Forum Activity for @windwolf

WindWolf
@windwolf
06/15/16 11:29:04PM
131 posts

Training empath abilities


Empath

Meditation, but remember that grounding and shielding is there to protect you. As empaths we sometimes forget about ourselves, so don't neglect those practices while trying to strengthen you abilities.
WindWolf
@windwolf
06/15/16 07:42:06PM
131 posts

Do you guys believe in twin flames?


Empath

I believe in them and I'm still searching for mine. Maybe she isn't ready for me to find her, I feel like I already know her though.
WindWolf
@windwolf
06/12/16 08:19:25PM
131 posts

Not really sure what's happening


Empath

Well to start I guess I should say that I am a cook, and the restaurant I work in can get pretty loud in the kitchen. People asking about orders and the music playing makes being soft spoken a challenging thing to deal with. Anyway today I heard a male voice wiser my name in my left ear twice, and when I turned to see who it was no one was there. We'll not physically there. I've recently been doing third eye and astral projection meditation to see what my limits are. I've tried to get closer to my spirit guides and clean up my life, even quit smoking. As I'm writing this every light around me just went off, multiple businesses and even the street lights. They are coming back on now. Needless to say that got my attention. If someone is trying to contact me, how can I get there complete message? This is more than a bit unsettling.
updated by @windwolf: 01/14/17 02:57:44AM
WindWolf
@windwolf
06/12/16 08:02:39PM
131 posts

Hello My Name is Miracle and I am Looking Forward to Connecting With You All :)


Empath

Welcome to the community, a lot of us struggle with our gifts here but I'm certain you will find strength here.
WindWolf
@windwolf
06/07/16 08:00:30AM
131 posts

vibration


Empath

I feel strange, I saw a picture of her and my heart started racing, my breathing changed. I felt like I would pass out. I've seen visions of the future before but that hasn't happened in a long time. I believe my guide comes to me in the form of animals, but I don't understand the message, or when it will clear up enough for me to understand.
WindWolf
@windwolf
06/07/16 01:34:03AM
131 posts

vibration


Empath

I've been meditating, and in my state of mind everything is cloudy. I see my friend that I love but the visions, they seem to be just things I wish would happen. And now I feel vibrations. I can't logically explain where they are coming from. The meditation has been to strengthen my third eye. What are the visions trying to tell me? What are these vibrations I feel throughout my body? Someone help this started with a migraine in rush hour traffic now this. Please help.
updated by @windwolf: 01/12/17 02:10:44PM
WindWolf
@windwolf
06/06/16 07:15:19PM
131 posts

Broken heart, and loneliness


Empath

I don't think I can be happy for her. She is just going to end up hurt again. I can see it already
WindWolf
@windwolf
06/06/16 06:42:21PM
131 posts

Broken heart, and loneliness


Empath

Thank you
WindWolf
@windwolf
06/06/16 06:27:36PM
131 posts

Broken heart, and loneliness


Empath

I can't help but be worried about her. She's mad that I'm not happy for her in her new relationship, and honestly I can't be happy for her. She isn't growing. She told me her dreams, and her current path isn't leading her anywhere. And the guy she's with is like her other ex's. I want to save my friendship and help her reach her goals, but how can I do that? I really love her and don't want to see her fail because of this choice. There's something about her spirit, something I feel every time I see her, a flame, but it's losing strength more and more now. How can I save it from going out?
WindWolf
@windwolf
06/05/16 11:49:15PM
131 posts

Broken heart, and loneliness


Empath

This is odd, but a friend of mine has multiple personalities and apparently went through some treatment to get rid of them. I feel like my friends have died. And my friend I fell in love with, she is with someone else. And now because of a misunderstanding with her boyfriend leading to a fight she isn't talking me. I went through four emotional breakdowns today, two at work. I just want to fix things, I want to know why I am alone, why it's hard to find someone to love? I'm tired of being told I deserve better, only to be left alone. It's like when I find someone a fall for them, I help them and then they find someone else and leave. When will I get to be happy? When will the pain stop? And why does loss hurt so much more? People that were just personalities, and the one I gave my heart to. She broke my heart but I still love her.
updated by @windwolf: 01/12/17 06:36:08AM
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/10/16 09:30:06AM
131 posts

