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Lavinia
@lavinia
02/07/11 11:49:22AM
212 posts

Help!


Psychic and Paranormal

Thank you so much Meowski for responding.

To answer your questions...I'm not really alone in the house..I have a dog..and I remember looking at her while this was happening and she didn't have any reactions whatsoever, which is weird because she always feels when there's a presence in the house ( yes I've felt stuff before but they are usually good, and if they felt weird i would always tell them to go back where they came from cause they were not welcome; and they always did). But this time she didn't react. she was too busy chewing on a bone.

I am feeling pretty bad right now. Worse than I did before this happened but better as time passes.

To get a better idea of how it went down, i'll run the timeline for you. It was about 2 -3 in the afternoon when it started. I had just gotten home 2 hours earlier from meetings at work; the ones I could not remeber when i woke up, that i thought had happened days prior. Then the thing happened. i was fully dressed when|I crashed in bed although I can't remember getting there. When I woke up I was half naked. I woke up completely at 6 :30. So the hole thing lasted around 3-4 hours.Now it's 9: 30 pm.

Besides feeling fatigued, I have a major headache that seems to diminish as time passes; dizziness but that could also be from the strong painkiller I took ( I dont usually take any kind of pills). I feel like I have a fever. Inside, the feeling inside. That's how I get colds..I dont get real fevers, but I get the feeling inside. That's how I feel now. I mentioned before that I woke up with a huge pain in my arm, between my elbow and my shoulder. Well, that's gone but now my shoulder hurts. Pretty bad. Like it's been dislocated and put back together.

I noticed somethings strange when I woke up. At one point i went to the bathroom and noticed that part of one tile on the wall had broken from the rest and fell. I have no idea how that may have happened. The place the tile is is hard to get to ( behind the toilet) and the bathroom has been recently renovated; all of it. In the last months. I have no idea how that may have happened.

Since I've been up I've tried to pull myself together, i prayed and tried to get all positive energies around me. It's better now but still not as good as I'd like it. maybe a good night sleep tonight will make it better.

I haven't felt any negative energy in this house before. I just moved in 4 months ago and I felt a good vibe from this house since the first time i saw it. i understand what you said about noticing things that have always been there, only we can "see" them now because we are more aware. Who knows, maybe that's what it is...although my awakening process started 2 years ago and has been pretty intense in the last year. I don't know...

Thank you so much for the advice and if you can think of anything else that this might be pls let me know. If you think it's bad, pls tell me. I can take it; i just need to know what it was so i can take some measure of precautions. Maybe cleanse the place..or move.. I'm paying rent here and contract will be over soon anyway...

Thank you again and God bless you!

Namaste!

Lavina

Lavinia
@lavinia
02/07/11 09:10:46AM
212 posts

Help!


Psychic and Paranormal

I have experience something very very strange today and scary, something i've never even come close to before so i might find it harder to explain but i'll do my best. Don't know if this the right group to post this in but it felt pretty paranormal to me.

As as I was watching tv ( a show about numerology ; just putting out there...probably no relevance) and all of the sudden I felt something taking over me...a massive amount of energy that I could feel almost as a pshysical presence. i could feel it all around me and also inside me. All around my head and body; I got dizzy and felt like I was loosing control over my body; I thought i was gonna faint. I got up and went to the kitchen to get a cold glass of water in the hope that it was just a momentary thing ( maybe i was just tired i though) . it made me feel a little better but the sensation didnt stop. When I went back to my room i could feel the energy around the couch, where it started to happen, very intensively. I could even see it like a cloud that was floating in that area. I tried to get a grip on myself and not let it take me. The next thing I know is I woke up in my bed without knowing what day it was; I had lost complete sense of reality. I couldn't remember what day it was, what I had some that morning. It was like a partial amnesia; not like when you get up suddenly and need a few seconds to get back to reality. No, I stood there for minutes..cant remember how long trying to remeber what day it was. I had to look at my agenda and the date on the computer to realize what happened that day. I could remember the meting i had in the morning, but seemed they were weeks ago.

My head felt like it weighted a ton and my body was very weak. The worse part it..i went back to sleep cause i couldnt keep my eyes open ( dont remember when though) and sometime later I woke up because my right arm was hurting really bad. And mean REALLY bad! Between my elbow and my shoulder it felt like it was broken inside; it hurt so bad that all i could do was cry. I finally gathered the energy to get out of bed, got 2 very strong pills ( the painkiller you take after a surgery) and it finally gave in. It still hurts now but not as bad. I've looked at my arm and there;s nothing on it.

