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Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/13/18 01:41:34PM
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Thank you for saying that. I have a problem with that very thing, partly because my "unfortunate circumstances" have lasted for way too long and no good choices present themselves. I used to believe that bad would always ultimately result in good, but am now in a state of smoldering anger and "enough already!!!". Maybe the lesson is patience, but I'm getting awfully old...

I see life as like climbing a tree. As you go up, you keep choosing one branch over another and once you reach where I am, you are waving back and forth on a very high limb with no more branches left to choose from, and no way to get down, unless a drone comes along and drops a parachute your way, lol. Or to put it another way, I've made my bed and now have to lie in it. 

So, I am realistically looking to learn acceptance at this point. Another hard one, at least for me, since not being able to climb anymore takes away all hope of it changing. Acceptance and the non-attachment that precedes it are valuable lessons though.

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/13/18 12:45:32PM
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@spiritualskies,

Yes, that's exactly what I mean.....that robotic feeling can spread a pall over your whole life and separate you from being able to tap into your creative urge, if not careful. I am glad you've never been stuck in a situation where you have no choice about it. I pray that never happens. 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/13/18 10:01:33AM
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I can only speak for myself, but in college I wrote loads of poetry, mostly very esoteric stuff. That way, nobody but me could tell if it was good, since they probably couldn't understand it, lol. I also drew, sculpted and painted a lot, and minored in Fine Arts. 

I no longer do any of those things. I was urged to write a book a few yrs. ago, got 26 pages in and stopped. A friend sent me paint and canvasses this year, and I was just PO'd at her for wasting money. I used them, but really didn't enjoy it much. It took me a very long time to figure out where the artistic muse went, but I think I may know now....

For me, it seems that I have a limited amount of energy to expend and the demands of adult life have put me in a position where all the available energy I have goes to things that must be done, and that I mostly do not like doing, many that I despise so much they make me cry, but there is nobody else to do them. That is a major energy drain, since it seems like doing things we dislike takes way more energy. This creates an overall cynical mood, if you get my drift. 

Do you have a lot of "shoulds" and "musts" in your life? Maybe a job you do for money but that kills your spirit? I remember someone once telling me to be careful what I did for a living while trying to get a job in my field, because I would become what I did, if I did it long enough. All of those things and more can siphon off the energy you could otherwise use to be creative, as well as squashing the creative fire, or at least seems to have done that to me. Anyone else feel that way?

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/09/18 10:19:20AM
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What a fascinating thread!

I used to think problems with electronics were caused by Mercury retrograde. This opens up a lot of other possibilities.

Very much agree about animals. I always trust them, even over my own intuitions, though there usually is no conflict there.

@hop-daddy - thanks for posting that link! The article was fascinating and I looked at one of the author's books, which led me to another author who has books on Archontic attachment, which has been my recurring problem. wakeup-world looks like an interesting website too....

C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/07/18 10:22:57AM
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@hop-daddy,

I have some hope now, in the form of CBD capsules. It took trying 5 different kinds just to find one that helps the pain, anxiety and depression. I can't believe the change in my thought patterns already from negative to positive! I can't do what your Avatar is doing, lol, since THC makes me so paranoid and dizzy I can't even move, but CBD alone is really helping, now that someone told me about these capsules made with coconut. I could not tolerate the alcohol in tinctures. Research shows many brands have no CBD in them, but loads of contaminants, so research is essential. 

I still pick up on happy energy when I encounter it, but like you, I encounter it a lot less often. Sadly, when I do find it, it often is due to that person not being the sharpest knife in the drawer. After all, if a person is unaware of all the nasty stuff going on, it does not upset them.

Like you, I pick up more and more negative energy, but I think it may to some extent reflect more awareness that "reality" is a lie, which could be good. On the other hand, societal programming is definitely pushing us towards admiring toughness and even psychopathy, which is alarming. 

Isolation didn't used to bother me much, but now it does. For some reason I cannot comprehend, I am becoming far more extraverted as I get sicker, which makes it much harder for me. It seems we empaths are like push-pull toys in that we want to help people, and we only want truly intimate relationships, but we don't really like people all that much, lol. 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/06/18 12:31:52PM
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@spiritualskies,

I will save you from looking it up...The Nag Hamadi is as important as the Dead Sea Scrolls. This is an oversimplification, but it is basically the Christian era story as the Gnostics told it before they were persecuted. It was buried in the desert and was found and made public before the church got their hands on it and removed anything that would reduce their power. It contains the Gospel of Thomas, for example. The differences are very interesting! 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/06/18 07:59:07AM
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@spiritualskies,

   I am sorry you are bothered by nosey people. When they ask the questions that are none of their business, you might try saying: "Now, why would you ask that"? That can throw it back at them.

    I am the last person to help with the nosey people problem unfortunately! I am a totally open person (too much, I'm told) and can't really understand why people want to keep who they really are to themselves, when we will be on the other side soon, where everyone can see every thought you've ever had in past, present and future lives and every deed you've ever done. 

    Yes, my openness is one reason why I get hurt so much, but it also allows me to sift out the bad guys quickly, since they come in for the kill quickly when they see I'm so open. Now that I have more ability to read them, I agree with you that I won't need to be as open to weed them out, so I will have to learn to zip my lip like you do.  I also can't read people I can't see, so I will be much more cautious with online friendships. Since I am homebound now, they are an important part of what is left of my life, but after recent events, I've cut my computer time in half, and am focusing more on other things.

   I have the opposite problem from your nosey people problem! Nobody wants to ask me anything, unless it's to dump their personal toxic family stuff on me once in a blue moon when they can't find anybody else. I can't get a good conversation going for the life of me, except with my spouse, and I thank God for him. People actually seem to be afraid of me when I bring up a topic that interests me and that requires having an open mind, like UFOs, time travel, parallel universes, etc. It's like using a few brain cells might kill them, lol! I make friends with online people who act like they love discussing these things, but as soon as they get comfy, all attempts to discuss things that matter are ignored, and the same old personal stuff starts that I could get from talking up one of my neighbors.

    I am also subject to the INFJ fade, if you know what that is....happens to me all the time, even with new face to face friends. Other women meet me and act like they are in love or something, bringing me flowers and presents and throwing compliments about how kind and caring and spiritual I am. It's ridiculous, since I am flawed like we all are. Then, they slowly find out I won't go to loud concerts, or to the beach (crowded and very hot) shopping (I'm not materialistic at all and can't stand crowds), I won't watch romance movies, and I want to BE rather than DO. I want to talk about things they have never heard of, ie. I am an egghead, a brainiac. So, they slowly fade away, keeping in touch just enough to be able to contact me again if they need help. 

