Welcome to the EC. I am including some links from the Library of Light, my group within the EC, that will help you learn more about us and yourself. These topics have a lot of information provided by those who have been Awake for a while and that you are definitely NOT alone in this experience. Many of us have tried to fit into the "normal" world, but find that we are not, and never will be, "normal". You may already feel that you "are not from around here". It is a valid sentiment. We have more than 5 senses and this is the new normal. You will also find that you will have friends and family members who will not understand the "new" you and that you will become more aligned with the spiritual realm than the material one. This is normal for us. You may find yourself alone more often, but you will never be lonely.
On Being an Empath
Indigo, Crystal, and Starseed People
Thriving as an Empath
1111 / Lightworker
I also highly recommend that you pick up a copy of Dolores Cannon's book "The Three Waves of Volunteers and the New Earth" as it will explain why you are here at this particular time in the history of the world. Once again welcome to the EC and know with total certainty that you are no longer alone and are part of something spectacular that is about to change the future of this world. If you have any questions just ask and someone will help you.
Throw some love into the wind.