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My empath gifts are getting out of control and I just want to kill myself

2016-07-08
By: h1234
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Hi all,

Since after a reiki distant healing session or two, My awakening has got so bad that being in public is emotionally and physical hurting every cell in my body. I can't wait to run home. I live alone, and Im scared of the world!! Im crying all the time and feel every energy vibration outside. My sensitivity has increased 1000. I don't know if ill hold down a job, get married have kids, right now, I wish i could kill myself and go to my proper home! wherever infp hop empath come from, I'm am so much an alien.

Has anyone got so bad with feeling others emotions, whether its everyone who come into contact with, or in the shopping mall, I can read people, as soon as they enter a building. I can look into someone's eyes and know their emotions. I see the tiredness and pain of the lady buying her shopping and the tiredness and depression of the single mother.

I can sense those that are hiding things or lying immediately. If i meet people, they either the me or like me. I feel they are wary incase i tell them the truth of what going on.

I sit now at the bus stop and a random bloke just started moaning to me about coming down from London and the hot weather and off loading. I never even said anything. I barely opened my mouth, he spilled all his problems, his wife said 'leave the poor lady alone!'', its getting so bad that Ive become a hermit, i barely go out, except with a few church friends,

I don't know how to put up boundaries, how to say NO, II find it hard to express myself.

My next door neigbour tried to serve on me in the street, touching my coat. Help me God!! I don't know how to be normal again!!

h1234
07/08/16 01:32:10PM @h1234:

thanks ill private mesage you, I'm really struggling


Rosie333
07/09/16 10:05:14PM @rosie333:

Dear h1234

Just wanted to say it sounds like you have a lot of chi or prana in your system and so doing any sort of energy work where you collect more chi or prana can make you super sensitive and this may make it very difficult to stay centred and calm (eg, reiki etc). You may need to stop the energy work for a while until your natural chi levels return to normal. A good book to read is 'everyone can win' where it talk about how to develop constructive assertiveness strategies . The book was designed to foster world peace so as an empath it resonated with me. Your gift is very special as by your words and actions you are showing others another way, and this way of thinking can make us feel so different from most others as this sensitivity to other's pain is not always developed in those around us, nor is it venerated by society in general. "Its not my problem' is often a catch cry one hears. Well dear h, you are a loving caring soul and should I experience difficulties I would hope to God or Universal Source energy that there is someone like you there in my darkest hour. Take some time out , nuture yourself, hot epsom salt baths, lavender oil, play with animals especially dogs and give yourself time to get over the excess energy you have captured. You are sorely needed on this planet, please don't do anything rash, Sending you light and love.


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