    Just by typing that, I may have thought of a way to help you with nosey people. Just bring up subjects like I do, UFOs, the paranormal, other dimensions, ghosts, The Nag Hamadi or the gnostic Bible, Tibetan Book of the Dead, anything that will scare them, and I can almost guarantee you it will scare that type of person. I bet they won't bother you again. :-)

    C. Cat

    

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/05/18 12:20:53PM
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@spiritualskies,

     Thanks so much for the kind words. I agree with you about it not being who you expect to help you that does help you. I had a friend who had been quadriplegic from an accident and was told it was permanent, who lost most of his friends as a result, but eventually fully recovered! He warned me when I first got sick that I was about to find out who my real friends were and that they would not be at all who I thought they were. I was so glad he warned me, because he was so right. Two of my casual friends, one of them him, were immensely helpful to me, while the friend I had talked to every day after work for years and seen every weekend was totally absent. I take friendship  seriously and it took me another 2 yrs. to totally remove her from my life. Like most empaths, I think friendship should be for life and it came as a shock to me to find out most people don't think that way. 

    The successful suicide rate for the disease I have is a whopping 26%, but so far I've been too much of a coward, plus I have a huge incentive to try to stay, because my husband cannot possibly live without our combined income. Also, in the U.S., the safest, surest methods that hurt others the least are not available...I've done lots of research on it. I wish I lived closer to Mexico, so I at least had a good option, since that alone might help me hang on longer, just knowing it was there. 

    I would really love to hear how a stranger turned your whole life around! That sounds like an amazing story. I'll bet a thread asking those of us with such experiences to tell would result in a lot of uplifting stories. I don't know about anyone else, but I need to hear more about the good people out there to counter all the garbage I am picking up from people and having so much trouble releasing, as well as ideas on how to accept the way people are so different from me that I feel like an alien.  I am very glad to know you had such a helpful angel in your life. :-)

  C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/05/18 10:25:11AM
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As a former therapist, I can easily see how empaths can be misdiagnosed, esp. with all the new diagnoses now days like Bipolar Type II, an iffy diagnosis to begin with, IMO. I can also see how the opposite might happen. This topic really interests me, since I have a mental health diagnosis that is partly due to very real rotten life circumstances, and therefore is not abnormal at all, but mostly due to my being an empath, IMO. Is that abnormal? I would say not, and I think the world would be a LOT better if everyone were like us. How much of "mental illness" do you think is just a more expansive form of consciousness? 

As some of you know, I am very slowly dying of a chronic illness. As I get sicker, my abilities are ramping up, and now I read people involuntarily any time they feel strong emotions. For me, it takes the form of seeing what they really think and feel like a TV screen imposed over their foreheads. What I have seen has dismayed me to no end. So much selfishness, conceit, a false, angry superiority, a lack of caring or even listening, extreme closed-mindedness, lying, pretending to like me so they can keep the door open to use me, etc. I can see auras the same way, only in those who are feeling strong emotions. There are a lot of brown, gray and black ones. The clean, golden ones are mostly around people who are very naive and do not pick up anything from others, ie. ignorance really is bliss! I would freak out if I kept seeing a stranger in the shower like spiritualskies, yikes!

Protection stones and stones that help with compassion, magnesium, grounding, closing all chakras except root and crown, watching a daily video to heal my own aura of holes, etc. have not helped, though I continue to do all the rituals each morning, and I isolate even more than my illness has already isolated me as a result of being so disappointed in people, and in myself for not being able to accept them as they are. CBD oil helps the most, but only helps the physical pain for me. I cannot handle THC at all. Other calming herbs/supps. have proved too weak, except for Seriphos, which I rely on to sleep at all.

As some of you also know, I am also going through voluntary withdrawal from the hardest of all drugs to get off of, which I was prescribed for 33 yrs. for muscle spasms due to my illness. I do not want to take addiction karma with me to the other side and have to come back to get rid of it. My doctor warned me it might kill me, and he may be right. This has made me 100 times more sensitive than I already was, since there are zero brakes on my nervous system now. I agree with whoever said that sleep is important. I have not slept much for the entire 17 mos. of withdrawal so far, with many left to go, and the consequences are awful in so many ways, it would take a book to list them all. 

The ARNP who is monitoring me while I taper the drug, says neither therapy nor drugs will help, because my "double depression" is due to an existential crisis combined with genetics, which I agree with. She did genetic tests which showed I have a defect in transport of the happy hormone, serotonin, which is why anti-deps don't work for me. She says therapy doesn't work well on existential crises. I used to be a behavioral therapist in my other life before the illness, and I agree with her on that. I also have an "adjustment disorder", which means I over-react to the situation I am in, and I credit that to being an empath. I could not find a group therapy I could afford. I am a big believer in having others who are going through the same thing help, since no amt. of book learning can make up for experience, IMO. 

I wish I was emotionally numb to help me cope! I am SO much the opposite that I jump when the phone rings, and I even cringe when the mail comes. At least I know what mail is...I've read blogs and seen videos by others going off these drugs who had to be taken care of 24/7 for awhile and lost everything, and most of them are not empaths. About 3 wks. ago now, I came within a few minutes of ending it all. I found out who my real friends were when I told them that. That hurt too, especially since out of only 12 friends I had left after being sick so long, the only 2 who did not reach out immediately and strongly were two out of the three friends who claim to be empaths! 

So, I am here, posting to those who are going through the same thing, though I pray none of you are as sick as I am on top of being empathic. How do you all deal with the disappointment in the way most people are. I was a lot happier when I didn't know and I trusted everybody because I had no idea they could not do what I could do for the longest time (!), but I realize that I can't unsee any of this, and I have to go through this, or my life is a lie. Sorry this got so long. 

Thanx to any who actually read all this, C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/19/18 07:18:21AM
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Seeing Strange Lights


Psychic and Paranormal

Hi @just-stevie,

     I found some excellent Aura repair and Lyme Rife killing frequencies on YT and have been listening daily. There are other ones I found that remove the type of entity the healer says I have as well. She continues to remove them from me as well. I am sleeping 5-6 hrs. now., but have another dosage cut this Saturday night and another doctor's appt. I don't want to go to, but must, next week, so we will see if it holds.

