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michelle
@michelle
03/16/19 05:19:52AM
120 posts

Hello


Empath

@rena Do the whole routine before going to work. I would think that while at work you could use parts of it.

Notice what she says of the Zip Up. And the Hook Up.
michelle
@michelle
03/16/19 05:08:21AM
120 posts

Hello


Empath

@rena I gave this to you in a PM, where you can easily find it. But perhaps others would benefit from it also; particularly when old trusted methods don't work anymore.

All is energy and I find that direct manipulation of my body's energy fields works best. And this gives better 'protection.' I have given another form of this elsewhere from a student of Donna Eden's. The following is Donna's refined, easier official Daily Energy Routine...or tune up:

michelle
@michelle
03/15/19 10:36:35AM
120 posts

Hello


Empath

@rena I am sorry to hear of your seemingly unshakeable low vibrations. Considering that, in the USA alone, 800,000 children per year are reported missing [that's 2000/day]; is it any wonder that you are affected so?

Since past reliable methods do not work anymore, I would ask, in your life, what kind of support do you have from others who would be empathetic and/or sypathetic to the nature of your work and its affect on you?

That is a tough job for an empath to not only feel for the missing but also for family members and parents left with every breath they draw wondering what happened to their loved ones.

If you have no close companions in your life to help you transmute this energy, I would think that we in the EEC could help to hold space for you and lessen overwhelming feelings.

Bless you for the work you do and feel free to ask for a shoulder to lean on from myself and I'm sure of others here.

Hugs,

Michelle 💗


updated by @michelle: 03/15/19 10:38:24AM
michelle
@michelle
03/14/19 09:47:36AM
120 posts

💗 Hullo Folks: Just a Great Big Hug to Everyone :-) 💗


Empath

Thank you for the sharing of your joy! Big hugs back! 💖
michelle
@michelle
03/11/19 01:41:01PM
120 posts

All in My Mind


Psychic and Paranormal

I sent the following to you in a PM but I thought it would be of interest to others in the community.

Regarding your mini stroke:

Brain injuries and psychic abilities:

https://tinyurl.com/yywecb38

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Brain injuries and savants:

https://tinyurl.com/y4k982v7

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Another site

SNIP: Compensation, and or natural selection are not good explanations for these phenomena. A better explanation for acquired savant syndrome is that the brain does not produce consciousness but is a filter of non-physical consciousness:

The filter model is superior to the hypothesis that the brain produces consciousness because the filter model explains more evidence. You can damage a filter in two ways. You can clog it or you can punch a hole in it. When brain damage causes loss of function like amnesia, that is like a clog in the filter. When brain injury results in increased function, that is like a hole punched in the filter. Examples of increased function include Acquired Savant Syndrome and when people have increased psychic abilities after a brain injury.

Update: Also see my more recent post: Savants and ESP

FROM:

https://tinyurl.com/y3x5pvc5
michelle
@michelle
03/04/19 06:33:44PM
120 posts

All in My Mind


Psychic and Paranormal

Stevie They want/need to feed off of your energy! These are not things to send love or help to! No one can help you unless you understand that they are draining your energy.


updated by @michelle: 03/04/19 06:34:21PM
michelle
@michelle
03/04/19 06:08:31PM
120 posts

All in My Mind


Psychic and Paranormal

@just-stevie I've been thinking and researching more on your delemia. First, validation of the infestation in your home from a search. You might want to read thru the comments and discover that this happenes to others, although, I have yet to read of so many entities as you are plagued with.

Etheric Spiders And Nasty Entities - Can you stand the truth? https://tinyurl.com/ya8h62uu Astral spiders experiences are common. If you have a vision, a dream, or some insight into these so called etheric spiders  you are not going crazy. Far from it. You are seeing something real. In fact you most likely have intuitive perception higher than most.

Etheric Spiders And Nasty Entities - Psychic and Medium ... https://tinyurl.com/yydjpdes Astral spiders experiences are common. If you have a vision, a dream, or some insight into these so called etheric spiders you are not going crazy. Far from it. You are seeing something real.

Astral and Etheric Spiders| Makka-da https://tinyurl.com/yxum3wfb

I think what happened is that your perception of other dimensional beings and critters opened up; something not uncommon nowadays. I think that this potential was always with you and maybe as a small child, you might have experienced things which maybe your gram knew about. As you got older, you might have denied this or pushed those memories way down.

I don't know or don't remember reading what happened to your mum, whether she left or died for your father to marry your stepmom. Either way this had to have been traumatic for you. Trauma can open us up to undesirable attention from hyperdimentional beings.

You may also be a candidate to move onto a higher density, otherwise know as ascension. Those who feed upon us would not want that to happen and much is done to hijack your progress.

The being who took you on those 'rides' tempted you, in a way, and you complied by saying , "Show me."....or whatever. I understand curiosity, but that can be a tricky thing unless you have really cleaned your machine first and are aware of ALL your motivations for wanting to engage in something like this. Besides the fact that this kind of thing is almost always a diversion from more important work we have to do on the self, I think as you got deeper into it, it would require an amount of self-knowledge and wisdom that most of us [certainly including myself] don't possess.

The important thing for most now is work on the self. You have trauma that needs healing and probably forgiveness too [don't we all?] Forgiveness of others and most likely yourself, as we all do.

Concerning attempts at getting rid of the creatures, beings and webs, I searched thru some older material of the Cassiopaean websites and found the following from a Q&A session...I'm not giving the link because it would be too confusing to read parts of it but I did find something that may be relevant to your inability to get rid of them. In your posts, you constantly repeat: This can't be true or happening....How much proof do you need? Read over the following and let it sink in:

START

Q: (L) Is there any benefit to be obtained through the use of mantras?

A: Especially when the mind says there is. Remember, most all power necessary for altering reality and physicality is contained within the belief center of the mind. This is something you will understand more closely when you reach 4th density reality where physicality is no longer a prison, but is instead, your home, for you to alter as you please. In your current state, you have the misinterpretation of believing that reality is finite and therein lies your difficulty with finite physical existence.

Q: (L) Close enough. Is it true that recitation of mantras can affect spirit release or exorcism?

A: If you please.

Q: (L) Last week, the remark was made, regarding spirit release and exorcism that if it is done properly, by the right person, that there are no side effects or eventualities that would bring detrimental conditions to the individuals and location involved. What was meant by “done correctly”? What is the correct format or mode for exorcism?

A: Correct manner involves honesty and understanding that one has complete faith and awareness of the activities pursued. In other words, when one performs an act, which they proclaim to be having a desired result, and they do not have faith in their own actions as, in fact, producing the desired result, then the effort will collapse because of their lack of faith. Whereas when one has complete faith and multi-density understanding, their activities are indeed truth and useful as prescribed and this is the correct way to pursue them.

Q: (L) Isn’t faith a difficult commodity to acquire?

A: Not at all. When you have found something of truth you will receive demonstrations that locks in your faith.  END          


updated by @michelle: 03/04/19 06:14:56PM
michelle
@michelle
03/01/19 11:28:20AM
120 posts

All in My Mind


Psychic and Paranormal

@just-stevie and any others who might need an incredible pick me up:

Stevie, you've been down for so long, I wonder if you can remember the joy of high energy as it surges thru your body? I gave you some very simple and easy things to do to raise your vibrational frequency. Here's an simple and fun exercise to do just that from Dr. Kim....I love her exuberance and energy! You might look thru her videos for ways that can help you heath wise and all around. Anyway, I dare you to do the following and not feel a surge of energy running thru your body. Wooooo Hoooo!😄

Raise energy in your body:




You've mentioned an inability to visulize, here's an easy grounding technique to use...you live in a warmer climate so this should be availiable to you most times...all you have to do is get out in the yard barefoot...there are visualizations for this but let's keep it simple for now...Another Dr. Kim video 😁: Grounding:


updated by @michelle: 03/01/19 11:34:57AM
michelle
@michelle
03/01/19 08:30:39AM
120 posts

All in My Mind


Psychic and Paranormal

@just-stevie A shaman for you to look for would be a Native American medicine man. Look to any local Tribal Nation Council in your area. You may also look for any Taino Indians who are originally of the West Indies and nearly exterminated by the Spanish comquorers. They have many groups thru out the US and are very inclusive of every race.