Don't feel worthy


Empath

I just wish it didn't hurt so much
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/10/16 06:16:24AM
131 posts

Don't feel worthy


Empath

I don't understand how I'm supposed to feel about it. Was it supposed to make me feel superior? How? If anything this gift we have shows us that we are all equal. What could have hurt someone so much that they don't feel worthy of love
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/10/16 06:09:18AM
131 posts

Don't feel worthy


Empath

Leagues shouldn't matter when it come to love, unconditional love at that.
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/10/16 06:06:52AM
131 posts

Don't feel worthy


Empath

How can they not feel worthy of someone that loves them unconditionally? Troubled past or not no human is unworthy of love. It doesn't make sense how someone could be unworthy of love from someone like me. If part of our purpose is to spread love and light how can they feel unworthy? And why does it have to hurt? With one person in particular it feels like the guilt of her past is dragging her down, I throw out a lifeline and she backs away from it. She doesn't feel worthy of being loved so she doesn't want me to save her. She doesn't feel worthy of anything anymore. I don't want her to hurt again, I would give her the last of my light and face every demon in hell, if only she could see what she's worth and smile
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/09/16 06:27:47PM
131 posts

Don't feel worthy


Empath

I don't get it, real love should bring people together. Why do they feel unworthy of it from us?
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/09/16 04:24:28PM
131 posts

Don't feel worthy


Empath

How can people think they aren't worthy of love from someone like me? It doesn't make sense to me. I'm just an empath, I'm not above them.
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/09/16 02:47:39PM
131 posts

Don't feel worthy


Empath

I not understand this. I know that people feel comfortable around us and without knowing why will tell us their life's story or some deep secret. They feel we can be trusted or just that we understand. Has anyone else had the problem where you tell someone you love them and they say they aren't worthy of it. Not just romantic love, friendly love. Then they become distant always busy. You begun to hurt because you know they they are worthy, it's not like we are above others, then the pain turns to anger and you begin to believe that they aren't worth you time or love. Is it just the pain and loneliness talking? Why does everyone tell me I'm great then say I'm too good a guy? This is who I genuinely am. I'm not too good for anyone, so why don't I have anyone I can open up to and just be me with?
updated by @windwolf: 05/23/17 02:08:41PM
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/04/16 09:23:18AM
131 posts

How do we live with this


Empath

Thank you all for your help. It's still tough and the pain isn't gone but I know this isn't the end.
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/04/16 09:21:38AM
131 posts

How do we live with this


Empath

Thank you
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/04/16 12:31:22AM
131 posts

How do we live with this


Empath

Thanks I'm doing a bit better just a little weak didnt eat at all yesterday, just laid in bed. Talked to a friend a slept
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/03/16 10:01:22AM
131 posts

How do we live with this


Empath

My friend does play a part in the pain I went through, but it was much more than her. My problem isn't loving myself, it's the loneliness I feel. I love myself and others. I have lots of friends and family, and no matter how much time I spend with them I feel lonely. I meditate and try to connect with the spiritual but even then the connection fades. I fell in love with my friend but before I knew that, I wasn't alone with her. I saw her as just a friend and the loneliness was gone. I know it's possible to be alone and not lonely. But I'm not ready to reach that point. I'm 26 and feel like I've been searching multiple lifetimes for a way to end this loneliness. It doesn't need to be romantic love. It just turns out I fell for her. She is an empath and very new to it. Anyway loneliness is my problem, making me feel incomplete, swallowing my soul until I'm just a hollow shell.
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/03/16 07:14:36AM
131 posts



