Forum Activity for @realfaction

RealFaction
@realfaction
10/07/14 01:33:58PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Following my gut ended up hurting me the past week and I'm scared to go through this, it makes me want to shut my heart off to her and a lot of others...I don't like that, but I'm tired of sticking my neck out doing more than most people realize just to reach out to her, but she's changed...she's fake now. I question if she even loves me but apparently everyone says so...she really has a funny way of not showing it. Who knows....

RealFaction
@realfaction
10/07/14 01:32:31PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Yeah...it's a hard thing right now but I'll try my best I guess. Thanks.

RealFaction
@realfaction
10/07/14 01:32:04PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

I've tried that for a long time and it didn't used to bother me, I just guess this is a sensitive emotion i have with her, and well it's fading finally because I don't respect who she is right now compared to who she used to be. I don't really have a choice but to not look but at the same time a lot of my energy has left now and that's what I use for inspiration and my music, would be cool if I could find a good woman to replenish that...love is what fuels my music to be better than it used to be. Thank you.

RealFaction
@realfaction
10/07/14 01:30:30PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

I've just been wondering about that, it just really hurts, she's fake now and a liar...not who she used to be. She's not even a good friend anymore now so I've learned. Who knows...maybe she'll change..no idea, but for now, I'm just upset with her and don't want to talk to her. Not sure about the future.

RealFaction
@realfaction
10/06/14 11:34:12PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

What she did was not something I can respect, she could at least be honest, or just stop leading me on like a liar. I hate liars.

RealFaction
@realfaction
10/06/14 10:49:16PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

thanks. I'm not even waiting a few months for it, it just has to happen sooner...I hope. Without my music being inspired, im doomed, my career is starting to progress, and i feel i want that love, i've waited long enough. No way am i waiting 20 years. Thanks, i am just lost on love all i know is music at the moment. I've worked on a lot of me over the years being single for 3 years, I feel like I'm doing better, but this woman seriously hurt me.

RealFaction
@realfaction
10/06/14 10:36:42PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

thanks, I just gotta figure out how to carry my life, i'm weaker now. I lost my inspiration, even though my new album is due next month, my new single is on Itunes now, music video coming tomorrow. Search Itunes for Real Faction...into the sun is the single name...the song is about her.

RealFaction
@realfaction
10/06/14 10:35:20PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

thanks... -hugs-. I mean she gave me a lot of energy. It just feels like im aching for more...aching for that love again....i felt alive. :( I'll try my best but this is going to be a hard period for me. Maybe it was something that should have happened but she's in too deep to allow herself to pursue me...idk

RealFaction
@realfaction
10/06/14 09:26:29PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Thanks, just a voice inside me kept saying not to give up on her and kept feeling tugging, strongly connected to her and such. Also, you're right. Thanks. If anyone else has other insight on this I'd appreciate it.

RealFaction
@realfaction
10/06/14 09:14:22PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Howdy, been a while. I guess I've got a question for you all, as my heart feels lost.

For 5 years i've been told by many psychics and empaths to not give up on this woman, that she loves me, but how is it that when i tell her to meet me in person to tell her something, she says she would contact me when she has free time, yet she isn't honest with me? It's been a while, and she's seen plenty of friends, so she's been blowing me off, seems she doesn't really care, but yet she's read paragraphs of things i've written. Something doesn't add up.

I know it is that special connection, it's only with her, i can feel what she feels, and yet, I don't know why we aren't together, why she's being the way she is. She's an Empath too. I'm questioning my guidance, because it seems that with everything else, my heart and gut feelings are dead on, but when it comes to this kind of love, well....I keep getting heartbroke and seems this isn't what I thought it was.

Needless to say, considering she was my inspiration for music and I get a lot of energy from her...the connection is broken now, and I feel drained, and uninspired. This is bad for my career and business. So now the question is, how do I know when my heart is right about love? I'm scared to trust it anymore :(. I honestly need love for inspiration and to have that spark in my life to keep me going, then I'm myself. It's my balance. It's been a few years since I've dated anyone, but want to get back into it, and actually find the right person...obviously that connection seems to mean nothing now.