Concerning your stepfamily, it seems you have been on the end of some very malicious thoughts/energy directed at you....I'd say stepmom had some attachments of her own. I don't know if I've said it here at EC but psychic powers do not necessarily equate to goodness or enlightenment.

I want you to read thru this older text by Max Freedom Long on dead relatives and other disembodied spirts.

Shortly after graduating from UCLA in 1917, Max Freedom Long moved to the island of Hawaii to teach in elementary schools. When he arrived, he claimed that some Native Hawaiians were practicing what he called “magic.” Long wrote that, at first, he was skeptical of this magic, but later became convinced that it worked. He devoted the rest of his life to creating theories about how the Native Hawaiians did what he claimed they did, and teaching those theories through the sale of books and newsletters.

Long decided to call his compilation of teachings Huna, because one meaning of the word is “hidden secret.” He wrote that he derived it from the word kahuna, which is a  priest or master craftsman who ranked near the top of the social scale.

Long founded the Huna Fellowship in 1945 and, starting in 1936, published a series of books on Huna, many of which are still in print.

The Hawaiians were very careful how they spoke to each other, trying never to cause harm to another. Your stepmom may have placed a curse on you, knowingly or unknowing thru the use of her venomous thoughts and words toward you.

Here's the chapter I'd like you to read:

SNIP:

CHAPTER XVI HOW THE KAHUNAS FOUGHT THE HORRID THINGS OF DARKNESS

There are horrid things which belong in the realm of darkness, but which we are powerless to combat because we have become too civilized to realize that they are there. Doctors know nothing of them. Priests and ministers have such a garbled idea of devils that their advice is useless. Spiritualism knows only enough to be afraid, and to warn dabblers to be careful.

All primitive peoples know something of them, but their methods of meeting the threats of the dark ones is of precarious value.

READ THE REST:

http://tinyurl.com/y3hffol2

I might sound a little harsh here but quit giving your power away or up...It wants you to do this, wants you to feel helpless and despondent. You've had enough responses here to look up info on grounding, the aura, and meditation.

Start making your home and relationships unattractive to any negative entities. Your husband loves you, feel gratitude for that. Play classical music throughout the day...Bach, Motzart, Vivaldi....these masrers understood the uplifting power of music to calm and raise vibrations of your energy field. The name of Jesus us very powerful against them; even practioners of the dark arts know this. Find a print of him that you may be attracted to and meditate on that.

Do things that bring joy to you, garden, cook a lovely meal for hubby and you...cook with love for him in your heart. Practice smiling, whether you feel like it or not...fake it till you make it. Do everything mindfully: clean your house with loving intentions. Watch shows and movies only of an uplifting nature. Read beautiful poetry, anything that adds beauty to your life. Love yourself....I'm sending you loving thoughts right now! 💖

Big Cyber Hugs,
Michelle
michelle
@michelle
03/01/19 12:15:28AM
120 posts

All in My Mind


Psychic and Paranormal

Okay @just-stevie I spent the entire night reading thru your older posts. 😨!!!

I have never read of such a bad infestation. There is one thing that no one picked up on that opened you to all this activity. The ouija board...yes others said stay away from that but they missed the dark hooded figure...Shadow Person! And more hooded figures in your visions.
SNIP:
A caution on trying to contact Shadow People– I have seen several references online to attempting to contact the shadow entity and determine what this wants. While this may work if it is a more or less benign entity, if this is something evil, it may go very badly. Trying to use divination, Ouija Boards and other such method to contact a spirit inevitably expose the user to a greater or lesser degree to the entity. If this is an evil entity, opening yourself up to communicate with it, may make the situation much worse. I strongly suggest you leave this to the professionals.
FROM:
https://tinyurl.com/y2s6rvle

I have read somewhere that the scuttlers [spiders] are similar to the shadow people but less evolved. As to the hooded ones they are nasty and this is what has appeared to my son since childhood...Other accounts of them also say it began in childhood but not always.

Most experts merely speculate what they are and were from....they are definitely not ghosts. Some are physically harmed by them.

I've been searching for info on them for years and there are accounts from around the globe. Mostly what I found was the same info and forums of people's accounts of them.

The following was different; it actually was written by someone with 1st hand knowledge and gave info on them. Not good but from what son and I have experienced and the changes in him, I agree with the author.
https://tinyurl.com/y2qp55ao

A few more thoughts. You said your husband wants to move but you don't, that you love the place. Your property and area may be of great beauty but there is something wrong with that place!

Florida has a bad history. Bad for the Native Americans that lived there, bad for the abundant wildlife that once lived there....even the land was changed and corrupted. It was a hideout for many dark and deadly characters at one time too. There are curses on many areas of land. Someone mentioned ley lines and this could certainly be true, giving more power to entities.

From what I read of your threads, the ouija board incident took place before you moved there, correct? What happened then is not to be taken lightly; you contacted someting bad and it did warn you. But persistance from you and friends WAS the original invitation. Then your curiosity and reaching out to them was more permission.

Whatever entered your life could have influenced you to buy the property. Your house is secluded. The housing development never got off the ground...Why? The previous owners had to short sell....Why?

Your gram might have protected you when little; maybe that's why you didn't experience the paranormal back then. Children are vulerable to such things. Indigenous peoples kept young children in the parents bed for the circle of protection.

They/it is wearing you down. Please find a shaman...Indian or one trained by Native Americans to help you.

Honestly, I'd move; although, you might still need help after that.
michelle
@michelle
02/28/19 08:26:25PM
120 posts

Earth Angel


Empath

Okay, here's another video. The form constantly changes shape but at times you can see the 2 tetrahedrons: https://tinyurl.com/yybkcdau


updated by @michelle: 02/28/19 08:37:26PM
michelle
@michelle
02/28/19 11:31:08AM
120 posts

Earth Angel


Empath

@chrisis Here is the ancient description of the merkaba/merkabah. Althought it has other functions, it IS your and other beings vehicle of transport. Notice the mention of angels and wings.

The word Merkabah is taken from Hebrew and quite literally means “Chariot of the Soul”. It is an etheric construct designed to protect the riders’ consciousness, which takes the form of a star tetrahedron- a sort of three-dimensional star of David.  In the strictest possible sense the origins of the Merkabah in mythology stem back to the Torah, in the visions of Ezekiel, and indeed its commentaries and appendixes. The description of said chariot reads thusly:

It is said that these chariots [the Merkabah] were driven by beings with the “Likeness of a Man.”

The ‘chariot’ itself is formed of four “living creatures”- which further research found to be the visible form of aether

The bodies of the creatures which make up the Merkabah are “like that of a human being”, but each of them has four faces, corresponding to the four directions the chariot can go [north, east south and west]. The faces are that of a man, a lion, an ox [later changed to a cherub in Ezekiel 10:14] and an eagle. These angels are called the Chayot.

