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If I may interject because I've been asked to look into this. You seem to have "invited" this dark-magician type of entity when you asked it to show himself to you. People should NEVER invite the darkones into their lives revealing like that. Do not start a dialog, etc... and NEVER take it on as you'd be out of your league. That is what they look for. Also unless you know how or have the right equipment, do not attempt anything like taking it on. You need the big-guns to get it out of your life. It is true with the right stuff its so easy to get rid of it but in your case, I can't interfere, I've already asked. What I would recommend is that you call on the white light to surround you and your home to protect you whenever this happens. Also if you believe, ask Archangel Michael and his Blue Flame angels to assist. Also changing the vibration of yourself or where this happens will make it unpalatable for it to stick around. Play happy music or even some waltzes non stop. Visualize the white light surrounding you for 5-10 minutes a day and see the difference. It will run away as it can't stand that. Clue: hoofbeats is meant to help here.
Here is my take and its happened to me in the past not any more. When you fall asleep you go through layers of consciousness and places. What you are seeing is mostly your tasks and tasks helpers waiting for you. Its nothing bad just that you can perceive this now. It happens to all of us. Some people see unpleasant faces when going through, shall we say bad neighborhoods. Eventually you learn to zip right through fast enough that its like taking a bath.
Interesting thoughts, that is why we are empaths. Yesterday I was looking at my old childhood home using satellite pictures in Cuba. It looks like the house isn't even there anymore just an empty field. I started to feel a deep sense of despair, desperation and entrapment. I quickly realized that is what these poor people are constantly feeling it as it is not my basic feelings now. I have no current ties there, family or even places, no desire to go back and visit. But compassion for them is there. So glad to know I am not alone thinking as such. My friends also report the same fatigue at times. I've learned to take a "spiritual vacation". it does help.
Some days I say... that's it, these people do not deserve what I do and I do lots that I don't talk about. But then I take a breather and say... what would happen if all took that attitude? Waking up is not easy when you see others do things you know are counterproductive. I sometimes want to take that old 2X4 and part their hair with it... but all need to do this at their own pace but the time has run out. In fact, it is past time. So there is a sense of urgency here at play. I do run out of steam, sometimes feel unappreciated, etc. But they are going to the crapper on their own choice not on mine. I can tell you that the level of compassion from up high is astounding. If they can do it, why can't I? I would rather be in service-to-others any day.
I think its time for us all to ask and research our true identity. As we travel over this well traveled road we call life, that might change. But each time we hope to move forward,experience and learn more. Roles change over time and it all leads towards the same goal. As an awakened empath, I wish I would have known more and awoken much earlier in life. But things have happened at its own pace and timing. At this moment I see myself as a type of Warrior on the Etheric doing some amazing things I would have not thought possible a year ago. The energies in me say "you must fight for and protect others because you can". That is a tall order and not for everyone. You must be willing to go to the sewers and wade in the muck and come out smelling like roses... face creatures and energies that would make most faint and easily overcome them. Now don't get me wrong, I am far from perfect and have my share of mistakes but I keep trying to be better. Some call themselves Light Warriors, Light Workers, etc. Everyone has a role to play. I don't think it could have happened without some empathic superpowers and being here LOL. I just recently became aware of my true identity. I was a bit surprised but it all makes sense now. I would like to ask of you, my fellow empaths, the same question. Who are you really? You would be surprised at to how much you already know. I already know of some fellow warriors, some I've met here, and we have been on joint outings and rescues. It matters not if you are old or young, weak or strong or even sick and feeble. We are only a fraction here of our true selves as it would never fit in a human body. So if this subject interests you, please give us your thoughts and maybe a few stories. Thanks for your inputs ahead of time.
cat-whisperer, when I look at that prison, I detect black swirling smoke much like that one shown in the Harry Potter movies. I suppose prisons are full of negative energy. So it may have been a place to practice your shielding. Personally, I would stay away from places like that. Hope all is well.
