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@realfaction
08/13/16 10:56:30AM
162 posts

Questions/Meat causing breathing problems?


Empath

huh, i see. Thanks! I'll check those out :)

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@realfaction
08/13/16 10:33:53AM
162 posts

Questions/Meat causing breathing problems?


Empath

yeah the heart chakra, exactly! Energy issue? Really? Hmm....well i seem to be doing somewhat better today, but i notice when i eat high sodium foods or like meat it affects it...so if it's not nutritional, it might be that im feeling the pain of the animals maybe? I'm not sure.

If it's energy blockage, a healer can help you if you know one or can find one, i was told im a healer but i still havent healed anyone yet, im not quite ready or in that stage yet, but getting close. Obsidian stone can help blockages too i've been told. No doctors can help it, it could be something you're subconsciously stressed about or something around you. Maybe even someone you're connected to.

With my issue, maybe i just need to give it time, maybe its as simple as the fact as i just got over my depression and most things im anxious about in the past week, maybe i just need to be more patient. I'm starting to feel a difference today sort of :) probably will just take time.

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@realfaction
08/13/16 09:17:12AM
162 posts

Questions/Meat causing breathing problems?


Empath

Good points. I'm not the best when it comes to what to shop for because i'm clueless about that. i still have eggs though which is good, i know that doesnt affect me. i was thinking about tuna too, tuna doesnt affect me so much either. I'm also trying to go low sodium because thats affecting me too (high sodium content foods like processed foods) which makes it hard for me to go for beans because for whatever reason they load that stuff with salt. Ugh...i hate this generation's food practices :/.

Thank you, high protein and high fiber does seem to help me. i'm going shopping today. As for the thyroid check i talked to parents about that but they don't have much money right now but sometime this year im wanting to. Thanks.

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@realfaction
08/12/16 08:34:06PM
162 posts

Questions/Meat causing breathing problems?


Empath

Since my last post, i've overcome a lot of my anxiety, beaten depression, all that. But, I still have that gripping feeling in my chest, and i noticed it seems to get worse when I eat beef. I probably eat too much of it daily, but if i didn't, i would feel hungry, like nothing else would satisfy my stomach. That seems to have changed since i started exercising again, luckily, now i can eat carbs without them making me hungry.

I've considered switching to chicken and tuna. I know tuna doesn't affect it, not sure about chicken. I eat eggs and im fine too. It really affects my breathing on a constant basis as if someone's gripping my collar, i cant get a full breath, and when i exercise, it gets harder to breathe and can't get enough oxygen. Allergic reaction? Someone, i get the feeling it isn't. I think it's empath-related. It could be the meat, or great, but I'm not sure. The rest of my body feels okay, so im thinking it's anxiety-related.

I've been off red meat today for hours now, and i noticed thanks to this experiment, my insides are loosening up, so I think that's it causing the tightness. Now, I'm not sure what else to eat considering my budget but chicken may be the way to go, but if it's empath-related, could it be i feel the animals being choked and killed? If that's the case, chicken wouldn't work.

So here's my questions, what do you think it could be, and what should I eat? Is it the meat? Is it something else?


updated by @realfaction: 03/04/17 02:05:35PM
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@realfaction
07/26/16 10:13:23PM
162 posts

Feeling Like My Chest is Being Crushed


Empath

Oh wow i had no idea, i just now read this. Thank you! I was still struggling after this even. I didn't know that...yikes. Smudge?

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@realfaction
07/26/16 11:00:38AM
162 posts

Feeling Like My Chest is Being Crushed


Empath

That's a good idea, thanks. I figured out it was from me being so hard on myself pressuring myself and not being centered not being happy with who i am, not accepting my situation or myself, which now i have done, and am starting to feel a bit better. Oh? Cool. Thanks! I guess I'll do a cleansing.

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@realfaction
07/26/16 01:37:47AM
162 posts

Feeling Like My Chest is Being Crushed


Empath

With me i think its been the fact i have been disconnected with myself unhappy with who i am because i havent been successful or pulling in money which was wrong. Ever since i've taken off the pressure it's been getting better, though another part of it is the extreme humidity outside, it's worse when i go out there though when it's hot and humid. But, mostly anxiety. It's been calming down because i've been more at peace with myself and my life. I've been trying to grab a hold of the root cause and i think i have. Just a matter of time to relax now. Thanks.