Each Chayot  angel also has four wings. Two of these wings spread across the length of the chariot and connected with the wings of the angel on the other side. This created a sort of ‘box’ of wings that formed the perimeter of the chariot. With the remaining two wings, each angel covered its own body.

Below, but not attached to the feet of the “Chayot” angels are other angels that are shaped like wheels. These wheel angels, which are described as “a wheel inside of a wheel”, are called Ophanim.

The face of the man always faces East, and looks up at the driver, who sits upon a “throne of sapphire”.
michelle
@michelle
02/27/19 12:52:35PM
120 posts

Earth Angel


Empath

@warden Make sure you read my post above on the merkaba.

You can find many Angelic Humans working around the globe, heart centers open and activated, bringing relief to others' conditions; either spiritually or working to make lives better so that they may be pulled from under the weight of poverty or oppression. They bring the energy of sevice to others on a planet of service to self. They embody The Christ Consciousness. There's alot of good teachers on that, if one looks. The Heart Math Institute is one. They have been teaching others in very practical ways and methods and are helping to merge science and spiritual/esoteric teachings. 

You are a healer...yay for the body workers!🤗
The merkaba can also be used for healing so perhaps your merkaba is activated when you relieve another's suffering. Many use merkaba shaped crystals, also. May I suggest you do some research on this?
michelle
@michelle
02/27/19 11:59:04AM
120 posts

Earth Angel


Empath

@chrisis I read your comments with interest.

First off, I liked the idea of using 'wings' to enclose or puff up your presence. So much that I spread mine fully in regards to my German Shepard, who's getting a little too big for her furry pantaloons....She listened to me then! 🤣

Second, I wonder if you and some of the others are feeling the activation of your merkabas, especially during meditation. It was believed in ancient times, and even written about by the Hebrews that the [Merkavah] could be turned on by certain principles in meditation. This involves breathing changes, and mind, heart, and body changes that alter the way a person perceives the Reality.

It can also become functional through the true living of qualities such as love, faith, trust, truth, and compassion, where it can spontaneously become alive. In other words, very pure human character can translate into a living merkaba field around the person, even if that person doesn't initially know it is there.

It has also been known since ancient times as the divine light vehicle used to connect with and reach those in tune with the higher realms. "Mer" means Light. "Ka" means Spirit. "Ba" means Body. Mer-Ka-Ba means the spirit/body surrounded by counter-rotating fields of light [wheels within wheels; the two tetrahedrons rotating in opposite directions] which transports spirit/body from one dimension to another.

The idea of winged humanoids comes from olden times, when they could not envision such movement by any other way. What if they were describing the merkaba?

Look at the following diagram and see if you can imagine wings...remember when fully actived, it is a living part, controlled by the owner's mind. It wouldn't necessarily have this hardened form in the sketch:

http://tinyurl.com/zmzh78j

Now look at the video below [from Indonesia, 2011] where people are speculating that it's an angel. You can clearly see a humanoid figure in the center. Could this not be a being traveling from another dimention or even a fully activated earth human traveling in his/her light body? It has been said that the military can see whose merkaba is activated and that there are millions right now on the planet whose merkabas are activated...whether they know it or not. Keep watching because after the very quick landing, the video shows it in slower motion:


updated by @michelle: 02/27/19 12:22:49PM
michelle
@michelle
02/25/19 08:20:55PM
120 posts

All in My Mind


Psychic and Paranormal

@just-stevie Some other thoughts/suggestions. These etheric spiders are astral. The web attachments to you; well, we here in the physical are energetic food to so much that most don't see...part of the package of Life on Planet Earth. And it's not a symbiotic relationship either; we get drained and nothing back!

Robert Monroe brought this info back from his astral travels. He called Earth a 'Loosh' Farm and got very depressed over this. Loosh is the term for the energy that's farmed from us. Now humans can produce negative or positive loosh...the negs want the negative flavor of loosh and can poke and prod us for it....another flagrant violation of our freewill!

Any lower emotions you emit will be siphoned off. They'll never show themselves to your husband because his disbelief keeps you in a frustrated and upset mood...they most likely are sucking loosh off him too.

Suggestions: Quit trying to get hubby to believe you.

Be aware of the emotions/type of energy you're emitting. When low, flip your emotions, laugh, smile...fake it if you have to. Holding a pencil between your teeth is a good way to fake your body into sending smile signals to your system.

Try and locate any breeches in your aura, where you'd be leaking energy and repair.

Strengthen your aura and eat a clean healthy diet.

Ground yourself thru out the day, many times.

Ask spirit to remove the cobwebs from you 100% Say this 3 times for each request and then thank spirit...I'm talking about your higher self here.


updated by @michelle: 02/25/19 08:35:47PM
michelle
@michelle
02/25/19 06:46:42PM
120 posts

All in My Mind


Psychic and Paranormal

Just Stevie:
Michelle
I looked through some old messages and found where I went into quite a bit of detail of how the "Mind Travel" etc. started
It's quite long and of course, wordy lol
It might be better to send it privately
You'll have to tell me how to do PM or give me an email link
I am Social Media Challeged

Sent PM explaining how to send reply. Yeah, I have to figure most out myself and my typing? Well, my hands have been clocked at 5 words/minute! 🤣
michelle
@michelle
02/25/19 05:59:13PM
120 posts

All in My Mind


Psychic and Paranormal

PS: I used to tell my son when he was little to tell the shadow beings that they did not have his permission to be there. When older I asked how that worked for him and he said it just made them stay further away, as you mentioned. Well the SOBs are back occasionly and I have read others say what works once or a few times will stop working. No one really understands who or what they are but you can find mention of them throughout history...people saw them during the black plague in Europe. They like to peek through doorways...but this is a different subject.


updated by @michelle: 02/25/19 06:00:09PM
michelle
@michelle
02/25/19 05:46:07PM
120 posts

All in My Mind


Psychic and Paranormal

Hey stevie, thanks for replying and the background info. I'm sending you thoughts of you safe and at peace. 💖😏

First question: Whose the man[?], the initial perpetrator? Were they a real physical person, a ghost or a figure on the astral plane? Did they invite you to mind travel?

Second: You mentioned mind travel. Was this you leaving your body [OBE] and traveling across the earth to another location....maybe to see someone or something? Or was this traveling in the astral planes...where things can be surreal?

A few years back, I was involved with a type of research group which I don't share any of here; I haven't seen any discussions of the type of stuff we explored and tried to figure out. Anyway, towards the end of our research, we were most empaticaly told to stay out of the astral planes that it wasn't safe....things had changed for the worst. I've had pleasant times flying and other adventures there but also have been chased [flying] by dark figures. You don't want anyone or thing touching you there; keep a distance from all. I'd suggest you read some books by Robert Monroe on astral travel and lucid dreaming.

I asked you about any family involvement with the military [husband too] because they are involved in so much that is way out there [remote vision, psy abilities, etc...] and have been known to mess with cilivian family members.

Even though I have sight for such things, I have no interest in contacting the deceased, going to mediums and other such things. I don't need any hyperdimentional beings attaching to me or intruding my space by my invite...like you read in my post, they bend the rules on what constitutes an invite. And if they are lost souls, there are beings higher than physical Michelle to help them or others in the physical who know what they're doing.

The big question here is how to get rid of the intrusions for good. Try renouncing all agreements, all contracts, all invites you and and past lives you made with anything that is not of the highest good and protective. You may have to close a portal or portals in your home and send them packing: The following, I just grabbed quickly off the web...you can look it up and Youtube has many demonstrations of it:
SNIP:
The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram—the LBRP for short—is a well-known, effective technique used for ridding yourself and surroundings of unwanted and negative energies. It is also used at the beginning and ending of magical rites. It originates from ceremonial magic orders including the Golden Dawn.
READ MORE:
https://exemplore.com/magic/lbrp2

Then a good cleansing of your home....smudging, chanting, certain incense [frankincense, dragon's blood]

Let us know how any of this works and how you're doing.

