Lookin' back on when I first dreamt, part II(Psychic moments)
I mentioned in the Angel Numbers topic that I had been seeing the number 11 for years. I forget I wrote this entry back in 2004:
9) Monday, June 7th 2004- This has actually been happening for a while, but eerily Ive been seeing the 11th minute of every hour for so long. At least a month. Its been bugging me a lot, Im actually tired of seeing it. This has happened to me before. A couple of years ago I kept seeing the 12th minute of every hour. Is it just coincidence or what?I talked to Malisa about it and she says it could mean another 9/11 is about to happen. She couldnt have scared me more. Last weekend, I saw a fight break out in the parking lot area in back of my building. Some angry guy broke a beer bottle at the neck and slashed it at this other guy. I saw him drop like a fly, but he was okay. Afterwards I called 911 to report this. They came 6 minutes later, go fig. Anyway, spooky thing is, the parking lot address is 111 parkside ave, and I just happened to call 911. All signs keep pointing to 11. What does it mean? One more thing to add, after learning of Ronald Reagans death on 6/5/04, I just happened to add up the month and day of when he died, and guess what? It adds up to 11...
10) Monday, June 7th 2004-While seeing a news coverage on the loss of Ronald Reagan, I realize his birthyear was in 1911. More signs pointing to 11. Its really spooking the hell out of me.
One of my first documented Communipathy moments and one I remembered from so long ago:
20) Friday, June 25th 2004-Star Trek: Deep Space Nine...I just began watching it a couple of months ago on SpikeTv. I remember seeing a handful of episodes years ago back when it was on the WB. In season 3-4, there is a character introduced named Lt Cmmdr. Eddington. The first time I saw him, something just told me I just dont trust this guy. His character is gonna turn evil or betray someone on the station. I stuck with that feeling everytime I saw him. There was just something about him.Getting to the point, in todays episode, The die is cast, Lt Cmmdr Eddington sabotages the Defiant and is confined to quarters by Commander Sisko. I seriously dont know if what I experienced was empathy, because one, this was a character on tv, and two those episodes featuring Eddington were filmed in 1995. Its like I sensed his intentions through the tv. He didnt at any time display any reasons for me to think he was a shady character, he just seemed shady to me. I DIDNT TRUST HIM AS FAR AS I COULD THROW HIM!
28) Monday, July 12th 2004- While watching an episode of Star Trek: Deep Space Nine today,entitled For the cause, the character I wrote about in my journal previously, Lt. Cmdr. Eddington reveals that he is a member of the Maquis, and has been hiding his true identity while being a crew member on Deep Space Nine.Since the beginning, I have said that I just did not trust his character for some reason. I had never seen this guy before. My suspicions were right. I dont really know if what just happened was Empathy. You cant really empath someone from tv. But , its almost as if I read his true intentions right through the television. Spooky.
32) Monday, July 19th 2004- Tonight I was watching an old episode of Who wants to be a Millionaire?. During the contestant introduction, right before the Hotseat question, the camera passed a guy named Michael Avitzur. As soon as the camera focused on him, I got this feeling. Right away I said, Its him! Hes gonna make it to the Hotseat. After the Hotseat question was read, of all ten people, guess who got it right? MICHAEL AVITZUR!Psychic intuition is what happened tonight. Bitchin!
41) Saturday, August 7th 2004- Today I was dreaming that my sister Leah called me and was asking me if I wanted to go somewhere with her. In the middle of the dream, my Mom starts waking me up. After Im fully awake, she says that my sister Leah is on the phone and wants to know if I want to go with her to New Jersey today.I didnt wanna go because I was really tired. That has happened many times before. Id be dreaming about something, and experience what I was dreaming as soon as I awoke. That was a premonition. I think the first one that came true like 10 seconds later. Its as if I had a flash of something to happen in the next couple of seconds.In the dream, I was sitting on the right side of my bed talking to Leah. Still being groggy from a good sleep, I had no idea that when I woke up to talk to Leah, I was on the right side of my bed talking to Leah, just like I saw.
When I lost the empathic faith in myself:
55) Monday, September 27th 2004-After deep thought about my gifts, Ive determined that I only am able to dream about the future on occasions. I am not an Empath. True, I am deeply connected to peoples emotions, felt someones pain before, and myself am a very emotional person, AND was diagnosed as an Empath by an Empath, but ever since I found that out, Ive been thinking about what an Empath truely is. All the characteristics, traits, and symtoms of an Empath, I really dont have. Today I saw a tired guy who was working out in the back cutting tree stumps. He went to take a rest, and looked very exausted. I tried to connect myself to his emotions and feelings and felt nothing. If I was an Empath, Id be able to feel someones emotions, even when I dont want to. Thats what Empathy is. I never feel that, so I decided Im not one after all.
My favorite psychic moment happened on World Empath Day. Go figure!
136) Friday, November 11th 2005-Ive been thinking about this for a long time and dont think I ever mentioned this important piece of information concerning my premonitions. About 2 years ago, I had a dream of a known AOL nuisance named Dwayne. I dreamt he would be in the chat room in red font, font that hes never in, saying the phrase sup Ben-gay. Ben is another known AOL nuisance. He acts gay, if you will, to others, which is why people started calling him Ben gay.
Anyway, that was the dream. Im not sure how many days after the dream the event occurred, but it came true JUST as I saw it. No minor changes, no different surroundings, what I saw unconscious is what I saw conscious.The day it came true, I entered the chat room just to scope things out. As I saw that Dwayne was in red font, I knew it was about to come true, so I asked my good friend Sarah to watch with me as the premonition unfolded. At that point, it wasnt even a vision, it was a strong feeling that Ben was about to enter.
This was a couple seconds after I thought it. BAM, just as I thought, there he entered. From that point on, my vision came true: Dwayne saying sup Ben-Gay to Ben in red font.That was the moment I knew I was psychic. From then on, things have gone a little rough, but that was the moment that permanently proved to me I was psychic, no questions about it. Thats also the day I proved to Sarah that although Im just another person on the internet, I wasnt lying when I said I was psychic. Her reaction to seeing what I predicted: WTF!
Entries 30 and up show how incredibly psychic I was in the early millennium. So psychic, I knew when dreams were gonna come true. I just knew.