     Recent "INFJ fades" by so-called friends still hurt. I was there when they were desperate, in one case for several years on a daily basis, but as usual, it only works one way. So, the depression is not better. CBD helps the anxiety, but I can't afford to take it regularly. 

     I went back to helping others with Lyme online to take my mind off my troubles, but that is hard too, since I see how little progress has been made since I first got sick, and only the very rich can afford treatment. It kills me how the state controlled media ignores the biggest pandemic in the world. China alone has 1.4 billion people with Lyme disease now. 

    I agree with you we must watch what we ask for. I have learned to be very specific! It has backfired on me when I am not. I hope you have made progress in riding yourself of the entities. 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/11/18 03:52:30PM
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@hop-daddy,

Just listened to an audio on You Tube for Entity Removal, posted by Anthony Sommer. 5:27 long. Seemed to be doing something. Very strange sounds! 

Yes, I have auric holes. A well known psychic told me long ago that I had a lot of holes in my aura that are leaking chi. She said this pattern is often seen in those who have one foot in this world and one in the next, since they really don't want to be here on earth. Bingo!

We also have a portal in our bedroom. It is closed now, hopefully for good, and exists on a different time plane, so those that come through it cannot even see us, though we can see them. I don't worry so much about it now that I know that. I wondered why they paid no attention to me when I was sitting up in bed staring at the black shadows of humans walking along our west bedroom wall.

Yes also to it being part of my medical problem. The healer helping me said I have tick-like bugs attached all over me, and she had to pull them out. That jives perfectly with my having Lyme Disease. 

My auric cracks  are there due to my not wanting to be here. Not sure what to do about that, since it is true. I guess figuring out why your daughter has such cracks would be a good next step in knowing how to fight it. I am glad she is gaining confidence. That has to be a good thing!

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/11/18 03:29:20PM
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@hop-daddy,

Thank you for posting this update. I am so sorry your family is having to deal with this. I can use what you posted to help myself. The healer helping me says that despite removing many entities from me, I still have more, and that she finds we get more as we get older. I am used to saying a prayer for protection, and use white light every morning as a cleanser. Obviously not working, so I will look up alternate ways to use it for this specific purpose. Thank you and please keep us posted!

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/10/18 09:54:15AM
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hop-daddy,

Yes, grid lines and ley lines are usually meant to be the same thing. You can easily find a map  of world ley lines online, showing how all major ancient monuments line up directly on them. Our ancestors weren't so "primitive" after all, lol. 

Some might use the world grid very differently though, to denote the prison grid around the planet to keep the human herd in the matrix. That grid is often said to be broadcast from the moon, which is considered to be a spaceship in disguise. As an aside, as nutty as that may sound, scientists do say that according to what we now know, the moon simply cannot be there. It is much too big to be a natural satellite of this planet! 

I would guess that in this context, your Shaman means the same thing as ley lines. 

I looked for local Shamen near me and found one very near who is somewhat reasonable in his charges, but I have no idea how  to tell if someone is any good or a scammer. Even before my vibe got so low, I could never read other receivers, only senders. 

Thank you so much for the kind words. Ditto back at ya!

C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/10/18 01:47:38AM
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@just-stevie,

Your post alarmed me. I am awake due to a heart arrhythmia attack called PSVT caused by worry over how to handle that procedure when I am this ill, which almost caused me to need an ambulance.  I am going to have to cancel it. I simply can't do it now, while in drug withdrawal, and will have to wait for another year or longer if needed. My spirit simply refuses to tolerate any more of conventional medicine's profit making torture. 

I agree about anti-depressants and am glad you warned people. They are the second hardest to get off after what I am on (benzos). I can't take them anyway, since they don't work for me, due to a genetic mutation that 28% of people have. This particular withdrawal removes all the breaks from my nervous system as the slow down neurotransmitter, GABA is removed, so there is no small stuff for me to not sweat now. Everything is sheer terror 24/7 until/unless my GABA receptors come back online. That is why most people cannot handle the withdrawal. This drug destroys lives, but Upjohn Pharmaceuticals will never have to pay a dime for their lies. 

My first diagnosis was MS, then Fibromyalgia, then after 21 years of slowly worsening symptoms, finally Lyme. Anyone with those symptoms should be properly checked for Lyme, the fastest growing illness in the world, far surpassing breast cancer already and grossly under diagnosed. Proper dignosis is very hard, but it can be treated if you are not yet in stage III, have lots of money, and are not allergic to almost all antibiotics like me. I would suggest lymenet.org. Go to "flash discussion", and ask for names of LLMD's in your area under the find a doctor forum there. Regular docs hardly ever know what they are doing. Lyme can cause every psychiatric or physical problem you can imagine and some that do not fit any definitions. If your pains migrate or are referred from one place to another, those are especially red flags. Facial twitches or a knee that swells are also red flags. 

I need to try to do some vagus nerve breathing to help my condition now. I am praying you will follow up on this and make sure you do not have Lyme. Do not let some uninformed doctor do an Elisa test and say you are negative. They miss more than 50% of cases, since they are so time sensitive. 

sincerely,

C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/09/18 04:49:16PM
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Seeing Strange Lights


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@hop-daddy,

Yep, suicidal describes me perfectly. I have to fight it all the time now. I hope your daughter never comes close to that point. The legally prescribed drug I am now withdrawing from can make people that way all by itself, since the withdrawal is harder than getting off any other drug and takes away all your happy hormones.

I read a blog about 7 young, female doctors who tried to withdraw from the same drug I am, which is still the most prescribed drug in the world with a market growing at 12% per year, a crime if there ever was one. The one writing the blog had to close her practice for 4 yrs. and have full time nursing care to make it. The other 6 committed suicide! I can't afford a Shaman, let alone nursing care. I am very glad you can afford it and I pray it resolves all of this.

My husband has no idea how to help me and says he feels like he is watching someone drown when he doesn't know how to swim. The "therapist" who regulates the pills as I taper them, is a nurse practitioner who spends 5 mins. with me every 3 months. Add slowly, torturously,  terminal Lyme Disease and all the organ damage it causes, friends deserting me, financial trouble, and health problems of my husband, and this attack by dark entities feels like the last straw.

I can't believe in a God who would punish  someone for just being in too much pain to handle a cruel, upside down world like this any longer. However, your daughter is much too young to have all the doors closed on her story. I also feel the lights are good, and just curious observers, as I said at first. Maybe there is a way to enlist their help, since they seem to exist on a higher level....