Can anyone explain what that energy was that took over me? I hate to use this word but it felt like i possessed. I dind;t feel like it was a ghost or a spirit doing this; it was bigger than that. That topped by not remembering how I got to sleep, what happened that day...it's very scary.

I had a dream too while a slept but I cant remember what it was.

Any insight on this is greatly appreciated!

Blessings!

PS I've been going through an awakening process in the last months but nothing ever came close to this. Could I have maybe opened a door to something darker?


updated by @lavinia: 07/02/17 12:09:35PM
Lavinia
@lavinia
02/03/11 02:46:07PM
212 posts

Awareness test


Empath

or just faster?
Lavinia
@lavinia
02/03/11 01:04:05PM
212 posts

Awareness test


Empath

Wow, that's great! Congratulations! You're the first person I've heard of that aced it :D
Lavinia
@lavinia
02/03/11 11:33:20AM
212 posts

Awareness test


Empath

It's not just the counting...
Lavinia
@lavinia
02/03/11 06:25:27AM
212 posts

Awareness test


Empath

http://www.brasschecktv.com/page/301.html

I failed it miserably :D

How did you do?


updated by @lavinia: 01/19/17 12:58:39AM
Lavinia
@lavinia
02/03/11 03:18:27AM
212 posts



I work with/for children and I come into contact with 100+ different kids every day. From an empathic point of view, it's close to perfect..they are pure and innocent and they energize me with lots of light every day. However, the contact with the adults in my line of work and the huge gap between the children's energy and the adult's energy is like a hot-cold shower. Taken separately, the adults are not all bad people, most are ok compared to other fields of work, but put together with kids and what they put out there as far as energy...it's draining. Feeling the huge difference every day, I would have assumed it's balancing...but it's not. It's draining. And I have months where I work many hours a day in that environment , with no days off. When I finally have time off, I feel like I've been to war. I know it's not just cause I'm an empath; my associate and our employees are not but they get exhausted too; not as much as me but still do.

I'm not complaining though... I love kids and what I get from them is amazing most of the time. There are worse jobs to have.

I think most jobs that involve working with people can be a challenge to empaths, depending on the people. There are some that are worst and others, like military jobs or hospitals or the morgues or police... There's a lot more pains there...But isn't that were we 're needed most? Where people have more negative emotions and need a balance? It's a challenge yes, and we have to protect ourselves to keep our sanity, but if we all choose the easiest jobs and environments, who would tend to the others? Just my thoughts...

Lavinia
@lavinia
02/01/11 04:37:16AM
212 posts

To my fellow empaths...


Empath

You are sooo beautiful Jonny! Thank you for the loving vibes this gave me!

You are all "drop dead" gorgeous souls here! :D

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/31/11 09:03:22AM
212 posts

Angel (of) Sacrifice


Psychic and Paranormal

Thank you Roxy!Pls let me know if you find something.

Bless you!

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/29/11 03:28:07PM
212 posts

Angel (of) Sacrifice


Psychic and Paranormal

Thank you Karina! You dream is very interesting...it reminds me of a dream, or better yet, a series of dreams, like episodes, about a beautiful woman I saw trying to save but couldnt...but that's another story. :D

Thanks again and God bless you!

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/29/11 01:44:30PM
212 posts

Angel (of) Sacrifice


Psychic and Paranormal

So far I have no idea what it means and I wont act until I know something clear...I have an "understanding" with God about that :D

As far as Jesus..I actually think that turned out well.. What he did all his life, what he thought his discipoles.. what he left behind..it wouldnt have been possible without a sacrifice..He knew that himself.

Thank you so much MaryEllen or your answers!

God bless you!

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/29/11 01:22:20PM
212 posts

Angel (of) Sacrifice


Psychic and Paranormal

It was a vision. It was during mediation. I had my eyes closed. I was actually in the middle of my reiki auto-treatment. I dont always have visions during that; sometimes I see colors, sometimes faces.

But this time I saw an angle. Like I said. And it was right in front of me...it didnt disappear until I opened my eyes. And I heard the word "sacrifice" loud and clear. At first I got scared and wanted to open my eyes, but a little "voice" inside said no; if I do i wont know what the angel means. So I kept them closed, looking at the dying angel in front of me; but got no more messages or meaning and finally I opened my eyes.

