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Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
06/24/17 10:38:16AM
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What Are Your Favorite Empath/Medium/Psychic Movies?


Empath

I really liked the TV series Medium. Patricia Arquette got to play a normal person with a normal life who also happened to be psychic. It was the first time I'd ever seen someone with abilities as the lead of a show and not portrayed as an eccentric freak. Plus, it was based on a real person. This show de-emphasized the differences, which I really like, since I am tired of feeling like a different species. 

Cheshire Cat
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06/20/17 06:37:47AM
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soothsayer4,

I am really glad to know you thrived on the hotline! That is a lot of pressure in my book. Goes to show we are all different. I really applaud what you did. I was very afraid to hold life and death in my hands all alone like that. I could still do group therapy, but one on one therapy would be too much for me now, since my adrenals are shot from being so ill with Lyme Disease for so long. I wish you the best as your career goes forward. It sounds like you've learned to release negative energy very well. I wish I was better at that. I've never been able to master any method I've tried and have to isolate to prevent it. 

Namaste,

C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
06/15/17 04:50:14PM
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Family Dream from both sides of the Vail


Dreams

Thanks, Bill, for the clarification. Now it makes perfect sense. I did not get that reason. I felt some cynicism, but could not feel where it was coming from. 

I am no angel, lol. I sure wish I were! Seriously, I am pretty sure angels are another type of being entirely. I do not believe humans ever become angels.

I have serious problems with not liking most people very much, since I can tell their hidden agendas and see a picture of the truth on their foreheads when they lie. I also get tired of wasting time on small talk. I do ask angels to help me on a daily basis. I'm told they are all around us, existing just to help us, and really wanting to, but we have to ask before they are allowed  to help, so I do ask often, since I figure I need loads of help in living on this crazy planet. ;-)

I tried tuning into your mother and got a month and day for his passing, but then she gave me an almost snarky look, lol, and gave me 3 different years and told me to figure it out! One of the years was lit up in neon orange, so I felt that was most likely right, given present facts. Of course, free will of all involved can change the date before then. I would give you these dates only by PM and only after you think long and hard about whether you really want to know or not. It would put incredible pressure on you every time that day approached each year. Do you tell him or not? Am I wrong? That is a distinct possibility and you could end up really mad at me for making you a nervous wreck once a year and then be blindsided when it happens some other time and you don't feel prepared due to what I got when I read your mom.  

Any reader who says they are always right is full of it! Everything gets filtered through our own biased brain matter. On the other hand, the only reason I even mentioned getting the dates to you is that I feel like you are a much more even-keeled, hypo-reactive person than I am, and whenever your father passes over, you will handle it with such good grace, helping those around you to handle it as well, that the actual day will not be of much consequence in your case. I wish my emotions were as well-controlled as I feel yours to be. It is a pleasure to tune into someone who is not as moody as I am!

Namaste,

C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
06/15/17 10:31:10AM
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Lifting the Seven Veils (enlightenment)


New Age

This was very interesting, thanks. I am confused though about whether these veils must fall in the order they were listed, which seemed to be implied. I feel like I am done with and can totally relate to all but the fifth, which I still have serious trouble with, and that was early in the listing. I have a couple of friends who do not believe humans are even capable of true unconditional love as long as we are in these bodies. I try, but know I am not there yet, and with the combative way SO many people are acting lately, I am getting further away, not closer. 

My question for all who read this is: Do you think we must all go through these veils in order? 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
06/15/17 09:30:02AM
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I ran across this article & thought I'd post it here to see what others thoughts are.


Empath

Hi NA,

Unfortunately, this article describes me and my life issues to a Tee. I feel like a push-pull toy when it comes to my relationship with other people. I am always weighing my need to help and people only seeming to want me when they need help, versus my desire not to be drained or become any more physically ill than I already am. I do not find shields to work well, and I tend to agree with those who regard them as a form of resistance. 

The only thing I disagree with is the title. I don't think others need to be cautious about us, but vice versa. We're likely to be the best sort of people they run across, IMO.

We all have a shadow side, but I don't even see this as a description of that really, but more as a description of the problems we have living in a world full of people who are not empaths. 

What do YOU think about it?

blessings,

C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
06/13/17 07:05:42AM
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Health & Paranormal


Psychic and Paranormal

The spiritual issues have already been covered, so as a long time fellow Fibro sufferer, I just want to mention a few physical things that you may want to have checked, if they've not been already. 

1. Welbutrin can cause hallucinations. It did for me, as well as night terrors, followed by a severe allergic reaction after being on it for a couple of months. It is the only anti-depressant which works by raising dopamine, and there are natural ways to do that, if it turns out the drug is the problem. 

2. Hair loss can mean secondary hypothyroidism, which about 75% of people with Fibro get. My hair was falling out all over my pillow and plugging up the shower drain before I went on natural, T3 thyroid made from pork. 

3. Fingernails that curve upwards and inwards, like they are spoons, are a sign of anemia. If they are curving downwards, like an upside down spoon, that is hypothyroidism. 

Fibro is much more serious than most doctors understand, so I feel for you in dealing with it. I believe being physically stronger will help keep negative spirits away from you, so working on both aspects is a good idea, IMO.

Namaste,

C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
06/12/17 05:59:17PM
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Family Dream from both sides of the Vail


Dreams

Hi Bill,

I am glad you are not upset, so I will tell you that I was softening what I got by saying there was a health issue that needs looking at. What I actually got was this was letting you know that she was telling him his time is almost up due to a health issue. However, time is so different over there that it could still be many years yet. It seems his dreams have confirmed this, so I don't feel bad in just telling you, rather than hinting at it like I did. I was afraid of really scaring you, and if I was wrong, it would have been a cruel thing to do. 

I also should have mentioned that I saw him at a much younger age, and it felt like before he met your stepmother. I am not sure why.....I am thinking that is when the problem started. I could try to channel your mom, since I've sometimes been able to do that, but if she would not tell him the exact time, she is hardly going to tell a complete stranger like me, if she comes through at all. 

I feel like you are well prepared, due to his age and his having had health problems for awhile, and it feels like you are very philosophical about it, so exact timing isn't going to matter. I feel like you are very spiritual and can handle it better than most. I still feel there is a good outcome somehow. This may be telling me it is a good outcome by MY standards, not yours, which would mean a quick, easy passing, since I've been sick and suffering for almost 32 years and greatly wish that for myself. 

