New to Group, need advice.
Greetings All. My name is Scott, what few friends I have call me Scotty. I am discovering more each day that I am an empath. I mean i know deep down that I am , but just want to be sure. I can become quite emotional at times, whether its happy, sad, angry or negative, depending on who I am with at the moment. I prefer to be alone most days. There are times when I just have to get up and go for a walk, usually down by the ocean. There is a huge park where I live, and the river flows beside it. There are paths that go along it and most of the time I am there, feeling, well easy I guess you could call it.I do get down alot as well. Iam diagnosed with depression, anxiety and borderline personality disorder, which means I have a hard time with my emotions. Therapists and Doctors say when I have an emotion, I feel it with intensity, and I have a hard time dealing with it.I do get emotional at times when I watch TV. If something sad comes on, or there is say a scene with a soldier coming home i get really choked up to the point of crying. Also, i seem to be drawn to (if that is the correct word) negative people. I get really excited and angry around them. Al I just crazy or what ? I don't know if this has something to do with it, but, when I meet new people, I get a feeling in my gut whether to like/trust them or not. Or maybe Im just an a.I am very confused at the moment, I don't know whether to tell anyone about this or not. I am just looking for answers. I would like Your advice. I am from Boston, so if there are others around me, please feel free to say Hi. Thanks in advance and have a wonderful Day !Scotty
updated by @scotty: 03/13/17 12:29:53PM