Just an aside and relevant to the discussion here... In Dolores Cannon's Keepers of the Garden, that alien and council of arrogant creatures (just to be nice) really pissed me off. When I was letting them have it, at that moment the power went off as a message to me. Like I would be detracted...LOL. I still let them have it for their arrogance. No benign force would force itself on anyone like that. Free Will MUST be respected and enforced! or suffer the consequences and its universal. Michael says to give them a chance, fine but if they become violent, then they forfeit that chance. She (Dolores) had a soft spot for these creatures but I don't. I know better and so does Cat from personal experience. You all have no clue. No apparition EVER shows up in darkness and hide like that. If your Free Will is not respected, then they are malignant and send them packing. Many of these meddling creatures have been powdered when they threaten and are dealt with. There is just too much at stake here to be playing games. Sorry for the strong stuff but this is also a message.
Good to hear from you Cat. Looked for it and closed it. Also set up a shield powered by your good thoughts to cover your house. Hope all is better. Call if you need anything. Busy with other stuff that needs doing not too much time for EC and then the storms hit... figure. Michael said no nuclear war was going to be allowed, so I suppose that is a good message.
People just do not know the perils of opening portals. Things do get through and if you saw them, you would have night mares, that is how ugly they are. not all portals opened do this and must be perfectly round to prevent this sort of thing from happening. I would just stay away if you do not know what you are doing. Sometime they can remain open for about 100 years or so. I have closed one just like that and them buggers keep opening it up. Last I checked it was closed for good. The basic rule is if you can't handle or know how to handle what comes through, run away for your life. DO NOT DO IT.
I actually powdered 2 white ones, a bunch of brown ones with the big round eyes and one that looked like a weird dinosaur all black. It easy to do and your dagger and sword can handle them easily. But I would not go looking for them. Most of the brown ones were attached to people. The white ones came looking for me and the bugger got through one level of shields. So I use concentric ones now as well as vortexes. There is maybe 10% of them in 3D the rest are low 4D and must use meat-suits to operate here. Use what ever works. But I think you are up to the task.
Oh for all here, prayer is not enough on these critters as it is passive. You need the big guns for them so unless you have that, leave it to others. I speak from extensive experience. I know this is what is taught in churches but it really is not enough. They can easily deflect any prayer. I would recommend that you call on Archangel Michael or one of his angels to assist.
Wow Cat, so glad you are doing well, me so so but surviving. Good to hear that you powdered it and you can and have the tools and authority to do it. I would as last time I powdered a white royal reptilian which was easy BTW, Michael said "even they deserve a chance". So much like him. But I have changed my ways to not unconditionally powder them like before when I encountered them, but to give them a chance. Ask them to leave first, if they attack or return, then powder. If you ever need any assistance, contact me on the higher planes and I will respond.
I just got this on my feed from satellites that watch the sun. There has been detected a huge charged proton wave headed our way. Its due to hit on 3/20/2017. No one knows what is following that but I pick-up high energy Gama Rays. Here is the feed. As in the Hitch Hicker's Guide to the Galaxy: DON"T PANIC
Sure I AM Sick of it as we all are but since we are all on this roller coaster ride... hold on to your butts as its going to get even more intense starting on 3/20/2017. Simply put, its all the Karma that you must jettison NOW! I can't stress that enough. If you are going to stay on the cart or fall off is entirely up to you. There are no good or bad answers here just a choice. So do your karma clearing thing NOW and hold on to the handrail for your dear life. Just consider the fact that you are lucky enough to be given a chance to right it. Imagine those poor enough that the opportunity is not even there... THINK!
People are getting hammered with their old karma now at full speed. Its due to the Shift in frequency that is happening. I'm told and I do not like it, that we learn the most and fastest under stress. It sucks but then we did create it ourselves. Best thing to do is to dump Karma as fast as possible. I just send it in a huge pile over to Source with apologies for repolarization. There are many ways. That one works for me and its fast.