Thank you for the kind thoughts regarding my drug withdrawal. I was put on the drug 33 yrs. ago for muscle spasm and told it was not addictive. Now it's known to be more addictive than heroin and to cause dementia, which it was doing at a rapid rate, so I voluntarily decided to go off, against doctor's desires, as he feared my health could not handle the stress. It is the hardest thing I've ever done, but I am determined to get off this poison or die trying. 

Please keep me posted on what happens with your dad. We are friended here, so you can PM me whenever you want to. I am curious as to why he has had to have the same dream 3 times. I wonder why......

Namaste,

C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
06/11/17 09:00:48AM
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Family Dream from both sides of the Vail


Dreams

Hi Bill,

I hate to suggest this, but it is what I felt first. Could your mom maybe be trying to tell you that your dad has a health issue he should attend to? It also occurred to me that her being in bed may be meaningful also, and the health issue may have to do with a problem that worsens in bed, like sleep apnea, or heart failure, which gets worse when you lay flat, gastric reflux, etc. 

I can see them both clearly, and viewed the entire scene as you described it, while I was reading, though I may be way off.....my abilities have gone south recently due to the drug withdrawal I am going through, since one of it's symptoms is stark, raving fear, which as you can guess, has severely lowered my vibration. I feel almost blind, I was so used to using my abilities to help me with everything and now I know how non-empaths feel and I don't like it much! 

The main point I got from viewing it is that if I saw correctly, your father is a very big man, which would predispose to both of the medical conditions I mentioned above and more. 

Strangely, I do not see this as a bad omen. For some reason, I feel that no matter what it means, it will have a happy outcome, especially for your dad. I also feel a strong attachment between your mom and dad, especially the feelings your dad has for your mom. I almost feel like he worships her for some reason.

I hope I've not upset you with what I saw. It is likely wrong anyway, for reasons I noted above. I got it very strongly though, so I risked telling you and looking like a fool, just in case it made sense to you. I don't mind being a fool, lol. ;-)

wishing you many blessings,

C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
06/02/17 04:18:35PM
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Selfish people or what ??


Empath

Tundra,

I am so sorry this is happening to you. IME, as an old and exhausted empath, please don't keep letting these people use you until you end up deathly sick like I am. I truly believe I got the disease I have because I was worn down to a raw nub by letting all these folks use me and making endless excuses for their behavior. I always made up good excuses in my mind for how they acted, because I could not imagine ever acting the way they did. I was wrong. It has been hard for me to face, but these people do it on purpose. Save your energy for those precious few who deserve a good friend like you.

 C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
06/01/17 06:12:18PM
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Opinions on Medicine and Herbal Remedies


Empath

@hop-daddy,

   Rhodiola raises my high blood pressure a lot. So do all other adaptogens. I am not allowed to take B Complex due to having had vitamin B 6 toxicity Neuropathy, the worst pain I've ever experienced and took almost a year to resolve. I also cannot take it during my drug withdrawal, since it is energizing. I must take methyl folate and methyl B12 SL however, since I have two MTHFR gene mutations. (I studied to be a Naturopath for 2 1/2 yrs.) I miss B Complex since it did help my depression. I also miss coffee for the same reason, but it is a total no-no during withdrawal from benzodiazepine drugs. 

   People often don't realize that natural does not necessarily mean safe. Cobras and crocodiles are natural, lol. I almost killed myself accidentally once when I decided to treat my Lyme Disease and my prediabetes, and kill two birds with one stone by using Berberine, which is excellent for both, but forgot to look up whether it is metabolized by the Cytochrome P-450 pathway, which is too slow in those with Lyme, Fibromyalgia, CFS, etc. It turned out it does use that pathway, and my pulse went down to 40 and stayed there for 3 days after only one low dose! Not good at all. 5-HTP caused me to have to wear a heart monitor for a whole month, as it raised my blood pressure so high, I had constant paroxysmal supraventricular tachycardia every time I stood up! That was a nightmare. Strangely enough, L-tryptophan does not cause the same problems, and that is across the board, not just me. 

   Thanks for the helpful ideas. I am very glad they panned out for you and your son. I just want people to be sure do their homework first, since some natural medicines are as strong as drugs, with Berberine being a good example. All of the Ginsengs can produce high blood pressure after about ten days of use, even the Siberian type, a so-called adaptogen. (Ref. Balch & Balch, "Prescription For Nutritional Healing", my favorite textbook.) :-)

C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/31/17 04:36:21PM
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Opinions on Medicine and Herbal Remedies


Empath

@hop-daddy,

Unfortunately, there are several things in Deproloft that I can't take. Like most Lyme patients, I have tons of allergies, and I also have high blood pressure problems with 5-HTP, which is not that uncommon since it's a vasoconstrictor, so I take high dose L-tryptophan instead. I am really glad it helped your son though! :-)

C. C at

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/29/17 03:16:47PM
1,353 posts

Opinions on Medicine and Herbal Remedies


Empath

@hop-daddy,

Thanks for the mention of Deproloft......I will check that out since I have been overwhelmed by both anxiety and depression lately. I've found Seriphos to be a great help in getting some sleep, as well as lithium orotate, L-tryptophan, theanine, and melatonin. 

Everyone,

Before I knew about Naturopathy, I got very sick, was misdiagnosed twice and for a very long time and was put on a lot of drugs, a few of which I am still on today, and at least 3 of them are saving my life, though I wish I could get off them.

I am going through withdrawal right now from a drug more addictive than heroin that I've been on for 33 years for muscle spasms. I am at the point where the side effects outweigh the benefits. It has now been proven to cause dementia and I am having serious memory problems, which have already improved since I've been in withdrawal for a little over 5 months. It will take at least another year to complete, and withdrawal symptoms could go on for years, which seems almost unbearable, so I just take it a day at a time. It is getting harder and harder as the doses get lower.

As an empath, I am amazed by how much emotional pain this drug was suppressing that is now coming out into the open. I had no idea I even felt some of the things I am feeling. Even though the drug is usually given for anxiety, I was put on it to stop muscle spasms that were throwing me off my feet, and I had no anxiety back then. I have plenty now that I'm trying to get off of it! It has covered up a lot of anxiety over the past 3 decades of my illness without my even being aware of it. The drug is Xanax, in case anyone is interested. Please avoid it and any other benzodiazepines at all costs! They are not worth the price you'll pay. 

