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Angel
@angel
08/09/17 06:16:31PM
603 posts

What Are Your Favorite Empath/Medium/Psychic Movies?


Empath

I watch alot of Dead Files because I work the same type of Spirits and it's fun picking up on stuff and then getting it validated. I think Amy at times is a little out there, but for the most part, we pick up alot of the same stuff.

I also really enjoy Ghost Whisperer, again, same type of ghosts/spirits and other then Melinda doing criminal acts and not getting caught, alot of the episodes are pretty consistent when working with Earthbound spirits, so I can relate.

Angel
@angel
08/09/17 06:08:58PM
603 posts

Please Take An Empath Poll...


Empath

1- no, though when I was younger I was a night owl.

2, YES! I'm always tossing and turning.

Angel
@angel
08/09/17 06:07:15PM
603 posts

Conflicted


Empath

I think what you are seeking is feeling your own individuality. Most Empath's has a clear or crystal soul, which turns us into chameleons. We channel other people's energy and in a sense become a part of that energy and that energy becomes a part of us. We also spend so much time helping and connecting to other people and often push away time to get to know ourselves. I think this contributes to that feeling you are having. Basically, you've become so many different people, but all you want is to just be you. But who are you?

Now is the time to get to know you. I would get a journal and start writing...about anything really. Your hopes, your dreams, your anger, your spirituality, your job, who you would like to be, what do you like to do? If you look at the journal as e-mails to a stranger, these are some of the questions you may ask them, and you can come up with some of your own. Take some away in the quiet somewhere, somewhere you feel some peace and quiet and start with some basic questions like the one's above. These questions will start generating other questions and will help you go deeper within yourself. This journey in life is about self discovery and you've been so busy discovering everyone else, it's now time to discover you. I wish I could be  bigger help but this journey must be traveled alone. You can post questions, get ideas and generate idea's, but this is your time to discover who you are, not only as an Empath, but as a beautiful individual soul. Just as you build a relationship with a new friend or date, treat yourself with the same openness, respect and intention. You can also ask your angels and spirit guides to help you. I wish you many blessings on your path.

Angel
@angel
05/03/17 05:35:21PM
603 posts

Advise please


Empath

My gut tells me "no". For a couple of reasons. First, you don't know what will happen in a year and if you will be in a position to be able to get a loan in a year. If you can't, or something happens, it could mess over your boss. Which leads to my second point, if anything does go wrong, it could effect your job and determine whether or not you keep it! It could be you can't get a loan, it could be late rent payments, it could be disputing over who will pay the plumber. I also have to question why your boss would be so generous! This is alot of money she is risking, and people typically aren't this generous without a reason. It's also an integrity issue and could cause problems with your co-workers.

But the main reason you shouldn't do it is because it doesn't sit right with you and there is a reason for that. You listen to your gut and you will be just fine. Don't let her push you into either, you need to do the thing that feels right for you.

Angel
@angel
05/01/17 07:34:56AM
603 posts

Random Mini Reading Offer


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You an Angel for offering this service, NocturnesAngel! Just wanted to let you know, your amazing!!((((hugs)))

@lightstorm, your in for a real treat, she is an awesome reader!!

Angel
@angel
04/29/17 04:07:23PM
603 posts

Are We Rare?


Empath

  I wouldn't worry to much about specific time frames,labels, ect  everybody comes up with different ideas and I usually take it as such, ideas :) There does seem to be a broader timeframe associated with the recent decades of mystical energy and newcomer's, but they have been showing up probably since the beginning of time, so this timeframe I don't believe is when they (we) arrived, but more of an increase, a huge fluctuation then before which is probebly for a reason. 

  People always use names, labels, ect that usually conform around a specific belief system, but who's to say that the new comer's didn't come from all over and the information just hasn't been published yet? I recently figured out which realm I came from and it doesn't really fit what I have read. Close, but no cigars :) I think we look to much towards external information for answers, and not enough from within. There is SO MUCH out there and the universe is so vast, people have been arriving and awakening for quite some time now. Unfortunately, we search books, religion, the web for answers, but all the answer's we find, at one point, came from someone's "within". It's not going to be an identical match because that is their experience and their knowledge, your's might be different and the only place your going to find that perfect fit, is within. Your soul knows where you are from, it carries that with it from lifetime to lifetime. You may be a starseed from some planet or star in the galaxy, or you may come from some tribe that noone has every heard of because noone can remember because they are to busy trying to find themselves through someone else's memories. I would suggest you use their knowledge as a guide, but for the more deeper knowledge concerning who YOU are, look within.

The differance between an empath and a starseed,indigo, or whatever? Empath is the sensitivity to psychic energy and a mode of channeling that energy. Starseeds,indigo's, ect, are a group of people have this ability for whatever reason :) Empath's fall under the bigger term "Clairsentience" or the "clear feeling" of the psychic world.

Anyway's, this is my take on it.

Angel
@angel
04/29/17 03:36:55PM
603 posts

Questioning The Empath-Narcissist Connection


Empath

"It's a complete struggle just to co-exist." I think that's part of the lesson :)

My mother falls under a "cluster B" personality disorder, which is borderline, histrionic,narcissist, and anti-social, accept she doesn't really fall under the anti-social catagory part of it. She is also German. Most of my family is very easy going, but I have been told by many of my mom's siblings that she is just like their dad, accept she doesn't drink. When I was growing up I figured she was a control freak, "do as I say, not as I do" type deal. She was overly strict, I was not allowed to question her and I hated her. I was more passive/submissive, as was my dad and she ruled us with an iron fist, until I turned 12. This is when I started fighting against it and...well, let's just say , it got real ugly!

Then I went to nursing school, I was studying mental health nursing and worked in the field to gain experience. This opened my eyes when I met a woman who suffered from mania. She was alot like my mother in her "adhd" and the personality disorders seemed to fit. As we got older, the roles began to change as I assumed more of an adult role and realized how much of a child she actually was. I understand why she was the way she was, why she does what she does now, and blah,blah,blah, but I also began to look into soul ages. I noticed that I gravitated towards "narcissists" in relationships, and I realized something, they ALL acted like my mother. They are like a bunch of children! I figured out that if you research soul ages, (you know how some people are "old souls" and some people are "young souls" narcissists actually have alot of traits of young children. They are often selfish, self-pleasing, attention seeking, it's their way or a tantrum. On a deeper level then the brain and mental health, I have come to the conclusion that these people are very young souls, they haven't evolved into maturity. Empath's are often older souls that have the patience and ability to nurture these "children". Our job is to help them grow and evolve on a soul level. They serve a couple purposes actually. The first, they help us to learn boundaries, meaning that Empath's are typically quiet, don't like conflict, people pleaser's and pushover's. We usually will become a doormat before beginning a war. These people teach us to stand up for ourselves. Since Empath's often self sacrifice and rarely thing of themselves, these people force us to think about ourselves, our safety, our well-being. We are forced to stand up, we're forced to figure out boundaries, what we will tolerate and what we won't, to speak up, to fight back and to learn when to walk away! Without these "children", would we ever learn to do this? probably not. Does it mean we should seek them out? No, they will find us on their own,lol. Since I took the control away from my mother, I am often the one that takes the lead, I explain situations, she doesn't like, but she depends on it. I set the boundaries a long time ago. I used to think she was the strongest woman on the planet and then realized that most of her stregnth was forged from fear. She was always competitive with me ( I always hated that) but realized the reason she does it is due to her own feelings of inferiority and low self esteem. This is a common theme with narcissists. It's all about themselves...like small children. They will grow up eventually and if they are in the same soul family, it's going to require alot of patience. But through the extreme oppossites, the two conflicting sides, eventually do create balance.

Regardless of the narcissism, my mother is an Empath and Medium, though she will never admit or accept this :) They can be Empath's because Empath is merely someone who is more sensitive to psychic energy. We channel energy and take it on as our own. Just because we can feel someone else's pain, we also channel people's joy, we can channel behaviors. Trying not to downplay it, but when you boil it all down, all it is is a sensitivity to energy and and exchange of energy. And how that energy is used will depend on the person receiving that energy.

Anyway's on the greater scheme of things I can see the purpose of it, but it doesn't mean I have to like it :) Anyway's, this is just one perception. :)

Angel
@angel
04/24/17 09:14:52AM
603 posts

Reader freaked me out!!


Empath

The problem that I have with the psychic you went to is having to be right. The reality is there is no psychic that  is 100%, 100% of the time. Sometimes psychics are wrong, sometimes the information gathered is bits and pieces or not interpreted properly. The fact that she was so pushy about being right and getting upset when being challenged is a huge red flag that she may not be an ethical reader. Every reader is different and if she doesn't fit with your vibe or your not really benefiting from her services, it doesn't always mean they are a bad psychic, it just means they are probably not a good fit for you. I would go to a different psychic or save some money and try to get one here and see if you can get a decent reading.

As far as the "occult" stuff, my mother tells me that I am "occultic" for doing readings, and being a medium, ect, but though I have always been drawn to more ancient knowledge and follow many of the old way's, I've always been drawn to it because that's who I am. I understand because I was raised christian so I was rejected since I was 5, but there is a difference between religion and spirituality. If your drawn to certain things, it's probably NOT because something evil is trying to make you fall, it's more likely because you connect to it some how. Perhaps your conclusion is less about a warning, and more the beginning journey of discovering your own spirituality. I  think being who we are, most of us are often forced to rethink the teachings instilled in us because it doesn't fit, but what does fit, is against those teachings. And this is where we take what we are taught and start to question it. This is where we start questioning everyone else's truth and start discovering our own. Who is your divine.. to you. And trust me, you won't get struck down with lightning, if I didn't you won't either :) But it sounds like you beginning a new spiritual journey of discovering a deeper spiritual understanding of yourself, of God or whoever your higher power is and how this is all a part of the creation of you. Please don't allow fear to stop you from true knowledge. This is a beautiful and blessed journey you are on and I promise, you will be blessed.

Angel
@angel
04/22/17 04:37:04PM
603 posts

Reading request, repeating cycle please help


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Before you make any decisions, it's important to understand the cause of the cycle. Does she contribute to this cycle or is she simply responding when the cycle occurs? There's more going on the what a reading can help and I think a councilor can help you dig deeper into this situation and the cause of this situation. Cycles are often the past repeating itself over and over until we decide to make a change, but there is always a root to these cycles, a root cause to it, and sometimes the people we are with are the root, but more often then not,they are merely a symptom of something deeper going on. To be honest, I don't feel qualified to really do this reading, because the issues are to deep rooted for any psychic to work with. The reality is, a reading isn't going to change anything, it will only confuse you further, but working with someone one to one to help you dig deeper into this will not only help you understand and heal what is deep within the soul, but may also be able to help heal your marriage, which is what you want anyway's. A reading won't do that.

