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A Strange Kind of Thank You....

2015-11-27
By: Karen2
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So...while telling an indivdual off the other day something happened....I felt this tiny twinge in the area between my heart and throat chakra. ..was a tiny pinch like a pin prick...as I finished the post that little twinge started to expand....it engulfed my chest and rose up...the energy was dark and heavy...and suddenly this huge energy turned into an emotion and came out as tears...it hurt a LOT, physically too...it lasted for about 5 minutes...then it dissipated....after it was gone I felt soooo much better.....it amazed me that something that big came from a tiny lil spot in my energy and body......like a zit that popped and all that gooey infection oozes out ...and I carried that around ....yuck....the dark energy was the accumulation of all the times I was blocked and unable to defend myself...and disrespected.... so to me.... the guy I told off actually helped me that day....I still don't like what and how he said what he did....but if he had not goaded me to the point of letting loose....I'd still be carrying around that junk....so I thank you....really...and I'm sorry to have upset anyone if what I said was upleasant to you and your senses....sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do tho...even if it IS unpleasant...and it was to me to....unpleasant that is...lol...but also a good thing....

Karen2
11/27/15 12:42:02PM @womanwhowalks:
Thanks...now I gotta move on to the next zit and find a way to pop it....there are many...lol...I wish I could just put acne cream on them and let them clear that way...lol...part of me wants to pop em all at once and get it over with, all in one shot...another part knows that they'll pop when it's time.without any help...and yet another part just wants it all gone without having to deal with the pain and reliving certain memories...or confronting individuals...poof....all gone...lol ...there are certain people I CAN confront...but may only be an invitation to continue their attack....so I have much to try and figure out how to achieve my goals....lol...
Karen2
11/27/15 12:52:55PM @womanwhowalks:
I think most of my current life is dealing with oppression, abuse (obviously...lol). ...speaking up...I think it's a dumb way to spend my life....mopping up all this crap....I gotta do it...or i'll be passing this junk on to my next life to deal with....and I don't really want to do that....I think my whole line past present and future deserves a good long vacation....lol....so i'm gonna do what I can...
Karen2
11/27/15 02:40:15PM @womanwhowalks:
Lol...it makes me kinda wonder though....what does it really mean to master something..? ...if these. ..blemishes dark energy...illnesses) ....are cleared...I mean we clear them...the energy is released...we feel better...then it comes back...maybe attached to a different memory or trauma...but it's the same thing....so...we clear that all out...how on earth can we clear them all...and KNOW it's all dun....there are so MANY layers of energy that surround us...zits don't really go away....as we all know...a zit forms around the root...hair follicle. ..of hair...it stores impurities and gets painful and infected....it pops releases the bad stuff....heals...but then reforms somewhere else...or on the same hair follicle. ...and we struggle with acne...trying desperately to clear it up so we have perfect skin....I just wonder sometimes what the purpose of all this is if it never clears up permanently....it's like washing the car...you wash it to make room for new dirt...lol
Karen2
11/27/15 02:43:08PM @womanwhowalks:
Don't get me wrong...I know it all has to be dun...just like washing the car inside and out..to make it run better...lol...I just wonder is all...

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