I've been a member here a few years back and life took over bit finally I am back again and it feels so good just to know you guys are here... A likeminded group who won't judge.
Okay so as the title reads, something strange happened to me about 2 weeks ago and I'm not entirely sure what it was/is.
My brother had his birthday party on the 13th of last month and not a lot of people came but we all had fun. I am not at all a drinker and when I do drink something it is never a lot because I hate the feeling of not being fully aware of everything around me. So colour me surprised when I forgot most of everything, was extremely sick during the evening and then living in a dreamlike state for a whole week after. It was so bad that at times people would talk to me but I wouldn't even respond just stare into space. I don't even remember going to work and buying groceries. Only after about 10 days I started feeling better. I still got times where I would feel a fog-ish heavy feeling moving over my brain and then get a panic attack because of it but it's mostly gone now. At first I thought that I had been spiked but my symptoms didn't fit everything I read online and from previous experiences as well.
As the days went by I noticed small things, things I wouldn't usually notice. Like for instance a shadow not quite fitting with the rest moving slightly out of sync from what it's attached to, noises that I usually didn't notice (just some info... My hearing have always been very sensitive and sharp and before all this happened I could and still can see auras and spirits. I could also mostly feel what someone's intention is but mostly I could feel darker energies in a place before I come near... Like a warning)
So anyway the noises varies from very high pitches to almost a kind of rumbling and these things snatches my attention instantly, I would stop mid sentence to focus on the noise or shadow. I've also noticed that I keep thinking about future happenings. Like theories about what life could be like in 3 years and it feels depressing and dark it's as if I can't give a little light for the future and I have this raging need to want to fix it to stop whatever bad is going to happen. It's as if the premonitions I used to have is stronger and more overwhelming than usual.
I don't actually know what the question here is but I guess I would like to know what the week meant that I was in this "not present state" and what all the noises and shadows mean?
I'm not at all new to this I just feel very lost and confused at the moment and would like to hear some likeminded people's thoughts on it.
Thank you ^^