Any ideas? Any help is appreciated. Missed you guys.


updated by @realfaction: 03/20/17 03:16:03AM
RealFaction
@realfaction
09/13/14 12:28:52PM
162 posts

Energy "Jolts"?


Empath

Also, today i've become very emotional and unstable...is the a part of the awakening process? Something feels different, like its been building. I'm seeing "energy circuits" in my house on the walls now and is very illuminant...is that a part of it? I hear chirping (not birds, sounds more like insects or something else in the ground).

RealFaction
@realfaction
09/13/14 12:21:47PM
162 posts

Energy "Jolts"?


Empath

that makes sense.

RealFaction
@realfaction
09/13/14 12:21:29PM
162 posts

Energy "Jolts"?


Empath

That's the kind of power i need to get to where i want to be...definitely looking more into this, thanks!

RealFaction
@realfaction
09/13/14 10:23:26AM
162 posts

Energy "Jolts"?


Empath

I see. I'm sure when it's time I'll meet with that right healer if I don't know them already. I'm more than just an Empath eh? Interesting...so i've read this energy you mentioned, it is rare to see. I guess my next step is to just meditate more than I am and research and find a healer.

RealFaction
@realfaction
09/13/14 09:25:18AM
162 posts

Energy "Jolts"?


Empath

Wow! Thank you! That helps a lot :) mainly it feels like it's in my chest, may be my solar plexus, and my arms. I started seeing visions back in May of this year but it's rare, I only tell the future when I get a vibe to otherwise it's dangerous and drains my energy. I've been wondering what to do next and this tells me something! I'm an Empath but with beginning lesser psychic abilities, I want to brush up on that, and what you've mentioned. I'll research it, thanks!

RealFaction
@realfaction
09/11/14 05:33:47PM
162 posts

Energy "Jolts"?


Empath

Perhaps. My friend said she was sending me energy so that may be the cause of the jolts i've been experiencing. Thanks everyone.

RealFaction
@realfaction
09/11/14 05:07:16PM
162 posts

Energy "Jolts"?


Empath

I told her about them a few months ago I did say she was one and she does know I'm one but not sure how much of that she took to heart she's a busy woman and don't know if she started studying it or not, but she's changed that much i know for sure i've felt her energy get stronger, so maybe. She's taking up psychology so that'll also probably help her understand herself more in a way.

RealFaction
@realfaction
09/11/14 08:07:34AM
162 posts

Energy "Jolts"?


Empath

I'm not sure myself. I've known about this stuff for about 4 years, but as I mentioned, i am connected to a woman I've been in love with, so I'm wondering if it's her experience change or growing. She's an Empath but unaware of it, but lately the past month, I've felt her grow in her energy so she may have somehow become aware. Maybe it's her becoming more aware.

RealFaction
@realfaction
09/11/14 07:45:31AM
162 posts

Energy "Jolts"?


Empath

I dont know about that. I'll consider that but I'm unsure.

RealFaction
@realfaction
09/11/14 07:45:12AM
162 posts

Energy "Jolts"?


Empath

Cool. It doesn't happen when I meditate but just like at random when I'm at home or at work.

RealFaction
@realfaction
09/11/14 07:41:01AM
162 posts

Energy "Jolts"?


Empath

It's a mystery to me, no one seems to know what's causing it. Some people say it's this phase we're in but I don't know about that.

RealFaction
@realfaction
09/11/14 07:26:25AM
162 posts

Energy "Jolts"?


Empath

It's like I get surges of energy at random and my body kinda contracts somewhat whenever i get the jolts like the feeling of getting scared like I jump sometimes as if someone started me, but sometimes it's only a little bit. It feels like lots of energy surges through my body when it happens almost like being electrocuted.

RealFaction
@realfaction
09/10/14 07:24:46PM
162 posts

Energy "Jolts"?


Empath

(any help is appreciated)

RealFaction
@realfaction
09/10/14 02:07:00AM
162 posts

Energy "Jolts"?