Go get 'em, girl, and let them know there's a new sheriff in town!

Hugs 💗
Michelle
michelle
@michelle
02/24/19 03:33:03AM
120 posts

Earth Angel


Empath

This is how I envision an Angelic Human energetically embracing a Human who is deeply embedded within the Matrix: https://tinyurl.com/y24g7vqb

When I say Human, narcs ARE included. They became that way due to the operation of the planet. As a visitor to planet Earth, one sees a predatory leaning. Most institutions are predatory, monetary systems are predatory....Eat or be eaten. So, Angelic Humans bear the scars of diving into the pool of Earth's Humanity...We feel the pain of so much PERCEIVED lack here....Lack of love, lack of energy, lack of understanding....which leads to becoming predatory in order to get ones needs met. Activation of the heart to open to The Christ Consciousness has been taught by many of Earth's mystics and sages, down thru the ages.


updated by @michelle: 02/24/19 04:06:07AM
michelle
@michelle
02/24/19 02:53:57AM
120 posts

Earth Angel


Empath

@warden Here is a video I passed along 12 years ago to students who were in the process of awakening to their true nature. The Angelic Human Race have a mission, a very important one of raising the Christ Consciousness across the Human Race. See if the following brings a tugging on your heart and mind of something familiar:

https://tinyurl.com/y28cqlhb


updated by @michelle: 02/24/19 03:09:58AM
michelle
@michelle
02/24/19 02:11:07AM
120 posts

I AM GRATEFUL FOR.....


Empath

A thought provoking article on the spirituality of the practice of gratitude.

Gratitude Ritual: The Role of Benefactors

“Travelers, there is no path. Paths are made by walking.” - Antonio Machado

Gratitude is an essential practice to those looking to truly trail a spiritual path. But unlike most of our customary mannerism, genuine gratitude does not come from a spill of flattery words or meaningless gestures, but it originates from a heart trained to receive and to recognize the receiving. Gratitude is a complex subject to be discussed because it involves the direct knowledge of the art of receiving.  Many of us, believe receiving means we are not in control, that we are needy, vulnerable and weak. In reality, nothing can be further than the truth. Gratitude is an antidote to humiliation, helplessness and also a powerful tamer of the Ego. To be grateful is a valuable skill to be acquired.

"Does not the gratitude of the dog put to shame any man who is ungrateful to his benefactors?" ~Saint Basil

It is a challenge even to determine who are those that perform the role of our benefactors during a lifetime. But like any other spiritual exercise, it demands resilience and continuous work.

Who is a Benefactor/Benefactress (Benefactrix)

By definition, a benefactor is a person that confers benefit; the one that kindly offers to help someone else other than himself. But they can be more than just mere helpers, as they can bestow more than just material assistance, they can be bringers of light, support, teachings, initiations, or even, in some cases, they can be custodians of bad news. There are many types of benefactors with the physical benefactor being the most easily recognizable. The emotional benefactor can be identified as someone that has provided us with moral support during our life transitions and rites of passage.

The Mystical Benefactor

The last category of benevolence and the less recognizable is the mystical benefactor. The role these individuals perform can be easily ignored. Sometimes, their presence is not noticed, as they can show in our lives for just a brief moment, to give us advice, inspiration, courage and sometimes, a piece of information; just time enough to change or add an element that may be out of alignment with our personal story. They enter our lives for a reason.

“No man is an island, Entire of itself, Every man is a piece of the continent.” ~ John Donne

There is an interesting point that may be clarified: As Angelical beings can be considered as benefactors, not all benefactors can be regarded as angels. Most are merely human. No man is an island or isolated from the great plan of evolution. Everyone plays a role, like note in a symphony: all are necessary to keep the harmony and rhythm. Each one of us is made of a succession of small stories, life teaching and examples of others.

The Mystical Benefactor

A real spiritual benefactor may not seem as such when he comes into our lives as someone that actively restrains one or more of our initiatives, depriving us of our desires, and sometimes of our sense of purpose. Independent of the time, the truth of their actions and their effects in our personal lives come to prove their valuable presence in shaping our tracks and, many times, leading us back to our main soul path. There is an old saying that speaks of how some bad situations in our lives may turn out to be real blessings. If you have this happen to you, and you recognize it, try to identify who was your benefactor.

No matter how hard one may try, the natural egotistical feeling of entitlement can pervade anyone’s soul as a fast as the wind blows. It is imperative to develop a sense of gratitude towards these beings and include them in your daily prayers, even if anonymously.

"As long as mankind shall continue to bestow more liberal applause on their destroyers than their benefactors, the thirst of military glory will ever be the vice of the most exalted characters." ~ Edward Gibbon

When you open your heart to recognize the blessings received through a multitude of invisible hands throughout your life, you start to understand how much each life is weaved into another. The release of the energy of pure gratitude brings hidden blessings into one’s life, and the mystical power of such liberation can clean up lower astral energies attached to one’s emotional body.

Like the consecration of food that one does every day, where blessings are bestowed upon all the invisible hands that contributed to feeding you, one must never forget the benediction of your benefactors, as an act of reverence, respect and as an important step in teaching your heart to be a grateful one.

SOURCE:
https://tinyurl.com/y4y524gy
michelle
@michelle
02/19/19 07:11:17AM
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Just thought of something else, after I posted the SNIP, 2 posts back. Of negs getting 'permission' if that's what one wants to call it! I'm wondering if my 'permission' and my son's wasn't a sneaky backdoor way into our lives. Many will tell you, your negativity draws them in and while this can be true as an adult, I think that children can be set up for intrusions by negs disguising themselves as immaginary 'friends.'
michelle
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02/19/19 05:58:47AM
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I also wanted to note that the intrusions actually began when I was very young. There is 16 months between my younger sister and I and my memory is very thorough from that time on...most say they cannot remember that far back, but I can. Anyway, I got kicked out of my crib for little sis and into a big bed. This is when the intrusions started. Whisperings and faces in the corners of the ceiling....this was a norm for me and I didn't tell any of it. My parents never believed what I told them and chocked it up to a child's vivid imagination. I had 'friends' that I talked to; one called Tiny Little Kid. The weird thing is that my son, who also is and has been plagued by negs, had the same but his he called Tiny Little Guy. I never shared any of that info with him so I know I didn't influence his imagination.

Did you have anything bother you as a child?

I know this is hard to ask of you, but be brave in the 'face' of your happenings. That is their goal, to frighten you. You're already a strong woman, you've survived thru all of this; use that knowledge to your advantage. And don't waste your breath on telling others who do not believe you...you'll only get more frustrated and they offer nothing to help. And try not to think on it 24/7 if that's possible.


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michelle
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02/19/19 05:40:01AM
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@just-stevie I wondered where you've been. I joined here after the initial paranormal sightings you describe but did read some of what you're describing. Someone used the term, "scuttlers" to describe them and I have read of these others places too. I was plagued by unwanted, unseen visitations for years from teenage well into my twenties. I can't say what made them go away and there wasn't any internet to research on and books were few. And they or it followed me to other homes also.

Currently, I'm experiencing what one might call reality glitches where things disappear...or appear. Makes me think that we live in a simulated reality! But who the heck really knows?