Karen: In your case it sounds like energy blockage, sometimes your system can get kinked like mine has (the chakra flow system is like a second nervous system, stress and anxiety can kink up the pipes and cause inflammation and some damage, or negative energy blocking the flow in certain spots. I would see a healer, meditate, maybe get some black obsidian to hold, it's good for blockages. If it's just a kink though, meditation and finding the root problem to anxiety and stress can help.

Use my recent experience as an example, it could be pressure or stress over something. But thats just all possibilities of what it could be, hope this helps. Also, make sure you sever your links. You could be linked to people and not know it. Search yourself for those links and cut them, that's another part of my problem was as you mentioned...actually you're the person who told me this i realized haha, sorry. Cut the links and create energy barriers to shield yourself like a bubble. Hope this helps.

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@realfaction
07/24/16 01:06:07PM
162 posts

Feeling Like My Chest is Being Crushed


Empath

Yes. People who have PTSD don't think i have it from what they said. I'll look into it again but i don't think thats it. I'll check again though. Thanks.

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@realfaction
07/24/16 01:05:32PM
162 posts

Feeling Like My Chest is Being Crushed


Empath

Exactly. It's not leaks or anything that im sure of. It's just the fact im stressing, i think. But hmm....i see. I guess i should start severing links then. I think my main problem is grounding. Thanks.

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@realfaction
07/22/16 06:02:51PM
162 posts

Feeling Like My Chest is Being Crushed


Empath

Grounding has been the hardest for me. It's like im constantly connected and don't know how to disconnect. Thank you though. For some reason when I eat potatoes i get hungrier and my body freaks out, like when i eat any carbs too much of them. My anxiety gets worse and i have a panic attack and i get starving. It's weird. I'm also out of shape. So....sit on grass to leave unwanted energy...i should try that. Thank you.

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@realfaction
07/21/16 09:53:34PM
162 posts

Feeling Like My Chest is Being Crushed


Empath

I believe this is related to my anxiety disorder, and my stress, but i strongly believe it's to do with me being an Empath. I've been told in the past being around crowds can make me feel overwhelmed. Well, the problem is, I'm in my condo unit alone, and I'm feeling that. I think recently my abilities got a "boost" again, because I'm growing, and I'm really not used to this.

I am 24 years old, and turn 25 in November. I've tried shielding myself with 3 energy barriers, but it's still there somewhat. It feels like I'm overwhelmed with energy and stress. It's affected my breathing constantly, and I want to know how to feel better. Maybe all it is, is that I'm not "centered", because I am definitely not, but, it feels like someone is squeezing me all over from head to legs, like i'm constantly tensed up. Makes it hard to exercise because I can't breathe well when I do (not asthma).

I feel I can see much more than I used to in a psychic way, and I read people instantly now, which is faster than before, but it's overwhelming. It feels like too much, I don't feel calm. I try meditating but this is hard to deal with. Any advice? I constantly see blue energy everywhere almost like thermal vision in a way as crazy as that sounds, it's my "second sight". I have been told I'm a natural-born healer, but I have not tried that yet, I don't feel ready. I've been dealing with headaches and pressure too.

It makes it hard to hang out with my friends because when I do, the pressure gets worse, and it's like I have to stay away from them, but they're not bad people or energy vamps, I just went to a church and it felt like some sort of muscle tension flare-up. It's scary. It's been hard to go to those services because of this physical tension/pressure affecting my breathing and my body all over. It's getting harder to breathe because of it, but it's different from asthma. Help? :( Even now I feel it getting worse.


updated by @realfaction: 01/10/17 11:16:10PM
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@realfaction
06/19/16 08:13:32PM
162 posts

Empath Diet/Physical Issues


Empath

that makes sense. I'll have to get some b vitamin supplements then. I have anxiety too. What kate said makes sense i think its the meat im eating. Thanks.

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@realfaction
06/19/16 01:20:16PM
162 posts

Empath Diet/Physical Issues


Empath

You're a physical Empath possibly, could be feeling their symptoms. I'm kind of glad I don't deal with that but I'm sorry to hear that. Yes I do have anxiety and probably is a part of it.

