The Great Reset
I know how you suffer. One day, you will see how much you are blessed for enduring it. I wish I could come by and just sit with you for a time. I do pray for you, Cat. We are very like minded.
, We all do. I'm being surrounded by that dark energy. So yes, it is getting worse. What we are reacting to is very real even if no one around us notices. It takes a concerted effort to resist. I can't stand it anymore. I'm to close to the city, my neighbors have turned against me, and that dark energy is draining me to the point where I can't think. I have to take trips to the mountains to recharge and get my head right. It has broken me down.
In that deep depression, the answer came to me, don't resist. Let it happen. Get out of the way of the attack. Take the energy given and redirect it. I realized the pain was being caused by my resistance to it. I'm just not strong enough to take it on directly. They can't take away what I don't give them. It's my responsibility to hold on to my peace and sanity. It's not my job to change them. The world needs a reset of sorts. The chaos that's to come is necessary to restore order. They can't win. The nature of the universe doesn't work that way.
P.S. Thank you for your comments. I could use an editor.
It's interesting that you bring this up now, Hop. I had been thinking about the moment in my life where it took a major turn. The impact on my belief structure, and the reassessment of my place in the world. Although, I wouldn't call it a NDE. I have had plenty of those close calls thinking "Hmm, I could have died". Car accidents, trees falling close to me, near lightning strikes, and so on. What I like to read about is actual death experiences where we are some how brought back to life. It shouldn't happen. We see death as utterly final. It's hard to get your mind past the fact that we can come back from it.
Mine was a 50ft fall at 19 years old. I didn't get back up. I laid there on the concrete for 8 hours without moving until I heard a voice that said "Wake up". I can't tell you a cool story of floating around or visiting heaven or anything like that. For the life of me I simply can't remember. All I recall was being on the top level of the school and immediately waking up the next morning at the bottom of the court yard trying to push myself up to assess what happened. It was as if no time had past.
What changed my mind for me was not the death part of it, it was the aftermath. Here I was in the court yard of a school in the middle of summer. No one knew I was there. No one was coming to rescue me. I was severely broken and completely on my own. I had a choice to make, either fight to live, or suffer and die a slow excruciating final death. Before this I didn't value my life. I threw it away thinking a nihilistic thought; There is no purpose in it.
I was mad at God for bringing me back. I could have peacefully checked out of existence, but no, I was denied that ending. It took a full 24 hours of moving through the school with a shattered leg and a broken back, not mention the knock on the head and many other broken bones. Rescue came in the form of a cop that cuffed me thinking I was a burglar. The point is after this experience I started to look at life differently. Not just mine, but the lives of others. I told this story recently to a friend who's facing 4th stage cancer. At the end I said to him, Death is easy, it's life that's hard. Fight to live. It all has a purpose.
Yes, what to think about all this? It looks to me that the reset button has been pushed. That everything happening has been planed well in advance. It's as if this whole world is nothing more than an orchestrated stage show playing out on little screens and none of it is genuine. I don't believe any of it. In fact, I've always felt this way, that the life we live isn't quite real. The only things I believed were truly real was pain and suffering and after a life time of agonizing over it I no longer believe suffering is real either. So why would I care what the elite globalist do?
I'm a traditional anarchist. I won't be ruled over by man. There is no other ruler but God Almighty. He will make things right. I follow his lead. Let the elitist have their day. The pride of man comes before the fall of man. I'm having fun just sitting back and watching the movie. I am the most at peace when I am surrounded by chaos.
I don't say this to mean there is nothing we can do about it and should just accept it. This is an opportunity to improve ourselves. Empaths are pushed harder by life because we've been given much more than most. Because of this much much more will be asked of us. It may take some time, but I believe this change is the birth of something great and it won't be what the elites have in mind. In a way they gave us a gift by waking up the masses to their complacency. We can use this. The "fake woke" are being exposed. I say just sit back, relax, and do what you do best: transmute the negative and send it back out as positive. This is the divinity of purpose. Be grateful you have one.