So, instead, I am sending you healing energy.  May the Angels guide your way and bless your path,

Blessed Be,

Angel

Angel
@angel
04/22/17 04:22:03PM
603 posts

In Need of a Reading Please


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This is going to sound strange, but,  are you worried about someone you know, (specifically or in general) of someone you know... dying? Could be a mother or a female family member your worried about?It just feels like your afraid someone you love is going to die soon. And did you have an experience similar to this in the past, knowing someone was going to die before they did? I do't know if I am reading this right, but this is what I am picking up. The fear, on a deeper level, seems to be rooted in fear of being left alone or not wanting to be left alone.

I don't know if you know this already, but you also feel close to spirit, meaning your sensitive to spirits. It's a form of Mediumship.

I'm also picking up some sadness/grieving, again, feels like it's towards an older female you were closely connected to. It feels like you miss her dearly. Doesn't feel recent, maybe years past, but the sadness is still there. Again, feeling some loneliness. Though it doesn't feel like you show it to others. It feels like you hold pain in your heart, but it isn't shared much or at all with others. You feel very strong on the outside, but on the inside, it's like a secret place that you hold so much in. Alot of people don't see this part of you, but your a very sensitive person. Hmmm, I just picked up an older male in spirit as well. I'm seeing him in what appears to be a hospital bed? He was sick, it feels like he was sick for a time before he passed.

I'm also picking up stress, possibly work related, it feels like it concerning a person or certain people you are associated with.

It feels like there is alot of emotions that have been hidden within that is now coming to the surface. You've always been the person who found it difficult to express alot of emotions, I keep hearing "don't want to be a burden, what can they do anyway's" so you held alot of things inside. It feels like the well is full and the heart is releasing alot of old emotions and energy. Like the emotions are now coming to the surface and either your coming face to face with it and being forced to deal with them, or to release them. It's a form of healing. I am also picking up that this is a request, noone wants to really come face to face with the things we bury within, but it feels like you asked for help on something, it has something to do with connection and love with someone close to you, and this release will open up new opportunities for the change you seek. Kind of like that saying "out with the old, in with the new. Not everything can be released, sometimes it needs to be fully healed and in order to do that, we have to come face to face with it and accept that it's there.

They Angels are asking you to have peace and to let you know that they are helping you. It feels like this is related to either work or a financial situation you are currently in. They also threw the "all is well" card. It feels like some of your anxiety is due to the anxiety and feelings your not used to having but having now. This feels like there is some health concern you may have. If it is a health related issue, then you may want to get checked out by a professional, but they did also give me the "all is well" card. This is a positive card and letting you know they are with you and things will be ok.

Please let me know if this makes sense to you . Thank you

Blessed Be,

Angel

Angel
@angel
04/17/17 08:27:13AM
603 posts

Are We Rare?


Empath

My thoughts are along the lines of Trevor's. I'm not a New Age follower, but the New Age belief has opened up the idea's for Lightworker's when they made known their own Lightworker's that they call "Indigo Children". The only difference for me is that I think Lightworkers, (and this is a VERY broad term), have come from many different places and sent here for a particular reason during this specific time frame, which is probebly why their is an influx of Empath's. I believe it's been a long,long time since we have had this many Empath's/Lightowrker's on the planet during the same time period. This usually happens when the earth is going through a transition and the extra light energy is needed in order for the planet and it's occupants to evolve into the next phase.

There are alot of different theories about this and most of what you will find will be more New Age, and this may be a great place to start your search. For me, I feel this influx of Lightworker's are coming from all of the place, the higher realms, the Angelic realms, other planets, like a Universal beacon was sent out to everyone saying " send in your troops!" I do believe this probably started in the 60'sor 70's, like they believe when the "seeds" were sown. What I did notice is a huge mystical energy that poured in during the 80's. This energy is pure energy and not really programmed so it could be used however people chose to use it. The New Age and alot of higher spiritual groups came in and used this energy to draw in more light energy, but I also noticed alot of lower energy groups such as satanist and just humans in general also using this for their things. Satanism started making way, gangs started growing, the use of Ouija boards were at an all new level and bringing entities from all different types of realms. Magickal practitioners, our "powers" were heightened during this time so the mystical energy was being used for all kinds of things! But that mix of uses often also creates an inbalance. It was a time when the veils were at  it's thinnest and the doorways to all the worlds were practically wide open. This allowed more Lightworker's to pass through, but it also allowed other entities the same privilege. Then the 90's came, the doorways closed and the computer age gave way to all new level. Even though technology turned into an all new high, mankind in general, I don't think were or are ready for it. We got the internet and this opened the doorway for alot of great things, bringing this planet  more global, but on the flip-side, mankind as a whole has plunged itself into a very dark place because of it. People spend more time gossiping on social media then spending time with friends and family. The are loosing jobs because of the addictions the internet brings. Marriages and families being destroyed, due to rumors, cheating, porn addiction, facebook, gambeling, gaming,  anything that can create an addiction. This has desensitized the planet as a whole. People have talked about a new dawn, a new era, and I believe this will be true later on, but I feel we are in our dark hours before the dawn right now. And once all the Lightworker's leave, the planet will plunge all over again, resetting itself and forcing itself to go back to their roots. Things are inbalanced right now, where darkness over shadows light, which is why I believe we are here, not to just bring in light and shift the pendulum to all light, but to bring in enough light to create a balance of the two so man kind can choose and have a fighting chance. I believe the seeds we sow while we are here, will mature when we are gone and this will be the hope that will be needed in order to push them into this new era.

Again, though, this is simply my theory and observations and you probebly won't find this anywhere, but if you do research on many different areas such as "Indigo/Crystal Children" , "Lightworker's", " Earth Angels", "Empath's" , this ay give you more information and a broader spectrum to come up with your own conclusion and purpose for why you are here. If you want to look further into my theory, you can also look more into the darker areas of paranormal activity, ghost sighting, satanism, witchcraft, mediumship, and even religions. You can also research statistics on both the helpfulness and destruction of the internet to get a baseline of where people are at in general and it's overall usefullness towards evolution or devolving. There's may different ways to take this subject, and all these tools are useful, but your truth may help surface through research, but it will mostly be within.

I hope this is helpful and I wish you many blessings on your journey :)

Angel
@angel
04/17/17 07:56:21AM
603 posts

Men


Empath

Though we often run into people who we have shared a past life with, it sounds more possible that the recognition you are getting is more on an empathic level level then anything else. Meaning, Empath's are often drawn to other Empath's because we share a similiar "DNA" or "vibe". So, this could be a possibility, however, we also have a tendency of connecting with people "in need". What sucks is we often confuse love with "saving them". You can usually tell because these people often have alot of problems so we become the loving nurturer and they never seem to work on the problems. We give, they take and there is no balance, no equality to the relationship. Sometimes it is a soulmate connection (we have many of them) and we do recognize them on a soul level, but even though we have this instant recognition, it usually takes quite a bit of time to understand what that connection truly is. If we find out they were a lover in a past life, then you will probebly have a pull towards them that is more romantic, but it doesn't mean they will be a lover in this lifetime, as they often travel with us and play different roles in different lifetimes. Soul connections are an interesting topic, especially the initial connection part, but it's also important to read the signs until you have a greater understanding of what that connection really is, in this lifetime.

Like I said, Empath often confuse this instant recognition for love, thinking, ifwe are so drawn together, it's gotta mean something, and it does mean something, but more often then not, it's not love. You already know this guy isn't interested in anything serious right now. It could be that he does have all these deep emotions and it's caring him because he doesn't know what it means either, or maybe he's not ready, or maybe he's got other people on the side and the universe is to save you the grief, IDK. What I do know is to take some time and look at him and the situation apart from the Empathic abilities. Part of being an Empath also allows us to dive deeper into the soul and read the "potential" of a person, the core of who they are, but alot of people don't even go this deep and will often choose to be more their human self as opposed to their higher spiritual self that you see. Just because they have it, doesn't mean they want to use it. Trust me, I learned this the hard way. Once I seperated his soul and looked at him and the situation more objectively, though I know we each have this connection and deep down inside we will always love each other, the reality is, he's a jerk and someone  I would never date otherwise. He seems to have issues with women and once they leave the friendzone, and move into GF mode, they become one of many piles of women in his little blackbook that he hooks up with when he has nothing better going on. He knows this and I know this and no matter how strong our connection is, he just can't do it. He can't let a woman get that close to his heart, he can't commit. He just can't do it, but when we're friends, he's awesome, kind, helpful and would give the shirt off his back. Problem is, we can never be "just friends" because the connection is to strong, so our friendship is distant, if that makes sense, but since we've known each for almost 30 years, we can not,not, be somewhere in each others lives. I know he's lost in many way's and he knows this to, he told me, but I can't change him, this is something he needs to do on his own,but perhaps it's that connection that keeps him grounded enough to keep him completely loosing his way. IDK. I had to accept that  fate has already determined we will never be more then this, which had left room for my beautiful husband, who I have NO doubt is a true Angel. And I'm ok with this. But there are reasons for these connections, but the only way we can figure out what type of connection it is is to look at the signs and listen closely to what you instincts tell you. Which can be hard, especially when we desire something as beautiful as love. But we have to pull back and look at things on the surface. Do I really want to be with someone who is so back and forth? Is this guy a player which is why he leaves and comes back? Does he have commitment issues? Is he the type of guy I NEED in order to have a fulfilling type of relationship,ect. There is never a guarantee with love but by taking these steps back and seeing them for what they really are on this surface may help you save yourself alot of pain and heartache. Your Mr. Right is out there so don't settle. Over time you will be able to distinguish the different types of connection more easily.

But anyway's, these are just some lessons I learned along the way and hopefully it will help you. I would also research online about soul connection. Just remember that we have more then 1 soulmate and these people often come into our lives for more specific or deeper reasons, but those reasons ay differ then what we originally may think.

Blessed Be,

Angel

Angel
@angel
03/31/17 08:26:13PM
603 posts

Talking Weird Stuff


Psychic and Paranormal

Hop Daddy:

@angel:

That is quite a story. That's pretty gutsy to visit the gates of hell as a 12 year old. How do you think you acquired bruises and scratches with your physical body in this world while your mind and spirit was somewhere else? I'm always curious how that works. Did you maybe bring something back through with you? And what do you think was the significance of the hooded entities? 