I studied Naturopathy for over 2 yrs. but did not finish the course once I found it was illegal to practice in my state. I try to use natural things now whenever possible and wish I had known about them way back in 1986 when I got sick. However, I do want to add the caveat that sometimes you may simply be so ill that conventional strength drugs are needed even if they only control the symptoms, because the symptoms would kill you, which is the case for me. I would have been dead long ago if not for a couple of the drugs I take, despite some of the side effects being undesirable. I've already lived past my projected maximum life span by quite a few years, and there simply are no natural alternatives for some of my symptoms. I wish there were. It's not all black and white.

I think PREVENTION is where emphasis should be, since once you have something, it seems to take much stronger measures to overcome it. Natural remedies are excellent at prevention and early intervention.

Cheshire Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/23/17 10:11:33AM
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Talking Weird Stuff


Psychic and Paranormal

Wow, Piscean225, 

     That is interesting. Do you think maybe we all have several guardian angels and they may be actual living people? You would need more than one, in different time zones, so there would always be at least one asleep on the astral plane to call upon to come guard you. It is a new idea to me and very different, but why not? 

    Or do you think this was something completely different, like maybe this boy was a member of your soul family, so you were called upon for that reason? If so, where was his guardian angel? 

    Your experience brings up a bunch of possible lines of questioning I'd not considered......

    Curious like all felines, and I'm a Pisces too :-)

    Cheshire Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/16/17 04:59:49PM
1,353 posts

Reptillian Entity and Prayer


Psychic and Paranormal

Hi @laog,

I hope we are not freaking you out with our discussion and side tracking your thread. We are discussing the same entities your friend experienced, known by various names such as Archons, Dracos, Reptilians, etc. Is she still troubled? It is worrying that she seems to be leaving herself wide open to this. 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/16/17 04:55:48PM
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Reptillian Entity and Prayer


Psychic and Paranormal

Paul,

So, if we are truly ascending to 4D, on our way to 5D, we should encounter more of these? I've heard there are 700 billion of them to our 7 billion. Not liking those odds! I still don't understand why they are 4D entities, when they seem like lower vibrational beings than we are, being parasitic psychopaths. Can you explain why they live in 4D?

Lucky for me, only the brown lower level ones try to bother me, and you are correct, they try to attach to your back, and not often, since I now seal my aura with love daily. That seems to work better than a regular shield for me. Have not needed the sword for awhile. Have found I can shoot what appears to be lightening from my fingertips long distances and sweep it over a whole bunch of them at once and poof! 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/16/17 06:37:04AM
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Reptillian Entity and Prayer


Psychic and Paranormal

Paul,

  I have found them to be terrified of the name of Jesus, but I don't want them to leave to just come back again, so I give them the choice of going back to source light to be reintegrated. If they refuse, then it's powder time. I've not dealt with the highest order white ones either like you have, only the lower level brown ones, and I've seen one mid-level green one, who I was unable to affect. I try to avoid the whole issue mostly. I have too much going on now that is taking all my energy. If calling on Archangels, I always put the word good in front of their name, since I've met far too many pretenders for my liking. Same for source. The source of all good is what I call on now, having learned the hard way not to leave out details! 

 Nice to see you here. :-)

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
05/10/17 02:58:28PM
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I was a psychiatric social worker, but was in administration, which was my forte (Virgo rising) and I ran two programs that did preventative work with at risk teen girls before they got in major trouble, so I never had to deal with serious abuse problems, etc. Even during my internship, I worked with adolescents with addictions and some kids with other problems easily fixed with behavioral therapy, so I escaped being directly exposed to the evil situations many encounter. I've read the average social worker lasts 7 years before burning out and quitting. 

For me, the best part of my job, besides knowing I was part of a helping team, was the totally flexible hours I had. I have 3 sleep disorders, one of which made me a total night owl, and I could not be healthy working typical 8-5 hours. Now that I am old that has switched around, and I can't sleep any later than 5 am if I am lucky, not even with the help of tons of supplements.

The point being that the right job may allow you to give the help we empaths so much need to give, without suffering too much in the process. I turned down jobs that I just knew would destroy me, though I'd never heard the term "empath" back then. One example: working the graveyard shift on a suicide line by myself. 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/21/17 07:27:48AM
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Reptillian Entity and Prayer


Psychic and Paranormal

Tried twice last night and once this morning. I got it out of her, but it would not leave and go back to source voluntarily, so I powdered it. That does not mean another one will not attach itself unless she is willing to do some work to keep them out. It is great she has such a good friend in you to encourage her. 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/20/17 04:17:57PM
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Reptillian Entity and Prayer


Psychic and Paranormal

Thanks, I will work on it. I've never tried long distance before though, and doubt anything will work if she herself does not take it seriously and also work on it, so I am glad you will try also. She needs to shield for sure and she needs a strong shield and needs to state that only those of light and love are allowed through it. There are many articles and videos on the web about shielding and she should pick what feels right to her. Yes, I meant mindfulness meditation, but if another type works better for her, that is fine. Let us hope it helps. 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/19/17 01:11:59PM
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Reptillian Entity and Prayer


Psychic and Paranormal

I totally understand this. You may want to watch a John Lash video about The Archons on YouTube if you want to learn the whole story, or there are many other people with loads of info too. It is good to have as much knowledge as possible of what you are dealing with.

I used to fight these on the astral in my sleep and wake up exhausted. I no longer fight, since I now see our only way to be rid of them is to raise our vibration too high for them to exist where we are. They are lower 4th density entities,  so have the advantage over us unless we can rise above t that.

Have your friend work on that in meditation at least twice daily. Smudging herself would not hurt either. I will concentrate on her and on making the Archon go back to source for remediation, and would like you both to do the same.  If it won't leave, I'll attempt to powder it (ultimately, they are just dark thought forms; darkness has no permanent reality) without hurting her, by visualizing it clearly first.

It would help a lot if I had a first name to concentrate on. I have never removed one from inside somebody other than myself before and feel it would help. I don't know if I can do it on somebody else, but it won't hurt to try. I used to find these attached to my back all the time in the morning because I was not shielding enough when sleeping. We are more vulnerable on the astral. 