What did you mean that it's someone's karma? And what does the devil have to do with it? Pls explain so I can sleep well tonight :S I got a littl' scared here...

Thanks!

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/29/11 01:02:33PM
212 posts

Angel (of) Sacrifice


Psychic and Paranormal

What do you mean?Someone else's karma? I'm kinda scared now...

The Devil creeps? Can you pls explain?

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/29/11 06:13:25AM
212 posts

Feeling invisible


Empath

There are time when I feel invisible and I love it...I'm in my own world and I dont want to bothered. But it doesnt usually happen. It's either I want to communicate and feel as though I'm invisible or I want to "disappear" and I get too much attention..people stare and often get too close..way beyond my comfort zone.

It's the other "kind" of being invisible that annoys me the most. My "friends" that always come to me for help, comfort etc and when I go to them..it's like I dont have the right..like I'm not allowed to have a bad day ( even if they have a bad day EVERY day); I'm not allowed to get upset, angry or have problems. That's the kind that hurts and I dont understand. Maybe it's my mistake..I got them used to a certain "patter".

I've gone "underground" lately. went the other way completely. Dont say anything, say NO everytime I'm asked if something is wrong even if it's clear there's something wrong. They ignored it at first; not it seems I've got their attention. Only now I dont care for it anymore. It seems to be a "damn if you , damn if you dont" situation...

I know how to get their attention when they make me feel invisible..but I seem to scare some people...I seem to be at extremes...

I dont know what advice to give you..but I can say you're not alone in it!

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/29/11 01:49:43AM
212 posts

Angel (of) Sacrifice


Psychic and Paranormal

I have no idea;

Last night during a meditation I saw a big white angel with a purple on his chest and the tip of his wings that was bending behind, like he had been shot in the chest...and I heard the word SACRIFICE loud and clear. I though it meant that the angel was being sacrificed but it meant that it was the Angel Of Sacrifice. I got a sense that "the voice" was correcting me ..telepathically.

I googled it afterwards but couldn't find such an Angel. That's why i ask you.

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/28/11 05:16:38PM
212 posts

Angel (of) Sacrifice


Psychic and Paranormal

Anyone hear of that? I've researched it and havent found such an angel. Have any of you heard of it? If so, is there anything you can tell about this Angel?

Thanks!


updated by @lavinia: 03/04/17 08:25:53AM
Lavinia
@lavinia
01/25/11 02:34:41PM
212 posts

Which of these 10 Phrases did I write on a piece of paper? THE REVEAL (scroll down)


Psychic and Paranormal

I got 4 "see you later alligator" ( afterwards 5 and 8 also caught my eye but not sure)
Lavinia
@lavinia
01/24/11 10:42:47PM
212 posts

Movie recommendation


Empath

oh, sorry! I didnt know it was posted before.

Feel free to delete mine!

Blessings!

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/24/11 02:33:36PM
212 posts

Movie recommendation


Empath

It's about a psychic who struggles with his gift..It's not exactly about empaths, but close; within the family. I just finished watching it and I'm glad I did. Hope you like it too, if you have a chance to see it; if you havent already. It's called "Hereafter".

Here's the trailer:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xDnHfQtH0zU&feature=fvst


updated by @lavinia: 06/08/17 05:40:12AM
Lavinia
@lavinia
01/24/11 01:40:26AM
212 posts



:)))))
updated by @lavinia: 01/03/17 06:08:08AM
Lavinia
@lavinia
01/24/11 01:35:01AM
212 posts



I've always felt like this, from an early age and it got worse with time. Till I found you guys...I've been feeling better about it ever since... Still struggle with it every day; there are times when I feel like I'm living in a SF movie...but it's getting better.
updated by @lavinia: 01/22/17 07:14:22AM
Lavinia
@lavinia
01/17/11 02:18:20PM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

Try it! You wont regret it! :)
Lavinia
@lavinia
01/16/11 10:50:54PM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

That sounds very interesting. I didnt feel that.

I only felt someone stroking my aura during the atonements but the master wasnt working on me; he was with one of the other students. I'm not sure if its the same thing or not. It only happened once.