Gutsy? More like stupid,lol. But, when I was introduced to it, they were on a mission to fight the demons and prevent them from coming here and preventing the "end times",in other words, we were trying to save the world by fighting evil before it took over here. And I wanted to be a part of that, but I think I was more trying to fight the shadows that continued to follow me from childhood. I didn't know anything about Mediumship back then and I wanted power over the fear they caused. Little did I know the shadows weren't down there, they were on a different realm. But I did learn how powerful astral projection can be, how much you can actually do in the astral state other then float around and check things out, and I learned that you can walk realms at the same time. It's all about how deep your meditative state goes. The deeper the trance/sleep, the less control you have over what you do during that state. The more control you have, the more you can move and do things, the less you'll be attacked or get "hitchhiker's" because you experience in the present and you have control over the mind. It's like the difference between flying a plane and putting it on autopilot. Though it was a tough lesson to learn, but it's really helped me with my Mediumship and being able to cross over spirits. I realized if I could open the door the lower realms or hell, then I could also open the gateway to heaven or the higher realms. I could also channel higher energy and then project it to where it's needed. You can talk to people. They may be able to see you or hear you physically, but you can see them, and it's like a form of telepathy. But I also learned that  the greater the need or urgency, the better it works. And that is how I learned about energy. It's all energy, just different forms of it.

  But to answer your question,  I'm pretty sure that we were used as portals, kind of like a human Ouija board. Because we astral projected to a certain place, and back then, we didn't know anything about protection, ect,  or even how astral projection worked, everything I learned, I learned while doing it and later.So there was no protection at all, anything could have come through and we would have never known.  But as far as manifesting the physical stuff, I guess the same way ghosts and demons attack us on this realm. Since we were on their playing field and they had a direct portal to travel through, I'm sure it made it alot easier for them. Or like you said, they could have easily hitchhiked. I have no doubt the hooded entities were demons and you start poking the lion, eventually it's going to pounce :) But it's also how I discovered my Spirit animal, the Raven. He was with me from since I can remember, watching and protecting me. :) It's some crazy stuff, and this is probably why they tell people not to "dabble", without the knowledge, it's very dangerous. 

It wasn't what you would expect. No hellfire, no tortured souls, in fact, it was quite beautiful, but dangerous. I was originally told there were 7 gates that we called plains, but I discovered 11 in total, though I am sure there was more. In a sense, it was like Dungeaons and Dragons and the places we astral projected was the gameboard.  It was crazy to say the least.

Angel
@angel
03/26/17 04:45:22PM
603 posts

Talking Weird Stuff


Psychic and Paranormal

Hmmm, when I was 12 year, I played a game where me and a few friends would astral project to the gates of hell in order to prevent the demons rising up and stopping the apocalypse. I "played" for 4 years. The first two it would happen in my sleep and I wouldn't remember anything but would wake up with scratches, bruises,black eyes, ect . My final straw was when I woke up with "heathen" scratched into my back. Then I learned to astral project while still being awake so I could remember what was happening and would have more control over my actions. One time I was with a friend and we were taking turns. When it was my turn and came back, the wind started blowing really hard and then started to hail for about 15 minutes. When it was over, we went on my balcony and it was a clear sky! I stopped when I was 16. The night I went to bed and was surrounded by entities in hooded robes. I made a promise to God that night, if he got rid of them, I'd never "play"again. That was the last night, and they were gone, at least for that night.

The bright side is I learned not only to astral project but realized how much you can do in that state.

Angel
@angel
03/26/17 04:23:46PM
603 posts

Requesting a reading on what field to work in.


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Hmm, I'm seeing something outside, like outside, nature like. Have you looked into growing things, herbs or something? I'm hearing herbalist. This may be future though, because Im seeing someone older and grey hair. This person has such a strong connection with nature, plants and the peacefulness of the earth and seems to prefer the company of nature then to people :) And one more thing, doing things like this is more of a spiritual experience for them, it fulfills the spirit and the soul. I just heard the word "science", so if this is future, then presently I'm seeing something involved with the sciences of the earth, conservation, studying earthy stuff,  if that makes sense :) I see alot of outside time and discovery with this.

I'm also hearing the word "money" like to make a decision. Are you looking to work for money, like making lots of money, or something that will pay the bills but is more fulfilling for you? I'm hearing to ask yourself this question because it will help you make the choice, figuring out what your priority in this life is :)


updated by @angel: 03/26/17 04:29:10PM
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@angel
03/26/17 04:11:47PM
603 posts

Empath Parent/Empath Child Tips?


Empath

Please explain what you mean by bi-polar behavior and manic episodes.

Here's the deal, if your empathic, then chances are, your child is also empathic, ,however, such extreme behaviors make me wonder if your child is ADHD, as well. Yes, they have basic criteria for this disorder but some of the symptoms they DON'T tell you is that the impulsiveness can  be extreme, they are prone to serious fits and tantrums, can be very violent during these fits, lie or "story tell" ALOT to the point of extreme stories that are meant for shock factor. (This is the worse, they can tell someone a story that is so outragious, that the person actually believes it. Like, I had a teacher call me up and yell at me, telling me I needed to give my daughter LESS chores because she needed that time to get her homework done and to have one of other 11  daughters to take care of those chores. Itold the teacher, first off, I don't have 11 daughters and you should know this because when my oldest comes to your classroom with my youngest, do you see bunch of girls lined up against your wall??? This knocked her back to reality and then told her that my daughter does her homework EVERY night, we place it in her backroom and my oldest doesn't give her backpack until she dropped off in class. So if you want your homework so bad, open her backpack and get it!" Trust me, I have story after story like this. They rarely diagnosis kids with bi-polar anymore and the symptoms of bi-polar and ADHD are almost identical. The only real way to tell the differance is that bi-polar cycle. It's like a roller coaster, where they start feeling good, a little hyper, and then moves into more euphoric feelings, extremely talkative, less sleep, then get's worse, more self destructive behavior, delusions, heightened impulsivity,  hyper-awareness, paranoia with possible psychotic symptoms, then it peaks, and they can get very aggressive, abusive, mean, easily agitated, ect. They stay at this for a time, usually for weeks, and they average about 2 hours a sleep per night and always moving. Finally, the cycle ends and they crash. They will literally sleep for days on end, usually when they become suicidal, it's when they actually have a little energy, serious depression, ect. Then after a few weeks of this, they go back to a baseline behavior. Kids are inherantly moody, so it's very difficult to notice this cycle in children. But I would look into ADHD, because her central nervious system is already on overdrive, this may be what's making her more Empathic, since Empathic abilities often go hand in hand with a hyperactive nervous system. Bi-polar is treated usually with mood stabalizers and anti-psychotic, ADHD, usually with stimulants. If you already knew all this, sorry for repeating it. I will get to the point shortly :)

My daughter is ADHD and often acted Bi-Polar as well but her abilities are also alot stronger then mine, especially her Empathic and Mediumship. I always connected to spirits, but my daughter is a transmedium, well, was. The biggest problem I had was not knowing where her disorder started and her abilities ended. Her ADHD enhanced her abilities to the point of where it was really, really bad. Being a witch, I had to use more magickal resources in order to get her abilities under control long enough to understand the difference between the two and get her help for her mental disorder. She is older now and as it stands, her mediumship, she is still a sensative and can sense spirits but  not a transmediumand no longer channels them. Her Empathic abilities are still present but it no longer devestates her. I taught her a few things about her Empathic abilities, such as hw to tell the difference between yours and someone else's. If it comes on strong, comes out of the blue and makes no sense, and your reaction seems more then what  you would normally react to, then it's not yours. It's hard to teach a younger child this but I would suggest you keep a journal and when your child is acting "not themselves", then question it. You can also place a psychic shield around your child to buffer the energy they are channeling.

I would suggest your child get screened for ADHD, because if she is, it will not only make her abilities harder to cope with, but it will be a very difficult next 15 years for you, if she is not treated for it. If your not into magickal restraints, then I would suggest  you work more on things such teaching her placing psychic shields around her, encourage her to talk about the feelings and things she see's, work on some meditation techniues, nothing difficult, like creating a "happy place"  in her mind. Help her connect to her Angels or God, or whatever you believe in. If she is seeing things int he bathroom, she may be a Medium or she may just have't grown out of it yet, either way, if she can see dead people, you can train her to see Angels. You can also teach her to do healings on herself, something basic, white light, rainbow flowing around you, through body, ect. By bringing this type of light energy into her, will help her focus more on the "light" side of her abilities, whch in turn, may help her channel more positive emotions as oppossed to negative ones. You can also teach her to do some grounding techniques. The idea is really about control, and helping her to control  her abilities. If she doesn't have any mental disorders, it should be easier. If she does, hopefully with treatment and medication will slow down her nervious system enough to where she won't be pulling so much energy and learn way's to control it when it comes. By helping you, you will also help yourself :)

I know this isn't the reading group, but have you looked into healing things, Reiki, or basic energy, EFT, something like that? You feel to have a strong connection to the higher realms, angels or whatever and have a strong healing energy about you. Might be something to look more into. Anyway's sorry it's so long, but I hope this info helps.

Angel
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03/25/17 08:51:20PM
603 posts

Not sure what to make of it...


Empath

Sorry, I got to make this quick, got to pick up hubby from work, but I wanted to give you a uick response. One of two things is happening, either your actually astral projecting, or your recieivng psychic information from another source.There are different levels of meditation and deep you go into a trance. What I suggest you do it pick up a cheap voice recorder or check your cell phone to see if you already have this app and start recording your sessions. This will give you a better idea of what is going. If there are any clears this is present or future, check the news or stories with your theme over the next few days after your meditiation or for recent past events. Part of your gift involve something around this area. You can  also try not going so deep into trance, trust me you can be just as effective, if not more, because you will eventually learn to have more control being in both worlds at once. I'll explain more later but I would start with this first :)

Angel
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03/21/17 09:54:15AM
603 posts

Psychic abilities and there possible causes


Psychic and Paranormal

I think I'm going to continue this in a blog. Thanks for letting me ramble, Dear Friend, you've always been a light on EC!

Angel
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03/21/17 09:24:03AM
603 posts

Psychic abilities and there possible causes


Psychic and Paranormal

Not really sure.  All I know is that my first memory was when I was 5 and at my mother's church. That's when a male spirit came to me. There was a cemetery in the back of the church, though, looking hindsight, I'm beginning to think that  was the vision he was showing me of his funeral. Simply because my mother and cemetery's don't mix,lol. It was so natural to try and cross him over, but feeling everything he showed me, on top of the hellfire and brimestone sermon later that morning. Well, I don't think it opened me up to the higher spirit realm,with the knowledge of heaven and Angels, God,   I think it opened me up to the earthly and lower realms of the spirit realms. Not the place of light, but the place of shadows. That's what triggered the constant revolving door of lost  souls, shadows and demons. Shorty after that encounter, we had a plane crash behind our apartment complex. That night, my closet was filled with shadow people, they kept staring at me, like they were waiting for me. Scared the heck out of me. Then more shadows, and the fear. All this started me on my journey and I have been on this course since.