You might try heavier shielding that keeps out all that is not of love. You both might try repeating that you do not honor any contracts not in your best interest as a part of the divine source. You may have done all this already. If so, I am sorry to have repeated it. 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/11/17 08:15:39AM
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I found an exercise somewhere that had me imagine shutters or portholes on each chakra that I could close when needed. They warned never to close the root or the crown, as the chi must flow though those two. Closing the solar plexus chakra when I have to be out in public seemed like a good idea. I took a test online that said my 3rd eye was too far open, so I guess I should close that one too, but I want more info, not less......

Example: I have been getting a strong feeling that cash dollars will be eliminated  and worthless soon and most people will be destitute. About 30% of people are too poor to have bank accounts. Many folks who have some savings do not trust the elite controlled stock market after losing their savings in 2008, nor do they trust the bank bail in laws and increasing restrictions, and have several months expenses stashed in a very secure place like most experts used to recommend. This is all they have left in the world, and it would all be worthless if cash is eliminated. As it is, it is getting harder and harder to find places to use it, grocery stores and restaurants are about it, and I am told you cannot use large amounts to pay for anything or they think you are a drug dealer and will confiscate it and your home, cars, etc. without having to prove a thing now! The experts all say to buy things that don't lose all their value with it like land, oil, silver, etc. (but nobody will take cash for these things already with the exception of small  amts. of silver or gold) and get it all out of the stock market, 401Ks, banks, under the mattress, etc. and get rid of it now. I wish I would get a premonition on this issue. I am not getting a thing except that anxiety you spoke of, since it is so personal in affecting me, as an older person,  and nothing could be more important. The dates experts predicted for this to happen have come and gone, and they keep moving them ahead, but other countries are eliminating cash much faster than I thought they would. I've only gotten bad or neutral premonitions all my life and only about unimportant things or things that don't affect me, with one exception and I was able to partly turn that around by reversing it after it happened. I wish I had your ability, hop- daddy. 

So, Rocky-wolfe, I understand exactly what you mean, but I do not KNOW like you do when it counts, only when it's trivial and does not really matter. If I had your strong abilities I would use them, despite the anxiety involved in it, to concentrate on what I feel will be the collapse of this country's fake economy, and how to save my a** and those of my loved ones. Better safe than sorry. 

I think it's better to have your high ability than to be taken unawares by events like most folks. Just my two cents. :-)

C. Cat


updated by @cheshire-cat: 04/11/17 08:24:32AM
Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/09/17 08:17:01PM
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Thanks for the clarification, Trevor. One reason I found it so fascinating was that I had a somewhat similar life in rural England in which I was beaten almost to death by my older sister, who was my SIL in this life, and a kind woman with a market stall in our small village selling bread to travelers gave me her scraps of unsold bread and kept me alive (she is a friend in this life) until I froze to death one night, when sneaking into someone's barn and covering myself with hay was not enough. I also had amnesia, and was quite addled by brain damage from the beating. 

The connection between the two lives and the same people in both is very interesting to me. To those interested in the idea of soul group reincarnation, I would recommend Michael Newton's books.

C. Cat 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/09/17 01:40:15PM
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Trevor,

That was super interesting to read, thanks for sharing! 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/08/17 08:27:22AM
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Good vibes please


Empath

We've been talking about picking these things up from others nearby in another thread. Since you say you haven't felt this in awhile and mentioned no specific reason for it suddenly happening now, could you be picking it up from a family member or a neighbor? 

I am visualizing you being surrounded in a green, healing light by Archangel Raphael. 

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
04/08/17 07:51:10AM
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I find I can pick up animal's emotions the same way I can read human minds......only when there is a strong emotion being felt and a tie to me. Is one of your cats having problems with one of the other ones? I have had that happen, especially when a new cat is introduced, and I've picked up the resulting anxiety as they sort out the pecking order. 

I have always liked being alone and preferred it to being with the wrong people, so I've been happy with my spouse and just a couple of friends in life, but lately I have become profoundly lonely, to the point where I've become suicidal, crying all the time, and just started to see a therapist. I am  66, so this is a highly unusual age to suddenly become an extrovert! I only have a few friends, and most of them live far away, but I've been in situations where I had less friends than now and was quite okay with it.

I am wondering if it could be my nearest neighbor I am picking this up from, a woman who is quite nasty; nobody around here speaks to her anymore since she is so mean, and is therefore quite alone, except for her family in another state. We had to put up a 6 ft. high solid fence because she bullied me so much I almost had a stroke. I see black waves rolling off her aura. I've seen enough of her to know that she can't stand being alone, is what a shrink would call a "gusher", and is always on the phone with her family members releasing her emotions. Her family are like her, so there is constant screaming, which she seems to think is a normal way to converse. I wonder if I am picking up her loneliness and sadness.

It's awful, and no shielding, grounding, meditating, visualizing, expanding myself and letting it flow though me, etc. has helped. We can't move for several reasons, though I would make it happen anyway if it was up to me. She will not be moving, as she owns her home outright, told me she feels at home here, and has a good job, where she fills in for people in her job who are out sick from work at hospitals all over the country. When she is out of town, which is rare, I feel a lot calmer. She was fired from 4 jobs in a row where she was in one place all the time, since coworkers could not stand her. 

I feel this is the same issue, whether it's pets, family or neighbors. If it is coming from a being we cannot or do not want to escape from, what is the best way to keep it from affecting us? I agree that it is amazing we empaths are sane, given the world today, and the neediness I feel from almost everyone I meet. I guess I would not be considered  sane anymore, since I am so sad now that I want to leave this world, so how do we effectively protect ourselves?

GREAT question, Ohda! I hope someone has some fresh ideas!

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
03/29/17 03:20:27PM
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Hi calmidwester,

I have thought about this a lot too.....what could I have done that was so awful! There was nothing in the lives I was shown in my review.

However, I've done enough reading to realize that when we are on the other side of the veil, we forget what it's like here in duality and lower density life, and also our time here seems so short, that we may pick something very challenging just because we regard it as an interesting looking experience with no remembrance of how hard earth life actually is once we are submerged in the FEAR (false evidence appearing real). Here comes another book recommendation.....Michael Newton wrote two books on what we do with the time between lives that are fascinating and cover this sort of thing. Reading them would be a natural progression after reading Brian Weiss.  