-i don't blame you. I stopped watching commercials for the same reason. We have to keep our vibrations high and not let anyone or anything pull us down. I learned recently that my emotional attachments can draw me back into old habits of dwelling on the negative. We don't need to be afraid of how things are, but we need to know. If it brings us down, you should get away from it and focus on good things for a awhile. Thanksgiving is coming up. When we are grateful is raises our vibe. Black friday is coming too. If you're anything like me, you dread the Christmas season. I'm not giving myself over to to dread this time.
- The masks I see on those I believe have a spirit in them is like the mask that was worn by the magician on that old show where he was giving away the secrets of magicians. I can't remember what it's called. It's black with white lines. It isn't that scary. The faces I see are distorted and shifting. I also see flashes of light in strange patterns along with loud buzzing. I chalk it up to being half in half out of dream mode. I can't make sense of it. It's only been happening recently. This has been going on with you for awhile now. I'm interested in what conclusions you draw from what you're seeing, if you have any. Maybe not now, but in the future. For now I think we're all speculating.
My energy has been very low. I'm being drained more often. I know how, but I don't know why. I also see these strange evil looking faces and figures right before I fall asleep. At those times I sense a presence of something not right. It isn't clear to me what's happening. I identify with what you are all feeling. That something is happening I don't know enough to know what, but it is motivating me to find out. I also feel the need to rid myself of negative emotions and remain neutral. Hold on to my goodness so to speak as the world around me is falling apart. It's enough to drive you crazy if you let it, but the puzzle pieces are starting to form a picture I can understand.
Hop, when I see spirits, I watch them move around and "see" where they go. I sense their energy like I do from humans. I can read them and sometimes they communicate, so know I am perceiving them, but I also know that I am not seeing them with my eyes. In my memory I do. We remember things in images mostly and my mind is constructing an image of what I perceive. I think you're doing the same. The random patterns are showing you visually what you perceive. It's like your sub conscience is trying to tell you something your conscience mind doesn't understand. I'm sure you already know this. Please, keep pushing through the fog. We need to understand this. Knowing is half the battle. Right Michelle?
When you gave me the link for Gnosis months ago I had started reading it and was distracted by everything going on. I didn't get back to it. In order to get through it I'll have to focus on it. I thank you for giving me all this information, but the overwhelming amount of it is daunting. It's going to take time to absorb it all. I'm only human.
The most important thing I got out of quest for 'the holy grail' was a deeper understanding of why we need to love our enemies and what it means to turn the other cheek. This is golden! We are to love what they do for us. They give us this negative energy in hope that we give it back. I didn't know what to do with that energy before. Now I realize that if we transmute that energy we can use it to help others, the grateful. I'm going to practice this for a while and see what happens. Thank you all for your help.
It's a family secret. One of many. Her mother won't talk about it. My daughter wants to know the truth about it. She also wants to be an investigator. This a great opportunity to show her how we find these things out. When we do I'll let you know what we find.
I remember a satanic group in St. Louis called Golden Dawn. This was back in 1985. I learned about them through a friend that was being recruited. I talked him out of joining. It's interesting to know where that group originated.
"If I love her enough and just accept the abuse I can change her and save her!" This is the lie I keep telling myself when I know deep down to my core that this isn't true. She will never change as long as she believes there is a chance that I'll forgive and excuse the abuse. I keep doing it. I did it again last night. I absolutely hate this. Hard truth just sucks.
Hop, I remember that happening. When both our daughters were having these similar issues at the same time. I hope your daughter is doing better and learning how to cope. I'm sure she is a strong girl. Probably stronger than us. They are our weakness. I had a hard time staying positive through out that ordeal. By going after our family these things think they can break down our defenses. So if anything you're coming out of this a stronger man and a better leader for having gone through it.
We need to keep a check on our emotions. Be aware that their power is limited to what we give them. The attack tell us that they see us as a threat. This is actually a good thing. It means we are doing something right. Your daughter is lucky to have you to protect her though this. Don't expect the battle to end. It's just our job. These girls are more important that we are.
Yeah, I think it's time to clean house.