my hands have been clocked at 5 words/minute! 🤣
michelle
@michelle
02/25/19 05:59:13PM
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PS: I used to tell my son when he was little to tell the shadow beings that they did not have his permission to be there. When older I asked how that worked for him and he said it just made them stay further away, as you mentioned. Well the SOBs are back occasionly and I have read others say what works once or a few times will stop working. No one really understands who or what they are but you can find mention of them throughout history...people saw them during the black plague in Europe. They like to peek through doorways...but this is a different subject.


updated by @michelle: 02/25/19 06:00:09PM
michelle
@michelle
02/25/19 05:46:07PM
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Hey stevie, thanks for replying and the background info. I'm sending you thoughts of you safe and at peace. 💖😏

First question: Whose the man[?], the initial perpetrator? Were they a real physical person, a ghost or a figure on the astral plane? Did they invite you to mind travel?

Second: You mentioned mind travel. Was this you leaving your body [OBE] and traveling across the earth to another location....maybe to see someone or something? Or was this traveling in the astral planes...where things can be surreal?

A few years back, I was involved with a type of research group which I don't share any of here; I haven't seen any discussions of the type of stuff we explored and tried to figure out. Anyway, towards the end of our research, we were most empaticaly told to stay out of the astral planes that it wasn't safe....things had changed for the worst. I've had pleasant times flying and other adventures there but also have been chased [flying] by dark figures. You don't want anyone or thing touching you there; keep a distance from all. I'd suggest you read some books by Robert Monroe on astral travel and lucid dreaming.

I asked you about any family involvement with the military [husband too] because they are involved in so much that is way out there [remote vision, psy abilities, etc...] and have been known to mess with cilivian family members.

Even though I have sight for such things, I have no interest in contacting the deceased, going to mediums and other such things. I don't need any hyperdimentional beings attaching to me or intruding my space by my invite...like you read in my post, they bend the rules on what constitutes an invite. And if they are lost souls, there are beings higher than physical Michelle to help them or others in the physical who know what they're doing.

The big question here is how to get rid of the intrusions for good. Try renouncing all agreements, all contracts, all invites you and and past lives you made with anything that is not of the highest good and protective. You may have to close a portal or portals in your home and send them packing: The following, I just grabbed quickly off the web...you can look it up and Youtube has many demonstrations of it:
SNIP:
The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram—the LBRP for short—is a well-known, effective technique used for ridding yourself and surroundings of unwanted and negative energies. It is also used at the beginning and ending of magical rites. It originates from ceremonial magic orders including the Golden Dawn.
READ MORE:
https://exemplore.com/magic/lbrp2

Then a good cleansing of your home....smudging, chanting, certain incense [frankincense, dragon's blood]

Let us know how any of this works and how you're doing.

Go get 'em, girl, and let them know there's a new sheriff in town!

Hugs 💗
Michelle
michelle
@michelle
02/24/19 03:33:03AM
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This is how I envision an Angelic Human energetically embracing a Human who is deeply embedded within the Matrix: https://tinyurl.com/y24g7vqb

When I say Human, narcs ARE included. They became that way due to the operation of the planet. As a visitor to planet Earth, one sees a predatory leaning. Most institutions are predatory, monetary systems are predatory....Eat or be eaten. So, Angelic Humans bear the scars of diving into the pool of Earth's Humanity...We feel the pain of so much PERCEIVED lack here....Lack of love, lack of energy, lack of understanding....which leads to becoming predatory in order to get ones needs met. Activation of the heart to open to The Christ Consciousness has been taught by many of Earth's mystics and sages, down thru the ages.


updated by @michelle: 02/24/19 04:06:07AM
michelle
@michelle
02/24/19 02:53:57AM
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@warden Here is a video I passed along 12 years ago to students who were in the process of awakening to their true nature. The Angelic Human Race have a mission, a very important one of raising the Christ Consciousness across the Human Race. See if the following brings a tugging on your heart and mind of something familiar:

https://tinyurl.com/y28cqlhb


updated by @michelle: 02/24/19 03:09:58AM
michelle
@michelle
02/24/19 02:11:07AM
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Empath

A thought provoking article on the spirituality of the practice of gratitude.