It makes sense though. I can give some messages from crossed over spirits, and though I often see, them, they are not as solid. I don't see them, feel them, or hear them as clearly. If they are earthbound or lost, I get it all and its sooo clear. It's always been like that. It's why I don't have much of a connection with crossed over spirits, because they are already in the light, they don't really need me, but the earthbound and especially the lost souls, they are void of light.  They literally live in their own private hell, a hell I wish to save them from, even since that day. Sorry, I know I'm rambling, but I think I'm realizing something right now :) There's times where I wish I could do readings, mediumship readings, for clients, but I don't for the very reason I stated above. Sometimes they will come across and I can get the message, but they don't come across as clear. I always knew it had to do with what I was connected to. I was a beacon, a light to those who had none, and my desire was to save them. I just figured that was my job, since I understood their shadows so well, I would always be a part of the shadow, and I don't think that will change. I used to run from it, and I times I still do, but I have also learned to find comfort in it. I know what keeps them there. I understand their fear of the light. I understand what it's like to want something, but not really sure if I'm ready or worthy enough to embrace the greater things meant for me:) I've lost the desire to help them, the urgency, it's like to long in the shadows, you become immune to it. Yet, they don't stop coming. They really like it when I open my circle, lot's of light. In  fact, I did a solitary ceremony with my husband to help him connect with his recently departed Aunt before she crossed over. After a time spend, she was ready to go, but the room also filled up with other lost souls who wanted to go as well. I closed it before I could let them go through because it wasn't protected and I didn't want to ruin a sacred moment for my husband. It's funny, I should have done it, because that night, I actually crossed them over in my dream,lol. There was alot of them! I don't think it's really not wanting to help them, it's the aftermath. I work really hard to keep things cleansed, but the rest of the "lower realms" seem to be my problem child. It's like a life long episode of Charmed and being attacked every week! It's the battle that has made me weary,yet they still keep coming. I've accepted that this is my "destined duty" but it'd definitely not as enchanting as Ghost Whisperer. When you live most of your life among the dead, you start to feel dead and year for the things that make you feel alive again. When you walk among the shadows for so long, it's so hard to keep the light shining and bright. Yet, here's the kicker, it's that light that chases away the shadows! Now that I have the time to embrace "my destiny", I'm not sure I have the will or strength to do it anymore. Always a paradox. But through all of this rambling, I always figured that if we were destined to do something, we would always have the passion, the fire, the thing inside that keeps us doing what we are doing. Maybe that's not the case. Maybe the abnormal becomes so normal that it becomes mundane. Like any job, I guess. :) I've been talking alot about this with my husband lately. "Embracing the calling", but I told him to expect all hell to break loose, more then what it has been. But it's funny, because, just as strongly as they have shown their side, so have the Angels intervened just as strong.

Angel
@angel
03/21/17 08:22:43AM
603 posts

Negative feelings surrounding one particular person


Empath

Since your asking for advice, I'm assuming I can speak freely :) I'm not understanding why you would be willing to change the beautiful soul you are to accommodate a person who lies to you and ignores you? I think the change you seek isn't about accepting this situation or even coming up with ways to accept this situation. Listen Honey, I'm going to be a bit blunt, your sacrificing yourself, but for what? It's not for him, because he has already shown differently, it's for you. Where does YOUR HAPPINESS fit into this marriage?

I used to be like you, I sacrificed my own happiness for a marriage, (not even that because he lied to me and come to find out, we weren't even legally married) but for a man who didn't want to change. He led a miserable life and misery loves company. I meant nothing to him. He tried to get rid of us (the kids and I) a few times but would refuse to actually end it. I never really understood why he would treat us the way he did but not leave. I figured it out later, he wanted to walk away the victim and not look like the heel he actually was. I stayed with him for 9 years and had 2 with him. I wasn't happy and I bent over backwards trying to better a man who didn't want to be better. My reality check came one night when I came home from work and my daughter was in her crib crying. I went to see check on her and she was filthy, had only a diaper on her that was literally falling off of her because it was so full. So I picked her up and went to where my husband was to confront him. He had my youngest son in a carrier with a bottle in his mouth while he was chatting with some random woman on the internet. The house looked like a tornado stuck it and my oldest was hiding out in his room trying to avoid him. I realized at that moment, that not only did he not love me or the kids, but more important, he didn't respect us. Knowing is one thing, but when realization actually hits, it's a whole different ballgame. I knew at that moment I needed to make some changes, for me and for my kids, I knew it would no longer include him. Even though I ended the relationship, he chose to walk away from the kids. When he left, that  was the last time he ever saw them and that was 14 years ago. I asked him before he left why he did all the things he did, and his answer " because I thought you'd never leave me". I was floored, I actually caused my own unhappiness trying to save a relationship not worth saving.

Now, I'm not telling you to leave your husband, but I do think you need to take some time to do some deeper soul searching. Marriage is a partnership, if it's one-sided, no matter what you do, no matter what energy you draw in, no matter what spell you cast and no matter how positive you are, it won't change anything, at least for the relationship. It could be good for you on an individual level, but if your trying to change for him, and not yourself, then your spinning your wheels. I think it's important to seriously ask yourself why you are with him? Why are you willing to sacrifice yourself for someone who isn't willing to do the same? What are you needing from him and what is he not giving? And why are you accepting this, the lying and the ignoring? We don't find "the one", we become "the one" but both people need to make the necessary changes to do that. You can't do it alone. I honesty believe that if you add your happiness into the equation of your marriage, your going to see a different perspective. At this point your willing to settle, and I think if you dig deeper to ask yourself why, you will find a strength you didn't even know was there. Self sacrifice and self sabotage is a fruitless en devour, and even though it appears to be selfless, it's quite the opposite. We think we are sacrificing for someone else because they deserve it, but in reality, we do it because we feel like we don't deserve it. We reflect what our needs are inside in hopes to receive it in return, but it's rarely noticed by the other person. This is a journey of self discovery and the things you seek, you must first find within. Once you find that light, that sacred you inside, only then will things begin to change. It often doesn't change the way we expect it to, but it always leads to something even greater. Trust me, I found my soulmate through the person I least expected to find :)

This journey into the soul is always a difficult one, but well worth the trip, I promise you! We, as people, as human beings were designed to not only give love but to receive it as well. Our exsistance often depends on this exchange, it's what keeps us equal :) I can't tell you what to do in your marriage at this point, but I am advising that you take some of that energy that you give to him and put it towards yourself. To start putting yourself in the equation and to make the changes for YOU, once you start doing this, things will change, new chapters will open. It could help him to be more honest and to see you differently, it could make him be the man you need him to be, idk, but it may not, but if you are solid in who you are and what you need in this life to fulfill your soul, you will be able to see things in a whole different light. You will feel stronger,more confident and it's THAT energy that pushes and manifests the changes you seek. It's where it all begins. As within, so without.

I hope this helps.

Blessed Be,

Angel

Angel
@angel
03/18/17 01:36:14PM
603 posts

Requesting a life purpose reading


Request a Reading

p.s., passion is your guide and peace is your validation :)

Angel
@angel
03/18/17 01:35:04PM
603 posts

Requesting a life purpose reading


Request a Reading

Hmm,where to start. Alright, you talked about going through an awakening a couple of years ago. You have been studying,absorbing and appling the emense amount of information you obtained and the growth process has seemed to come to a complete hault recently because you have all of this information but now you don't really know what to do with it. You have the desire to share this information and to help others out who are going through similar situations and this feels to be a passion of yours. Your ready to move your life into the next stage and to turn your passion into your career. The problem feels to be that this transition is difficult because the avenues you have tried to do this in, doesn't seem to fit or just isn't working out the way you thought. On one hand, it kind of takes away from it your passion and meaning behind your abilities yet you know that your life revolves around your abilities and to help others in this area. Your wanting to branch out on your own, to not only share your abilities, but to revolve your entire life around, if I'm saying this right, to include your career. I'm picking up that you have already started or attempted to start already but you have some doubt? I could be wrong, but it feels like you are more wondering if you are on the right path, if you will be successful on it, and you want to make sure your doing the right thing, like you don't want to waste time doing something that won't go where you are expecting it to go, if that makes sense. Your VERY big on your life purpose and your priority is to make sure you complete that purpose, to make sure you fulfill that purpose and that you don't take a road that seems to good to be true and eventually taking you off that course. I'm hearing the word "failure" and it feels like on a deeper level you are afraid to fail in this because it's so important to you. You've spent so much time searching and now that you have the knoweldge you have and want to share, there's alot at stake...emotionally. You also question whether or not it is realistic to go for this dream, since it seem's, how do I say it, unreal? Like, is this a realistic thing or are you just spinning your wheels and time on something that will never happen. Your not a time waster and you are ready to jump on board with whatever it is destiny wants you to accomplish. You've sent the memo out to the cosmo's and now your waiting for that "sign", but then the questions, the doubts. On a deeper level, things are so clear, but thinking about it on a conscious level, it seem's so "out there" that's it's hard to accept the truth of your own truth because it defies what most people believe in. And then you tell yourself, that's just ego or negative thinking, got to get rid of it because it's counter productive, but then it all comes back again. It's like a vicious cycle, and then there's the "I'm running out of time" because it feels like you will be in the loop forever, and so you are needing, I don't think it's direction, I think what you are searching for is more like validation that this is the right path and you will be on the beautiful road to fulfilling your life purpose. If this sounds about right, then please keep reading.

This is what I see, I see a HUGE opportunity for you to share, to teach, to mentor and to start a buissness in this field. I do see you doing readings, but more having or building a clientelle, not on some web-site doing psychic readings. You could do it for awhile, but it won't fulfill you. But I do see you speaking to people in groups, could be public speaking or more intimate groups and private settings. They are also showing me hands which seem t symbolize healing/energy healing. You have a diverse set of abilities and it won't be one or the other, but moreso a combination of services you will be providing. Did you do a healing on an older woman, elderly, grandmother type? I just saw a healing being done on an elderly lady. I'm not sure she healed because she appeared to be sick or close to death, but the peace that was given to her felt amazing. I also picked up Angels, so if you work with Angels, continue! You have alot to offer, I would suggest  you don't focus on one or the other, but to use what you have according to the need that come's along. The Angels are also saying to have faith, not just in them, but mostly in yourself. Your a child of the divine and you need to believe in that. This isn't something that comes and goes, it is always with you because this is who you are. Believe in yourself and have faith in who you are, in everything you do and know that heaven is watching over you. I also just picked up Reiki? 