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/16/11 10:49:02PM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

I don't remember where I found out about it. I've known about it for years though. I have never had reiki done on me before, nor did I know anyone who did it or knew much about it. I tried reading on it but gave up soon cause it felt complicated; all the symbols and the rules...I found out now it's actually not that complicated at all. Our master said that all the symbols and hand positions and preparations are actually just crutches that will help us at the beginning and the ideal is to practice reiki without them, or very few of them, just instinctively.

My first encounter with energy was with bioenergy about 10 years ago; i knew very little about it; i had a "scanning " done by a man who worked with it and it was accurate. That's when I started to believe in it cause he told me things that i had no idea about that turned out to be true. But I thought at that time that only very gifted people could do it.

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/16/11 10:43:58PM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

I feel the same sometimes through my eyes; I've felt it for a long time, long before my reiki class; when I look straight into the eyes of someone who's sick or upset ( mostly did it when the empth conversations kicked in) i would send love though my eyes into the eyes of the other person and it made them feel better. It works well even if i dont look in their eyes, but eye to eye contact works better.
Lavinia
@lavinia
01/16/11 01:34:31PM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

It's only been one day but I've notices so far that reiki keeps working on me even when I dont do the treatment. I'm not sure if it's the reiki or just the effect of it. But sometimes i feel tingling or heat on parts of my body and hands.
Lavinia
@lavinia
01/16/11 01:32:29PM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

Good to know...Thanks for sharing! I'm still at the begining so it rmeins to be seen which position puts me to sleep.

I had it happen to me during meditation! :)

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/16/11 10:52:08AM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

What I meant by the V shape shower is holding your hands up above your head but spread to the sides , creating a V shape and then imagining you have a shower above you that is showering reiki energy rather than water. It's quite and interesting exercise. http://www.energyriver.com/nederlands/Schrijfsels_Writings/ReikiShower.html

The same thing happened to me with going to the toilet; and I know for sure I didnt drink that much water that day :D hehe

Thank you for responding MtnHarmony!

Blessings and Light to you!

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/16/11 08:43:10AM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

Thank you Patricia for responding and putting my mind at ease about not being crazy.

Yes, we have been instructed on how to use it to treat ourselves and i started that last night after the initiation and one more this morning. And I will do it tonight before going to sleep. We were told to do it twice a day for 1 hour. I know I will do it in the evening but I'm not sure I have time to do it for 1 hour in the morning. I don't get enough sleep as it is, 1 hour less of sleep is "torture" for me. But I will try to do it at least 15 min in the morning. I noticed the difference in me today cause of the auto-treatment session I had this morning, so I'm sure it will make a big difference.

Blessings Patricia!

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/16/11 07:43:51AM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

I had my first Reiki class ( level one, the initiation) yesterday and I gotta admit I was a little worried that I wouldnt be feeling much, but this I did not expect. I felt SO MUCH that in normal circumstances would have been frightening.

The teacher was nice; not exactly what I expected , but I guess it was my "fault" for expecting anything at all. He was very relaxed, but for some reason I felt he wasnt in the mood; who knows, maybe it was an "off" day; we all have those. At one point I felt he didnt like me very much cause I was the only one in a group of 6 who said I have done this before ( healing with energy I mean); the rest were there either for curiosity or just to try it. And another lady who was told she has good hands for healing so she wanted to learn. Anyhow, I realized afterwards that he was the same to everyone and maybe he explained more to them cause they seemed to have more questions; idk..

We spend a few hours just talking and getting the reiki energy( that I started to fell was around form the beginning ). So when the time came for him to do the atonements we were all very relaxed. We all sat in chair with our eyes closed and he just went from one to the other and did what he had to do. It wasnt a one on one thing. I was the last one but by the time he got to me I had already felt SO many things. I guess the energy started to work on me before he got to me; idk. I felt a big pressure sensation at the top of my head; like a block trying and pushing to get inside and even though it didnt hurt it felt very weird. I finally gave in and relaxed as much as could so it didnt feel like such a big pressure and it stopped feeling like that. But I felt the energy inside "doing things". I know it sounds weird ( at least to me it does) but I felt all sorts of sensations; in my back, my head, cold, hot, tingling, at the tips of my fingers very strong sensations and at one point I felt the tips of my fingers cracking. It was so weird...sorry if I say this too much but I just did not expect SO much. And I doubt that auto-suggestion could have caused this. I expected not to feel anything. Anyway, by the time the teacher got to me, I just relaxed and felt very warm inside. I felt things in my solar plexus; a big ball of energy, I saw colors, yellow especially and white; very vividly.