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/09/18 03:55:52PM
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@hop-daddy,

That is so sad. It is similar to what I was told by a healer who kindly volunteered to try to help me with my entity problem., ie. that I have a special mission to fulfill before I can go home like I want to, and the entities are trying to prevent my doing it. She also saw what would best be described as astral tick-like bugs attached all over me, interestingly horrible, since I have late-stage Lyme Disease. A metaphysical aspect of it, perhaps, or the real cause of it...I don't know.

I am very sorry your daughter has so much trouble with basic functioning. I have the same problem, but it must be much harder at her age. I went to a doctor's appt. today and was kept waiting 2 1/2 hrs. past my appt. time in an unbearably hot room with no apology and only 5 mins.  time with a doctor who was new to me. The last time I saw a doctor, I was kept waiting 4 hrs. past my appt.  time! This stuff never happens to my husband. When I finally got home, I started crying uncontrollably and couldn't stop for over 2 hours! I have to go to outpatient surgery in two days very early in the morning when I am always quite sick anyway, and don't see how I can survive it. I really want to cancel, but know I am overdue for this procedure. Just a simple thing to most people, but now it feels like trying to climb a snow covered mountain, naked, while fasting! My reaction to it feels like being possessed. I hope your daughter is not too afraid and that her strong abilities are helping her cope. 

I may have another good cry on behalf of your daughter. I so hope and pray she can beat this thing, and soon. I wonder also if these energies are picking on the very young like her, and the very old and ill, like me, since we are easier to upset, thus creating the lower vibrational energy they feed on. This is severely stressing my belief in a God who gives a damn about us humans. I cannot see why the set up here on earth is so violent and cruel and the good guys never get any help, when the playing field is clearly so uneven. These 4th density entities know exactly what they're attacking, but we have almost no idea what they are and what they can do, though I've seen the types that are attacking me on the astral in the past. I've also found videos on the Archons and on The Reincarnation Soul Trap helpful, though I never knows what to believe anymore. I've been fooled so often. I am very glad you found a Shaman you feel you can trust who has already improved the situation. That must be a huge relief.

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/09/18 03:04:25PM
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I understand, as I am also being bombarded by entities now (definitely dark ones) and it is seriously messing me up. I hope she can free your daughter from this torture. I wonder why they are attacking so extra hard at this time.....I know the theories, but there are so many differing ones.

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/09/18 02:36:39PM
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@hop-daddy,

Did the Shaman say anything about it always being at 2 am? Maybe that is when the rituals were performed that the Shaman mentioned?

I will add you to my prayer list. 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/08/18 07:26:41AM
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Hi just-stevie,

As I said, I do not see things like this, with one exception when I saw astral spiders one time. I just got an impression when reading it, so I passed it along.

If I were you, I'd try telling this "man" that you are from source and he is not, so he has no business with you and should leave. I would keep repeating that over and over, and annoy him with it the same way he annoys you.

If you do not know what Archons are, I would get familiar with that idea, since this morphing stuff sounds like one of their tricks to me, and I do have lots of experience with them, unfortunately. It is not a pleasant subject, so be prepared. YouTube is probably the best place to learn about them. There are dozens of videos on them.

I hope womanwhowalks sees your post. This seems more up her alley than mine. 

I also hope someone can answer hop-daddy's original question. :-)

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/07/18 09:13:37AM
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P.S. This is wacky, but I am seeing an orb that visits your bedroom, very bright white but with a kind of orangish tinge around the edges, hanging around the ceiling over near the bathroom, and he says he is a child energy. He says he is playing with his new abilities to peek in on people now that he is "dead"! 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/07/18 08:52:55AM
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Hi hop-daddy,

    I have no experience with this phenomena, so I'm sure others will pick up much more detail. I do not feel like these lights are bad at all, but just curious, and the time they show up is the time when the portal is most open for them to do so. I feel a childish, impishness from them also! I also am being prompted to ask whether you live on ley lines by any chance? 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/06/18 09:56:11AM
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Does the empath have a purpose?


Empath

Just to offer another perspective on the emapath's purpose in life to think about.....

Researchers have found the same percentage of highly sensitive members (about 15%) in all species of mammals, not just us humans! The empathic ones are the most valuable members of the animal herd or human tribe, since our hyper vigilance often warned them of attack or clued them into the whereabouts of game and/or predators.

We used to live in tribes, and I think anyone can see that we still think and act in a tribal manner.....just watch the news! In animal tribes, the sensitives serve as the sentinels to save the group by being the alarm system for all of them. The sensitive zebras are the first to hear the twig snap as the lions approach, for example, and will start running first. Those who follow those sensitive zebras in running away will be safe. Fear thus also serves a warning purpose on earth, and I think we often forget that fear is not all bad, and is needed anywhere duality exists. Those zebras who are totally oblivious to tuning in to the sentinel zebras will stay there munching grass and be eaten.

I think it's strange that modern human society is so twisted that those who are self-serving and oblivious to the plight of others are not "eaten", but just the opposite. They have risen to the top in every facet of society and have made life on earth hellish as a result.

Also, the human herd now ignores our warnings. A huge number of empaths I encounter have the modern "canary in the coal mine" diseases of an overly toxic environment, like fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue syndrome, and multiple chemical sensitivities, just for starters. Are the masses paying attention to the fact that this may happen to them soon if we don't stop crapping all over where we eat? (We are the only species dumb enough to do that.) Not that I can see. The herd is not responding to us anymore. Most are so far divorced from nature that they no longer realize they are even a part of nature and completely dependent upon it. 

IMO, this lack of valuing those like us, who used to be considered the MVPs of life, may be one reason why so many of us feel a lack of purpose. I believe our purpose is still the same, but it is being ignored, and at great peril to the survival of the human species. 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
03/23/18 04:38:03PM
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Children who have had a recent NDE


Library of Light

Thanks, Bill,

I love Coast to Coast and wish it weren't on at 1 am here! 

I will look up the book and also see if Leslie Kean has anything on YouTube. 

I hope your dad is doing well...

Wishing you a great weekend  too,

C. Cat

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@cheshire-cat
03/17/18 03:13:35PM
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Children who have had a recent NDE


Library of Light

Thanks very much! You inspired me to go watch some NDE accounts on YouTube, and I read a couple of articles, but I've not found any that mention an awakening yet. I look forward to hearing from you, but please don't make a special trip somewhere if it's not convenient. 

