Are you an Empath?
So lately I've been down in a rut, from personal issues and that I failed at being an Empath. I had tried almost everything, from meditating for two hours a day to going out in public and trying to reach someone. Soon I had just started giving up and just try my best to block everything out. Till my friend Hannah who knows about me being an Empath touched my hand and started sending me good energy. Well she tried too but as soon as she touched my hand I recoiled and said "Don't you dare try anything, I don't want your energy or thoughts. Leave me alone" That's when I realized I've been doing it all wrong. Instead of taking in the other persons energy I've just been touching it. Like when you walk on the edge of a forest all your doing is getting close and you can only see so far, you have to go in the forest to find out whats really there. So as soon as I realized this I have started doing it how it's supposed to be done and I'm actually getting somewhere! I'm starting to get hope that maybe I really can be a good Empath. Maybe I can really be better than what I am. It feels really good to have hope again. And now I've decided that if my mother wont talk to me about what I am and what she is then I'll just have to be better than her so she will have to see that I can be responsible and that I can handle whatever this big bad secret is. Wish me luck!