Maybe the reason we are attracted to broken souls is because we are meant to heal them. But being so close is bound to cause other feeling to show up. After breaking up with me one ex told me my next girlfriend is the luckiest girl in the world, the next ex told me I'm someone's blessing and she can't keep me it wouldn't be fair. The last one was my ex fiance. We heal them then get pushed away, being told we are too good. I stopped loving and helped people from a distance for a while. It was fine but life sent a broken soul to me, had her approach me. My heart knows love again, to another empath. But she is still trying to make sense of all of this. And she won't take the chance with me. No reason for loving those who are broken other than we are healers.
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/03/16 06:43:56AM
131 posts

How do we live with this


Empath

It wasn't always this bad. I was ok being single before, not happy but not as bad as it's become. I had fun. That changed a little over a year ago. I met someone and she's physically beautiful, but more than that there's this fire I feel inside of her. When I first felt it, time seemed to stop everyone around disappeared. After talking to her and becoming friends I felt like my heart worked again, I fell in love with her. When I told her she told me she already knew. And that's where it stayed. We're friends I've seen her through some tough times, I'm there when she needs some words of wisdom even when she doesn't want to hear it. She's helped me understand spirituality more after I gave up religion. We're there for each other. She told me that since I told her I fell in love with her, she felt she's not worthy of my love. That's why she didn't explore that path with me. That fire in her soul is worth more than I could ever give her and she feels she's not worthy of my love? It hurts that she thinks so little of herself. I stopped looking for love and the universe throws a light in my life that I can't help but love and she thinks my love is too good for her. I feel like part of some sick joke. I was ok now I want to be happy. Something is torturing me and I want it to stop. This gift puts me through so much pain that's not even my own, and when I feel my pain it's multiplied by ten or a hundred. If I can't be happy I don't want to continue living a life of pain. I hurt two people last night by telling them what I did, and I feel horrible for it. Why are we like this? What's our purpose? I always end up asking is this punishment for sins of a past life.
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/03/16 12:52:06AM
131 posts

How do we live with this


Empath

Thank you both
WindWolf
@windwolf
05/02/16 09:58:52PM
131 posts

How do we live with this


Empath

I tried to take my own life tonight. Why can't I do it? 10 attempts, and I'm still here. I help others, I use my gift for good, but I feel empty and incomplete. Why do others get to be happy? Why am I alone? The people I talk to don't understand me. I prayed to whoever is listening and asked them to kill me, to stop my suffering. I have friends and family that love me but I just need that one love to make me whole. Why can't I find her? How can I love so many so much, but can't find love to heal me?
updated by @windwolf: 03/02/17 11:55:04AM
WindWolf
@windwolf
04/25/16 04:27:35PM
131 posts

I'm a CHRISTIAN and I believe with all my heart in CHRIST and I have this Gift!


Empath

I used to be Christian, born and raised Baptist but for personal reasons I gave up religion, one part was what I felt from others in the church. But I've learned that grounding yourself will help with that. A grounded empath is less likely to be drained by others around them, it like negativity just passes right thought and don't leave a trace
WindWolf
@windwolf
04/25/16 04:20:23PM
131 posts

What do you think triggered your empathic abilities?


Empath

I remember strange things from when I was young, like my out of body experience. But I was born with spina bifida and club foot, so I was in the hospital a lot, I remember feeling a lot more pain than I should have. Even today it's hard for me to go to a hospital because of that. But I don't think trauma gives people empathy, I believe you are just born with it, and some of us never lose our connection to the other side so we remain empaths.
WindWolf
@windwolf
04/25/16 04:09:23PM
131 posts

What do empaths do for a living?


Empath

I work as a cook, well most of the jobs I've had were cook jobs. I've also been tech support over the phone thank God I got away from that. I love helping people but it was too much and I'd say about 90% of the people that called in had an attitude a treated me like I wasn't even human. Cooking helps me because there are normally good vibes when food is involved. And in my spare time I write, I've always wanted to be a famous author. Helping people escape reality like books helped me when I was younger
WindWolf
@windwolf
12/02/14 06:28:56PM
131 posts

Superheroes?