Thanks Hop-daddy. I've been busy with life and going through a rough spot at the end of the year. Plus I've been working like 30 miles from my home. A bit rough but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. I did not have lots of free time as I did before. There has been a lot of changes with the surprise election and the drama after it...LOL. But the message I can offer all here is to be ready as the time is now for the Shift to be fulfilled. Expect many surprises in the very near future. Stay grounded and crystals help a lot. Actually I bought another small Vogel about 1.5 inches. Unusual in the cut of 7-14-7 facets. Never seen one like that and I know Marcel experimented with 3-3-3 but instead of straight facets, they were curved. The 7-14-7 is an etheric mystical number and the crystal works at the etheric level instead of the 4-4-4 at the physical level. I got to use them on myself and the reason I got them and I did not know at the time... LOL. The Vogels are different in that they are charged for a purpose. The articles by Marcel give those directions. Natural stones are wonderful and each are unique but Marcel being a scientist wanted repeatability of results and thus the Vogel cut crystals. If you are interested in one I recommend the ones cut by Ray Pinto from Brazil. His brother worked as a cutter for Marcel and he taught Ray. Not as expensive as the other 5 original Marcel cutters. Ray's crystals are usually 6-12-6 or a combination of the same. Lately, I've been using Lemurian seeds and one of them is a natural wand on a necklace.
Sounds to me you are just having Shift symptoms. Just passing some info. I'm not asking you to believe.https://higherdensity.wordpress.com/2017/03/04/archangel-michael-the-golden-age-has-come-via-michael-love-3-3-17/
Just walking in the door is like a shock to the system.
I have a good crystal shop about 20 miles away. They don't always have what I'm looking for. I usually check ebay. but beware of china crystals. The Chinese are known for great fakery. I also use a pendulum to dowse the screen image. This has not failed me yet. I have gotten good results by going to the mine directly and ordering from them. It just depends what you are looking for and your price range. A Genuine Vogel cut by one of Marcel's students can set you back $800 for a small one. Some of the ones from Brazil by Ray Pinto are good enough and he learned it from his brother who worked for marcel are more reasonable. There are sites that will sell bulk crystals. Just beware and arse descriptions carefully a Larimar colored stone is china died quartz. Looks pretty but its fake Larimar. Larimar is also very expensive. I would buy from the miners at Santo Domingo directly.
I also felt he'd died back when he had the cancer. Do you think Raul is any better of a man though? He seems quieter, but quiet can be deadly. I would think the lifting of the embargo will change many things, some for the better, some not.
In many ways Raul is worse as he is a cold blooded killer. Fidel was the Ideas man, Raul the enforcer. The embargo is just for show. What is happening is the uncovering of the lies before we can move forward.
Today I woke up to this news. My first impression was mehhh... so what. I will now tell of many pieces of info from over the years by those empaths in my family and some who were outside of it. I was born on that island and came over to the USA very young in 67. I remember one night (he worked at night away from the light of the sun) we were summoned by him and our lives were in the balance. Michael was with us that day as he let us go and were allowed to leave the island.
That man started out with good intentions. He was not all bad and even he actually had light. He was opposing the cabal who is in control of the USA. The cabal is so evil in nature that make him look like a punk. So he turned to the dark instead as mechanism to do so. So started his descent into the pits of hell. Many lost their lives were murder and jailed. Many families were split and destroyed. His reign of terror lasted many years, longer than other despots. Here is more emphatic info. He was one miserable man. He was deeply troubled and had no peace. He regretted what he did but could not stop it. He died many years ago and what we saw in the news was not him. Could be a clone or one of his many doubles. The rest is due to Karmic conditions that needed balancing. So they announced today of his death because they think it safe to do so.
The energies of this shift are unstoppable and awesome. BRING IT ON! This is the time of uncovering many things that were hidden. Expect more things like this to be uncovered. I was told by a crystal clear empath that he was dead. I knew that already. I was also told that he was trying to make amends and wanted to work with me. Of course I turned him down. I want nothing to do with such a creature and his energies. I also recognize of a link there, one in which I do not desire, need or care for. I officially sever such a link. So he is at the mercy of Source and the Universe and whether he survives his judgement or not is none of my concern nor do I care. I am at peace with this.
