Parting with my Soul Son
Well, although it's still unconfirmed, I will let my feelings validate whether or not Jade and I are father and son from a previous lifetime. Since making that revelation, seeing him at work was the highlight of my days and I would look forward to getting to spend time with him, even if my day was going bad otherwise. School let out for the term on Wednesday and we spent most of the day together. But as soon as he left, I felt like my world came crashing down and I was very heart broken that I probably wouldn't see him again. I became very sad and emotional and all I could think about was him. He's 14 so it's not like I can call him up and say let's go out for lunch. If I want to have time with him, I would have to go through his parents, mainly his mother, and I don't feel comfortable doing that cuz I don't want her to get the wrong impression about anything.
We are friended on Facebook and that will be our method of communication. Including him, this would be my fourth soul relative I met along the way. But Jade is the only one of whom I got a chance to interact with in person. So I think the fact that I felt so heart broken after he left does tell me something and that was actually one of the main things I wondered about if I ever had the chance to meet my brothers in person. If we reunited via the internet, what would I feel in person? Anyway, it's only been two days and I've been meaning to write about it. I don't know for sure if that was the final time I'll see Jade, but he is a very special kid and I'm so glad I got the chance to be reunited with him. I'm gonna miss him, but at very least, I will get to see him grow up through pictures.