Empath

As of late, I've been feeling jolts of spirit energy, and I jump as if i got scared or shocked or something, and when this happens, I feel a lot of energy coming to me, loving energy. I think it's related to the connection i have with the woman I've been in love with and have had that "one of a kind" connection to. She's an Empath but unaware of it. Is that related, or is it something else? What is causing this? It's becoming stronger, and some days I feel it all day, and other days, just a few times.


updated by @realfaction: 04/04/17 11:17:07AM
RealFaction
@realfaction
07/21/14 12:01:30AM
162 posts

Intensity (Urge to Post)


Empath

um how is this helpful? :/

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/20/14 08:58:19PM
162 posts

Intensity (Urge to Post)


Empath

Thanks guys, also make note, it felt kind've like a prompt to reach out to them, so I did, and things have calmed down some but no response yet. If anyone can read me and this still, let me know.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/20/14 07:47:14PM
162 posts

Intensity (Urge to Post)


Empath

I felt the urge to post because of this sudden strong grip that's overwhelming me now. Someone I know is crying hard right now, but it's never been this this emotionally painful when I feel someone else's pain, I'm trying my hardest not to be really angry and sad, I think i know who it is, but this is the strongest it's ever been. I can feel them crying hard but I can't focus on it because it's stressing me out, I'm trying so hard to calm down :(. I'm scared....help? I think I'm supposed to get insight on this because this feels important if someone can read me asap. This has been happening for hours and has affected me at work. I've felt terrible. I think it's the woman I'm connected to, something really bad has happened, that's all I know.

If someone can read me and tell me what exactly is going on with them, and what i'm supposed to do, that would be great. Thanks.


updated by @realfaction: 06/12/17 10:50:47PM
RealFaction
@realfaction
07/17/14 10:43:37AM
162 posts

My Friend Needs Help


Empath

i believe it, thanks.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/16/14 10:19:24PM
162 posts

My Friend Needs Help


Empath

Thanks. She might write a post tomorrow she said, hopefully she will.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/16/14 07:49:23PM
162 posts

My Friend Needs Help


Empath

Thanks. Mainly im just looking for someone to help my friend who's familiar with Physical Empath abilities and has such high wisdom on that. She's signing up for the site finally but it would be good if someone replied here too.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/16/14 04:52:51AM
162 posts

My Friend Needs Help


Empath

Ah ok thanks. Things are okay now, I'm still learning more as I go. Knowledge helps. I'm trying to reflect more love and positivity.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/15/14 11:52:42PM
162 posts

My Friend Needs Help


Empath

What do you mean Hammer?

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/15/14 06:27:05PM
162 posts

My Friend Needs Help


Empath

i tried but she said she needs someone from here to communicate on Skype. I'll keep trying though.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/15/14 05:55:19PM
162 posts

My Friend Needs Help


Empath

thanks, ill post there, but i can't seem to get her to post here so this is the only way.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/15/14 04:37:32PM
162 posts

My Friend Needs Help


Empath

First post that's not about me for a change. I have a friend who is a physical empath with psychic abilities. She wants to find a mentor to help her hone her abilities and understand more on what she is and how she can improve, someone who understands her enough to teach her. I have helped her to an extent but alas, I'm not as understanding of physical empaths or such.


I told her to sign up here but she's reclusive as she's mentioned and isn't one to leave messages on a site, so if anyone thinks they can help, i can give you her skype contact information and maybe you can contact her there? It would be appreciated, I told her I would make a post for her.

In other words, this is a calling to a certain someone. I have no idea who, but someone was meant to fill these shoes in this woman's life, to take time to help her. If you feel that calling, please respond to this.


updated by @realfaction: 02/05/17 07:07:07AM
RealFaction
@realfaction
07/14/14 11:34:19AM
162 posts

I Feel Misguided


Empath

I see. Thanks. I'll try to stay calm.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/14/14 11:34:03AM
162 posts

I Feel Misguided


Empath

Thanks. I see what you mean. It sucks, but I understand.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/14/14 01:03:27AM
162 posts

I Feel Misguided


Empath

Thanks, perhaps you are right.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/13/14 10:46:56PM
162 posts

I Feel Misguided


Empath

Thanks guys for the advice. Childhood trauma definitely is a part of it growing up with verbal abuse. But another part is I feel love is an important part of my life and without being in good company after some weeks i get lonely and sad. I'll try to work on it, i really don't want it to destroy me, i just miss a lot of people.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/13/14 12:12:08AM
162 posts

I Feel Misguided


Empath

Been a while since I've been around, sorry! I've been caught up in life's work. However, lately I've found myself to be in quite a predicament.