When I was writing on the internet about national and world politics...with added forum areas of environmental, spiritual and other [like Morgella's disease], I had black helicopters fly constantly over my home and even circle low above my young son and I when outside. Many say they don't exist either. Years later, when I described this, someone asked if I came from a military family...Yes I do and there are some bizarre things around that too. So, I'll ask if a parent or sibling was involved in the military in your life?

How did I handle any of this? Well, I got a handle on my fear, sometimes I used The Lord's Prayer [Our Father who art in heaven...] and I had just enough righteous anger towards the intrusions. I'd tell stuff to get the 'F' out of my way!

I'm giving you a link to a website to read thru...see if anything there resonates with your experiences. It is written by Tom Montalk's girlfriend [a few of here are familiar with his work http://montalk.net/ ]

Here's the link to In 2 Worlds that I'd like you to check out. See if anything is familiar, maybe not the same but making your life difficult like the writer's: http://in2worlds.net/the-vortex

PS: there's alot to read thru at this link...so push thru it...just to give you an idea of what she writes and how it might help you, here's a SNIP:

Before “stuff” breaches your realm in such a major way it seems they have to. Free will. It’s something I’ve since learned, concerning the “occult rules.” As I wrote in my article called “The Hidden Puppetmasters:”


“For those who aren’t familiar, before flagrantly breaching your reality in some freewill violating way, neg forces need to let you know who they are, whether point blank stating it outright, or giving you these hint-hint, read-between-the-line statements, and thus get permission from you to proceed.Because that’s just how this place operates. They know what this place is and how it operates, and the way they look at is, it’s not their fault if you don’t. Not their problem if we haven’t taken a good look around, noticed things, questioned things, put any of the quite obvious pieces together, and/or have chosen to listen to the many “nothing to see here, move it along” “Gatekeepers” who do their best to ridicule any consideration of that aspect of reality. That’s on us. But they upheld their end of “abiding by the rules” and letting us know what the deal is with them. So if you choose to proceed anyway, and invite them in despite what they’ve point blank told you and revealed….then that’s you agreeing. Now they have more freedom to breach your realm and violate you in ways they weren’t allowed to before.And the longer you allow them to stick around, the more and more they can do to you, and the more your personal reality/realm can be breached.”


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michelle
@michelle
02/16/19 04:27:57PM
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@rose
I take no offense at anything you've said. You feel like one whose thoughts run very quickly, with anxiety or not...I am like this.

Anxiety can be a monster. I hate it. To get a handle on it, my way was to learn about the brain, its parts and functions...then learn about what affects it from my diagnoses and supply what my body isn't making/doing so well...for me, it's stress and stressors; treating my adrenal system helps much....although you might differ. I encourage you learn as much as you can health wise to balance spiritual studies...We are: Mind, Body and Spirit.

And, I'd like to see you enjoy your 'earthly life' to its fullest! 😊

Cheers,
Michelle
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@michelle
02/16/19 01:15:12PM
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@rose I watched a few episodes of, "You." Which character reminds you of an empath? I can't say I like any of the characters, except tbeir love of literature. Joe is a psychopath and and Beck is totally selfish. My favorite book on obsession is, "Of Human Bondage," by Somerset Maugham. This is an older book from another time [1915].

Of Human Bondage: Theme Analysis 20406080100 Average Overall Rating: 4.5  Total Votes: 1106 Human Bondage The broader theme of human bondage concerns the power games people play. The boys at Philip’s school are cruel and torment him for his deformity. It is unthinking cruelty for the most part: the rule of the more powerful over the weaker. But though cruelty produces suffering, it is not the focus of Maugham’s analysis. He is interested in the ways in which a person creates his or her own bondage to others, and what, if anything allows someone to get free. Even when he makes a friend of Rose at school, Philip, in his insecurity loses the friendship, for he becomes jealous of Rose’s other friends and then provokes Rose into breaking it off. He is horrified by how he makes the situation worse: “he had not been master of himself” (Chpt. XIX, p. 82). Ownership, power, control, jealousy, self-abasement—these are characteristic of the kind of love that Maugham identifies as bondage. The kind of love based on these qualities produces pain, shrinking of one’s heart, a lack of freedom and happiness. One-sided passions happen all through the story: “There’s always one who loves and one who lets himself be loved” (Chpt.LXXI, p. 377). Norah loves Philip and Philip loves Mildred who loves Griffiths and Griffiths wants to get rid of Mildred. Maugham goes further to describe what would be called “addiction.” Philip rejects the love of Norah, which is healthy and makes him feel good, for a hopeless cycle of addiction to Mildred who is unworthy and causes him extreme suffering. Yet he seems to have no control over his passion for her. She despises him, uses him, and he asks for more: “he did not know what it was that passed from a man to a woman, from a woman to a man, and made one of them a slave” (Chpt. LXXVIII, p. 418). Maugham knew the priniciples of masochism whereby a person seeks out that which reinforces shame and humiliation. He builds up a case for why Philip would act this way. Deprived of parents too soon, he is thrown into the world with no defenses. In addition, his clubfoot is like a magnet that attracts cruelty. He feels a lack of confidence and simultaneously shuts people out and tries to force love where there is no hope. Norah builds up his self-esteem, but he doesn’t love her; Mildred tears it down, and his soul craves her. Maugham once said that only unrequited love lasts. He felt embarrassed when someone truly loved him. This is possibly a lack of self-love, not feeling worthy. This would fit Philip’s case since from childhood he has been abused as different and unlovable. On the other hand, sometimes Philip wants to prove his superiority to the person degrading him, as when he gives the money to Griffiths and Mildred to spend the weekend together. He creates his own misery to prove how base they are. He convinces himself he is a victim but knows that he has handed them the whip. People are often trapped in victim relationships when, like Philip, they have some past trauma they keep repeating in their behavior. Maugham shows how Philip slowly works his way out of the addiction through experience and self-analysis, but even at the last, when he thinks he sees Mildred on the street, his heart leaps, and he knows that he will never be free of it till death. Freedom of Thought and Lifestyle Although Philip searches for belonging and love, he has an equal need for autonomy and freedom. Because of his deformed foot and the rejection he receives, Philip “was forced to think for himself” from an early age (Chpt. XIII, p. 50). In school, “He yearned for freedom. He was weary of repeating things that he knew already” (Chpt. XX, p. 83).  When Mr. Perkins the headmaster tries to convince Philip to be ordained as a minister, he thinks, “I won’t, I won’t” (Chpt. XX, p. 85). He escapes to Heidelberg where “He revelled in his freedom”(Chpt. XXIII, p. 100). At first, it is a freedom of lifestyle. Soon, he has a chance to discuss new ideas as well. Wharton, his math tutor, tells him, “In France you get freedom of action . . . In Germany . . . you may think as you choose. . . in England you get neither: you’re ground down by convention” (Chpt. XXIII, p. 102). In Germany, he meets the old revolutionary, Ducroz, who has spent his life fighting for human rights but now is a broken old man with no money. Philip does not think of fighting for political freedom like this but personal freedom. When he hears Hayward and Weeks discuss religion, he realizes he no longer believes: “Freedom! He was his own master at last. From old habit unconsciously he thanked God that he no longer believed in Him” (Chpt. XXVIII, p.126). His drudgery in an accounting firm in London sends him to Paris where he lives the bohemian life of an artist. He enjoys the life of the cafes and discussions. The young men are influenced by Cronshaw, an older poet, who teaches them to get their own experience of life. Philip decides he cannot rely on anyone else: “Each man was his own philosopher” (Chpt. LIII, p. 282). He comes to a new  vigor in life by accepting Darwinism: “The free man can do no wrong. He does everything he likes—if he can” (Chpt. LIII, p. 283). His passion with Mildred teaches him the opposite, for he is a slave to her. No reason can free him from his “bondage.” In his search for the meaning of life, he looks at Cronshaw’s Persian carpet and finds there is no meaning. This sets him free, for he realizes that Mildred just follows her own nature, as he follows his. It is when he meets the Athelnys that he finds a practical example of freedom. Thorpe Athelny walked away from his upper-class wife and found happiness with the servant Betty and their nine children, living a joyous and natural life, free of social pretension. The simple goodness of the Athelny family is the freedom he finally espouses. The Mixed Nature of Life As Philip matures, he sees life has both good and bad. He is always looking for a philosophy or way of life that will resolve these paradoxes for him, but it depends on the moment how he evaluates the world and people around him. As a child first discovering the cruelty at his school, he feels “life was a dream,” a nightmare, from which he will surely awaken to find his mother (Chpt. XI, p. 46). On the other hand, when he reads books, like the one with the illustration of the Hall of the Thousand Pillars and the boat tied there, ready to “tempt the unwary,” his imagination is stirred by the many possibilities of life (Chpt. IX, p. 37). These two poles of the bad dream and the good dream are found throughout life. When he first loses his religion, he looks down into the Rhine valley, and “it seemed that it was the whole world which was spread before him, and he was eager to step down and enjoy it. He was free from degrading fears and free from prejudice” (Chpt. XXVIII, p. 126). After Fanny Price’s suicide, however, he goes to a Paris dance, and is shocked by seeing the animal nature of humans: “the meanness of their faces, and the cruelty . . . the stupidness . . . Philip loathed them, and yet his heart ached with the infinite pity which filled him” (Chpt. XLIX, p. 261). After stepping down into life and getting his hands dirty with its extremes, he learns to take both good and bad together. As a doctor working in the slums, he decides life is neither tragedy nor comedy. “There was neither good nor bad there. There were just facts. It was life” (Chpt. LXXXI, p. 439).

