I had two kind of weird deja vu things happen today. I think they are good signs because they feel good and were followed by good feelings, but I don't exactly know what they mean. I think I will know in time.
First, I was googling Lexington, KY where I lived when I was a little girl. I sometimes imagine I get to move back. I kind of want to in real life because it is so beautiful, but I moved away when I was eight, so I don't know if it's a place that would fit me or not in a practical real life sense. Plus, I lived on the University campus for my last few years there, and living at a University is different than living in the rest of a town. Lexington is kind of my subconscious's symbol for home and peace and beauty and feeling that sense of relaxed belonging and filling up, like everything I want.
When I was googling it, I saw a picture of a B&B that shocked me. It was the exact building that was in a dream I had a few months ago. I won't go into it here, but in the dream it was a symbol for my new life away from my religion and old ways of thought. It was beautiful and bright and golden and when I tried to fit elements of my old life in it, it didn't fit at all, in fact, those old elements looked pretty absurd. I looked at the website and even the grounds were the exact grounds from my dream. I thought that was really weird.
Then later, I was on Pinterest scrolling down and looking at everything, when I saw a group of pins that shocked me like the photo of the B&B. It was random, just a painting of a city in the rain and a group of little hand carved heart stamps, but I KNEW I'd seen that grouping before. I suddenly had the feeling of my symbolic Kentucky wash over me for some reason. I asked my inner self if I really had seen this before and the answer was no. It said basically that I was given this before subconsciously as a sign that when I see it, I will know I'm about to go back to my home and am on the threshold of getting what I've wanted all these years. I was told to write down that the deja vu happened and the one earlier today, so I did.
I have been feeling like something good is about to happen lately, but I don't know what it is. I still don't know what it is, but that was kind of a weird and interesting confirmation. I'm going to try and send good energy out and make sure I am ready for whatever it is.
updated by @sarah: 01/29/17 08:21:15PM