The second and third time, cause he did this 3 times, I didnt feel as much, just felt relaxed and saw more colors; more purple.

But what really got to me was that the whole time I was here ( more and more towards the end) I felt like I was high and it felt like the others around me were high as well. And I'm sure There was no weed around :P It was just the feeling of being light headed and very very relaxed; all the "high" sensations without the weird part where you realize you're high and not quite in control. I hope I'm making sense. When we took breaks to have a smoke or go to the bathroom or whenever I had to do or say something I felt fine and normal but when I didnt it was as if I was going in a trance where even the voice of others seemed to loud.

And this stayed with me all day. I felt so tired when I got home; good tired, not the way it normally feels, but unusual for 6 hours spend sitting down; if you know what i mean.

Gosh I just realized I wrote so much. I guess it just had a really big effect on me and made a huge impression. I'm very happy with the way it all went.

i just want to add 2 more things ( there would be more to say about the experience but I dont wanna bore anyone ) : one is I'd like to know if it's normal that I felt so much and if anyone felt like this? Is it an empath thing and I just got very connected to the energy? Or am I going mad and it was autosugesstion?

The last thing: I did the auto treatment last night and this morning again and I noticed something strange. At one point I raise my arms up in a V shape to get a "reiki shower" but when I put them down I feel the energy as it is almost solid...while I put my arms down, I didnt let them drop to the side, but sort of inside the V space and then out; I dindt do that on purpose, it;s just how it happened, and that's when I felt the energy very "solid". I hope I'm making sense.

Am I..or do I need to get my straight jacket clean and ready? :D

edit: forgot to mention 3 effect I got as a result of the class: one is I had to got to the bathroom a lot; I really felt I got detox or something like that cause I didnt drink that much watter :D ; so now I know why I have to ddrink plenty of water

Second is I'm feeling very light headed still; it's on and off; when I dont feel "dizzy" I feel very vibrant and happy; I can feel that somehow I'm getting cleaned of the problems I have in my body and I'm getting the effects of it. So i guess it is working .

Third: my dog - i put my hand on him after connection to the energy and he couldnt stand my hands on him; he got a bit scared; as if he was feeling something there; and I wasnt doing anything, just put my hand on him which he normally LOVES; when I just pet him without connection or without any intention, she;s fine; as soon as i "connect" I can see a very sudden change in attitude and he just looked so puzzled, like "what are you doing" look; Today I went for my horse back-ridding class and I did the same to my horse to see what he does; same thing there.same reaction. And I know animals are more sensitive than humans.

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/14/11 06:19:22AM
212 posts

Weird dream


Dreams

Thank you Evelyn for responding and for the great advice. I do pray and more often than not I feel safe and secure.

I'm sorry to hear about your husband but it's great that you got away from that and that things are better now. I'm happy for you and I admire you for that.

I'm a little confused about whether what you said was an interpretation of my dream or it was related to the fact that I'm scared to go out at night ( which I do do anyway every night cause by dog needs it :D ).

Blessings and Love!

Lavinia

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/12/11 12:23:50PM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

Thanks jenn for responding!

As far as your concercn goes, I can't answer cause I havent even taken my class yet, but have you tried asking your teacher why she does/did that? That's what I always do; I just go to the source.

Thanks again and I'll keep you guys posted on Saturday!

Blessings and Light!

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/12/11 12:19:09PM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

Thanks SmokeyD! I'll keep in mind to drink lots of water; that always helps me with many things!

Love and Light to you!

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/12/11 12:17:42PM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

I agree with being open too Heather. I think that goes for anything we undertake; I know i'm very open to it, I've wanted to do it for quite some time now.

Looking forward to it and now, after reading all your stories I'm even more excited:D

Blessings and Love!

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/12/11 12:14:04PM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

Wow, sounds like you had great experience Patricia! I have a dog so I will be sure to check what her "view" of me will be when I get back., I know she always senses my aura and when I'm angry she sitss in a corner and turns aways form em till I get back to normal and when I'm very open and feeling good I can't get her "off my back " :D

I'll write back on Saturday and let you know how it went!

Blessings and thanks for sharing your experience!

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/12/11 12:09:38PM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

Thank you Gina. I'll be sure to look into what that type of Reiki is all about before I go; I actually have only 2 days left..