Empath

Does anyone else ever feel like a superhero? Both positive and negative. We can help people but sometimes we aren't able to get there fast enough. When it comes to relationships we don't always get the happy ending, we're protectors, healers and it's hard to find someone that understand all the thing that happens to us. Who else feels this way. Please share your thoughts.
updated by @windwolf: 04/02/17 09:08:13AM
WindWolf
@windwolf
12/01/14 03:29:56PM
131 posts

Help me


Empath

I need positive energy, prayers whatever I can get. I feel alone, all the time no matter where I am. The loneliness is blocking out some of the emotions I'd normally pick up from others. I feel incomplete. How do I fix this? I'd rather end this existence than keep feeling like this. How can I feel happy again?
updated by @windwolf: 06/11/17 11:19:30AM
WindWolf
@windwolf
10/03/14 05:58:48PM
131 posts

Annabelle The Movie


Psychic and Paranormal

I haven't seen it nor do I plan on seeing it.
WindWolf
@windwolf
08/11/14 05:52:59PM
131 posts

Over whelming sadness


Empath

I felt the pain before finding out he was the one that died. I cried and the tears felt like death, like I was being pulled back to a suicidal state
WindWolf
@windwolf
08/11/14 05:19:25PM
131 posts

Over whelming sadness


Empath

I woke up today in pain, which I'm used to, nothing that should have effected me too much. On top off that I was yelled at by my mother, again nothing new. But for some reason I was reduced to tears, I couldn't understand why. I asked for help from a friend which just started a fight. So once I managed to compose myself, I went about business as usual. While at work around 4 or 5 hours later I find out that comedian and actor Robin Williams died. Was this the reason I cried? I felt a heavy presence of death in my tears. I'm just really confused, and I have no one I can talk to that will truly understand. Do you think an empath like me that isn't that strong or grounded could feel such sadness from his many fans, or just from his passing? Did you feel it? Help me out with this please.
updated by @windwolf: 08/19/17 01:12:17AM
WindWolf
@windwolf
12/24/13 05:49:08PM
131 posts

Help


Empath

I feel so lost, in a way I've lost my son. The way things are going he won't remember me when he gets older. His mother moved on and I can't see him. I feel cut off from the world, like an empty shell. I haven't stopped crying since I got off the phone with him and he didn't recognize my voice. Sad to say my son was the biggest source of love in my heart, I can't keep feeling like this. I can't go on like this. I can't feel the love of the holiday, I just can't feel anything but overwhelming pain.
updated by @windwolf: 01/13/17 02:47:09AM
WindWolf
@windwolf
12/09/13 10:19:48AM
131 posts

Truth during the holidays


Empath

Thank you
WindWolf
@windwolf
12/09/13 07:24:15AM
131 posts

Truth during the holidays


Empath

During the holidays, people come together and "forget" the issues they've had all during the year. So I sit through this in my room, because their real emotions that they're holding back don't hit me as hard, until I'm called antisocial and forced to go out and endure the hell that is the holidays. I understand about shielding but it's much more difficult with family, and in such high quantity.
updated by @windwolf: 05/12/17 06:05:30PM
WindWolf
@windwolf
10/26/13 05:19:00PM
131 posts

Changes staying the same


Empath

Thank you I'll give it a try
WindWolf
@windwolf
10/26/13 05:17:23PM
131 posts

Changes staying the same


Empath

Well I don't have a doctor, medical or otherwise. I want to go back to school and study psychology and I guess work my way through my issues, as well as one day help others because I can already feel their pain
WindWolf
@windwolf
10/26/13 04:48:55PM
131 posts

Changes staying the same


Empath

I've shown signs of having clinical depression in the past, I've suffered from depression off and on for years now. Most friends and family have told me out the group I'm the depressing one.
WindWolf
@windwolf
10/26/13 01:00:35PM
131 posts

