Is Anyone else the Emotional Scapegoat?
I get that. Often I am absorbing more than I am generally "expected" to and most folks just don't understand that, as an empath (or rather clairsentient) I am taking in not just the present full internal emotional experience of a person, but sometimes the recent past and perhaps future - or even an associated energy connection to another from that person. It really hits home when someone close (like a spouse) is upset with me. I just get the vibes in 4-D, and it sucks big time. I didn't ask for this sensitivity, but I got it and that emotional vacuum that my persona sucks in like a bug light often draws in any emotional void, imbalance, and desperation from my surroundings - especially when I least want it to hit me, but man does it hit like a freight train! I think people "project" on you Zacharias, because you are that light they are drawn to.. even if someone is pissed off at you from some sort of survival skill you developed to get through the fate you have been dealt as an Empath so you can get through the daily bombardments of energy intrusions. Regardless, the eternal absorber of all this junk becomes the dumping grounds of all others with an emotional void that can never be filled, like a heat-sink on a leaking capacitor. Therefor some people really cant "grow up" because they never learned how to fill that void that we Empaths are so aware of with other people but can never tell them. Awareness sucks sometimes, especially when we are so different than the walking dead around us - numbed and insulated with that virtual and superficial ego bubble of limited perception that is so obvious to us. Fun times.