Listening to My Heart/Confusion
Howdy, been a while. I guess I've got a question for you all, as my heart feels lost.
For 5 years i've been told by many psychics and empaths to not give up on this woman, that she loves me, but how is it that when i tell her to meet me in person to tell her something, she says she would contact me when she has free time, yet she isn't honest with me? It's been a while, and she's seen plenty of friends, so she's been blowing me off, seems she doesn't really care, but yet she's read paragraphs of things i've written. Something doesn't add up.
I know it is that special connection, it's only with her, i can feel what she feels, and yet, I don't know why we aren't together, why she's being the way she is. She's an Empath too. I'm questioning my guidance, because it seems that with everything else, my heart and gut feelings are dead on, but when it comes to this kind of love, well....I keep getting heartbroke and seems this isn't what I thought it was.
Needless to say, considering she was my inspiration for music and I get a lot of energy from her...the connection is broken now, and I feel drained, and uninspired. This is bad for my career and business. So now the question is, how do I know when my heart is right about love? I'm scared to trust it anymore . I honestly need love for inspiration and to have that spark in my life to keep me going, then I'm myself. It's my balance. It's been a few years since I've dated anyone, but want to get back into it, and actually find the right person...obviously that connection seems to mean nothing now.
Any ideas? Any help is appreciated. Missed you guys.
updated by @realfaction: 03/20/17 03:16:03AM