An advanced spirit, for example, may decide that being a paraplegic looks like an interesting way to help himself or maybe a friend learn compassion and patience, and so is born to them as a child who has an accident resulting in this, creating a learning experience for them both, but it should not be judged as bad, just as an experience. They would both have agreed to it in advance. In other words, no bad karma may be involved at all. You may just be ready for some tough lessons because you have made a lot of progress. We really don't know....

This is one reason, IMO, that we are told not to judge others. That wino you pass in the alley on your way to work every day, may have planned this whole lifetime around trying to make you notice him and stop one day and help him out, in order to help you raise your level of concern for others and knowledge that we are all one. No judgement, just something that you wanted to work on, so you both agreed. When you have eternity, a lifetime is no big deal. That doesn't make it any easier for us while we go through it. I've often wished I could kick myself in the rear for choosing such a hard lesson, but I can't make my foot reach! I don't mean to make light of how hard this is either. I am very depressed even though I know all of this. It is hard to step out of myself, become just an observer, and see this as just a holographic game board, but I think that sort of detachment is the way to view it.....even conventional physics is coming around to that view. 

C. Cat

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@calmidwester,

Are you familiar with healing hands therapy where they just move their hands over you in certain energy patterns and do not even have to touch you? The most famous for teaching this is the Barbara Brennan School of Healing. I had a session with a practitioner once where I could feel her moving inside me. It was kind of scary actually.  (All of these readings and sessions were before the 2008 crash rendered me too poor to do such things any longer).

She told me she was given a clear message that she would not be allowed to heal me, since my chosen life purpose this time was to heal myself  through spiritual means only. She said that is why every time I've found a medication or supplement that works, I have an allergic reaction to it, which is true and has horribly frustrated me.  I will not be allowed to heal any other way. I feel I've bitten off far more than I can chew with this. I know how I need to live and think that would go a long way, but don't know how to get there anymore on my own, since I chose my marriage over my preferred way of life before I knew I was an empath and needed it to be okay. That was a long time ago, and that has cost me my health. To be fair, there is no practical way for my spouse to earn a living at what he has always done in a rural area, and we are both too sick to live far from help, but I feel the pull to one place so strongly I would step out on faith and trust that would all take care of itself. 

Please do let us know what happens in your regression session. Curious minds want to know, lol....

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I had a past life review done by a local psychic who had her own TV show at the time. The review was cheaper than a full blown regression, and since I can see what people are thinking if emotion is involved, I simply watched what she was seeing in her head and saw what she was telling me about w/o having to be under hypnosis.

The purpose was to find out why I am so unhealthy in this lifetime and what I can do about it. She showed me many lifetimes in a row with illnesses and injuries and said she thinks I've simply forgotten what it feels like to be healthy, since I've had so many lives full of illness. I also got to see my last healthy lifetime, which took place a long time ago when Sparta and Athens, Greece were city states, at war with each other. That was also my last life as a man, so I guess I'm overdue to be one again.

I've read Brian Weiss too, and hoped that knowing the reason for the illness would make the sickness leave, as he says he has often seen after a regression, but that did not happen, maybe because it was not a true regression. I have continued to be more and more ill, and despite the reading, I believe it is happening because I am trapped living in a situation that is intolerable for an empath. I am much too overstimulated in the noisy, crowded  city where I cannot control my  contact with people and the noises they make, etc., and I need to go back into the woods where I used to live, away from this sick society, but have no way to do it, now that I am too sick to live alone and can't drive anymore. My husband refuses to move. He is not a risk taker. 

The most interesting thing to come out of my reading was confirmation by the psychic, with 95% of details the same, of a series of dreams I'd had about a previous incarnation in England in 1550, in which an inlaw in this life tried to kill me in that previous life. She failed, but severely injured me, ruining that life and cutting it short. It explains why I never could stand being around her. She passed a few months ago w/o having made any effort at all to make up the karma, which was why I felt we were put together in this life. Oh well. I did a ritual I found online to free her from that karma, since I'd rather not come back and be with her again. I'd rather just forgive and forget if it keeps me from having to come back to this looney bin. 

I hope you get some help from your experiments with this!

C. Cat

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03/27/17 12:32:29AM
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Hi merin-eliz,

None of this post has to do with your job question, sorry! it is all about other things you mentioned.

Re: The TV show ZOO:   The show is called The Zoo. Go to www.animalplanet.com and I think you may be able to watch it online. There are lots of interesting video clips and articles there about it. They just hatched some  rare penguin chicks that you can watch.....adorable. Last week they did surgery on a flamingo's leg, helped find a picky, nocturnal Kiwi a mate she liked, tagged sand sharks, moved king cobras so they wouldn't eat each other, put down a sick snow leopard, and more. I hope you can get the animal planet channel where you are, but if not, you may be able to see a lot online.....I don't know what country you are in. :-)

Re: The drug withdrawal:  I am up at 3 am typing this with my orange glasses on to block the blue light from the computer screen, having gotten zero sleep so far tonight, besides a total of 8 hrs. sleep in the last 5 days put together. From now on I am sleeping whenever I can. At 3 pm, I was fighting to stay awake, having been told not to take naps. No more listening to experts. This is far too serious now and I will sleep whenever I possibly can so I don't have a heart attack. I agree it can cause more damage while GABA receptors are trying to get back online in my brain. I could get any major disease from lack of sleep, or become psychotic. My A1C has already jumped from normal to bad. It horrifies me that many doctors are taking people off benzos cold turkey or very fast ( 6 wk. rehab is common and not nearly enough). I read the blog of an M. D. who had that done to her and 6 of her friends, all trying to get off. She lost 4 yrs. of her life and had to be cared for 24/7 for 10 months. All 6 of her friends committed suicide. 

Wishing you sweet, drug free dreams, once it's bedtime where you are,

C. Cat

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Thank you, Calmidwester.

I am what is known as an "accidental addict" since it was prescribed, I never took extra, and in fact was constantly trying to get off of it. I succeeded in getting off all by myself 3 times, but all 3 times, I could not walk within 3 days of stopping due to the muscle spasms returning. Nobody knew what Lyme Disease was back then and it took 21 yrs. for me to be correctly diagnosed. I wish I had stayed off way back then, but it was  either that or a wheelchair at the time.