SOURCE: 

https://tinyurl.com/yxgyh4j8

There is a black white movie, while good, but could never cover the subtleties and intricacies that the lengthy book does.[1934]It does not cover Philip's childhood. This movie made Betty Davis a star and she plays a selfish bitch perfectly. Leslie Howard [Ashley character in Gone With the Wind movie] plays Philip. Here's the full movie:

    
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michelle
@michelle
02/15/19 07:17:09AM
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@all4joy Forgot to mention something important for you. You said you were in Sex and Love Addicts Anonymous. Did you know that histamine intolerance gives you an incredibly high libido? This is well known by some researchers like Dr Ben Lynch.


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michelle
@michelle
02/15/19 06:42:18AM
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@all4joy
Hi Sue; thank you for your response.

I was born with HIT; it runs in my family. Before trauma, symptoms were more of a nuisance and the more severe symptoms were manageable. Histamine intolerance is related to Mast Cell activation syndrome because mast cells release histamine and other chemicals.

My immune system has become so out of control that it reacts 2 words spoken from me and to me; this also includes thoughts to and from. In the video I posted, the doctor says more or less the same.

I have learned much from Bruce Lipton, Gregg Braden, and others on how thoughts affect the body and health.

I only use antihistamines as a Rescue Remedy or Last Resort because continued use of them makes it very hard to get back to your baseline. Antihistamines only suppress symptoms they do not stop your body from making excess histamine. I use many supplements to support and correct deficiencies and to boost my methylation such as Sam-e. I also take supplements to support my adrenals and other endocrine glands affected by stress.

I am trying to get in to see an immunologist because I feel that at this time I need to try Mast Cell stabilizers. I wrecked myself by doing too much and cannot calm my system down. It is a perpetuating Loop where my symptoms are activating mast cells.

I hear you on OPE at forums and large groups online. I am sensitive to this also. However, what I have found is that fatigue physical or mental can activate mast cells and the process of reading and Responding saps my energy Supply... so it might not always be OPE affecting you.

I would ask that you accept a friend request from me so that we may compare notes on these conditions, as the Forum is more specifically related to being an empath and things related to. Although, I do believe that being an empath raises the possibility of certain health issues.

If you ever read the Ra books, it talks of certain souls who are known as Wanderers. Within those books, or another from this group called, The Wanderers handbook, it states that they are affected by what is known as allergies [which is largely what you/I deal-with..pseudo allergies to be more correct]. Wanderers are souls who travel galaxies and universes for various incarnations. I believe that I am one of these Wanderers. I was born with some of my memory before incarnation intact and remember who I am. I have said since my teenage years, that I'm not wired to live on this planet!

I believe that both you and your abilities will grow in ways that will Astound you as you heal.

Please take your time responding and only if you feel up to it. I fell on my hand yesterday and the inflamation is causing unbearable nerve pain..before this it was 2 weeks of neuralgia. I found the following in a government med paper to support my theory that HIT/MCAS causes neuralgia and neuropathy:

Aetiology and Pathogenesis of Trigeminal Neuralgia: a Comprehensive Review

SNIP:
Allergic hypothesis" of TN aetiology has also been proposed [88-91]. However, there is only indirect evidence that supports allergy might cause TN. This is often due to unexpected and irregular rise of the clinical symptoms, remissions and recurrences, sensitive to the provocative endogenous and exogenous factors, and finally the increased serum levels of histamine. We noted that under the influence of various damaging factors, such as getting cold, tonsillitis, chronic rhinitis, maxillary sinusitis, and chronic inflammation existed in the maxillofacial region can trigger local immune response. As a result, the amount of IgE secretion increases. The degranulating mast cells release biologically active substances, such as histamine, serotonin and others, into the intercellular space. Hence, histamine release and accumulation in the trigeminal nerve during a local allergic reaction plays an important role in the pathogenesis of neuralgia [92]. Furthermore, this process is confirmed by the data of our morphologic trigeminal nerve examination and histamine levels in peripheral blood and saliva investigations [92]. Thus, microscopic immuno luminescent investigation of peripheral part of trigeminal nerve rhizotomy specimens from the TN patients revealed many degranulating mast cells and conglomerates of immune complexes of various sizes (Figure 3A). During remission, mast cells were absent in the resected nerve trunks. Many disorderly scattered granules of different size and their accumulations were found in the internal and external epineurium of the trunks (Figure 3B). At the same time we have determined an increase of histamine level in the blood and saliva during the acute period of TN. Consequently the levels of histamine in blood were: 3.879 ± 0.342 μmol/l (mean ± standard deviation) and saliva 4.554 ± 0.513 μmol/l were statistically significantly higher (P < 0.05) when compared to the healthy individuals where the histamine level in the blood was 0.558 ± 0.063 μmol/l and in saliva 0.522 ± 0.001 μmol/l. Moreover, the concentration of histamine level in the saliva of the TN patients was significantly higher (P < 0.001) than in their blood. This fact indicates that histamine is released locally for those patients.
END SNIP
michelle
@michelle
02/14/19 01:58:20PM
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@rose
The limbic system supports a variety of functions including emotion, behavior, motivation, long-term memory, and olfaction. Emotional life is largely housed in the limbic system, and it has a great deal to do with the formation of memories.
michelle
@michelle
02/13/19 05:49:07PM
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@chriris
Interesting video, calling the limbic system, Mr. Lizard! 🤣
My problem with the trauma I experienced has definitely left me stuck in a loop. I have a genetic condition of Histamine Intolerance [lowered abililty to rid body of excess histamine, MTHFR] which I believe makes some more prone to developing persistant PTSD.