C. Cat

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@cheshire-cat
03/17/18 09:39:34AM
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Library of Light

Hi Bill,

Where did you find these accounts? I try to keep up with NDEs, but have not heard of this. I would love to read some of them if you can point me to them.  I think kids accounts are more trustworthy, since they haven't been brainwashed into dogma yet. 

I also hope this is true, and in a good way. I have all but lost my faith lately and this would be a tremendous help, depending upon what is meant by it.....

Based on some things I've heard from several sources, which may or may not be true, I would wonder if the angels these kids see are really angels or shape shifters bent on deception, and/or if the "new" consciousness will be better or worse, like for example, a hybrid of human and sociopathic alien shapeshifters. Look up "reincarnation trap" or "turds of karma" for more info. This idea is way too complicated and intricate to explain fully here. 

Thanks for posting this info,

C. Cat

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@cheshire-cat
03/05/18 08:39:54AM
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Hi @hana,

     Thanks for asking. My neck is pretty good now, thanks to a semi-circular, flax-filled, polartek hot pack that has become a constant fashion accessory around my neck, lol.  Other stresses are through the roof though. The new Lyme doc was a bust. I am Very worried about my spouse's health.

     Still no answer from Elise. I first filled out a support ticket on Jan. 8!!! Have you sent one? Someone else besides me needs to care enough about her to try and find out if she is sick or what the heck is going on??? 

   If anyone sees this who is on FB (I am probably the only person in the universe who refuses to partake of FB), please go to this site's counterpart on FB and see if you can contact her there.

   I am very worried that Elise may be seriously ill or something. It is not like her to not respond to a PM, let alone repeated ones. I have no idea if I am the only one who filled one out though, so I cannot tell if the problem is just me. Did anyone else say they could not PM you?

   C. Cat

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@cheshire-cat
02/09/18 10:02:19AM
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Update: it is now Feb. 9th and I have not heard from Elise at all. This is not at all like her and I am alarmed! It has been a whole month since I first wrote to her about the PM problem.

I refuse to be on FB, so I don't know if she is visible on the FB EC page. Anyone know if she has been there, or have any of you contacted her there and gotten a reply in the past month?

Either I am unable to PM her for the same reason some of us cannot PM Hana, or she may be ill or absent for some other reason. My other PMs go through fine. I am worried about her.

Can someone connect with her telepathically and find out? I tried and can't seem to connect at all.

If everyone involved in this thread would please fill out a support ticket, we can see if this is a site wide problem of not being able to contact her.

Also, someone who also goes to the FB page for EC.....can you please give it a try over there?

The forum won't work with nobody able to contact the owner and whatever is wrong will likely expand over time, based on my experience with ignoring computer problems. Eventually, all here may run into this problem when trying to PM another member and that person may not have a website like Hana does.

Thank you all,

C. Cat

P.S. For those who may not know how fill out a support ticket, click on your name in the upper right corner of the screen and click support tickets in the drop down menu, and fill out the form that comes up.

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
02/08/18 08:19:48AM
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Psychic and Paranormal

For anyone like me who cannot stand the pain of sitting in a bathtub, you can lie down on a bed and make yourself shake. Keep shaking until you feel the excess energy is gone. I do it every morning and it feels great. You can use Mg oil on your skin, though I find it greasy, or just take plenty of Natural Vitality CALM Mg drink. It may not be as good as the epsom salts, but it's better than nothing.

That link is really good, thanks hop-daddy, but I do all of those things and still am very sick, which leads me to....

I know I sound like a broken record around here, but please don't assume that you do not actually have a physical illness! I have Lyme Disease, which has caused 3 different sleep disorders.  I normally wake up 3-7 times each night. I've had only 5 weeks of solid sleep in 32 years, which occurred when I was put on a drug called metronidazole. It 95% cured all my symptoms and allowed me to lead a normal life. I wish I could take it all the time, but over time it wrecks your liver, and produces resistant super bugs.  Doctors understand that I want quality over quantity of life, but they are too afraid of being sued. Anyway, you all know that saying about the word "assume", lol. 

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@cheshire-cat
01/27/18 09:33:59AM
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On Being an Empath


Library of Light

Hi Bing,

Thanks for the wonderful post! :-)

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/22/18 09:54:35AM
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Hi Hana,

I am allergic to bees now, so the honey is out, but I agree with the black tea....very strong black tea is great to gargle for sore throats. I haven't done sugar in 20 yrs. except for my dark cacao nibs, the one treat I refuse to give up. A girl's gotta have some fun! I only use stevia. 

Mucinex is my savior, along with a saline nasal rinse. I wish this was my biggest health problem, but my susceptibility to it and the need for CPAP are all just more effects of my late stage Lyme Disease.

The good news is I've been on a waiting list for 1 1/2 yrs. for the only local Lyme specialist who takes insurance and I have now got an appt. in 3 weeks! This is my last chance after 33 yrs. of fighting and slowly going down for the count. There is one antibiotic that totally cures me when I'm on it, so I am hoping she can pin down what it is killing and then help me wipe it out with herbs, since you can't take antibiotics forever. (Lyme does not come by itself, but with a whole bunch  of co-infections, which are often far worse than the Lyme). 

You also mentioned my having neck problems, so I looked up something I'd long suspected and sure enough, I have every symptom of Chiari Malformation Type I. I'm too old and sick to have a piece of my skull cut out to fix it though!

I will go to my profile and update my ticket with Elise and ask her if she has found an answer to the PM problem. If you could start a ticket too and tell her that people cannot PM you, that would probably help. She may be wondering why I am doing it, instead of you, and figure it's not a problem or you would've said something. Thanks. :-)

C. Cat

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@cheshire-cat
01/19/18 07:20:34AM
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@hana,

I still cannot PM or friend request you, and have not heard back from Elise about the problem, so I am posting this here, despite it being personal, because I want you to know.

Maybe if more of you who can't reach Hana were to start a ticket and ask Elise for help.... Numbers carry more weight. We know she is busy, so the squeaky wheel will get the grease.

You were so right about my lungs! I woke up this morning with a full blown chest and sinus infection. I cannot take antibiotics, so here comes 2 months of Mucinex, saline spray, and prayers that it doesn't  become pneumonia. It is probably caused by my CPAP, and I get this every time we have a cold winter. CPAP has some bad side-effects and is definitely a mixed blessing. It is also addictive, which they never tell you. 

Anyway, that was a direct hit! Thanks for the heads up. I did raise my machine's humidity setting, but it was already too late.