Gratitude Ritual: The Role of Benefactors

“Travelers, there is no path. Paths are made by walking.” - Antonio Machado

Gratitude is an essential practice to those looking to truly trail a spiritual path. But unlike most of our customary mannerism, genuine gratitude does not come from a spill of flattery words or meaningless gestures, but it originates from a heart trained to receive and to recognize the receiving. Gratitude is a complex subject to be discussed because it involves the direct knowledge of the art of receiving.  Many of us, believe receiving means we are not in control, that we are needy, vulnerable and weak. In reality, nothing can be further than the truth. Gratitude is an antidote to humiliation, helplessness and also a powerful tamer of the Ego. To be grateful is a valuable skill to be acquired.

"Does not the gratitude of the dog put to shame any man who is ungrateful to his benefactors?" ~Saint Basil

It is a challenge even to determine who are those that perform the role of our benefactors during a lifetime. But like any other spiritual exercise, it demands resilience and continuous work.

Who is a Benefactor/Benefactress (Benefactrix)

By definition, a benefactor is a person that confers benefit; the one that kindly offers to help someone else other than himself. But they can be more than just mere helpers, as they can bestow more than just material assistance, they can be bringers of light, support, teachings, initiations, or even, in some cases, they can be custodians of bad news. There are many types of benefactors with the physical benefactor being the most easily recognizable. The emotional benefactor can be identified as someone that has provided us with moral support during our life transitions and rites of passage.

The Mystical Benefactor

The last category of benevolence and the less recognizable is the mystical benefactor. The role these individuals perform can be easily ignored. Sometimes, their presence is not noticed, as they can show in our lives for just a brief moment, to give us advice, inspiration, courage and sometimes, a piece of information; just time enough to change or add an element that may be out of alignment with our personal story. They enter our lives for a reason.

“No man is an island, Entire of itself, Every man is a piece of the continent.” ~ John Donne

There is an interesting point that may be clarified: As Angelical beings can be considered as benefactors, not all benefactors can be regarded as angels. Most are merely human. No man is an island or isolated from the great plan of evolution. Everyone plays a role, like note in a symphony: all are necessary to keep the harmony and rhythm. Each one of us is made of a succession of small stories, life teaching and examples of others.

The Mystical Benefactor

A real spiritual benefactor may not seem as such when he comes into our lives as someone that actively restrains one or more of our initiatives, depriving us of our desires, and sometimes of our sense of purpose. Independent of the time, the truth of their actions and their effects in our personal lives come to prove their valuable presence in shaping our tracks and, many times, leading us back to our main soul path. There is an old saying that speaks of how some bad situations in our lives may turn out to be real blessings. If you have this happen to you, and you recognize it, try to identify who was your benefactor.

No matter how hard one may try, the natural egotistical feeling of entitlement can pervade anyone’s soul as a fast as the wind blows. It is imperative to develop a sense of gratitude towards these beings and include them in your daily prayers, even if anonymously.

"As long as mankind shall continue to bestow more liberal applause on their destroyers than their benefactors, the thirst of military glory will ever be the vice of the most exalted characters." ~ Edward Gibbon

When you open your heart to recognize the blessings received through a multitude of invisible hands throughout your life, you start to understand how much each life is weaved into another. The release of the energy of pure gratitude brings hidden blessings into one’s life, and the mystical power of such liberation can clean up lower astral energies attached to one’s emotional body.

Like the consecration of food that one does every day, where blessings are bestowed upon all the invisible hands that contributed to feeding you, one must never forget the benediction of your benefactors, as an act of reverence, respect and as an important step in teaching your heart to be a grateful one.

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