I hope your friend's child got off and stayed off of the heroin. These things can be so tough with no easy answers. I hate to see these things  banned due  to kids who get in trouble, when some people really have no life without them. For example, My husband is in awful pain from 49 yrs. of construction work, and must take Oxycodone to be able to continue working, and that is basically synthetic heroin. He has no genetic tendency to be addicted like I do, and can stop taking things easily, but it is still very bad for his health. Without it, he could not work and probably could not function enough to want to live anymore. I have seen this happen to people due to doctor's cutting off those who are in real pain due to fears of addiction. Their lives are taken away from them and they can no longer be productive or have any quality of life. That is the flip side of this problem. 

I will shut up now and let us get back to helping merin-eliz decide on his future job. :-)

C. Cat

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03/26/17 11:04:39AM
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Meditation was impossible for me at first, but with the supplements I am taking now, I can listen to isochronic beat music with subliminal sleep messages. That alone is not nearly enough. Withdrawal from this drug (xanax) causes sheer terror, severe shaking, raging anger, crying, sweating, nausea, throwing up, hallucinations, heart attacks, seizures, muscle pain, high blood sugar and pressure, racing pulse, and a lot more.  I am using all natural treatments, including the strongest one alt. docs I know of prescribe for this problem, Seriphos. Removing the Xanax removes the brakes from the fight or flight nervous system, so your "rest and digest" functions are turned off entirely. I have a minimum of 60 more weeks of tapering off of this, since it is life-threatening to quit it too fast, so thanks for the prayers. I am seeing a holistic therapist in two weeks for advice. It will also take a minimum of 17 years to get my brain function back, if it does come back, so I will not live to see complete recovery. I hope this will scare anyone reading this away from benzodiazepine drugs. They are never worth it! Back when I was put on them, they were not even sure they were addictive, or so they said.....I don't trust Big Pharma as far as I can throw them. 

I hope the job works out for you. It sounds very interesting and rewarding in terms of service to others......the number one requirement for happiness in a job for most of us who are empaths. Designing humane zoos will become very important as we continue to lose species in the wild at a rapid rate. There is a really good TV show on right now called "Zoo" about the Bronx Zoo in NYC and what goes on behind the scenes that is very interesting, if you can get it where you live. 

Regards,

C. Cat

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I would LOVE to get some sleep. I am withdrawing from the hardest class of drugs to get off of in existence......it's harder than heroin to quit (benzodiazepines). It was prescribed for me for 33 years for muscle spasms, but is now destroying both my body and brain. Recent research shows they cause dementia. I have joined a huge forum for others also doing this, and severe insomnia seems to be the number one problem. I am trying every supplement suggested with no result other than nice relaxation, but no sleep. Some of us end up on other addictive drugs for the insomnia. I do not want to be one of those! Prayers are appreciated. Thank you for the concern and best of luck with whichever job you go with......

C. Cat

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In the vision, you were in a large office in a city, and you were discussing something with two other coworkers. I did not feel you were the boss, but neither were either of them. One of them was higher up than you, but not an administrator. Few of us start out in administration, so maybe that would be something happening later on, or more likely, I was not seeing the administrative position but the other one or maybe a third job you don't know about yet. I do think the job was new, since there were no other pieces of furniture in the office, which was very strange and could symbolize the start of a new job. You seemed to be part of a team, so you would be working with people, and you seemed to like the people you were talking to, since you were smiling and laughing. :-)

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Hi merino-eliz,

     When I read this, right away I saw you standing next to a drafting board, wearing earth toned clothes, all browns and greens......brown pants, an olive green shirt, and a brown vest and cap. 

    This could be symbolic. It does not necessarily mean you would be an artist or graphic designer. I do feel some connection to earth/nature is involved somehow though.

     Drafting boards are used for all sorts of  things.......you could be designing sky scrapers with roof top gardens, zoo layouts, landscape designs, all sorts of things. You could be using an x-ray drafting board to look closely at plant leaves for diseases in some kind of scientific research. Loads of possibilities.

   I hope something makes sense here. I have been extremely sleep deprived lately, so I may be way off in some galaxy far, far, away, lol, in which case, I hope you get a good laugh out of this. 

   namaste, ;-)

   C. Cat

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03/23/17 02:25:46PM
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Zodiac Signs of the characters in Alice in Wonderland


New Age

Hi merin-eliz!

This thread is really a blast from the past! I wonder though.....where are all of Snake Medicine's posts that we are replying to? They do not show up on my screen. I hope that is not the case for you, or this may be rather hard to follow. 

I agree with you....I am not at all sure which sign the Caterpillar would be. 

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03/18/17 12:32:46PM
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Welcome cistamonte,

     I can't give you the answer you are looking for, but I can give you what I got, FWIW. When I saw the title of this, before I even had a chance to click on it and read it, I was shown and told loudly TEACHING, and I saw you surrounded by a tight circle of about ten teenagers in a classroom painted a fern green color with a blackboard and light colored desk behind you. Girls were wearing green tops and plaid skirts, boys were in green polo shirts. This may be symbolic, or signify a religious school. The teaching may involve economics or business practices in some way and may even be some kind of extra-curricular activity for those interested in learning about having their own businesses. I know teaching is probably not what you wanted to hear, but it is what I got, and I got it very strongly, so I am throwing it out there for you to ponder......

Glad to have you here at EC,

Cheshire Cat

     

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03/12/17 09:36:19AM
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Hi GEH,

You mentioned leaking energy.....I was told by a psychic once that I had loads of tiny holes leaking Chi energy out of my aura (just like bijoublue said above). I had seen a diagram of this before in a book by Barbara Brennan about her Healing Hands school. One of her trained practitioners worked on me once too. In case of interest, she was told in no uncertain terms she would not be allowed to heal me because I had chosen healing through spiritual means only as my life's work this time around. Biting off much more than I can chew.....sounds just like something I would do, lol. 

Lyme Disease aka borrelia burgdorferri is a pleomorphic bacteria, so it changes shape to evade the immune system, and one of it's shapes has no cell wall as you mentioned. In it's spirochete form it can also burrow into places the immune system does not reach (it shocked me to know there are such places!). People can have it for years and not get sick. Most Americans are carriers now....literally ticking time bombs. I had it until I moved to a place I detested where I did and still do not fit in, and had to work in a job that made me cry on a daily basis. Then my immunity was lowered and it came out.