Ok, now for the last bit, some advice about something I learned a long time ago about life purposes. Your reason for being on this planet is to evolve your soul. Fate controls life/death and whatever it needs to fulfill the bigger picture, but the rest, destiny, is for you to choose, and they will most likely support and assist you in whatever you choose, so long as it doesn't go against the "greater picture". But the most important lesson I learned is that it's NOT about finding our life purpose, but living our life with purpose and finding a purpose within it. We go through seasons in our lives and each brings lessons to evolve our souls, but it also yields opportunities for us to find purpose and meaning in everything we do. And by following those little nudges in our heart, we are fulfilling that purpose, I hope that makes sense.  I hope this reading helps you, any feedback would be appreciated. It's been awhile for me :) But moreso, I wish you many blessings on your path!

Angel
@angel
02/27/17 12:06:30PM
603 posts

Name a song game.


Empath

how do you enbed videos?

Angel
@angel
02/26/17 04:39:38PM
603 posts

Looking for direction/doubting your instincts?


Empath

Maybe your are suppossed to do it but  may have some "kinks" to work out first. It could be that you have some doubts, if so, figure out what these doubts and concerns you have are. It could also be it may not be the right time. Perhaps you still have a little more to learn before beginning, or it could be you don't have a specific enough vision, reason or intention. If this is the case, ask yourself "what is the purpose of this blog?" "Is it aimed towards something specific or is it more of a personal account of my own journey?" "What am I trying to accomplish, who is my target audience and what am I  wanting to communicate with them?" " Is there a specific form I want to use or is this free writing?" ect. Alot of times, if we are feeling drawn to something but don't have the motivation to do it or something holding us back, sometimes it's fear, but often, we are not clear about what we are wanting to do and why. Maybe with having more specific answer will help you craft a blog that your wanting to create. :)

Angel
@angel
02/26/17 04:27:20PM
603 posts

Name a song game.


Empath

I guess I have two. The first is Queensryche "The Lady Wore Black" which represents my dark side or the dark side of my path. I've walked among the dead my entire life, I know their darkness because their darkness became my darkness and their "sentence" became my "sentence"

https://youtu.be/tr4qpH77Yio

The second one represents the light side of the path I walk. It is the light I have known since childhood and the light that I continue to seek and that guides me today.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tL9KWB0M4UU

Sorry, I would have enbedded but didn't know how:(

Angel
@angel
02/26/17 03:32:57PM
603 posts



Each person must follow their own "ethics". I personally find it rather handy to read people.  It's something that usually comes automatically, but I am usually not interested in the details of every day life, I am more interested in understanding the deeper "vibe" they give off, if they are "good" bad" or something not right about them and then usually dive right into who they are as a person or soul,  like basic personality and traits. aka, can they be trusted, is there alot of anger or negativity, will they hurt someone are they liars,dangerous, ect. . I don't walk up to people and tell that what I pick up, but it does help me decided if I can proceed to talk or associate with them, who to avoid or how to handle that person under certain situations.

I don't feel guilty for this at all, because without this information, if I just go by a feeling without the understanding behind it, I could jump the gun and simply avoid a person they may actually need help, I may end up in a situation that would cause me harm just because I wanted to give them their privacy. I don't use it though to pry into their day to day lives. I could care less about the arguement they had with their BF earlier that day or what they lied to the boss about. If it comes, that's fine, but I'm not going to go look for petty stuff. If that makes sense :)

Some people will agree and some will swear up and down it's wrong, and this is where you need to decide for yourself where the boundaries are. If you feel guilty for reading people without their knweldge, ask yourself what you feel guilty about, and then ask yourself what is "ok" and what is not ok. This will help you be able to set your own boundaries and may help you feel better about what you are doing. I hope this helps.

Angel
@angel
02/26/17 03:10:52PM
603 posts

Reading plz


Request a Reading

I'm sorry, we are not allowed to do "third party" readings on this forum because we don't have the other person's permission. 

Angel
@angel
02/14/17 08:33:18PM
603 posts

Losing my Ability to Believe


New Age

One more thing, you started this path for a reason and without having just a little bit of belief in it, you would have never started this journey to begin with. So, if you have enough faith to begin the journey, then it is a reality to you. Perhaps it's not about belief questioning the belief, but maybe more about pin-pointing more specifically what you believe and why. Sometimes it's aleap of faith, but by pin-pointing certain things you are not clear about and bringing more clarity to it, may help you understand why you are on this path to begin with and will also increase your faith that you are on the right path for you :)

Angel
@angel
02/14/17 08:24:32PM
603 posts

Losing my Ability to Believe


New Age

I know exactly how you feel, I often walk the thin line between sane and insane. The things we discover within is so foriegn to our "human side" yet it just seems to clear to our spiritual self. This disconnect often leads us to a whole lot of confusion because we are forced to either accept what we have always been taught and have learned to believe in, or do we throw away everything we have always known and accept a new truth? It's not an easy journey and it's a journey I still continue. There are many truths, but we have to decide for ourselves which truth to follow. The one thing that has helped me is the realization that truth is subjective. We are often taught and raised to believe that there can only be one truth and anything that contradicts that truth has to be false because you can't have both and both be true,right? Wrong. See, we were given freewill and this freewill allows us to make choices, which allows us to find our own truth. In Christianity, we are taught that there is only 1 God and any other God is false. We are trained to believe that everything in the bible is the "only" truth but what makes it true? Is it because a bunch of guys say so, or os there something inside that draws us to that truth? I struggled alot with Christianity when I got older because if God created everyone and loves everyone that how come he cursed me to be someone the church and himself would reject? I didn't asl to be a Medium, I couldn't shut it off, it was simply a part of who I was and left me feeling cursed since the age of 5. Basically, what I was raised to believe was truth and what I felt inside was different, so I went on search for God, not the angry fire throwing God in the Bible, but the light that had followed me and has watched and been with me since also childhood. I realized that I didn't hold the same beliefs as organized religion and therefore found my own path and my own truth within. Yet, I also understood the need that some people to need this type of structured religion is necessary for their spiritual needs to grow. But just because theirs grew and it diminished my own, didn't make one false and one true, it just means that on an individual basis, my soul needed something different. It also explains the extreme anxiety a Christian would get for going outside of the religion, but it also explained the peace I felt for moving away from their truth and moved into mine. I found a God that  I always knew was there, but now, I can truely experience him without fear! Let me tell you, I was scared to death of God because I "was cursed",lol.  I also came to the conclusion that truth is subjected and the only thing that makes a truth truth is one's belief in it. This is why some people can swear up and down that ghosts don't exsist, because they have no belief in it, therefore, to that person,they don't exsist, but for one who does believe in it,  it's a very real experience.

This type of thinking will blur the lines between your belief in the religion and your belief in spirituality. And this is a journey only you can do alone.  My suggestion is to question what you already believe and ask yourself why you believe it, then ask yourself what about it makes you doubt. Chances are you are having a conflict in what is taught by other people and the more spiritual truth you feel within. The bible say's "this is wrong", yet, I feel so much peace about this, why? You'll also question whether you create God, ect, and more "taboo" subjects, but if you believe in a God or a supreme being, then you won't doubt the exsistance of the higher being, just the differance between what the world exerieinces as God and what experieince him to be. For me, I believe in God, but the God I was trained to believe in and the God that exsists inside are two completely different Gods. The God in the bible rejects and doesn't love people like me, so why be a part of people and a God that rejects me, obviously this isn't my path, so I went inward, I threw away everything I was trained and chose to discover the God I knew within and I found a loving and wonderful God, one that has been with me and loved me all along. One that is proud of me and helps me connect to my higher spiritual self. In short, if it draws you closer to the light/God, then this is the path you are meant to be on, if it takes you away from it, it's probebly not the path for you. The reality is, we come here alone and we leave alone. The person we must face is only ourselves. God gave us freewill, the freewill to choose. The goal isn't following man's ideas and perceptions, because it takes away from the entire purpose to choose :) The goal is to bring you closer to him, if you so choose, that path isn't in a book, it's your in your heart and that beautiful light that brings you close to him is your path. You will feel some anxiety over this, but this is where you need to decide if it's because your going against what you truely believe, or is it fear cause by going against what you were trained to believe.Ask God to help you on this journey, to help you find the truth that is meant for YOU, and this journey will hopefully be more peaceful.

I hope this helps,though it's a very challanging journey, I promise, it is well worth the journey.

Blessed Be,

Angel

Angel
@angel
02/14/17 07:51:15PM
603 posts

Spiritual Journey... who would actually go back to before?


New Age

Sometimes I wish I could go back, at times knowledge is power, but sometimes it strips that power. When I was younger I lived in a pretty dark world, but the light within guided me, without question. When you are unaware that that light could be snuffed, then you live believing that the light is always with you. But once you experience a lie without light and being forced to create your own, your reality changes. It offers the ability to think in a different way, but it also forces you to realize a reality that never exsisted before. Though I longed for knowledge, once I gained that  knowledge, it opened me up to other knowledge that I can never"unlearn".  When I was young, and approached by my first lost soul, my instinct was for him to go to heaven. It wasn't until that moment that I was introduced to a whole different world, hell, or at least his. At that moment I saw him. After him, I saw, felt and experienced the darkness that followed him, which lead me down a path of understanding that darkness and the fear that came with it. I still had belief, not by what I read, but what I already knew. Once I began to obtain knowledge, I lost alot of belief, I no longer went on instinct. Though provided answers, it also left me with more questions. I now had to search for "proof" instead of relying on "just knowing", which in turn, all the knoweldge brought me back to what I knew all along, the only difference is now I have names to all of this. I now have a deeper understanding of all of this spiritual stuff, but it came at a very high price. Trading in instinct for knowledge, mentally it helps to figure thing out and it makes more sense, but it doesn't flow as freely. I went from a world where I believed anything and everything is possible into a world where I now question everything. Blind faith was once a source of power, a power source I no longer have, so I have to pull on more logical things to pull power from, yet being an emotional being, doesn't seem so logical,lol.

On the flip side, knowledge has given me deeper understanding to some of the things I have done and what I am capable of doing. It's open me up to new possibilities that I couldn't have imagined before. It's also nice,sometimes to go that deep, to understand and find longer lasting ways to deal with the issues with Spirit, but it also makes less connected.

Like I said, alot has been gained through the knoweldge I found on this path, but alot has also been lost. Everything comes at a price, the question is whether or not it is worth it, and I haven't decided yet if it was really worth it. Knowledge really separated my human side and spiritual side, where, when I was young and did not know, it was connected, everything was in sinc. So, IDK. 

