Is there any one her who have experienced an awakening? Because I am experiencing that as we speak. But tonight I feel like I am having a nervous breakdown. I am crying, shutting down, crying, shutting down my feelings. I feel so desperate, I just want to run far far away from my self and at the same time just feeling like crying my heart out. And I am also having serious heartache because I am recovering from what I feel like loosing the love of my life. Is there any body who can help me understand what is going on. I feel other people emotions, animals, plants.. Everything.