C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/15/18 03:45:14PM
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Imagine


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@hop-daddy,

For Seth's version of the Christ story, open "Seth Speaks" and start reading at the second paragraph on page 231 for about two pages. Then go to the top of page 416 for the really juicy stuff, and read to the end of that chapter on page 419.

Luckily, I underline, take notes and write super important ideas inside the covers of books like that, noting what page they are on, otherwise I'd never have remembered where to find it for you.

I'd like your take on it, once you've read it. My take is that it makes perfect sense to me, especially why Peter denied it was him, and why Judas pointed him out. Also it should be noted that many people survived crucifixion back then, especially if they were taken down quickly. 

Since then, I've read many other versions of what really happened, so I am confused. How can we ever know for sure? What Seth said would surely upset many people to whom dogma matters, but to me it has never mattered whether Christ died on the cross or not, or even whether he is the son of God or not, figuratively or literally. What he said stands on it's own for me as being worthwhile.

C. Cat

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@cheshire-cat
01/15/18 02:30:28PM
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Just want to let you know that Hana did a great job on my reading and I highly recommend her. She is not afraid to call it like she sees it, which I really, really appreciate. 

C. Cat

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@cheshire-cat
01/15/18 02:22:28PM
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Imagine


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I cannot recommend the Seth books enough. The first two, "Seth Speaks" and "Seth On The Nature of Personal Reality" are my favorite metaphysical books of all time, and I've read just about everything written since then.

 I really like it that Jane Roberts had no reason to make them up for money. Channeling was not understood or accepted at all back then and she died young and poor. Seth's explanation of what really happened at Calvary makes a lot more sense than the Bible, IMO. I wore out my first set of the books and had to buy another. 

I don't necessarily accept all of it without question, since you never know who you are channeling for sure, and I really resonate with the "turds of karma" ideas lately, since that also makes sense to me, based on all I've learned since reading Seth so long ago. The Turds of Karma contradicts a lot of what Seth says, so I guess we have to read all sides and make up our own minds, while leaving them open to future info that could change them. 

I definitely agree with hop-daddy about seeing the Matrix all around and feeling so alone since most people I know are oblivious to it.

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/13/18 06:33:30AM
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Good morning @hana,

 Thank you for the link! I have filled out the contact form at the link provided and left you a message on your comment wall too. I hope this will work. Have not heard yet re: fixing the problem  with PMing.

Have a blessed day,

C. Cat

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@cheshire-cat
01/12/18 07:38:04PM
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I did not get any message with a link in it. Maybe you can't PM us either?  Maybe it will just take awhile to show up for some reason.......

Thanks for trying,

C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/12/18 01:46:00PM
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Hi again @hana,

It would not allow me to PM you and appears to have added me to your page w/o your approval (sorry), while not adding you to mine, so I had to comment on your wall about it.

I noticed someone else had also tried and could not PM you. 

So, I have started a ticket with Elise to get this problem fixed.

Sincerely,

C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/12/18 01:22:55PM
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@hana,

If you are looking for people with serious problems to read, I am your gal! My life is a wreck in every area and I've been diagnosed with double depression, as if one wasn't enough, lol.

How do you do your readings? I have FaceTime and Google Hangouts on my Mac, but have to use an old laptop for Skype and have forgotten how to do it, it's been so long. Or, if you chose me, could I just email you a recent pic? That would be easiest.

I will PM you with my email, and if you don't feel like reading me you can just let me know.

thank you,

C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/11/18 08:00:26AM
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HIGHLY SENSITIVE PEOPLE


Empath

Hi Lilly again,

I forgot to say that I have noticed an astonishing number of us have Fibromyalgia on this forum. Ever since I read Dr. Devin Starlanyl's big book on Fibromyalgia, in which she explains that some Indian tribes consider FM to be a gift from God and confer automatic Shamanhood on members who get it, I have wondered if the heightened sensitivity and eternal vigilance of the sympathetic part of the autonomic nervous system found in FM is what gives us our abilities. Something to think about.......

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/11/18 07:57:02AM
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Hi Lilly,

What do they mean by "your aura is wide open"? 

Do they mean you have no shielding? Do they mean you have tiny holes all over it that are leaking chi? (That is what I was told). 

Did they provide a solution, or is it even a problem?

Yes, I do feel we are easily broken, but only because the world is full of hard, cruel people. If everyone was like us, I think it would be a lot more like a garden of Eden. 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/11/18 07:54:17AM
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Tiger Lily,

I know you have a very good Endocrinologist, so I am assuming you've been checked for Type 2 and 3 hypothyroidism aka subclinical H-P-A axis type. I am sure she's checked for Type 1 aka Hashimoto's Disease. I hope she's also checked you for SLE aka Lupus and I am sure basic labs would show any other kidney problems. I only mention it, because I have seen people on this forum assume something is spiritual before without even checking to see if it might be physical first, and that scares me! 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/08/18 11:27:17AM
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What is wrong with me?


Empath

You've gotten excellent advice. I would add only that our bodies often bear the brunt of such pain, and that can create a vicious circle of problems that feed on each other. I would like to see you do some reading on adrenal fatigue .

There are concrete things to do and supplements to take to treat that and the sadness, which may help you in trying to break this cycle. 

Also, the word depressed can broken down into "deep rest' and you sound like you need some, so isolating for a reasonable time to recover may be just what you need. When it's gone on much too long, then healing your adrenals, gut, thyroid and any other affected areas, and rewiring your brain so you don't go over and over negative thoughts all the time may be needed too. I am exactly at this place myself now.  It is very hard work, but you know what they say..... the only way out is through.

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/07/18 04:43:20PM
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@lilly,

I feel exactly the same. I often say I feel like my top layer of skin has been scraped off and the raw underside is exposed. I once got a birthday present of a session with a famous psychic. The very first thing he said to me was; "You are sensitive, in every way, to the nth degree." When I was young, this was called being "high strung".

