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Blind jealousy and envy


By pinkrose, 2018-02-11
For such a long time I have been in Denial about the true extent in my ability. Someone not long ago gave me the courage to actually start believing in myself and stop looking for approval from others.

The level of self empowerment of my mind, body and soul right now Is beyond scaling.

I don't mean that in a boastful sense nor to look down on others but it's given me strength to discipline my physicality, by negating the time wasted in self doubt and second guessing, begging and sulking to acquire the knowledge and understanding my soul seeks.

The greatest gift from the one whose loins I was created from gave me the greatest gift that I still reap, to stand on my own two feet, depend on others but not where I become completely dependent on them.

I was always afraid to express my true beliefs, never stood up for myself, always allowed myself to be a doormat, instead of changing what I couldn't change of others I changed myself only to learn I simply cannot please everyone, and the only person I was hurting more than any other was my own potential. I must stop giving myself in such ways.

I always halted from sharing some mutual understandings and beliefs, likes and dislikes for fear someone may presume I am copying them, or competing. Today I decided to. Continue to do what I love, that I shouldn't have to give it up for what someone else may think of it. Quite simply put I'm done giving a shi*.

What inspired me today of how sensitive I am to peoples energies, is jealousy is something iv despised with a passion because of what it can do if one let it to breed. It's rife! And it's the ugliest trait in my opinion. I'm beginning to pick it up wherever I go. And along the process those who are aware who might have some traces of it, though not through malice (in some particular personal cases) we can focus our energy to block it out, to prevent the one we may have it for gathering any sense of it.

Why? It's taught me people can have all the riches in the world but when u harbour such a filthy trait it only feeds the fire to want more of what it simply cannot have, and thus causing wilfully or unwilful harm towards the one it sparks for.

Jealousy I learnt blocks the spiritual eye of the believer, and I honestly believe now that the more I block out and negate negative characteristic s hidden within the heart the more I unlock the power of my spiritual eye, everything begins to seem more clearer, self doubt only weakened it's true power and strength of how deep I can actually look into anothers soul, I can do so if I desire just by focusing my energy on them, but I choose not to. I aspire to inspire others and grow to theyre full poyentia, to believe in the power of theyre own mind body and soul.

From a young age I have been very gifted in many talents that I loves and enjoyed and the more I indulged in the better I became, the only thing that stopped me fully achieving this was my own self doubt and a dire need for recognition and affection that was substantially missing throughout my youth.

And till this day I truly believe that writing my own articles on my learning experiences will benefit people like myaled and the difficulties I have had to endure. I no longer feel the need to shy away from my works for fear of them being refuted by someone lacking in the logic and rational for something theyre mind cannot process because they have not reached a reality that they cannot simply comprehend.

I sincerely request if anyone come across my works, criticise them and share your thoughts and opinions, I don't take offence in the slightest it only drives my passions to commit to continue to better, to compile everything solid enough, very little biased and broad enough to continue to benefit many people one day and reshape or modify how some factors are viewed and the lack of support and hopefully implement a holistic approach in the field I once was so passionate about, for this moment in time I knowingly wish to remain some aspects anonymous in what my references to are, I need to ensure my own state of being is in the utmost state of wellness before I can expose my target audiences.

And I'm utterly grateful for this site, as I look to learn so much more from uniquely gifted people like yourselves and hopefully open a gateway for those who have been marginalised and stigmatised through no fault of theyre own.

Much love and peace to you all.
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I usually see colours in a whole new light since being empathic, do others experience the same?

When I see visions via dreams or thoughts, sometimes they can be symbolic for types of moods,thoughts, even abstract paintings and mandalas if anyone's ever used them (relaxation/art therapy).

Last year I used mandalas alot, before I was aware of my empathic ability. Colours that I used had to be very specific, once it was complete I could see the emotions and wants and desires within people's souls, sometimes knowing theyre personal information that they most likely would not disclose except with close partners. The completed pictures would give me a full understanding of theyre internal states.

Each colour and it's shade and the intensity/transparency represented mental/physical/emotional states of theyre being.

I would notice if consciously certain topics were discussed how later on a subconscious they would feel some internal uplifting, a sense of belonging, reassurance, etc. It usually worked on people that weren't as aware of my purpose of initiating some conversations which were perfectly normal and nothing untoward about them. I love reading body language it's always been 2nd nature to me, I don't know where it came from but its always been a persistent part of my internal characteristic.

I would love to (not in an obvious manner) observe peoples own mandalas and what colours they used, with lots of other things the nature of the coloured, how much time they spent, what they were thinking and how it was affecting them in what they did without acknowledging how it was impacting them..

I worked with a lady who suffered from depression quite severely (this was many years before my empath days).. I'm very reserved in person, I observe and learn my surroundings and people, ensure I'm comfortable then begin to adapt and analyse everything I'm in contact with. I guess that's why many people notice I'm shy and quiet and can take a long time for me to come out of my shell around them. So this lady had been in treatment for many years, various types of psychological therapies and medications had been used to no significant affect. At this stage when she had begun electro convulsive therapy, which although I understand it was a last resort to help this lady, it was some what still unethical to me and it intrigued me to see what outcome it would bear if any at all..

For the time I spent with her, I noticed how people would interact with her, what methods they would utilise and I saw what they were doing wrong or perhaps what they hadn't tried. Her care of course was there for her, staff from juniors to seniors would try of what they could from they what they were taught as part of trainings.

So I had tried theyre methods to no avail, so one one day i thought I'm going to try something different, I will make it about her to initiate a conversation, anyone would be lucky to get more than a couple of sentences out of her (she suffered from suicidal and tormenting thoughts, often which were very destressing to her.

I remember sitting next to her on the bench and it might sound selfish, but I initiated a conversation around things she once used to enjoy and made it about myself and not her. She'd been listening for about a minute or two and she turned to look at me, a reaction I never saw from her, ever, her face lit up, and instead of me asking her questions she began to ask me instead, as she continued I began to smile in awe and we probably spoke for a few minutes. I remember telling my mentor about it and she was amazed, my time was short and I still think of her till this day.. sometimes I underestimate my own abilities and think should I have shared this with others to embark on something similar? There's so many of these minuscule moments I've had that I always think perhaps I could have done more and made an actual difference.

This lady always wore a deep red jumper and black trousers, looking back at that moment now it feels as though the red represented a love she had in her heart for perhaps her own children, but distressing thoughts would taunt her with torture of other children that she's go out looking for saying they need help.. black signified how deep her depression was.

Of course that's not to say people.dont like to co ordinate what they wear and what they like, but to me personally it begs the question where does our love and desire for certain colours originate from?

IV personally never had a favourite colour, but there was a period where I became very fond of deep purple/violet,.lilac too, I look back at it now and see that was a time where I was internally somewhat distressed, and I seeked internal calm and peace, now it also means a sense of assertiveness not through being mean but staying grounded for what I believe is right whether anyone agree or not..

Peace and love to all..
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Empath, religion, new friends?


By pinkrose, 2018-02-06
Hi everyone, I'm looking to make friends with someone. I'm not good with making new friends. Just going through a complicated time and would love the support. I love to talk about religion too and someone who can help me on my empathic journey, share experiences. Can be male/female. Just really need someone who I can relate to, to some extent.
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