Le'

Le'

WOW

2009-12-07
By: Le'
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Quite a night for meI have been staying home and inside for about a year now. I have to fight with myself to even go out the door to put garbage in the cans or get something out of my car much less go some where like the grocery store.I don't do much inside either as my energy level is so low and I feel most of the time like there is a great weight bearing down on me.I also feel like there are people talking just out of my hearing ... like I am in a big crowd of people on a very busy street in a big city. So to drown out this background noise I sleep with the TV on. In fact the TV is on 24 hours a day as background noise.To pass the time and keep me from thinking much about anything I play games on the computer. One of my favorites is solitaire because I can get lost in the rote motions that are repeated over and over with out much thought involved.So Im sitting there playing solitaire in the middle of the night as usual and suddenly very loudly and clearly in my head popped one wordEMPATHlike a large billboard with bright neon lights that word flashed before my mind's eye. My first thought was here we go again... as Im am used to such weird things happening to me by now...so i just googled that word and found a test to see if I had any real connection to this word... and here are the results of that test ...You Scored as Healer EmpathAs a Healer Empath, you possess the gift of healing and the ability to transmute pain into light. Visit us at EmpathCommunity.ning.comHealer Empath 100%Communication Empath 100%Clairvoyant Empath 97%Physical Empath 95%Human Empath 94%Animal Empath 92%Energy Empath 67%Balanced Empath 47%Next I found the survival guide and then the rest of the community and suddenly a whole lot of my life started to make all kinds of sense to me.Took me all of 5 minutes to start on the first lesson ... but I think it will take me a lot longer to come to terms with the rest of it.All I know now is I have a new/old world to explore within myself that gives me hope in so many different ways and directions.We shall not cease from explorationAnd the end of all out exploringWill be to arrive where we startedAnd know the place for the first timeTS EliotFour Quartets(Little Gidding line 240)

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