Yeah it's why i have to eat meat I have to have protein it's the only thing that satisfies my hunger anymore. I don't have hypoglycemia or diabetes but have some of the symptoms so it's really weird. I have a pretty high protein diet, but as Kate mentioned it could possibly be the meat I'm eating that I'm sensitive too. I could try buying locally see what that does, I have a feeling that might work.

Thanks.

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@realfaction
06/19/16 01:18:16PM
162 posts

Empath Diet/Physical Issues


Empath

I do take probiotics and that helps to an extent, i try to get outside when its not blazing hot, and sometimes take vitamin d pills. My immune system is pretty good. Really? Olive leaf extract, ill have to look into that. Thanks.

Hmm cleansing meditation, I see. Being an Empath can be stressful and complicated sometimes :(. Thank you.

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@realfaction
06/19/16 01:16:33PM
162 posts

Empath Diet/Physical Issues


Empath

Hey thanks. This really helps. Mainly my issue is im jobless and my budget is kinda tight. Now that I think about it though, I think it could be the meat, because what you said made a lot of sense about it. I could try buying locally, would just have to find a good place for that. You're right, I should see one.

I only take allergy medicine (budesonide) some nasal spray stuff, and im taking some eye drops for allergies too. Allergies are bad this year in my town, we're pretty bad with pollen. Yeah emotionally I'm sensitive too, you could be right. I wish this town had more opportunities for me but sadly I screw up a lot of jobs too :(.

But it was nice to at least get out of the house, I want an office job a desk job but for some reason those all require degrees when what you do there doesnt require the knowledge of a degree, it's easy work. I honestly don't get this town anymore, used to be full of opportunities. Being emotionally sensitive has affected me at jobs too sadly.

Oh shoot forgot to reply to the other stuff. I cook my eggs scrambled, and hmm really? I see. I usually try to eat 3 eggs a day. Should I cut back? They're chicken eggs. You might be right about the meat though, it feels like stress and stuff....am i feeling stress from the animals who got killed? It seems to happen when I eat this beef now that I think about it. It feels like I'm angry when I don't want to be.

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@realfaction
06/19/16 01:35:51AM
162 posts

lonely


Empath

I know exactly how you feel. Off and on i've fought depression and all of this. I would think I'm some sort of monster but not now, mostly I would be insecure with who I am, but now I am content with who I am as a person, just find it hard to make friends unless I talk to them online first, but since I basically live alone and see no one, it's difficult. I know the pain. I'm guessing you're an Empath? Being an Empath definitely makes the pain worse, as we're more sensitive to it.

It's that need of wanting to fulfill your goals and your emotions, I know that feeling. I haven't turned all my friends away but some perhaps, a lot of them got busy and seem to forget I exist, so I know the feeling. I'm sorry to hear that though. This is a good community to turn to, lots of kind people with encouraging words here.

Sometimes I even have a hard time going out alone doing fun things by myself. Online dating sites can sometimes help, or social sites, but not always. I tend to find mostly bad people, with some exceptions. I hope you're able to seek peace because sometimes, even I myself find it hard. It is hard to approach people and get to know them for me myself. I too struggle with some of this. I can't find a job either.

Hang in there, best thing to do is what you're doing right now which is posting on this site to ask for help, and maybe try to find a local club, but those aren't easy to find. Maybe start a club of something you really like. You seem like a lovely person, don't give up hope yet. It does take a lot of support and some time to get through this. :)

Peace and love,
John

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@realfaction
06/18/16 11:57:11PM
162 posts

Empath Diet/Physical Issues


Empath

Hello all, been many months, if not over a year or so since I have been here, sorry about that. I'm glad I'm back though. I have a question regarding diet. I'm an Empath.

I've noticed as an Empath, as I get older (currently I'm 24), I have become not only more sensitive to feeling emotions, but physically there's stuff going on too, and I think it might be because of my diet. I'm wondering if it's that or something else? I'll list my symptoms, and what I eat. Sorry it's long.