So, its time to observe and see how the world reacts to this news. Our job is just to watch. I wish all of you, my fellow empaths a wonderful day.
Thank you , this Nation is in a heap of hurt now. Trump had a Thanksgiving message and it felt contrived and forced. He looked pained. But he is not the important problem, its Standing Rock. The militarized police is trampling over people without consequence. That is criminal but people are waking up to the cabal and their abuses. Healing is sorely needed now. people have been psychically damaged by these elections and that is what needs healing. I so chose to issue healing energies to all of the Nation that so needs it.
I did not share your cloaked observer vision of destruction, but I had a dream from a future life many years ago. It was AWFUL. I got that the year was 2326, and I'd been sent here with a very small expedition of 5 descendants of those who'd made it off planet in time, to see if earth was habitable yet. It was not. The planet was nothing but empty, dead turquoise seas and dead sand dunes. I got the feeling of nuclear annihilation as the cause. Worse, those of us who had survived had become cruel and hard, and women were treated like things. Ever since, I've prayed that was an alternate timeline that might not have to happen.
Lots of people specially light workers and most are empaths are under duress conditions. that means that most are under lots of pressure but its OK. that is our job. Just know that you need to take care of yourselves first.
All, I did find more info on how Marcel measured his crystals. He used a device called the Omega 5. He developed it from the Omega 1. Here is a link to those that may be interested. http://www.vogelcrystals.net/legacy_of_marcel_vogel.htm
One other thing is that he set the general programming to the crystal and then on top of it he added "flavors" using colored slides, etc or other intentions more tuned to the use he was going to proceed with. The more I find about this the more I am amazed he was able to do this.
One thing to consider about cut crystals that Marcel did is that the work was tuned and for a purpose. He could not use natural crystals for that. I have a Vogel that was changed internally by the charge. So anyone is free to do what they feel is right for them. He used a crystal to change bad wine to good and even light a light bulb. He also said that a magnetic bulk eraser would clear just as good. one other type of charge is along the C line. He said only the person who did that could erase it. That kind of made it permanent and all true Vogels have a special programming that marcel insisted on to only allow the crystal to be used for a good purpose. Such crystals will shatter otherwise. I don't always agree with everything he said but he was able to measure it measure it. Marcel was a scientist's scientists and he interfaced that way.
, I was not going to post for a while here for reasons that I will not go into but since coming across this last night, I thought it beneficial since many are interested in crystals. Marcel Vogel was a IBM scientist that was able to measure the charge that a quartz crystal can have. Here he is Marcel Vogel. He dealt with specific specially cut crystals. I obtained one of these yesterday Its about 2.5 inches and is 24 sides cut. His methods were based on scientific observations not heresay, etc. I was surprised on his observations on clearing a crystal. He said the only sure fire way to clear all information was with the breath and intention of the user. Or a machine designed to erase magnetic media. He said saging and other ways only clears the superficial charge and leaves the internal ones alone, insufficient. He also said that once charged by one person, is hard to have another person clear it other than by breath. Here is a long article about this very interesting subject. about crystals Enjoy.
yes, but the breath work cleansing really is just intention work too, same as smudging....Why would the breath cleansing work work better than smudging? I actually just pray for my crystals to be cleansed regularly - and that seems to work too! (also use music, thunderstorm recordings, singing bowls, etc, etc) I think with any spiritual work it comes down to what one believes. 'Intention follows thought', and 'self-fulfilling prophecy' ..... - or does/ did he have a machine that can measure if a crystal has negative energy, and then measure if it has been cleansed properly???? Sure I breath a lot too when doing energy work, it happens naturally - but not always, and I do not belief that there is less happening during flat breathing energy work, than during deep breathing energy work.....
Marcel was able to measure the effectiveness of the process. He said smudging did work for external charges not internal and then measured it.