This has led to many, many triggers which cause mast cell activation in my body which are not all emotional such as extreme heat/cold, humidity, pain, fatigue, foods, meds, smells, chemicals and more which my brain registers as distress and in turn can trigger trauma memories.
At this point, one must work with the body chemistry to reach homeostasis, along with mind/body modalities.

Mast Cell Activation Syndrome: When the Immune System Goes Haywire
https://www.lymedisease.org/mast-cell-activation-immune-system-goes-haywire/

@all4joy
I am sorry to hear of your predicament. This person is the type of guru one must avoid. Very damaging and unethical of him to attach and feed off of you!

Thoughts which come to mind are to look @tigerlily posts on cutting and removing energetic cords of attachment and further research on this. Burn any photos you may have of him, or possesions of his. And recalling of soul fragments which he took or you gave away [unknowingly] I am waiting to work with a local indigenous shaman on soul retrieval. I have already met w/ him and need to set up our times. He will work with my son and I a medicine woman due to the nature of my trauma, which included, abduction, drugging, rape, beating and torture. I see a therapist weekly, mostly for support because the mental health field is terrible with trauma, in my experience. There are no meds for me for this as I have huge sensitivity to them and they activate mast cells and raise histamine.
See video at:

Psychiatry ignores trauma says Dr. Bessel van der Kolk (The Body Keeps the Score) – Everything Matters: Beyond Meds
https://beyondmeds.com/2015/02/07/psychiatry-ignores-trauma/

Plus, it is most difficult for others to understand the double whammy of being an empath and experiencing this type of trauma where someone's depravity is forced upon you.

And yes, you are correct; even in love relatioships one must maintain boundaries. Casual sex is best avoided too as all interactions form energetic links.

I am sending you thoughts of seeing you healed and well. ❤
Hugs,
Michelle
michelle
@michelle
02/04/19 10:35:01AM
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Two souls in one body


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@chrisis

This is an interesting question. I am aware of the walk-in cases where the original soul either exits or fades to the background; usually due to an inability to continue a life mission but, haven't considered much on other cases.

Some people who are chimeras https://tinyurl.com/ybownpgu claim that the soul of their absorbed twin still exists and that they carry and communicate with this soul/twin. Many an artistic chimera will say that their twin's soul is their muse.

I can't say that currently I have any direct knowledge of this but I can relate to it because of my pregnancy experience and direct communication with my son's soul before conception and before/after his birth.

I was 35 when I had him, had been mostly single through out my life and really wasn't close to any mothers. My friend's children were much older than my son...and he was close to age of his cousins' children.

Anyway, during what I believe to be the 'act of conception,' I was very aware of his presence, in a sort of far away misty recognition. I had had 2 miscarriages before and feel that he was a long time trying to be born to me. But that times were not quite right for his entrance.

I distinctly remember, during sex, his presence and having the projected thought, "Okay, you can enter now." During pregnancy, I saw him many times as to what he would look like and that was correct. I was very heightened with psy abilities and shared much thought back and forth with him.

We carry a heavy karmic relationship good and not so good and he was a long time coming out. I wasn't dialating and ate 5 meals in the birthing room and went thru many tubes of induction cream....they asked if I wanted to try another tube [for a vaginal birth] and I finally told them to sharpen their knives. [for a C section] I was also afraid of normal birth due to 2 ruptured disc surgeries in my past.

So, one COULD say that I was carrying 2 souls for a time. 🤔

My intense connection continued with him after birth. Example: My sister-in-law gave a satin blanket to me at the hospital and when that silkyness touched his cheek, I was overwhelmed by feeling what he did, in the physical, but without learned words to describe the feel of that satin blanket on his face. We are still tied somewhat this way.
When I asked other mother's about this, they told me, "No, I never experienced anything like THAT!"

I have a magnet on my fridge which reads:

🍀"I smile because you're my son. I laugh because
There is NOTHING you can do about it."🍀
[got it at an Irish festival]
michelle
@michelle
01/27/19 09:17:59AM
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I AM GRATEFUL FOR.....


Empath

I am grateful for my family; specifically, my brother, his daughter and her boyfriend; who all took on the task of helping me clean out my house of buildup clutter from the time of my trauma and subsequent
illness ...many years of it.. I am also grateful for my mum, who paid the $500 for a dumpster.

Having my home back, gave me cause to pull out my vinyl records and play music while doing finshing tasks. Give a listen to a song which brings me feelings of joy:

From the 1970 album, "Benefit," "Inside." IMO Jethro Tull's best album and my favorite song:

https://tinyurl.com/yd2m9ju2
michelle
@michelle
01/20/19 06:32:31AM
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silly question: Influence on or "communication" with technology / machines or them developing a life of their own


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Well, I definitely talk to inanimate objects. I thank things for not breaking, if dropped. I see empty homes and say,"Mr. House needs a family.".....I can feel the void in them. I believe everything has a presence of sorts; if only an energy imprint of the owners.

@womanwhowalks is correct, spirts can attach themselves to objects and technology. In fact, they can feed off the energy of electronics, or are attracted to it. And I find that a mischievous spirit will cause things to break or malfunction.

Can we influnence the functioning of cars and other machines? I believe we can; I've kept many a thing running past its time by talking to it and envisioning it running smoothly....cars included.

I also affect electronics such as lights and computers, merely by being in their vicinity. So, spirit infestation or you affecting the car...something you'll have to figure out @chrisis.
michelle
@michelle
01/17/19 10:29:03PM
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Could the way we define emotions be the reason?


Empath

Ahh, triggers, how well I know them. They can be related to so many things for me and my body registers them all as stress....pain, sounds, humidity, physical exertion, and of course emotions mine or another's; they all equate to physiological symptoms for me.

Because I experienced severe trauma, physiological symptoms can make it difficult to separate my vs other's emotions/energy. So, the key for me has been to treat my endocrine systems first. And to make sure I get plenty of rest/sleep so my central nervous system can repair/refresh itself, daily. Cooking my own meals and hydration are important too. All this is done to bring my stress threshold up...I had no threshold for stress.

After adressing all that, coping skills can come into use. I find that becoming the observer helps the most. I name what I'm feeling [fear, anger, despair...] and permit myself to really feel it, all the while being the observer. Nothing you're feeling last forever and using this method makes that apparent so you begin to lessen resistance to those states of being and they will disolve much easier.

It takes alot of energy for one to resist and avoid. Observing and naming allows you to become passive to any negative emotions as you realize it's just a feeling and it will pass..no need to waste your energy or ramp up your thoughts, neurotransmitters and hormones; nor do you need to brace your muscles against them.

Finally, it once again, becomes easy for me to separate mine vs other's energy. 🙄
michelle
@michelle
01/11/19 05:02:03AM
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I AM GRATEFUL FOR.....


Empath

Video:

"Why are we so ungrateful?"

michelle
@michelle
01/10/19 07:15:06PM
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Sound therapy, who's tried it?


Empath

⬆️ FYI Here's the link to the info I copied in my last post: https://tinyurl.com/y6ufjpq8


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michelle
@michelle
01/10/19 07:08:13PM
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Sound therapy, who's tried it?


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@crystalsage
Sometimes I'm not so quick at the uptake!🙄
I was reading your thread and most were seeing or seeking a practitioner and I thought this didn't apply to me.

Well, I have used sound therapy and recently began again. I use Solfeggio Frequencies. I play them throught my day and with headphones at night. They've been helping me much. Here's some info and links. It's free and they work:

Vibration is everything. And every vibration has its own frequency. By exposing the mind and body to the Solfeggio frequencies, you can easily achieve a greater sense of balance and deep healing. The Solfeggio frequencies align you with the rhythms and tones that form the basis of the Universe.