My Symptoms:

Keep in mind I don't exercise but I'm trying to get back into it, just really hard. I've been walking more, but during the day in 90 degree hot and humid weather, I can't get a full breath of air. I know it's not asthma, but the same affect happens when i exercise. Even walking for 10 minutes can be hard sometimes. I literally can't stay outside or a minute, or i feel dizzy and my chest tightens more, same thing happens if i talk for 20-30 minutes then my lungs feel inflamed and exhausted. If i continued, i'd have a panic attack and/or something else.

My chest is usually tight, but when I meditate it sometimes helps, but not always. It's muscle tension affecting my breathing from what it seems like. My doctor said it was something about sighing too much, something about letting out too much carbon dioxide and not exercising so my balance is off, feeling short of breath and with a tight chest.

Another thing that's weird that changed this year, I can't have that many carbs or I get really, really hungry. Back in February, I ate some fruit and other stuff with carbs daily, I found myself starving no matter how much I ate, so even when my stomach was full, I was hungry. It was something about blood sugar too, but I'm not diabetic or hypoglycemic. Doctor said something about carbs and sugars should be low in my diet until I exercise more, so I've been trying.

Also, if I eat stuff like a potato or anything with starch, I can't have much of it, or I go into a panic attack, my body starts shaking and well panic attack symptoms, and I feel too much energy or something. I've always had a theory about how panic attacks were associated with energy build-up or blockage, but not sure if that's true or not. Doctor said to avoid bananas as simple sugars would "spike my insulin" as he said in my current state, even though I'm not diabetic or anything.

I have Geographic Tongue, sometimes the bumps get inflamed if I'm not careful so there's certain things I have to avoid. My tongue gets sore when inflamed, taste buds near the tip blow up, that white coating, less saliva production, and I think maybe some in my throat, because then it gets hard to swallow sometimes.

Sometimes I also have acid reflux issues.

Is all this true? Is there something I don't know? Honestly, I try to eat healthy, but I don't think I know what I'm doing anymore. I live alone and honestly never get to see anyone because all my friends got married and have jobs and I don't. I'm supported by my parents. Living alone is well....really terrible a lot of the time, especially when sick.

Anyway, here's what I'm eating in my diet. I have to be careful since I have to eat gluten-free and I have Geographic Tongue. I usually eat twice a day as I don't get hungry for 7 hours usually:

- Beef patties (can't have bread, gluten free, basically a hamburger without anything on it) which is 80% lean.

- Eggs (about 3 a day).

- Lettuce (I have salads without anything on them so it's just lettuce about twice a day).

- Spinach (sometimes, about once a day, sometimes twice).

- Half a banana (every now and then, but I can't even do it once a day or anything with starch once a day or my body freaks out).

I'm not sure what I can/can't have in my condition but I feel I'm not entirely eating right and have no idea what I'm doing, just my body isn't normal and is acting weird ever since February. I used to be able to eat lots of things with no problems.

I ask you all this: Is it the food or lack of food causing the symptoms? Or, is it something else I don't know? I'm trying to walk more, exercising is hard, some days my breathing is better, some days it's not. Fiber helps sometimes. I'm kind of lonely and rarely get to see my parents, or anyone, and living alone is scary with this kind of stuff going on. I need help. Thank you all.


updated by @realfaction: 01/13/17 07:52:00PM
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@realfaction
11/10/14 10:12:56PM
162 posts

Since I Opened My Heart More....


Empath

yep thanks! Lots of people helped

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@realfaction
11/10/14 07:12:39PM
162 posts

Since I Opened My Heart More....


Empath

Hello everyone, I realize now what it is finally. I am lonely because I've been alone for too long, it's not normal for some people to be alone for the long periods I have, and I feel like I don't have much attention. I've had Autism all of my life, a mild form of it, and as a child, I was trouble, because I didn't get the attention or understanding from my parents as much as I needed. I was adopted. When I opened myself up recently, it must have opened that scar back up and help me be more aware of who I really am and what has pained me.

I had a talk with someone who suggested a roommate would be good for me, so I've been talking to my friend about it. Also, my friends were worried, so they called me and we're hanging out more often now :) it's getting better. I had a great amount of support from them and you guys, thank you.

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@realfaction
11/09/14 08:08:43PM
162 posts

Since I Opened My Heart More....