Thank you for everything you said and I will keep in mind to watch what energy I;m receiving and be intune with my empathy so I can feel everything.

I'll tell you all about it on Saturday!

Blessings!

Lavinia

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/12/11 12:04:39PM
212 posts

Healing , free will and karma


Healers

I love that Patricia, asking the Universe to sens whatever is better. I actually did that many times and I didnt even remember it cause I think I did that unconsciously whenever I didnt know what was better for someone or had a specific request from them. I'll have to remember that!

Thank you so much for reminding me :D

God bless you! Love and Light!

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/12/11 12:02:10PM
212 posts

Healing , free will and karma


Healers

Thank you Renee! I will keep in mind to always cleanse afterwards; that's a great adivce; I never do that and I feel drained, weak and never knew why. I'll do that from now on.

I loved everything you said! Thank you so much and God bless you!

Namaste! :*

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/12/11 11:50:24AM
212 posts

Weird dream


Dreams

Thanks for your response Jen!

The area they could see was just the hallway, which was actually clean and not cramped or messy at all. I actually just remembered that I forgot to mention, while I was out walking my dog just now :P

They could see only the hallway which as I said was ok looking, tidy and I even noticed a shelf that I didnt know I had that had some nice things of mine on display; cant remember what. It was only the room that was a mess, but the could see that cause it was at the end of another hallway, behind a door. And I remember I even thought of that during the dream, as i saw my room. Thank God they cant see the mess in here; but it was hard for me cause i couldnt stay in ther room since i felt that i could move or breath there and i coulndt stay in the hall either cause they could see me. And i was left with only the bathroom and the kitchen that is sort of part of the hallway; it's an open kitchen in the begining of the apartment. So i had nowhere to hide.

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/12/11 11:17:09AM
212 posts

Weird dream


Dreams

I don't usually have vivid dreams, but when I do they are very spooky; like the one I just had during an afternoon nap.

I was driven home by a friend who for some reason , I felt was upset with me and he was driving really fast and on the wrong side of the road just to get to my house sooner. He dropped me off in the middle of the road and I didnt even have time to thank him for the ride, he run so fast.

Anyway ( here is where it starts to get stranger) I got into my apartment and I noticed a light turned on in the hallway, on the right ( but there are no lights there in reality), i found it strange cause I didnt remember leaving it on and I was looking for the switch to turn it off; as I did that I realized that i didnt know where it is cause I didnt even know I had light in that part of the hallway. I kept finding switches that when i touched would turn on and off other lights I also never knew existed. As I was doing that I saw that the wall that separated my apartment from the rest of the building ( the wall that has the entrance door on it) was actually made of glass only covered by a white curtain. And because the lights were on in my house, of course everyone who was coming in the building would see in my house ( I live on the ground floor and my door is right near the entrance; I always hear it when someone walks in the building). And there was a lot of "traffic" on the hallway. People were noticing me in my house but tried to be polite and not to look. There were some teenagers who just stopped in front of the glass wall and were looking in and talking about what they were seeing in my house and seeing me there. Then I went into my room to look for a blanket of something to cover the wall. When I walked into my room I realized that is was really cramped ( and it usually isnt); the bed was unmade, clothes where outside, on chairs, it seemed liked a big mess and like all my stuff where in the middle of the room; i couldnt even walk through them. I didnt find a blanket;and I felt like I couldnt breath there; it was too cramped up and it gave me a very uneasy feeling;i left and went to the bathroom; i realized i had a extra bathroom; now the lights are off; only the light in the bathroom is turned on and the door is open and because of that people can still see in my house cause the bathroom is right in front of the glass wall. I think i used the bathroom, or just went to check it out cause i didnt know it was there. Then I tried to call my friend who had dropped me off at home to thank him but for some reason I couldnt get the phonebook to open properly so i ended up calling someone else, who i didnt even know. It was very had for me to speak; like a had a very heavy mouth or something and my voice resembled that of a sick man. Strange! Back into the hallway where i felt very agitated about the window and people looking in; someone came in the hallway wanting to get out and they were looking at my dog who was barking at them; a girl was trying to show another girl my dog and was very insistent saying "look what she's having there"; the other girl was telling her its' not polite to look inside my house like that.I woke up when I realized that I was actually having a dream ( i knew it all along but only at this point i thought about it like a saving thing) cause i wanted to get an actual blanket from"reality" to take back to the dream and cover the window wall.