For a while, I've felt jealous of my friend who has been surrounded by friends and they want to hang out with him and like his facebook posts and support his music. For some reason, people see my negative posts over my positive posts (most of the stuff i post) and don't want to be around me anymore even though they don't say it, i've noticed for months i rarely see my friends anymore but they hang out with other people. It very much hurts me and I've felt very sad and lonely. I feel love is an essential part of my life, there are many people I miss.

Sometimes I have breakdowns, these panic episodes where i get dramatic and scare people away because of my bitterness when really im misunderstood. I'm just hurt and lonely. I want what my other friends have, that's all :(. I just am sick of being alone all the time outside of work. I miss my friends. A simple problem with a simple fix and yet it's hard. In this area of my life i feel confused and misguided. Help?

This IS an empath problem, I'm just trying to figure out how? Meaning, theres something you're all aware of that I'm not, but I know it's related somehow. Just going to take that right person to point it out. What should I do? I kind've freaked out online and well basically said this:

"I'm starting to lose faith in myself as a person. I might as well be more of a hermit than I already am. v_v i envy someone. I got issues, blah blah. I know. Just ignore this, carry on. Sometimes, I wish I was normal and had a normal happy life like anyone else. Sometimes I really hate myself, certain things. I'm alone for a reason, not like that's ever going to change."

Sadly, this is the truth. I don't like it, but I have been losing faith in some areas of myself, not everything though. I just feel people will forget me and move on if they havent already. I'm probably being unrealistic and dramatic, I hate that about myself and I hate being sensitive. I know it's becuase I'm an Empath. I apologize for this negativity, I'm just not myself right now. Help?


updated by @realfaction: 01/31/17 11:43:59PM
RealFaction
@realfaction
07/07/14 05:00:04PM
162 posts



Yeah not sure. All I know is i feel really tired today trying to figure out how to get some energy back.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/07/14 04:32:15PM
162 posts



what kind of changes can be noticed? Everything looks the same to me here. I just feel different is all. What exactly is supposed to happen?

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/07/14 03:44:16PM
162 posts



Holy crap...yes! I was wondering why I felt off today, as if I couldn't focus. I thought maybe it was the cloudy day here but Idk I've felt so unmotivated and zapped.


updated by @realfaction: 02/23/17 04:17:00AM
RealFaction
@realfaction
07/04/14 11:11:16AM
162 posts

Emergency, please help!


Empath

Judging by the look of the contents I think it would take more than that, thank you though. I think the prednisone is helping.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/04/14 11:10:43AM
162 posts

Emergency, please help!


Empath

Thanks usually the steroid stuff works though, been on this stuff before.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/03/14 08:39:24PM
162 posts

Emergency, please help!


Empath

Dear everyone, I also found out that it's inflammation from the recent rainstorm that was unusually humid and heavy, usually im fine during the rain storms. So I'm on prednisone, a low dose, it's minor, i'll be fine soon. My energy is back, thank you.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/03/14 11:29:41AM
162 posts

Emergency, please help!


Empath

thanks! Feeling better now.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/03/14 11:29:37AM
162 posts

Emergency, please help!


Empath

thanks! Feeling better now.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/03/14 11:29:27AM
162 posts

Emergency, please help!


Empath

I'll think about it, I'll try to figure out how to connect to the source. Thanks. Usually when I receive energy I don't get all of people's crap, I just get the energy. Thanks, I'm still learning. Unfortunately had to learn this the hard way. I'm okay now.

RealFaction
@realfaction
07/02/14 09:57:38PM
162 posts

Emergency, please help!


Empath

Thank you! I am starting to feel better :) i believe you and the others have helped, im still a little weak but i think i can handle it from here on but more energy will help whoever can give it. Thanks!

 
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