Empath

thanks i'll take a look

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@realfaction
11/09/14 05:36:31PM
162 posts

Since I Opened My Heart More....


Empath

As some know, I am an Empath, and as of this Thursday, I will be 23. I recently took a psychic friend's advice, I was told not to fear being open to visions and any vibes I may get, and also to really open my heart more and not to be afraid of other things. Ever since, yes, my Psychic Intuition has grown stronger, but it has created a serious problem: Growing Sensitivity.

I mentioned my age, because as I grow older, I find myself to be getting more and more sensitive, and that is bad for me. It's also the fact I took that advice, and I found something rooted deep inside of my heart: The Misery of Being Alone.

What is going on, is that I have lived alone for almost 2 years now, and I didn't used to have a problem with it, but as of recent, I have found a deep emotional pain inside of my heart, that got brought out. I now hate being alone to an extreme extent at times. It is destroying my relationships, and causing me stress, and is affecting me physically from the stress (tension). I have been "acting out" being more dramatic, moody, and hostile towards people. I hate that :(

However, it is not so simple as to the fact I never get to see my friends anymore because no one seems to have time for me almost, so I rarely see anyone outside of work, but it's also making me feel bad at work too. I had to try so hard not to cry today, and I am more easily offended than usual. This is getting bad, and if I can't stop it now, it will destroy my life.

In my mind, I feel that I should be okay with being alone as I have most of the time, but my heart cries with the desire of love. It's like I can't be alone anymore, and that I need a relationship. In my mind, I don't agree with that, but it's what my heart wants. My heart is lonely, and miserable. I don't want to be like that, but it's out of my control currently. I've lost my strength, I must have opened a gate or something. The problem is, that simply, rejection makes it hard to find someone, and on top of that, I need to be with someone who understands me, so that automatically thins out the number by a lot.

This is very confusing, because in my mind, I feel I could wait a long time for "the one", but my heart says, "i'm sick of dealing with myself and I'm sick of being alone, I need someone to comfort me and love me". I hate that. My questions are, what is causing this outside of my knowledge, and how do I stop it? I really believe it's me, as it is a strong pain, it doesn't feel like anyone else. Thoughts appreciated.


updated by @realfaction: 07/24/17 03:39:24AM
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@realfaction
11/07/14 03:50:13PM
162 posts



I'm not sure if this is true, but it certainly seemed interesting to me, let me know if you get anything from this, I googled it.

http://sacredscribesangelnumbers.blogspot.com/2011/08/angel-number-311.html

If nothing comes from reading that, then perhaps there's another answer out there.


updated by @realfaction: 02/21/17 11:10:37AM
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@realfaction
10/08/14 03:51:06PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

oh...well geez....this is pretty hard :( it's a heart shattering thing, but I will try.

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@realfaction
10/08/14 03:47:09PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Well I wanted to date a couple others but geez...everyone's taken nowadays. At the moment, I haven't found someone good for me who is single.

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@realfaction
10/08/14 03:38:32PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Only time will tell I guess. Thanks.

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@realfaction
10/08/14 03:13:00PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Really? Rare eh? Many have told me she is a special one, so perhaps she is. If it is indeed rare, I am lucky, but it was planned so it seems. Time will tell.

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@realfaction
10/08/14 01:49:10PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

I see, thats insightful. From what it seems though, the universal theme here seems to be focus less on her, more on myself, and if it's meant to be, she will come my way. I'm struggling, but I guess I have some things to work through too. In time, all will be well. Thank you.

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@realfaction
10/08/14 01:37:16PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Thanks. Sometimes there are things I need to learn from others, but yes, follow my heart indeed. Thank you. You helped.

RealFaction
@realfaction
10/08/14 12:50:49PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

I think I know what must be done now, I just need to wait, and find my peace. Perhaps it is this season when I meet her again, as I've heard, but who knows. I know I need to work on a few things and so does she. Perhaps it is soon, but unsure. Thanks, this really helped. I'm not worried anymore.

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@realfaction
10/08/14 12:26:02PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

I hope it is for the best, I have heard that I am to be with her in the future many times and it feels like she loves me but she is scared and running and figuring herself out, so my gut says, and many have said. Perhaps I just need time.