Angel
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02/14/17 04:32:12PM
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Ghosts,Spirits, or Guides maybe?


Psychic and Paranormal

It could be orbs, but I am also with Knujac, it could be the light from outside, it could also be how her camera took the picture with the light outside, ect. Maybe you can take a camera and take a picture of the same are with and without you in the area. If nothing else it could be a nifty experiment :) You can also use a digital voice recorder and see if you can also pick up some EVP.'s.  You can upload the photo if you have it, it might give you more opinions :)

Angel
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02/14/17 04:27:07PM
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Attacked in a dream last night.


Psychic and Paranormal

I'm curious about your response to the shadow.Most people would see this and be scared or angry, but you seemed more apathetic to it then anythings, so I'm wondering why. :) I am also wondering your current thoughts or before this dream on your take of "spirit dreams", did you believe they were real before, or did you always feel like they were just a part of your dream and you got over your fear of them because your believed it was just a dream?

Angel
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01/16/17 04:18:56PM
603 posts

Fluctuating Realities.


Empath

This seems more in the area of some type of quantum physics, thing. I don't know to much about it, you will have search the internet, but there is the theory that time only exsist in this reality. And that it is possible to jump into different realities simultaneously. It could be that you are "time jumping" into the future or past. This would also lean heavily on the belief in astral projection. The body can't really physically move through time and space because of it's mass. However, the spirit is a form o pure energy, which would allow astral travel in order to see or even remember these things in it's past  or future form. It is also believed that multiple realities exsist and run simultaneously. This would include you living in multiple realities. I don't know if you everwatched the TV show Charmed, but they have an episode when one of the Elder's tries to kill baby Wyatt. The witches don;t know this yet, so they send their unborn son, who came back from the future, back to the future. The elder cast a spell the opened the door the their reality and the dark reality so the "good witches" were switched with the "bad witches", which was their shadow selves and threw off the balance. Because we are both light and dark, in this episode, they portrayed the good side of the witches in one reality and their shadow self living the same life, but opposite in different dimensions. It's hard to explain, but with alot of these quantum type physic theories, they believe in something something similiar, but times 1000. Some even believe that another dimension is created by ever choice we make. Like one dimension if you choose this route, and another if you choose the other route, ect.  The only thing seperating it is the veils. It's to big for my brain,lol, but something might looking into. Hopefully,someone more knowledgable in this area will respond with more information and even the correct terminology.

Another theory I have is similiar to the above but revolves more around the present time. It's more about kind of either flip-flopping back and forth into different realities, or you kind of blending both realities together which could be done being really connected to your spiritual self. Alot of people will have to go into a type of trance or meditiative state in order to connect to a spiritual realm. But some people are so connected to their spiritual selves, that trance may not have to be deep at all, simply thinking or looking at something could connect them. It's kind of looking into a crystal ball,, your both here physically, but mentally you wherever the ball shows you. Hmmm, like a daydream. When you daydream, your body is here, but your mind is elsewhere. So, you could be walking "inbetween the veils" and in a sense moving back and forth between realities.

And the last theory is this. Psychic abilities. You could be picking up visions due to the energy you are picking up from the person or thing you are looking at. For example, the bridge, perhaps the designer played around with the idea of how to design it, and your vision could be their memory. Or, perhaps there was another bridge there decades ago and it was the original bridge. Or, you be a pre-cog and are seeing what it will eventually evolve into. This revolves more around the ability to pick up energy and reading it. You can also look into Clairvoyance and see if this may be another ability you have that you are not aware of. Deja'vu's are extremely common for a clairvoyant who if beginning to develeop that ability.

The good news it... You are NOT an MP. (Multiple Personality Disorder). True MP's do have more then one personality, but their personalities are separated and one personality is NOT aware of the other:)

But, yeah, maybe research some of this and see if it fits, and if it doesn't, perhaps it will lead you to another answer. Best of luck to you!

Angel
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01/13/17 05:57:21PM
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Are you a Heyoka Empath


Empath

Dice:

Even if I was the article says I would never admit it :)

lol

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@angel
01/13/17 05:53:05PM
603 posts

What color are your eyes?


Empath

Hazel. (Blue/green/grey)

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@angel
01/12/17 11:02:46AM
603 posts

family thinks im in a cult, or devlil worshipping


Empath

@Rene- "Well, at the end of the day it's a decision we have to make. It states it clearly in the Bible that we shouldnt practice the gifts we were given. So why give them to us? I have also struggled with this."

Let me ask you something Rene.. What is the difference between a Medium and the gift of Decernment of Spirits? What is the difference between a prophet and someone who is clairvoyant? What is the difference between laying on of hands and energy healing? What is the difference between being "slain in the spirit" and channeling"? How about Elijah being taken up in the sky and astral projection?

I asked myself these questions and realized that it was nothing more then just a "name game" so then I focused a little energy into the history of the bible and the intention of all the priests, rabbi's, ect and what their intentions were in adding this into the bible. I realized that Rome was divided so they needed to create a religion that they would everyone follow. (It's easier to rule a land when people aren't divided.) Then I looked at what made Jesus so special but why Jesus said we he did.. "you will do greater things then these". Didn't make sense, unless they needed to create a human that was more Godlike in order to get people to follow him.

See I was taught the same thing and for many years I couldn't figure out why God would reject a 5 year old kid for having an ability that she didn't even ask for. The only conclusion is that I must have done something really bad in order for God to curse me. Which set me on a journey to eventually question my beliefs and the beliefs of the religion I was raised in. I realized that their God and my God were to different people. What I was taught and what I experienced were two different people. Which then opened the door to help me discuss the love of MY God, and not the wrath of someone else's. The above was my starting point, sifting through the bible and questioning everything. I didn't ask other people, I sat there and.. I swear,lol, told God what I was seeking and not to hurt me because I needed answers. All I recieved was peace and understading. It was this journey of dismanteling all that was programmed in me and learning who and what all this means to me. My perception changed, my beliefs changed and that peace within tells me that I am on the right path..for me. I also learned that this is an individual journey, and my truth may not be truth for other people, and that's ok, it's not not a one -size fits all and it's not meant to be. And for the first time ever, I have found the LOVE of my God, and not the fear of someone else's God :)

I don't know where you are on your path or in your journey, but my hope is that by sharing my experieince during my journey, might help you on yours. Many Blessings to you!

Angel
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01/12/17 10:31:22AM
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family thinks im in a cult, or devlil worshipping


Empath

Yep, I know the feeling, my mom is a hard-core bible thumper and psychics are the spawn of satan and anything outside her belief system is occultic. She prays for my salvation and soul everyday. I tried telling her that Jesus was the same way and he did say that we would do greater things then he, I even made correlations in the old testament about all of this,  but she's not having any of that,lol. It's ridiculous.  She doesn't know I am a medium or that I tried helping my first spirit in HER church, when I was young. No point in bringing it up! The sad part is that she is a Medium to, but will never accept this.

I've learned to accept her lack of acceptance for who I am  and our beliefs are a subject we avoid in order to keep the peace.  I suggest you do the same. No point in argueing. They are as strong in their beliefs as you are in yours, and it's a subject that should just simply be avoided so everyone can focus on the important thing,love for each other. But the most important thing is to be true to thyself, we are born into this world alone and we leave this world alone, so at the end of the day, you must be solid in who you are! So long as you can accept yourself, it's all that matters. This is your journey, they have their own journey to walk ,and though there are differences, each path has valuable lessons to learn to on a deeper level. It's these differences that actually make us the same :)

p.s. I also collect Amy Brown Faires and she also thinks these are satanic..eeekkkk! lol.


updated by @angel: 01/12/17 10:36:46AM
Angel
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01/11/17 08:08:59PM
603 posts

feel like I am not human


Empath

The more I tried to "find myself" the more I lost myself. There are so many names,labels and beliefs that I finally gave up on trying to place myself in one mold or another because I realized I fit in many. I'm a Mystic, I'm a Witch, I'm an Empath, I'm a Medium, I'm some weird weather person thingy,lol, I'm a gatekeeper that accesses different realms, and according to a dream I had a few years back, , satan called me a Nephilim. I have no doubt that I am a bit of all of these and other things I haven't discovered yet. I never felt like this was home, but have always known I have come here for two specific reasons, one, to find the other half of my soul, my twin flame, the one I came here to look for and take back home with me. Since I found him, I have no doubt that we are from two different realms, hopefully he will come with! And the second, I have a specific purpose, not to teach people a specific belief but to show people what they are truly capable of doing with their abilities. It's mind-blowing how far your abilities can really go!

With that, I can't tell people specifically, because each soul is here for their own evolution, their own purpose, so the journey alone is there's alone.  Because it's so broad, I haven't figured out yet on how to move into my second reason for being here. The point is this... Research and research some more. Take the information you receive that resonates with you, but don't simply place one label on yourself. You can resonate with a million labels and you will be a part of all of them. If you need a "name" then choose one that YOU choose, but remember that the information you read isn't always cut in stone. Just because you have 8 out 10 typical Empath traits doesn't eliminate you from being an  Empath. These "traits"  are merely information that other people have concluded to, but this is a reflection of they believe to be an Empath, but it doesn't take into account Empath's on an individual bases or whatever traits they may have that is Empathic, I hope this makes sense :) Don't limit yourself to the labels and titles that people place on your or anything else. You are not one, but many, remember that always :)

If you feel you aren't from here, then you probably aren't. You can do meditations, visualizations and maybe get a glimpse of where you are from. Maybe you have seen this place in your dreams. I know I am from somewhere else that is very similar to earth, but the spiritual energy is much stronger.  I often visualize specific spots that I have seen and channel that energy through me in order to manifest what is needed. For examples I discovered a pool of healing water. If myself or someone is sick, I will visualize then swimming in this water and begin the healing process. Though it may take a day or two to manifest in this realm, it's quite effective. I have also been trying to discover other locations as well and discovered the doorway I used to incarnate here. The doorway or the light to this realm has always been with me, since childhood, it just took me 40 years to figure out what it was. I wouldn't call it heaven, it's not light enough to be heaven :) But there is balance of both light and dark. And maybe that's what I have come here to teach, not to grasp one or the other, but accept them both since both is a part of who we are, and teaching how to balance the two. Hmmm, have to think on that. Anyway's, it's important to discover who you are and where you are from, but to also remember that you will return when your life here has ended. You came here for a reason, so it's also important to focus on that reason as well since out time here is limited. You'll never stop discovering, learning and evolving. Just as we have something to give to the people on this earth, they to give to us in return. Most of what you will learn will be from books or internet, these are simply guidelines, but go within for this is where you will know. This is the place where truth resides :) Believe in what is within :) I hope this helps and I wish you many blessings on your path :)

Angel
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01/11/17 07:16:10PM
603 posts

The Collective Rise (video by me) - positive post for 2017


Empath

haha, yeah, and this is where this country is divided, the liberals against the conservatives. The whole Russian hack thing was a ploy to get the people off their trail for attempting to hack state machines in Hilary's favor:) The reason why they "KNOW" it was hacked because they hacked many of the machines themselves and tried to figure out how the states bi-passed their hacking job. One of states also reported that someone attempted to hack into their machines 2 days before the election, and low and behold, the ISP was traced back to homeland security! :) They have been trying to overturn this election since Trump was announced the winner in November. That's why you read about all this random off the wall things every few days.