Changes staying the same


Empath

I try to meditate but I just can't bring myself to do it I get distracted from it easily
WindWolf
@windwolf
10/25/13 01:00:04PM
131 posts

Changes staying the same


Empath

It's been a while since I've been on the site and things have not been going well at all. Dealing with the womanI feel is my soulmate getting married has been taking a toll on my health, both physical and emotional.I fell into astate of depression, and closed myself off from people that can't understand all thatI deal with not just the broken heart, which is just about everyone around me.I have made a few changes to myself recently, for oneI shaved my head. not know where that came fromI just felt likeI needed aphysical representation of a weight being lifted from my shoulders. I've began writing again,I'm currently working onfour stories simultaneously, one of which deals with the Angel of Death. A personI feelI may have been refered to as in a past life. Now I also want to go to school to study psychology. But I still feel stuck for some reason,I still feel emotions from other people and it's not joy.I can see people being happy around me but all I pick up from people are negative emotions. Am I justwired to pick up negatives? Things around me are changing except that one thing. And I still get the feeling like something major is coming.

Any help or thoughts that youhave are greatly appreciated


updated by @windwolf: 05/12/17 06:04:49PM
WindWolf
@windwolf
09/24/13 03:14:41PM
131 posts

Life Colors Questionnaire


New Age

Blue, Violet, Crystal
WindWolf
@windwolf
09/10/13 08:01:57PM
131 posts

The pain


Empath

Thank you for your replies
WindWolf
@windwolf
09/08/13 04:18:31PM
131 posts

The pain


Empath

I don't know what to do now. I've tried to share with those closest to me about my gifts. There are very few that believe me. Some just dismiss the idea, then there are those that call me a liar. Saying that I became a creep, saying that I became a dark being that bleeds depression. Telling me that I went through things but that I blew them out of proportion. And these are the people I love most. I'm single now, alone constantly. I can feel compassion from the other members on this site, but after I log off I'm alone. It's not like people can reach through their computers to give someone a hug, to be a physical shoulder to cry on. It's not like there is an empathic group in Columbus Ohio holding meetings full of understanding people. Hell I can't even find someone willing to go on a date because of these gifts. How do I deal with this pain, this loneliness?
updated by @windwolf: 05/14/17 08:59:38AM
WindWolf
@windwolf
09/05/13 11:26:54AM
131 posts

Is this a general empath thing?


Empath

I have a problem putting myself before others. People tell me that I need to do something for me but I can't help but feel extremely selfish not considering others. I take time to myself to center or ground myself and keep from going to an emotional extreme, but even then other people and there issues enter my world. I can't help but feel for them. I know that everyone has their limit and will do something for themselves. But I just wonder is it an empath thing to put others first, until that sanity breaking limit is reached?
updated by @windwolf: 01/13/17 02:23:02AM
WindWolf
@windwolf
08/28/13 12:07:42AM
131 posts

Horror movies


Empath

As an empath, how do you feel about watching horror movies, specifically the ones based on true stories? Movies like the conjuring.
updated by @windwolf: 05/14/17 08:59:26AM
WindWolf
@windwolf
08/24/13 09:08:55PM
131 posts

What kind of empath are you?


Empath

Getting feelings from tv is the main reason I rarely watch it anymore
WindWolf
@windwolf
08/24/13 09:06:27PM
131 posts

Fading


Empath

Thank you, not only for your words but for this site as well
WindWolf
@windwolf
08/24/13 01:27:32AM
131 posts

Fading


Empath

Have you ever felt like your abilities were fading away? If so how did it affect you? I've felt it before and nothing seemed to go right. I was already feeling incomete after losing the woman I feel is my soulmate and feeling like my gift was fading felt like I was slowly dying.
updated by @windwolf: 01/15/17 03:17:22PM
WindWolf
@windwolf
08/23/13 10:59:28PM
131 posts

Do you like being photographed?


Empath

I'm not a fan of having my picture taken.
 
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