Have you got a diagnosis for your pain problem? You may be interested, if medically inclined at all, to look up "sympathetic dominant dysautonomia" which is what I think most of us who are hypersensitive to pain have. It is usually diagnosed by doctors as fibromyalgia. As a result, I think anything we can do to calm down our H-P-A axis is helpful. Meditation would be one thing, quiet another, time in nature, a lack of drama, removal of toxic people, constant daily routines in life, etc. should all help and do help me, though outside interference does take it's toll, doesn't it? I am not sure what to do about that except win the lottery so we can afford to hide and bring what we want to us, lol. 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/07/18 01:42:01PM
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@Lastars - The holistic therapist helping me with my drug withdrawal prescribed an earthing mat for me to sleep on, but I had not looked into it yet. I watched the video link you posted and also read the comments, where I found something very helpful to someone on a fixed income like me.....one commenter said the problem is rubber soled shoes and that natural footwear on the ground, not pavement, will help you almost as much as going barefoot, and while it hurts me to walk in them, I have a pair of soft, very thin soled 100% leather moccasins that I used to wear all the time before I developed foot bone deformities. I will try that first and see what it does. At this time of year there are no fire ants, so I will go w/o socks. Thanks for reminding me of this.

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@TigerLily - Lyme can be easily cured in Stage I in only 3 weeks, so if you know you are bitten, which often you don't ,since the tick anesthetizes you first, try to save the tick to have it tested and get to a doctor right now, no matter how good you feel! It can also be cured if caught in Stage II and the person is under 25 so they have plenty of growth hormone, is otherwise healthy and gets multiple, changing intravenous antibiotics for at least 18 months, though some will have to take them the rest of their lives. I know someone who got correctly diagnosed in Stage II who works full time and runs marathons, but if he misses even 3 days of antibiotics, he is bedridden. I was not correctly diagnosed until late Stage III, by which time I had several other diseases caused by Lyme indirectly and was way too old to recover. I am a walking miracle as it is, since I was told I could die at any time in 1988, was put on terminal disability in 1994 and told they could not believe I was able to walk with so much brain damage, and was told again, after developing yet another disease caused by it, that I would never live past age 63 max. I am now almost 67. My study of Naturopathy and resulting massive supplementation, and my self-discipline to keep at all the things I do every day to help limit my suffering is what I credit with my lasting this long. Lyme steals 2/3 of your nutrition for itself, so you must take in 3 times what a normal person does to keep going. Junk food is out, period. The costs of all these supplements cannot be borne much longer however. I am spending a couple hundred per month just on supplements to get me through the hell of drug withdrawal, all to get off a drug that cost me 15 cents a month. Big Pharma makes it cheap to be addicted. I was also told the drug was not addicting and it has turned out to be more addicting than heroin. Typical. I've been in withdrawal for 13 months now and have about 6 months left to go, getting off a fairly low dose, it is that hard to get off. 11% of America takes this class of drugs. It is much easier to get off opiates....I did it cold turkey after 12 yrs. on them at the start of my illness. I was very sick for half a day, and in bed for two weeks, then fine. If I tried that with the drug I am getting off of now, I'd be dead in  less than one day. The stress of this has thrown several body systems way out of whack. My adrenals, pancreas and thyroid are totally messed up.

I hate to be a bummer, but as Lastars said, there are things going on most people don't know and educating people is one of my missions. One thing is that this disease is very old and the bug has more than 300 strains that have never gone epidemic before.  The strain of Lyme that has now become the fastest growing epidemic in the world was created by a Nazi scientist, working for the US govt. at Plum Island Bioweapons lab, and is part of the UN Agenda 21 depopulation agenda. It was let lose on purpose and went downwind to the closest land, which was the town of Lyme, CT, for which it is now named. The actual bug that causes it is called Borrelia. The book about this is called "Lab 257: Plum Island" and is very well-researched. Over half the book is footnotes. It is available in most libraries. There is a news blackout about this and many other subjects, as I'm sure you know. Our govt. is not spending a dime trying to cure us, but is spending $55 billion to build a new bioweapons facility in Kansas to study Lyme, since they've been so successful with it.

I hope I haven't bored you with all this info. I don't want other people to end up like me, and accept the common misdiagnoses that are so prevalent, due to doctor's ignorance, but so many people have this and do not know it. There are over 300,000 new cases that are correctly diagnosed in the US alone every year now and the estimate is close to ten times as many carriers. In healthy folks, it just sits and waits for your immunity to go down. It can be there for well over a decade before you get sick, if you are in good health, but eventually, something will probably make you weak enough to trigger it. I wish everyone would know the symptoms and insist on proper testing immediately if they have them.

May you never get this scourge.....

C. Cat

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@cheshire-cat
01/07/18 12:50:04PM
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@hop-daddy,

Very good ideas. I used to love a hot bath, but can no longer sit on hard surfaces or even stand in bare feet due to intense pain.  I have to stand on a thick garden kneeler instead of a bath mat to shower. I also have too much Lyme arthritis to get up out of a tub once I'm down there. I do drink a hot Natural Calm Mg drink twice daily. I agree about doing things you love and exercising and I do as much as I can. My favorite things, walking in woods and cross country skiing, are no longer possible, and there are no woods within hours of here anyway. I do think dance exercising to my ability, though it's not much, is one reason why I am still on my feet, whereas most people in stage IV Lyme are bedridden. I also use visualizations to push the negative out of myself daily or more often, as needed, and agree with you that it is necessary. I am going through a crisis where I do not understand why I am still being kept here, when I can no longer do what I thought I was here to do, and my guides, who used to warn me about little matters, have not spoken to me in almost 20 years, no matter how much I need help with major issues, so I get no feedback or answers. I don't expect an answer to this. I know there isn't one. I just don't want to be grounded to this earth. I feel like I am done and honestly just don't know why I am still here. I hope that explains it.

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/07/18 12:12:22PM
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@tigerlily,

Unfortunately, that is one of the first things I did. It is a rural area though. One of the things I dislike about where I am now is that it is very densely urban, because doctors told me I had to live in an urban area. I lived in the area I am guided to for 3 mos. before I moved where I am now and loved it. It is probably where the tick bit me, in the national forest I was living in, so I should hate it. I don't care, since I love nature and dislike crowds and noise and any forced interaction with other humans. If there is an alternative doc there, he is not advertising, which may very well be the case, but I am much too sick to even make the trip now. I do not leave the house except to go to doctors and to eat with friends at off hours when feeling really good. I have not been able to drive for 11 yrs. now and get totally overwhelmed just riding in heavy traffic, so I have to carry a throw up bowl and wear industrial headphones. This is due to brain damage rated severe on testing......starting in stage III, Lyme eats the brain. 