However, if you want my honest opinion, here it is. The Democrats are on board with the UN vision of eventually making the world a one world government and they are attempting to do this by getting everybody on board and become one unit. NAFTA was created to open trades between Mexico,US and Canada. This open trade aggreement took away alot of farms in Mexico and they started flocking here. The fact that they have allowed millions of illegals in the country and the democrats have been trying to legalize them. The problem is over half the states threatened to leave the US and become their own independent states, no longer under the federal government. So Obama backed off. And I believe that Hilary was going to continue with this push which, over time would be closer steps to opening the borders between the US and Mexico (South America), and then eventually Canada. And,then eventually, this will lead to the emersion of the entire continent. Trump wants to put up a wall and get rid of NAFTA which take this emersion plan backwards, probebly several decades. I don't think alot of people understand this aspect, and those who do, don't want it. The biggest problem is voting. Most countries want to remain independent, and though they join the UN, the citizens show alot of resistence when it come to global emersion. Citizens want to remain independent. Since many of the countries have a voting system, it makes it difficult to get everyone on board :) So, in short, Republicans want to remain and independent county and basically "taking care of our own" where as the democrats believe in the global vision of the UN. But the citizens don't see the vision and even if they did, they would never agree to it :) So long as the US is split like this it will be a long day coming before this could ever happen. I'm sure there is more to all of this, and though I have no actual proof, this is the conclusion I have come up with according to the information I have researched.

I'm not sure what Media is available to other countries concerning the US, but I definitly wouldn't believe everything you read, especially when it comes to this election :)

Angel
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01/09/17 07:21:35PM
603 posts

The Collective Rise (video by me) - positive post for 2017


Empath

Well,everyone is entitled to their opinion. Personally, I have no doubt that much of the stuff in media and in the news is either crap or one-sided. Before the election, and let me tell you, YAHOO was the WORST!, everything in the media was trying to influence people into voting for Hilary, and I mean EVERYTHING! But, I would always read the comments and I told my husband "Trump will win.". He's said "how do you know? The media say's Hilary has a 70% chance of winning. And I told him, you won't find a greater truth then the unedited opinions of all the commenters :) I rarely saw any positive posts for Hilary, the majority wrote in favor for Trump. Then, on election night, we had a bet! My husband and two daughters said "Hilary will win". My son  and I said "nope, it will be Trump". We know who won :)

During the election, people will posting from different parts of the country about the machines being rigged in favor for Hilary. Then, it was this big shock that Trump won and the Russians rigged the machines! Please, if they rigged the machines, they wouldn't have done it in favor o Hilary! The point is that media turned this election into a three ring circus and it's sick. I believe a company called Clearwater ownes most of the tv,media and radio stations that they dictate what will be aired. So, yes, I believe that at times the media is true but biased and trying to sway a specific opinion, and other times,, I believe they out and out lie!. I believe there are a few facts in between, but once you sift through these facts and those facts, getting the truth from the media is like working a jog-saw puzzle. IMHO :)

Angel
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01/09/17 07:04:07PM
603 posts

Not sure where to put this....but need help identifying something


Psychic and Paranormal

Sounds like a shadow. Shadows are typically an accumulation of negative energy. They typically don't start off with a conscious, but overtime, as it continues to feed and evolve, it could develope a conscious. Shadows are fairly easy to remove. What I would suggest is when you do your cleansing, not only send the energy "out"  but visualize or tell it where to go and how long to stay. For example, when I do my cleanse, I will visualize like an energy vacumm that literally sucks this energy up. When I am done and am getting "rid of the bag" I visualize it going to a particular place and telling it not to leave until its energy has been neutralized. Then, put up your protective barrier and add in white light. You may have to do this a couple of times.

In what it sounds like in your case, your getting the energy out, but it's hovering outside your boundaries of wherever you put the protection and as the protective energy weakens, it waits for an opportunity to come back in. By being more specific, your in a sense taking that negative energy and "reprogramming it" to do something else. The shocking energy you are feeling could mean that it is feeding off of the electricity. Energy balls are more demonic in nature, but in your case, since you talked about older electricity in the home, and it feels like a shadow, the electricity is most likely from it absorbing that electricity. Remember, everything is energy, and with shadows it's best to just get rid of them. Their soul purpose is to feed, nothing more, nothing less.

So, anyway's, you can try this. Remember, most of the process of cleansing revolves around your belief in it. So, if your trying methods you read on the internet and your like "really? that's sounds lame" then move onto one that fits you. Your belief is energy which gives that energy power. So it's important that you do and use things make you feel safe, that give you power!

Angel
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01/09/17 06:47:34PM
603 posts

Paranormal Investigators


Psychic and Paranormal

Well, I was one of the psychics for one group and the founder was insane...literally! She faked EVP's (yeah, I didn't think it was possible, but she did it!) She dropped the ball when getting back to families and her "lead investigator" had such an ego that anyone else had any evidence, he wouldn't accept it. However, my husband and I do watch paranormal shows. Ghost Adventures is truly a bunch of reckless kids, who, on one hand I have to give them credit for trying ANYTHING to get evidence of the truth, but also plays to much with fire and they have been burned a few times! We used to watch Ghosthunters, but Jason throws out WAYYYY to much evidence and at the end it's always "oh don't worry, you fine, they aren't harmful" when clearly they are!

I think when it comes to paranormal investigations, however, most people don't respect the dead. They are so focused on getting evidence andn proving their exsistance, that they fail to realize these spirits are not just "ghosts", these are actual human beings or entities with a brain, with a heart and with a soul. But most of them hunt them down worse then animals and it's sad.It's also dangerous. The ONLY ones that seem to get some kind of respect are crossed over loved ones, which they should get respect, but I think more respect to the other spirits are in order. And it's not just respect for who they are but what they are capable of doing! I see priests go into a home, waiving a bible around, yelling and screaming at spirits,having  literally NO CLUE on what they are dealing with, and then wonder why people get attacked, possessed and sometimes killed! They have no understanding of energy and how their negative energy towards the entity is like gasoline to a fire! It's completely unnecessary and I'm sure most of it is show for the families, which is why they ALWAYS come back! :) Anyway's, I guess this to is a learning process and I hope that people can evolve from the barbaric practices and move into something respectable.

Angel
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01/09/17 06:33:07PM
603 posts

Heck of a life


Empath

Hi Jonny, Good to see you Friend:) It's been awhile and I'm glad your still here :)

I'm really sorry about the girl it really sucks what she did but there alot of people in this world that suck! It's hard not to take it personally since they come into our lives and become such an important part of it. I don't think people intentionally, for the most part come into our lives to destroy them, I think, that most of them just don't think. They don't think about the effects of their actions, how it effects the people they are doing it to, or the damage they create because of it.

My ex was like that. I spent many years hating him because I could never figure out how a human being could have children and walk away as if they never exsisted, even after spending two years with them. One day it's "I love you and will never leave you"  and the next, their gone. I e-mailed him recently to let him know we moved and have a current address for the kids. Even after 15 years he wrote back " I don't care, don't ever contact me again!" So if the kids die, you don't want to know? This is when it solidified my belief that most people don't think, but alot of them just don't care either. My daughter is more effected by it then my son. Probebly because she was older and remembers him more. But I told her, you can't control people, you can't make them feel emotions or love. You can't make them feel guilt or or even have a heart. So, it's pointless to try, instead of wasting time trying to control what is not in your control,, you should channel that energy what can be controlled. You don't your biological dad's love, but you do have a dad that made the choice to be your dad and has spent the last 11 years loving you raising you and standing by your side through everything. Instead of giving your love to someone who isn't worth your love, channel that love towards the one who does love you and will appreciate the love you return.

I'm going to advise you do the same, my Friend. I know it hurts and I know how hard it is to accept that people are capable of doing this to another person, by I'm sending you energy to help heal your heart. But what you have to know is that you are not a buiscut. You are more then that and you deserve more so don't let this girl dictate who you are because she clearly doesn't know! With that said, you are obviously looked after by the higher realms. It sounds like the truth was found out before it was to late and somehow fate intervened and for this, you are blessed! She wasn't the one, which means the one is still out there somewhere , so don't give up!

As far as feeling cursed...GOD!do I KNOW this feeling!!! hahaha. But over the years, I started gaining a different perspective. If there is light and there is dark, and we are the balance of both light and dark, then that means that within ever shadow there is light, and within the light, somehwhere there is a shadow. So Maybe the purpose of the dark is to find the light within it. And I've kind of made it a mission to do that. Yes, when it rains, it pours like a freakin hurricane, but it reaps so many rewards. I think we started this forum around the same time and you have been through so much, but you have overcome so much, both with stregnth and with dignity. You've held you head up high and you have battled so much. Though the path has been brutal, you have brought inspiration to alot of people, and that is all light, your light! And you will continue to do so. Not everyone in the world will see or appreciate it, but there are people here that do :) So hang in there my friend and know that you are thought of and cared for,both in the heavens and on earth :)

Blessed Be,

Angel

Angel
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12/31/16 03:23:36PM
603 posts

Has anyone had a fear of trying anything paranormal?


Psychic and Paranormal

Merin Eliz:

But whenever I try to do anything like this I get scared. Like something telling me I shouldn't do something I don't know well about. It's like being afraid of doing something you are not sure of rules.

There's your answer :) You don't know enough about any of these things to try any of it. I'm also sure you have read horror stories about opening yourself to this side as well, so I would suggest is to do more research specifically in the areas you are most interested in. Your not going to be drawn to all aspects of it. For example, tarot, it's not for everyone and I'm a witch! :) Seriously, I have more oracle cards then I will ever use and I had two sets of tarot that I got rid of for two reasons, the first, I didn't connect with them, tarot is to confusing for me and I hate having to memorize a bunch of stuff, and two, I don't like the energy of them in general. The energy in tarot feels like a lower energy to me and I don't feel anything beneficial from them. It doesn't mean they are bad, it just means that my energy and the energy or regular tarot cards, for some reason don't mesh. You may find that is true for you as well. Or you may have a desire to open up to one side of the spiritual realm, such as a higher spiritual realm but you don't want to open yourself to all of the realms, more specifically, the lower realms. This is a common fear and one that shouldn't be taken lightly, because the reality is when you begin to open yourself to the spiritual realm, it's like emotions, you don't really get to pick and choose, either your open or your not. Now, alot of people have trained themselves to focus on a specific area of spirit, which is why they use protections, grounding and focusing excercises in order to connect with one side and protect yourself from the other.