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@realfaction
10/08/14 11:03:55AM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

I still wonder about this thing Jar of Clay mentioned. It's pretty dead on, maybe this is what to make of the situation and I need to wait? http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2014/04/the-cycle-of-separatio...

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@realfaction
10/08/14 10:54:45AM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

I still wonder about this thing Jar of Clay mentioned. It's pretty dead on, maybe this is what to make of the situation and I need to wait? http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2014/04/the-cycle-of-separatio...

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@realfaction
10/08/14 10:54:27AM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Thanks. I still wonder about this thing Jar of Clay mentioned. It's pretty dead on, maybe this is what to make of the situation and I need to wait? http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2014/04/the-cycle-of-separatio...

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@realfaction
10/08/14 10:54:03AM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

I still wonder about this thing Jar of Clay mentioned. It's pretty dead on, maybe this is what to make of the situation and I need to wait? http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2014/04/the-cycle-of-separatio...

RealFaction
@realfaction
10/08/14 10:53:40AM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

I still wonder about this thing Jar of Clay mentioned. It's pretty dead on, maybe this is what to make of the situation and I need to wait? http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2014/04/the-cycle-of-separatio...

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@realfaction
10/08/14 10:44:37AM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Yes, well I mainly mean me being more positive and not being afraid anymore would probably help her as my fear has probably caused her more stress.

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@realfaction
10/08/14 01:11:49AM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

to add, i read a post on facebook, that we're "mirroring" each other and feeling each others emotions, so if she feels me...that means, maybe I can influence her? Maybe if I learn to not be afraid, be at peace, and don't panic, it will draw her closer perhaps, or I'll just be in a better state while I wait.

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@realfaction
10/08/14 12:27:16AM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

I'm trying to comprehend what you're saying, I get most of it, but some of it not entirely...hmm. Well let's see what I'm afraid of, why I'm insecure...hmm, plus me being anxious about ...ahh wait wait...i see now. For the past 5 years, my biggest fear (still has been) was confessing my love to her to the extent that I planned to, that I felt so afraid it would go wrong, I called that day the "50/50 Day", because I know my mental stability, if the day happened, I could either be happier than ever, or the most miserable I could ever be, crying every day and feeling devastated and losing that inspiration, losing that love.

I asked her to meet me in person a while ago and she said when she had time she would, but it seems that was a lie, as she hangs out with her friends all the time. Perhaps it is that fear, I know she wants stability for her and her son, and sometimes I see her angry at her boyfriend while other times posting good things about him. She is confused and in a struggle...I'm going with my gut about this, reading into what I feel and hear at this moment. I've felt a sense of uncertainty and pain in her heart, and thinking about me a lot. Some days while at work, I would feel a "tug" and a jolt of energy, felt like love, waves of loving energy and emotion, it felt like she was thinking about me a lot sometimes.


It seems she's trying to make the relationship work when it seems to be such a struggle as he mistreats her, from what I've seen her post and what I've felt. I've had others tell me that as well. So in summary, I guess I have to find peace of mind and have full faith, no fear, that everything will eventually happen as it should, and that she loves me, as everyone keeps saying. So in that case, I should be 100% sure of this now, and seeing those Twin Flame articles helped. You my friend have played an important role in my life. As for insecurities, I feel like I complain too much and am too sensitive and whiny sometimes and I don't like it, I'm trying to change that, it is fear related though.

Definitely some insight on the situation, thank you. Is there anything else I should know or do?

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@realfaction
10/08/14 12:10:04AM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

So it's just as i've heard from the voices in my heart...waiting for her and waiting for a more ready time in my life? It's odd, some people told me Fall of this year, sometime this season. I wonder....thank you though, this has brought me peace.

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@realfaction
10/08/14 12:03:15AM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Yes I very much am. I have been reading some articles and every bit of it almost it dead on...it's shocking, and I don't feel so alone anymore. This has brought my hope back...thank you so much. I'm currently reading this, very insightful http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2014/04/the-cycle-of-separation-why-twin-flames-run-2935946.html

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@realfaction
10/07/14 11:54:58PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Thanks, this may lead to the end of my confusion and guide me more so.