Here it is....got a little of everything on there....wood, cedar, copper, selenite, moldavite, labradorite, rhodochrosite, clear quartz, and rose quartz, lol. Set with clear quartz on north & south points.
Don't laugh...its my first one
Are those dowsing rods? I will tell you that at the temples in Atlantis they mixed crystals with herbs for therapeutic reasons. So you are tuned in.
Thanks for the article. I enjoyed it. I love when science intersects with spirituality.
I'm curious if you notice anything different or better with your new Vogel crystal?
, OK here is what I can report so far. This is the vogel I was talking about and just ordered another one. The square one is mainly to be used to heal the physical body. So I cleared it and charged it based on the instructions of Mr Vogle and watched. I held it on my receiving hand and started to feel a tingling. So I took it to a friend and asked her to hold it. She reported it was pulsing. Then I held it all night while sleeping this morning some of the few internal inclusions that looked like fibers had changed into what looks like sheets along a plane. So the crystal was changed internally by the charge. Here is a pic of the other one I ordered. I then started to think that charging a crystal uses my energy. Not good as I do not want to be drained period. Its mine. So then I hit on why not use it to link to Reiki energy as that I know to be limitless. So I call my Reiki Master and she agreed it can be done. Now the only thing to figure out is how to do this as I do not know of anyone that has done this. All the clues I have is to use the reiki symbols and leave the connection open. So That is my next experiment. I have another experiment going that involves recharging another smaller one over 2-3 miles distance. I'll be reporting if you all wanna know.
Not to steer this away from vortex talk but the only other Gateway that I'm aware of was found at the end of nightmare hall at the bottom of the Dulce New Mexico underground base. That was also closed not by me but someone else. At this moment I would advise to skirt any UFO activity just to be safe. There is some funky activity going on at CERN right now. Keep watching. People have taken pictures that are just mind boggling. Another hot spot to watch is Antarctica. Lots going on there now.
Some people are just plain idiots. Us empaths are getting beat up side-de-head! It hurts. Sorry to hear this is happening. Just think they are just service-to-self and you are service-to-others. The time will come when they will be weeping and gnashing of their teeth. You can't save stupid, just let the Universe handle it and concentrate on yourself for now to get over this hump. Can't help others if your base is all messed up.
I haven't worked in a couple of years now but when I did I worked in quality control but I was actually the quality /psychologist/nurse/peace keeper/mother. Lol. I worked 3rd shift for 20 years in quality because I don't sleep much anyway. When I stepped though the door at night people would start calling my name. The 2nd shift seem they could not leave without filling me in on their day then 3 Rd could not get started without my help. . I knew way to much stuff about the people I worked with. I knew who's kids were sick and he was cheating on who. I knew all of this without asking. I was like a priest in a confession booth. It was way to overwhelming for me for years. To tell you the truth I don't know how I survived. So much hurt and struggling. This people that worked on the floor did not get paid for their worth and the day to day struggle was real. I felt ever bit of it. What got me though it , I think, is my high vibration I put off. But it seemed to attract more people. They would get in trouble for being in my office.
The all new I was all about love and they needed to feel that. They worked so hard try to make ends met.
I often cried on my way home in the mornings due to all the emotions I took in.
I would ground myself and pray so hard for them some peace.
I then receive custody of my little granddaughter and to meet her needs I quit me job. I missed it so much but I have a three year old that has more energy than a shift of people. Lol.
I just don't know how to cut it off completely because , in some ways , I don't won't to cut it off because I love people so much and I want to help.
I meditate daily and I pray a lot.
I'm pretty much introverted now and I love it but I do miss people sometimes. But I needed the rest. Lol.
I've hiked through Bell Rock many times before. And I not only felt that the place was very special, but I had a sense that aliens had been there before. And I felt this before I ever heard that this was a big UFO area. I'm just curious about everyone's thoughts on that. And what do you think makes Sedona so extra special with amazingly strong vortex's? The scientist in me keeps wondering, why did Sedona end up being so amazing?
