Empaths & love..
OMG! Same here!
I was wondering if it had something to do with being an empah...
My best friend says that there's something about me. The light seems to follow me in the pictures etc.
Few occations it has been REALLY awful too. You see I was sexually abused when I was 12-13 and I didn't even understand it and I was really shy and didn't know what to do with it and didn't have anyone to turn to.
Besides it wasn't really clear to me what he was doing. I think he was manipulatively smart about it...
I did tell his wife who HAPPENS to be my older sister... but that was years later and I was just surprised that she didn't notice anything.
She blamed me and said I should've said something then. Like it would've mattered back then. He was abusive to her too. Vocally.
So he was the first to show interest in me. I think the empath powers started to get stronger in that age too. Meaning I felt like a crazy person...
And after that almost all of my male friends started to notice me and they thought they found their soulmate or something. My little sister found it funny and so did my girlfriends. They still joke about my ''popularity'' eventhough other girls were jealous and thought the worst of me making me feel cheap. And nothing even happened with those guys!!!
The funny thing is... I NEVER felt anything to them. Not like that. So in the end I started to avoid them. I didn't give my time to them anymore. I didn't want to talk to them anymore like I used to. They were just hi, how are you doing-friends to me.
And if I really DID like someone...? Well. I was just way too nerveous to show them the real me and acted like a total idiot in front of them. They got over me like after a first date :p
Anyways. Enough ranting!
It's just good to know that there are others who think the same way I do :D