Just one more detail that might mean something . I've been very scared lately about living were I'm living now; It's a rented apartment in a new neighborhood for me; i've lived here for only 4 months; the building i live in is the only one who's front door is not locked and for the reason, sometimes homeless people stay in the entrance hallway, right outside my apartment , to warm up i guess. They dont seem dangerous but you never know. I live alone; i have a dog that i have to walk every day and I'm always scared when i have to walk him in the evening. Like now, cause I have to do that when i finish writing this. :( Anyway, the point for saying this is cause i wasnt scared in my dream about all the people who could see in my house; which i would have been in reality. But i was very frustrated that my intimacy was being violated and angry that I hadnt noticed the glass wall before and wondered how many people may have seen a lot without me knowing.

I am very interested to know what you guys think!

Thank you and sorry for a long post!


updated by @lavinia: 05/05/17 08:01:36PM
Lavinia
@lavinia
01/10/11 02:34:53PM
212 posts

possible EVP?


Psychic and Paranormal

I can't really make out what's "she" saying but it is strange how that happened. Have you tried recording again? Maybe there really is someone there and they'll get the message clearer this time.
Lavinia
@lavinia
01/09/11 12:59:24PM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

Wow, thank you so much Heather. I'm very excited about my class and I hope it will help with my problems, before I will learn how to use it on others; I need that, I think, so that i can be as "pure" as I possibly can when I receive and give forward. Hope this makes sense.. :D

Anyway, I'll let you guys know how it went and if I have question, I sure will ask. I know almost nothing about it,so ...I will be asking a lot in my class, I think. .

Blessings and LOVE!

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/09/11 12:45:29PM
212 posts

Healing , free will and karma


Healers

I'm sorry to hear about your mother Sollena and I hope everything turns out well for everyone!

Thank you for your answer and I will be sure to ask for guidance every time I'm about to send healing energy to someone who's permission I don;t have. I have meditated on this and the answer I got is, like you said, that free will is just that and whatever you do to someone else that alters the path of their lives, WITHOUT their permission, is interfering. And it's not right. Not even God does that. That's what I was "told" and I agree with it for the most part.

that's why I wanted to know what others think about this!

Thank you again! Blessings and LOVE for you and your mom! if wanted ;)

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/09/11 11:01:19AM
212 posts

Healing , free will and karma


Healers

Thank you for the advice Gina. Intention is important.

But what about verbal permission? I mean, if i see a sick person in a hospital and start healing without telling him I'm doing it, isn't that interfering with free will? I know that my intention is good...but still... Free will is free will, for both good and bad.

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/09/11 10:58:12AM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

I am not sure what you mean by "that Reiki can also be used to hard".

that was my mistake - i meant that reiki energy can be used to harm. If the intent is bad in using the energy, it can harm. that's what I heard.

I will be taking Gendai Reiki ho - tradinitional reiki, shedon

I don't know anything about the reiki names and all the degrees..but i intent to start reading up on it. What do you know about gendai reiki? Is that what you did?

Thank you so much for responding and I will be sure to ask my guides for protection and guidance.

Lavinia
@lavinia
01/09/11 09:56:04AM
212 posts

Healing , free will and karma


Healers

I'll keep it short: is healing someone without their consent an act against their free will, that will result in bad karma for the healer? Should we always ask for permission?
updated by @lavinia: 02/25/17 09:57:24AM
Lavinia
@lavinia
01/09/11 09:35:05AM
212 posts

My first Reiki class, any advice?


Healers

I've known for quite some time that I have a healing gift with my hands and have used it before but only by instinct, nothing learned. So this year I decided it's time to learn a bit more from me but also from others with experience; so I joined my first Reiki class. I have the first session next week, Saturday.

The reason I'm posting is cause I'd like some advice or suggestions for anyone with experience in the field. I've read on the forum here that reiki can also be used to hard...so I'm def. gonna pay attention to what I sense when I'm practicing in class. Is there anything else I should know beforehand? Because I'm also an empath, I'm guessing we may feel it differently or more intensely...idk.

Any advice before starting would be highly appreciated. I'm kinda nervous about it a bit. :D

Namaste!


updated by @lavinia: 03/11/17 10:26:48AM
Lavinia
@lavinia
01/03/11 05:11:26AM
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