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@realfaction
10/07/14 11:39:04PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Yes, she's an Empath, but there's something very different about her I sensed, she's very strong, full of energy, but she doesn't realize she is one. She is very prone to fear, but she sure is treating me like dirt.....everyone keeps telling me she loves me just..it's hard to see, even though at times I feel it too, and I've felt when she's sad from a distance and etc. It's only with her. She doesn't really know about this "world" of knowledge.

She's with a guy not the best and well...i just don't know what to make of it all, I've been guided to make this music video for her and to try to tell her how I feel in person but she said she would when she has time but obviously that was a lie since she's always out with friends....so I don't know what to do. I'm quite upset with her now. It's a devastating love, a very powerful one. My gut says don't give up but I'm scared to keep going with how she's treating me....what will time show me....who knows.

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@realfaction
10/07/14 11:19:15PM
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Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

5 years ago, I told her how I felt. She is the reason my abilities awoke to the state they are in now, I questioned what I was, this was before I knew I was an Empath, and started feeling strong things like that. It was our energies resonating. For some reason, I resonate with her stronger than anyone. It's a complicated story, but 5 years ago, I messed up, but we stayed friends, but seems like she still loved me for many years but kept getting with other guys. I just tried to be there for her and well...look where that got me.

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@realfaction
10/07/14 10:55:46PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

no I havent, whats that?

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@realfaction
10/07/14 10:05:22PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Lots of good words there, I can relate. Thanks. Perhaps I do need to do that.

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@realfaction
10/07/14 09:59:11PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Wow....that's got to be one of the most inspirational things I've heard today. Thank you Liz, love you lots. It does make sense. I guess I've been scared to stay alone and I've had the urge to touch someone's heart that way and hope for someone to touch mine that way. But for some reason, I was just strongly connected to her and only her. It is painful, but surprisingly it's not as bad as i thought it would be considering I have no respect for her anymore if she's going to be the way she's being.

However, considering I wasted 5 years of my life...well maybe I don't know about that yet, maybe I'm wrong. It's just I'm tired of it I guess. I guess I'm scared now but I can't shake the feeling it's all for a reason, it's been these strong cries, strong voices guiding me to her, having prophetic dreams, well one, back then I didn't know. But you guys are probably right, I guess I just feel empty inside right now. Thank you much, you're kind. -hugs-.

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@realfaction
10/07/14 09:54:54PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

Well it's not really about the song it's more about finding true love. It was more about impacting her through the song, but I guess that didn't work....she doesn't know it's about her, but I'm sure she doesn't care. I could be wrong but just how it seems. She is confused and acting really ridiculous in her life. I'm kinda done with her now after reaching out to her for so long. It's sad. She certainly is with a dirt ball. Thanks.

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@realfaction
10/07/14 09:52:28PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

The story is, she used to be a better person, but she's changed, for the worst I'm afraid. I guess I was more focused on who she used to be...sucks really. You're probably right. I just need some time to think, thank you for your insight. I guess the reason I'm looking is because I feel really alone all the time and I've always wanted someone to love me for who I am and not take advantage of me, I wanted to prove to myself that it could happen, after I've given so much love to the world, I've always wanted to meet someone like myself to pour that love back to me. I feel like love is my center, my life force.

I'm doing better now than earlier, but still a bit sad, I don't feel rushed, but at the same time, I've been single a long time and I have a strong urge to make someone feel loved and cared for, I wish for that in return in that relationship sort of way. I want to experience something true for a change...but I'll wait if I must. If that's not what I need, I only wonder what I do need now....hmm. Thank you.

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@realfaction
10/07/14 01:36:49PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

I do love myself, its just painful this whole thing right now. I didn't used to be like this for the past few years, it's really her fault for not being a better friend. Anyways, thanks.

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@realfaction
10/07/14 01:35:58PM
162 posts

Listening to My Heart/Confusion


Empath

She did resonate with me and i tried keeping her out of my life for a year not like she noticed, we used to be close, she used to be a better person. I hate who she is now, but I know who she really is deep down. It's what fuels my music and it's better than it used to be before I had this love. Now it's gone, and my music will probably sound like crap without it, considering I have a lot less energy now that the connection is probably broken (i think I broke it but i could be wrong, maybe I buried it). But I'm hoping to find a woman who actually cares, so I'll try my best about what you say. Thanks.

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