So my advice is this. Figure out what you are wanting to accomplish. If you are wanting to meet your spirit guide, then study how people connect with them. Study the protection, study on meditations that will connect you with more light energy, and how to ground your energy, so you can stay focused on that specific area. Don't try anything just for the heck of it, because this is what your conscious is trying to help you avoid. The world of spirit is broad so you don't need to know about everything, just on the things that you need to know in order to help you move forward on your path. I always suggestion people connect with the higher spiritual realm first, to either meet spirit guides, angels ,ect, because this energy you will know, you will feel and will be your anchor if you ever do run into anything negative. You always have access to it so once you learn to call upon it and bring it towards you,the quicker you will get at it, and the easier your transition if you do decide to move into another area of spirit. It will also help you figure out what  spirit you are dealing with. Since Empath's are so sensitive to feeling energy, you will learn what energy is good and be able to pick off other enetites that are not so good, simply by feeling that shift in energy. Instead of feeling peace and comfort, you might pick up a hint of something that just doesn't feel right, and if that's the case, that's you cue to know your not dealing with what you think your are.

Fear is common, but knoweldge is power and the more knowledge you have, the better the experience you will have. With that said, I will leave you with a couple of things that are shared more amoung magickal practitioners. The reason why is because it's ALL about energy, connecting to it, feeling it, controlling it, and since everything is mad up of energy, these little tidbits should help. The first one is to be specific! When you go into meditation, know what your goal is, be specific who you are trying to contact even if your not sure.. aka, my guardian angel, ect. Be specific on who can speak to you. Be specific on why you are doing it. Having these goals with specific intentions will help better target the energy you are wanting and not accepting just anything that comes your way. So, be clear and specific on what you are trying to accomplish.

Two, always know your emotions and state of being. Though emotions can be very powerful tools, like attracts like. It doesn't mean you won't have any negative emotions such as fear or anxiety or whatever, let's face it anytime we go into something new, we will feel a little uneasy, but, there is a huge difference between going into it feeling a little anxiety over what you are about to do and going into it after a huge fight with the boss or spouse. If you got something big that just happened and it's hard for you to focus on anything else, you might be better off just doing an energy cleanse,grounding and focusing exercise before going into it. The emotions and thoughts are energy and can manifest or turn into a beacon for unwanted entities if we don't have control of them. When we are grounded and in control, we project that energy and this is the energy that will come to you.

And three, listen to yourself! It's one thing to try something new and get a little doubtful or uneasy, but if your brain is screaming at you "don't do it", then listen to it. It may be the wrong time. It  may be the wrong circumstance, or it may not be the right fit for you, or maybe you just need more information. But listen  to that little voice inside and trust. Just because it's the popular thing to do, doesn't mean it's right for you. Or maybe it is right, but the method for you is not right. This is when you take a step back and ask yourself questions.

And last, when researching, take what fits YOU! If it sounds off the wall and you don't relate to it, it's not meant for you, or maybe just needs to be tweeked a bit in order to fit you. What  works great for one, may not work for another. But this is your journey so study different beliefs or methods and go with fits you. And if it doesn't sit right, even if Sylvia Brown herself swears by it, then move on to things and methods that do.

Much of this will be trial and error, but if you follow your intuition, the process will go much smoother and quicker for you. This is your jounrey after all, so make it your own :) Many Blessings on your path :)

Angel
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12/30/16 04:19:47PM
603 posts

I Want to Be a Sociopath


Arts

I have to admire to creativity of your poem and understand the desire to feel no more pain. But in all reality, being a sociopath isn't the way to go to get away from pain considering their lives revolve around nothing but pain. Since they feed off of the pain of others, they have to inflict that pain in order to get fed,defeating the purpose of simply wanting to be numb.

I don't think anyone can fully escape pain since it is such a huge part of who we are. Without pain, we would never gain the things we seek, such as love, forgiveness, hope, ect. All that is beautiful and bright could never be achieved without pain. It's funny how that works :) I don't think the idea is to be consumed by pain, but to learn how to transform it. Using the pain to create something positive out of it. It's not always easy, but without it we would never truely never gain what we seek. IMHO :)

Angel
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12/28/16 04:32:23PM
603 posts

angel question


Psychic and Paranormal

Spirit Guides and guardian angels can come in many different forms. How they present themselves will often be something you are comfortable with. However, when meeting them for the first time, you have to be careful. Alot of people will open themselves up in meditation and place a protection around themselves when they do. This could cause other spirits to come through and may give you more then what you bargained for. Alot of people are also not specific. They dive right into allowing whatever is there to come through, and again, sometimes other spirits will jump in and confuse the person. So, I would suggest before starting creating a sacred space, one that is protected and filled with light energy. Once this is in place, just say aloud, "only my Guardian Angel, Spirit Guide, or whatever you call it may come through. Noone else is allowed to come through or communicate with me during this time. The energy you should feel is peace, calmness and/or comfort. If you are feeling any type of fear or something doesn't feel right, I would disconnect immediately. I always side with caution and I expect  my guides to be straight forward with me. If they are hiding, they are not a guide. My Angels and guides also know I don't do well with symbols, so if they give me a bunch of symbols I have to try to figure out, then I question who I am connecting with, because by guides know this about me. However, it's energy that is most important. Once you meet them and you know who they are, know their energy. This will help you to determine who you are dealing with later on. Some entities can mimick how a spirit guide looks, but they can't copy energy patterns. For me, I usually will feel/see something. Even if there is light energy, if they are hiding behind light energy, I always can pick up a trace of darker energy if it's an entitiy that is trying to trick me. Or I will see a black circle behind the light. Once you know your guides energy, it will be easy to decern it from any other entity. If somethig feels off, question it. Because your guide doesn't seem to be very forthcoming, I would ask it more questions. Remember, they are here to help you and if they are not communicating in your lingo, then they are not being very productive :) Sounds a bit selfish, but you are their purpose. You are the reason they are doing what they are doing. They have made a decision to connect with you and to help you and the beginning of any beautiful relationship starts with trust and communication.

Now, what I also noticed is you will have a permanent one, who watches over you from birth to death and then you will have others that come in during certain times to give messages, guidance, healing, whatever, and once that purpose is complete. You won't always recogniz them or know them, but you will know their intention by the energy you feel. They should never come to you with a bad feeling,there should always be a feeling of peace and safety. The only time this may not happen is if the spirit is still earthbound. Their energy may feel feel mixed or more grounded to the earth. So long as they are not hurting you and you feel comfortable with them, you can choose to listen or turn them away. They often don't come to guide, but sometimes they will come and help or offer advice. It's always about the energy. Once you connect to the higher realms, you will ALWAYS recognize that basic energy pattern. It will have slight variations from spirit to spirit, like eventually, you may be able to tell the differance between a human spiritual guide and an angel guide. They both have that strong energy of peace, love,comfort, whatever but you will also notice a slight shift or difference in that energy. This is an Empath's most powerful gift, the ability to feel. :)

I remember when I first  started connecting to my Angels and I asked my Angel what their name was. I didn't get anything and while I was at work, I literally heard someone whisper in my ear " Azreal". I was thrilled!...until I looked up the name and realized that Azreal was the angel of death! Man, I freaked out for an entire day! Then I was reading through one of Doreen Virtues books and realized that  Azreal will often come to Mediums and teach them about death and the afterlife. This made sense since it was during a time I was trying to learn to control my mediumship,and since I am still alive today..I guess it's true!! hahaha.

Anyway's, have fun, take your time and enjoy the process of building a relationship with your guide. It's a wonderful journey and well worth the travel. The things I were are just suggestions and things I used during my path so just posted in case it may help you as well. Many blessings to you!

Angel
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12/28/16 03:43:32PM
603 posts

Spirit Animal Guide?


Psychic and Paranormal

Even though I believe we have certain totems that are with us throughout life, we also have animals that come to us during certain times of our lives to help us out during certain situations. So, it sounds like the wolf is your actual or "life totem" but the snake has come now to ask you to pay attention to something specific in your life.

For example, my life totem is the Raven however, when we first bought our house we had alot of jumping spiders. I nicknamed them "Ninja spiders" because everytime I was near then they would come running towards me and try to jump on me. But if it were my husband,kids or anyone else that was nearby, they would run the opposite direction. Those things reminded me of arachnophobia,lol, but I knew they were trying to simply get my attention. I haven't seen them lately. So, even though the spiders aren't my designated spirit animal, they did come during a time of transition.

I am assuming the snake is probably doing the same.

Angel
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12/28/16 03:26:08PM
603 posts

Has Anyone Had Ghosts Mimic The Voices of Loved Ones?


Psychic and Paranormal

Mimicking spirits can be a pain in the butt :( I had one that masked my voice during an EVP session and called me a b@tch. When I had my husband listen to it, he swore up and down it was me!  The voice was identical to mine. I'm like, "why would I call myself a b@tch?" But he swore up and down it was me until one morning he heard me calling him from the bathroom. He walked in and I wasn't there. Yet, he swore up and down I called him. He finally realized that a spirit was mimicking my voice.

I had another one who mimicked my son. We were in our bedroom, but the door was open and heard our 14 year old son at the doorway, yet our son was in his room playing his DS. The same spirit also mimicked our daughter a few hours later. 

I don't know why some spirits do this, I know the first one was demonic and reaked alot of havoc, but the second one felt more human and wasn't really a problem child, I just felt like it was trying to get our attention.

I would go with what you are feeling. If it doesn't feel good or safe, get rid of it.

Angel
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12/28/16 03:14:22PM
603 posts

Why was it deleted? :(


Request a Reading

Try searching your posts on your profile page, if it will let you. If not, I am sorry. Elise had alot of material to move and though I have no doubt she tried to move it all, it may be possible that some things got lost during the move :( You can try reposting a request and see if anyone else will pick up new messages from her. I have no doubt your beautiful mother is still with you and watching over you from above :)

Angel
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12/28/16 08:06:39AM
603 posts

A shadow figure


Psychic and Paranormal

I haven't had any experieinces with ET's, however, I would suggest to notice the feelings you have when you have these experieinces. My personal rule of thumb is, if they may me feel nervious, I  can't read them, or not a great feeling, I get rid of them first, ask questions later:)

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