Involuntary Fear of 'Abilities'
I am wondering what to do about this and if anyone else has/had this experience...
I have this fear of utilizing my abilities. It is involuntary and logically I can dismiss it, but it comes at the most inopportune times!
For instance, I was meditating today and got more focused than I had ever been.. the bathroom fan (i was in the bath) instantly went smooth sounding and my candle started drastically flickering. Even if it was nothing, my chest instantly tightened as if my heart chakra snapped shut.
Another time, I was trying to astral project and as soon as I got the feeling I could 'get up' my fear lurched up and I started seeing shadows across the room and I couldn't free myself and 'wake myself' up. Perhaps this was me sleeping and turned to a bad dream but either way the fear is present.
I have asked God to take it away and perhaps he is slowly, but it's quite annoying and I feel as if it is holding me back.
Any advice? Thanks in advanced!
Rereading this.. I can just see doubt in my explanations.. I want to overcome both these things!
updated by @devonearth: 05/15/17 12:22:08PM