I live in a hot, humid area with giant bugs. Maybe it is the one you are being led to??? In fact, we often say that the Palmetto Bug is our state bird, lol. I love the heat, but hate the humidity and the bugs. We are infested with ghost ants right now that are coming in due to the unusual cold. Termites are a constant problem here took and fire ant allergy has almost killed me more times than I can count and ambulances are expensive, so no more sandals, despite the heat. I must wear shoes and socks due to fire ants. You can't even take a short walk around the block during most of the year here, unless you have time to peel off soaking wet clothes and shower and wash your hair afterwards. I spend far more time inside here than I did in the far north.

I wish you luck in figuring out what seems to be contradictory info. I also do not know whether to trust my gut and go against all logic or whether I should be practical. I am not sure I should even look for solutions in the external world at all. I hope you get to make that trip soon and find out once and for all.....

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/07/18 11:15:29AM
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@tigerlily,

I agree about the need to move locations to find peace. The people where I am are harder to bear than my illness. Unfortunately, the place I've long been guided to move to is much colder and I have zero tolerance for cold. The illness I have destroyed my ability to regulate my own internal temperature. In the recent cold snap, my thyroid tanked from the stress, and now my temp is dangerously low. More fun and games with Lyme. I am thrilled you are well and can travel to check out places where you might find more peace. You go girl!

I do balance and clean my chakras each morning as well as putting a shield over the sacral, since it has been repeatedly used by Archons to breach my aura, and the solar plexus, to keep out negative energies, since I am being bombarded from two sides where I live.  I have also had Reiki, by two different people, as well as starting to learn it myself. Just didn't feel right for me and I had too little time for more "shoulds" in my day. I know what automatic writing is, but not divine writing, unless it is the same thing. 

@womanwhowalks,

Even a therapist told me my life is a complete disaster and she cannot see how any of it can be fixed, so what did I expect her to do for me? (I also used to be a therapist before Lyme took everything away from me). I had genetic testing that shows a serotonin transporter defect, which explains why my mother's whole family were depressed and why I have "double depression", meaning it's part long term genetic and part reactive, due to my life situation. I have had 38 years of living in a place I despise. I moved here because doctors told me I had to due to illness, and then I married someone who had a fixed in place business. People with two brain cells  are very hard to find here and there are loads of fruits and nuts. I was warned by two friends who lived here at the time and could not wait to leave and go back to freezing half the year rather than put up with feeling so lonely. 

I am not sure I still believe that I freely and with full knowledge chose to be born here. I am pretty certain I am not originally from this planet. However, I am undergoing a dark night of the soul and I am not sure of much of anything these days! Check out "the turds of karma" online or on YouTube and see what you think. Interesting ideas. The whole light, tunnel, life review, you need to come back and learn a lesson/payback thing may be a program by those who feed off of our negative energy to get us to voluntarily come back to this looney bin, since the rules say they can't force us. The set up here on earth is just too cruel to come from God, IMO. Everything on this planet must kill other living creatures every second just to stay alive. My breathing is killing tiny creatures with every breath by burning them alive in my lungs. It is all backwards here. Evil people have great lives while the good suffer. People who play games make billions, while those who do important jobs get almost nothing, and on and on. Backwards is not God's game, but the dark side's. I don't really believe in a hell where you suffer forever, but if there is something like a hell, I suspect this is it. To me, the absolute worst thing would be having my spouse die first, which would leave me up the creek w/o a paddle, unable to get groceries, meds, go to the doctor, pay the bills, etc. I have friends,  but all the close ones live very far away and are caring for aging parents or grandkids. I have a niggling feeling that will happen if I don't prevent it. I am a coward, so have no immediate plans. I read the Hemlock Society's book and far from helping people die, it is the best deterrent I've ever seen, making it clear how very hard it is to off yourself. It seems many celeb OD's are freak accidents, or somebody's lying somewhere. Sorry to write a book!

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/07/18 10:20:10AM
1,308 posts

HIGHLY SENSITIVE PEOPLE


Empath

Lastars - I totally agree with what you said. The Rockefellers decided making women feel ashamed unless they work another job outside the home would accomplish two things, ie. give the elite a lot more money in taxes and destroy the family. New Age is spiritual bypassing, enabling people to blame others for creating their own ugly reality, while they are chanting and sit doing nothing to change things. Just another religion to keep us from finding truth. Also true that we believe our thoughts without question, rather than just observing them with interest. Great post. Glad to know someone is on the same page with me. 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/07/18 09:12:05AM
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HIGHLY SENSITIVE PEOPLE


Empath

Good point Lastars!

I think we need to talk more about those things that may be happening and make use of our sensitivities to try to figure out which ones are real, by combining our abilities to pick up on things. Who better to do it than empaths? Otherwise, the discouragement you mentioned is handled by each of us alone, which is more stressful and exactly what the bad guys want. 

I am not sure exactly what you were referring to, but I when I read your post I thought of the ideas I've heard that we are: under quarantine here due to our violence, that there is a grid over us keeping us on planet, that the moon is a base that we are being controlled from, that we are a food resource herd for more technically advanced species, that we are a lab experiment for more technically advanced species, that the Nag Hamadi describes how an advanced species created us to be ore mining slaves and then left us here with thousands of genetic mutations, since they were sloppy about creating mere slaves, and so on. All of these have in common an uneven playing field, leaving us feeling hopeless in the face of tech so advanced it seems like magic. Is that what you meant?

The only one of those I have a feeling may be true is the grid/quarantine theory. That does not mean the others are not true, it only means that I am not picking up anything either way. This may do better as a new thread, if anyone prefers it that way.

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/07/18 08:44:57AM
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P.S. I forgot to fess up that I am really bad at grounding, so I could do it all day long and I'd still not have @hop-daddy's success. I do it every morning as part of my Qi Gong routine, but I am a phoney. I do not want to be grounded to  this world, and of course spirit knows this. I want to leave it, yesterday. I have wanted to leave for almost 20 yrs. now, but am afraid to take matters into my own hands in case a) karma is involved, or b) I fail. I've done a lot of research, and more than 97% of attempts fail. The disease I have has a successful suicide rate of 26% with 3 attempts for each success, so that gives you some idea how hard it is to live with. Almost all the successes are with morphine patches though, and I cannot even get a script for mild pain pills where I live. Our governor has an addicted son, and is on the warpath against legit pain patients, trying to make it impossible for anyone to get pain meds for more than 3 days for any reason. Docs are afraid. So, I suffer. Pain is the least of my problems now that I'm in Stage IV though. If anyone has any hints on how to ground yourself to this earth when you really don't want to be here at all, please do let me know! Thanks. 

 
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