If you are reading this then thank you. I am currently becoming more more and more spiritually aware over the last few weeks and months. I am an intuitive empath. Right now I feel like I am in the top of a tornado, swirling around and around and I can't make it stop.
Here is my issue which centres wholly on a recently ended relationship of my own. The problem lies in the fact that I can clearly see the path ahead, it interweaves with his, around a great sense of family, love, professional and personal growth. Our paths cross and run parallel for the rest of our foreseeable lives. I've been to three different mediums lately (because I constantly doubt myself) and they have all confirmed this so I no longer doubt my path with him.
However we are broken up because he has this idea in his head of who he has to be for me (and right now believes he isn't that man) and more recently a fear that whatever fire we had has gone (I have pointed out the fires need to be fanned and we haven't done that since we split). He told me that what we had was a fairytale and he didn't think he deserved one.
Anyway, I need out of the tornado, off the rollercoaster. This is having a massive toll on my life. We talk daily and we often talk about 'us' (usually while drinking, his drinking self wants me back in his life, his sober self well??), the energy drain is massive. I've vetoed talks about us. But we are both at a point where we are aware of the damage and need to make some kind of decision about what doing to happen going forward.
My life it tied to his. What do I do?? I don't know what the next move is or what the steps forward are. Do I keep doing what I'm doing (helping him through work, separation and children issues) knowing that those are some of the steps forward for him. Or do I chuck it all in the STUFF IT bucket because it is all too hard. HELP ME PLEASE.
Love and light to you xoxo
updated by @beautifullyunfinished: 06/14/20 09:41:44AM