Leeching others's energy accidentally
So, in short I try to be around positive people but they turn sad when they have known me for a while even though I behave and speak positively. Below is detailed story.
Some time ago I started watching a youtuber 'X' and It made me feel better after watching his videos. Then he started to look sick/negative so I moved on to watching other youtuber 'Y'. After some time youtuber 'Y' also started to look sick so I stopped watching them as well because I wanted to avoid negativity etc. After a while of not watching youtuber 'Y' I check out one of their videos and boom - they look soo much better/healthier. "Perhaps it's just a coincidence." I thought. I decided to check on youtuber 'X' and guess what - they are FINE.
It's happened in real life too, multiple times. I meet some bright person. At first they feel perfectly fine and I feel better after seeing them. But after a while they look a little worse. Then they are half depressed!!
I read about Energy Vampires and I don't do anything matching the descriptions. I always try my best to stay positive, respect everything and behave positively. I never manipulate people.
The only thing that perhaps might be causing this is that I can feel their positive energy and perhaps somehow I'm 'eating' it up??!?
Please help I don't want to be doing this to people.
updated by @mamooth888: 01/28/17 03:20:08AM