And, yes, these parasitical creatures can cause any type of mental anguish you can imagine, including dementia and homicidal rages. That is one reason why almost 1/3 of us who have it kill ourselves eventually. I am dealing with severe cortisol induced insomnia caused by them right now and despite supplements designed to help this, am averaging about 2.5 hrs. of sleep per night for months now. My short term memory is shot and so is my ability to make sensible decisions or play necessary social games that life requires, and worst of all, my abilities are gone due to this deprivation. My throat chakra has  gone from dark to light blue.....maybe that is why. 

C. Cat

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03/01/17 09:53:23AM
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I have serious sleep issues myself, a lot of it due to the mega-stress of being in withdrawal from a long term prescribed drug (xanax) in the same class as valium....please DO NOT take that sh*t! It is crazy addictive and harder to get off of than heroin!

As a result, I've found the usual suggestions of valerian, Mg, chamomile, lemon balm, passionflower, epsom salt baths, etc. to be way too weak to help me, though I do take Mg for other reasons and have found the ionic powder to be the strongest form for me. 

Major stress causes cortisol to be raised at night, when it should be lower. If stress is a problem, I highly recommend PhosphatidylSerine. It is the only thing strong enough to work for me. Take it about 4 hrs. before you need it to work and repeat during the night if needed. It is safe to take a lot more than what is on the label if needed. I've found Jarrow brand sofgels to be the strongest bang for the least buck.

During the day, Theanine is known as "the natural xanax" and is great for calming without drowsiness. If you are really stressed out, I highly recommend tart Cherry extract capsules, which can increase your exercise tolerance, lower inflammation and raise your melatonin and serotonin all at once, and it is quite affordable. It can  be taken every 2 hours if needed.

I also switched all night lights in our house to red bulbs to block blue light and I wear orange glasses for an hour before bed time and every time I get up during the night. They are dirt cheap at Amazon and will block the blue light that turns off your melatonin. Blue light is why screens of any kind are bad close to bed time or if you are up during the night. The glasses will allow you to use the screens anyway if you need to. Likewise, bedside clocks  with blue numbers should be switched  for ones with red numbers. Just two seconds of blue light can stop your melatonin production for the night. 

I've tried  loads of things, but these are getting me through literal hell that will go on for at least one more year. I still have some partly sleepless nights, but I no longer go totally w/o sleep, and I no longer shake like a leaf in the morning, or feel totally suicidal in the morning like I did. Long, slow walks taken in the morning can also help to wear off excess cortisol from stress, and getting outdoors doesn't hurt either. 

My memory is all but gone due to lack of sleep, and I am making loads of mistakes, so this can get serious, aside from the dramatically increased risk of major diseases in those who sleep less than 7 hrs. per night. I wish you all the best in healing this problem. 

C. Cat

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02/20/17 12:47:55PM
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Talking Weird Stuff


Psychic and Paranormal

Hi corey,

Have you ever heard of a "walk-in"? That is the only thing I can think of that sounds like what you are talking about, but I wouldn't think you would be aware of it, if that was what happened. It sure is interesting!

C. Cat


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Hi hop-daddy,

  It felt to me at the time like the voice in my head in the 3rd story was my lead spirit guide. I've never heard from him again. I saw a mental picture of what he looked like. He was the bossy one, not the one that looked like the Archangel picture. I think that event did not have to happen, and since I'd had so much misery, he was strident about trying to spare me even more. 

  The first one was not threatening in tone of voice at all, just matter of fact, but I was just a kid and knew nothing about choosing lives, etc. and also had no idea it was an angel. It was also my first vision ever. That is why it scared me. I don't think it was malicious. I feel I was being offered a rare gift, a chance to go back on my stupidly overambitious choice. I have had spirits mess with me though and even pretend to be archangels, so I know what you mean. I ask now if they are of the light and find they cannot lie about that. The fakes will often speak to me using their mouths and I've never had anything but telepathy from real ones.

C. Cat

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02/20/17 12:37:36PM
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Astrology is all wrong?!


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Wow, Lotusfly! Like merin-eliz I had also seen Indian astrology and the differences in it and wondered what was going on. My husband of 31 years and I were supposed to be an awful match before and now I think it is even worse, lol! I will go look it up. 

It makes sense, as I had even asked his mother if he was born late, since he acts so much more like the sign before him, which is what the link says he is. I also have had close to a whopping 90% of my exes and friends in my life from the sign this says I really am, one not particularly a good match for me in my sign according to western astrology. I guess they aren't really the same sign though......they'd be the one before it, which is not a good match. 

Both of us do have some strong characteristics of the western signs, but they make up about 1/3 of who we are, I'd say, so this makes sense. 

I just saw something earlier today which said your present rising sign can tell you all about your past life and why your karma is what it is now in this life. It said your sun sign in your last life was the sign prior to your rising sign in this life. That would imply linear reincarnation though, and I do not believe time exists.......this is all enough to make you pull your hair out!

Very interesting......

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02/19/17 12:38:52PM
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Well, hop-daddy, I may have you reading for hours here if you want stories......I'll have to choose my stories, otherwise I'll be here all day typing. I will pick 3 very different ones and then shut up. I could go on all day, especially about my recurrent series of reincarnational dreams, and my big, white ruined building dreams, which are constant, but I won't. 

1) I was 8 yrs. old and had no religious training. My parents were atheists. I was born spiritual and decided to study world religions myself, to find the "right" one. I know better now, but was only  a kid then. One night during this time, I woke up to see a huge man standing against the wall by my bed. He was so tall his head hit the ceiling. He wore a black toga with gold dental trim, had shoulder length, curly dark blonde hair, and held a huge sword upright in his hand. Telepathically, he told me that when Jesus came, if I did not stop looking at him, I would die. Then I saw a tiny Jesus speeding towards me from far away and knew when it got to me I would be dead. I was terrified and dived under the covers, putting them over my head. Later, my best friends, who were Catholic, told me I'd seen an Archangel. I had no idea what it was, since my idea of angels was secular, ie. small fairy like beings floating around in white with wings. They got me a card from their church with the exact angel on it holding the sword upright. I believe it was either Michael or Gabriel; not sure anymore which one it is that always holds that sword upright. I now realize I was being given a chance to get out of this lifetime I had chosen, as I'd been warned I may have bitten off too much. I have had a hellaciously difficult and painful life. If I had it to do over, I would have taken the chance and left, but at the time I was just a scared kid. 