. I say if you are neing drawn there then you need to go whether vortex related or not. was drawn there and the most amazing experience and is going back. you need to go to I have no idea what to expect but I have been there once before. It was AMAZING....I am so glad I did a search on this because the fact that so many of us have been drawn there the more amazing that is!
Thanks for the article. I enjoyed it. I love when science intersects with spirituality.
I'm curious if you notice anything different or better with your new Vogel crystal?
Can you tell I'm an engineer? I just also love it when things happen that way as I tend to stay away from hocus-pocus stuff. Magic is really science that we do not understand.
There are other vortex in the United states, just not as big and many in one area like Sedona. I Googled and couldn't find any in my area.
Yes but those are known and reported ones. I know of a lady in Miami that has one in her front yard. She put a buddha statue at the center to mark it and I think other than her husband, I'm the other person that knows. I know of another lady in northern florida that has a large farm and noticed an area that her animals would skirt. It was another vortex but related to an ET landing. She found another one 1/2 in and out of one of her barns and that one was related to Indians and their ceremonies. A vortex also contains a memory of the event. Energy does not move in a straight line but in spirals.
Dowsing is a field circuit that requires a human to operate. Response is measured by a change in intensities. take 2 pieces of 12 gauge wire os close to it bend the ends into an L shape (wire hanger). Take 2 bic ball point pens and take the innards out put the smaller L segment through and that becomes your handle. Then have some fun.
I would start by dowsing my property and note the changes. triangulate that way until the vortex is found and then mark it. Its that simple and plain fun. The next part is abit more difficult as it involves reading the record but that is another skill that us empaths have.
Sedona has some nice natural vortex. Some are made by ET activity in the area and are ancient. You can sometimes learn how to create them. Its not that hard. I learned when I wanted to go there but could not. Now my son the grouch, can see vortex energy, I can't. I just feel them. I know how to close portals and do not try to open any. Now, Gateways require immense energy to open and keep open and out of my reach. My sister lives close to the Miami Circle (google it). We found an ancient vortex in her back yard that had a being in it that looked like one of those Egyptian gods with a bird head. Also further south is Coral Castle another major vortex. These things are all over the place. Look in your area, I'm sure there are some.
I know there are other vortexes besides arizona that is as much I know.
how can you see vortex energy and can you see it anywhere?
what do you mean by close portals and try to open any.
what do you mean by Gateways?
Vortexes are pretty common. You can dowse for them using dowsing rods. When ever I do this I mark with rocks. I could see a vortex once but in my mind's eye. It spun one way, then the other and then it turned into a pillar of white light. My son can see them with his eyes open as a shimmering effect he says. A portal is like a doorway between realities small things can and do get through and the reason why I close them. A portal is one step above a vortex. A gateway are huge 2 way doorways and I've only seen then on the sun. A satellite pic of one on the sun, the huge triangle. There are pics of squares and rectangles, all geometric shapes on the sun?. Look up SOHO satellite pics from NASA. This is another pic of a portal that a guy took while walking his dog. He found it after he was blowing up the pic, I think its the only one in existence and rather physical in nature. I have never encountered one so big. These are extra ordinary pics. I will not mess with a portal other than closing it nor do I know how to make one. I hope no one gets scared. The ISS space station feeds are picking up more portals lately. Like I said I can mostly just feel them. This is also very fascinating to me. The Sedona vortexes are well documented and people go there all the time to experience them. But I have a feeling these are different manifestations of the same thing as Sedona's vortexes are not visible like these are. I have seen pictures of those vortexes that have trees growing in them and are twisted into spiral shapes. So that energy can affect growing organisms. Maybe we can wait for 's report on that adventure.
I live about 2 hours south of Sedona in Phoenix. I can personally attest to Sedona being very special. I hiked through there many times before I was aware I was an empath and remember feeling electric and really alive. This post got me motivated to go visit there again. Any tips on where to go in Sedona to nest experience the vortex? I have a pretty good idea but wanted to make sure that I'm not missing anything.
Ugh that is painful to see. Its something that was dumped in the river.