2) I had a dream of sitting around a round table with a whole bunch of women I'd never seen and having a long conversation. For some reason, I remembered every bit of this seemingly mundane dream. Two months later, I had just started a new job, when I walked into a committee meeting and realized that here was that room and those people. The meeting proceeded and the conversation was word for word the same as in my dream. 

3) I was newly engaged and meeting a couple of friends of my finance's for the first time. After dinner, we walked toward a huge lawn which ended in a pier over water. It was very dark outside by then. Just before stepping onto the lawn, I heard a man's authoritative voice in my head, which conveyed info at a speed that would be impossible on earth. It told me if I walked across the lawn, I would be stung and have a major allergic reaction. I had never had an allergic reaction to stings and had been stung many times, it was dark and stinging insects go back to the hive or nest at night, there were no flowers anywhere; in short it was totally illogical, and I thought if I tell these people what just happened and that I can't walk across that lawn, they will think their friend is marrying a nut case, so I said nothing and went ahead. I was wearing sandals. We got all the way across the lawn and were two feet from the pier when I thought to myself how ridiculous that was and I am so glad I did not listen to whatever that was. It was right after that when I felt the stinger go into my big toe. The reaction started immediately. To cut to the chase, by the time they got me to the ER, my pulse was 232, and I'd been begging God all the way there that if he let me live I would listen to anything that voice said to me in the future. I've been allergic to stinging insects ever since then and now wear socks with my sandals, lol.

Cheshire Cat

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02/10/17 02:08:28PM
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15 Powerful Beliefs That Will Free You From Negativity


Library of Light

Yikes, hop-daddy,

    I think that might scare people. ;-)   Seriously though, I felt like I was light years older than those other kids in suburbia when I arrived, even though I was actually a year younger, having been allowed to skip a grade. Naive does not even begin to describe how they seemed to me. Not that being as worldly as I was at that age is a good thing. It's definitely not. I never got to be a kid in many ways.

    A cat that disappears leaving nothing but a smile behind is strange enough.......and I'm so out of practice by now (I am about to turn 66) if I tried any switchblade tricks, I'd be off to the emergency room post haste! 

   I am just very glad you jumped in and helped those kids. Sadly, at my school the athletes were the most common ones doing the bullying. 

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02/10/17 01:54:33PM
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hop-daddy,

     I can totally relate to your story. I grew up in a very tough inner city area and was in a street gang ( an all female one!). We moved to a nice suburban city when I was 12 and it was a real culture shock. I was teased at first due to my tough looking clothing, but nobody did it more than once, like you said, and I quickly learned to change my wardrobe, and ditch the switchblade, lol. I never gave a sh*t about being "in", since I was lumped in with the "brains" anyway, and always immediately came to the defense of anyone being bullied, especially those who were teased about their old clothing, as a result of being poor like I had been. My steady boyfriend all through high school was 6'5" and didn't take anything from anyone, so I was never hassled, despite deliberately doing my best to humiliate the bullies. 

    I do think we empaths would notice this behavior more than others and rush in to defend the victims of it. I would be surprised if we didn't.

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Hi rhyanon,

     Were these "comet-like" apparitions pointing in any particular direction or just floating in many directions? The reason I ask is that I had a psychic see the same thing when reading me once, but the comet-like white energies were all moving away from me, with the rounder, denser heads moving away from my body as if they were shooting out of me and leaving temporary spaces in my aura as they left. 

      She told me my aura was leaking Chi, aka the life force. She said this happens when people have one foot here and one foot still on the other side, since they are not sure they really want to be here on earth. In my case, that really hit the nail on the head and still does.

     This may not apply to you at all, but I thought I'd ask, just in case, since I've never seen orbs with comet-like points, which seem to imply they are streaking away in a certain direction.

     If not, maybe they are spirits of loved ones who like to be around you. That would be nice. :-)

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02/07/17 02:08:45PM
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Empath Related Illnesses


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lucky-seven,

Thank you for the prayers, and I will pray for you also. There is someone on YouTube named Victor Oddo who has a huge series of very practical videos on how to handle the awakening and many on being an empath that you may enjoy, if not already familiar with him. 

Hang in there,

C. Cat

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Hop-Daddy,

     For me the stress was producing massive amounts of cortisol, especially in the morning, when it's already highest. I am now on 3 supplements for that and am sleeping again and have even been able to speed up my withdrawal.

     In the case of burnout, it's usually just the opposite and you could use higher cortisol, so adaptogens make sense, unless you have high blood pressure. I've found they all raise it a lot, no matter the claims to the contrary. I hope you have one that works for you. 

 C. Cat

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02/06/17 01:26:06PM
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Excellent post, Rene. It explains why so many of us are depressed too, or maybe I should just speak for myself in interpreting it that way.

Thanks,

C. Cat

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01/29/17 01:33:57PM
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Empath

lucky-seven,

   Of course I appreciate your prayers, and I will add you to my prayer list also. I am very glad your dad gave you a message that will keep you around. I've lived long enough to know the future is rarely what we imagine it to be, and most negative things we worry about never come to pass or end up having a good reason for them in the end,  though it may take a long time for the good part to arrive. I just have to remind myself of that a lot, and I hope you will too.

   Take care,

    C. Cat

Cheshire Cat
@cheshire-cat
01/28/17 10:34:31AM
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Empath Related Illnesses


Empath

Hop-daddy,

     When I started my long withdrawal from benzos recently, the intense fear and anxiety to the point of terror that is generated even by slowly removing the drug took away almost all my abilities and my trust in my judgement. I assume they will not return until I am done withdrawing, which will take at least two years! I do miss them, and feel at a disadvantage when making decisions about people. Since fear is the very lowest vibration, I am not surprised this happened and am certainly not happy about it. 

    You've gotten sick several times very close together, and your immunity may be low or your adrenals worn out. If so, it will take awhile to come back to normal, especially if it's low adrenal function and you don't treat yourself with great kindness, ie. put yourself first! Saying you are no longer anxious at all is a huge clue your adrenals may be worn out from all that sickness. If you look up "adrenal fatigue" you will find loads of suggestions on how to recover. 

Best wishes for your health,

C. Cat

 
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