Long associated with meditation music the solfeggio frequencies are reputed to be the original frequencies used by the Gregorian Monks when they chanted in meditation. The chant, based on the original six notes (396hz – 417hz – 528hz – 639hz – 741hz – 852hz), penetrates deep into the conscious and subconscious mind, drawing forth emotional reactions which we are sometimes unable to completely control. These original frequencies are said to have been ‘lost’ over the centuries with the introduction of various new tuning methods.

The Solfeggio scale was ‘rediscovered’ by Dr. Joseph Barber who said to have been guided intuitively to find a pattern of six repeating codes in the Book of Numbers. He found in Chapter 7, verses 12 through 83; number references that, when deciphered using a numerological technique, could be reduced to a single digit. This revealed a series of six electromagnetic sound frequencies which he determined to be the six missing tones of the ancient Solfeggio scale.

 
Why where the original frequencies tuning system lost?

The Solfeggio frequencies were lost because throughout history different tuning applications have been used. Ancient tuning practices used a system of tuning known as “Just Intonation.” The method of Just Intonation featured pure intervals between every note that was mathematically related by ratios of small whole numbers leading to a much purer sound.

The tuning practice adopted for western cultures from about the 16th century and used today is known as “Twelve-Tone Equal Temperament.” According to Joachim Ernst-Berendt, the 12-Tone Equal Temperament mistunes all consonant intervals except the octave. Our modern scale can create situations such as ‘boxed-in’ thinking, stuffed and suppressed emotions, fear-based or lack consciousness, all of which then tend to manifest into physical symptoms called ‘dis-ease’ or disease.

Our modern-day musical scale is out of sync when compared with the original Solfeggio scale. If we want to bring harmony into our lives, we need to replace the dissonant western scale with a web of subtle and clear intervallic relationships of the Solfeggio music. Let the music become once again a tool to raise human nature and a method to connect you with the Source.

 
The Solfeggio Frequency scale

174 Hz – The lowest of the tones appears to be a natural anaesthetic. It tends to remove pain physically , energetically as well as karmic energy. 174 Hz frequency gives your organs a sense of security, safety and love, motivating them to do their best.

285 Hz – This tone is useful when treating wounds, cuts, burns or any other form of damaged tissue. 285 Hz Solfeggio Frequency is said to be directly connected to our body´s, mind and soul´s blueprint for optimal health and physical wellbeing, due to its amazing ability to remember what should be and to return cells to its original form. It influences energy fields sending them message to restructure damaged organ. 285 Hz is about remembering and healing you, your internal organs and your energy.

396 Hz – Cleanses the feeling of guilt, which often represents one of the basic obstacle to realization, enables achievement of goals in the most direct way. It releases you from the feeling of guilt and fear by bringing down the defense mechanisms. This solfeggio frequency can also be also used as means of grounding, awakening, sobering and returning to reality.

417Hz – Next tone from the solfeggio scale is connected with resonation processes or processes of amplification. Re can “delete” person’s “alienation from God” and enable returning to the “right path”. This solfeggio frequency cleanses traumatic experiences and clears destructive influences of past events. It can be used for cleaning limiting impression, which disables the person to achieve her life goals. When speaking of cellular processes, tone Re encourages the cell and its DNA to function in an optimal way. 417 Hz frequency energizes your body cells and helps to use their creative potentials.

528 Hz – Used to return human DNA to its original, perfect state.  If it is used in a way described in Webster’s dictionary – by communicating the wanted effect and with energy support from the “light” – miracles will happen! Process of DNA reparation is followed by beneficial effects – increased amount of life energy, clarity of mind, awareness, awakened or activated creativity, ecstatic states like deep inner peace, dance and celebration. It also opens the person for deep spiritual experiences and spiritual enlightenment.

639 Hz – This frequency enables creation of harmonious community and harmonious interpersonal relationships. It can be used for dealing with relationships problems – those in family, between partners, friends or social problems. It can be used to encourage the cell to communicate with its environment. This ancient solfeggio frequency enhances communication, understanding, tolerance and love. 639 Hz frequency can also be used for communication with parallel worlds or spiritual spheres.

741 Hz – Cleans the cell from the toxins. Frequent use of 741 Hz leads to a healthier, simpler life, and also to change in diet towards foods which are not poisoned by various kinds of toxins. It also cleans the cell from different kinds of electromagnetic radiations. Another important application of this sound frequency is cleansing infections – viral, bacterial, and fungal. This tone leads you to pure, stable and spiritual life.

852 Hz – Solfeggio 852 Hz is directly connected to the third eye chakra and can be used as means for awakening inner strength & self realisation. It is good for dissolving stagnate mental energy from to over-thinking. (mental activity) It is said to clear up energy blockages that before has hindered clear and strong communication with our higher self, spirit guides and spirit helpers. The 852 Hz solfeggio to play either clean as is or as a background sound to other audio.

963 Hz – This tone awakens any system to its original, perfect state. It is connected with the Light and all-embracing Spirit, and  enables direct experience, the return to Oneness. This frequency re-connects you with the Spirit, or the non-vibrational energies of the spiritual world. It will enable you to experience Oneness – our true nature.

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michelle
@michelle
01/09/19 04:38:56PM
120 posts

Do you know the spirit visiting you?


Empath

I'd add to hop-daddy's assessment that negs can also be attracted to innocents and others who aren't negative. A shadow being plagued my son when very young, I had negs bother me when young too. And I recently heard from an acquaintance that her innocent daughter is being visited by a shadow person. Neither had ever heard of them before.

Drugs/alcohol use can attract them. Edgar Cayce said he saw dark beings enter many a drunken Salior's aura.

Trauma can make you vulnerable to them,also.

I'm inclined to think that, IN SOME CASES, it's more of an energy imprint of the deceased's personality or an event which happened that's left behind, rather than the person. This could be especially true when there's no interaction with the living.

And some are created by the living...never underestimate the creative power of thoughts, good or bad. Thoughtforms of beings can be created. This is well understood by some, mostly by people of unsavory character and power.
michelle
@michelle
01/09/19 03:10:56AM
120 posts

Do you know the spirit visiting you?


Empath

⬆️ BTW, I messed up the author's last name; it's Eve Lorgen [The Dark Side of Cupid"] and here's her website:

http://evelorgen.com/wp/

One of her books is, "Alien Love Bite." There are some, such as Tom Montalk who have articles on negative entities pretending as aliens too. I'm in agreement with this:

http://montalk.net/alien/288/occult-mimicry-of-alien-contact
michelle
@michelle
01/09/19 02:34:13AM
120 posts

Do you know the spirit visiting you?


Empath

@tigerlily
I missed answering your last question in my previous post.

If I don't know the deceased, I don't go out of my way to talk to them unless they're pestering me or startle me by coming up behind me, unexpectedly. I don't need some ghost attaching itself to me. If they had bad habits or were mean, they can affect you negatively and try to live vicariously thru you.

My grandpap just wanted to say goodbye and that was ok.

Guides will sound like your own voice in your head...Say a word silently to yourself...that's what they'll sound like. I used to say that "I" just knew something until I realised that this is how they connect with you...or in dreams; where you actually can have a conversation with them.

The thing I cannot do is connect when I'm in distress. And it's not usually mental chatter that gets in the way, because I can shut that off. I think it's intense emotions of the lower type that interfere....Did you start this post because of my question to you at another post? If so, I was wondering if you or any others here could get through when in distress.

Now here's something for all to think about that had disastrous effects on me. Beings of the negative type can also sound like your own voice in your head.

I've posted here about my encounter with a psychopath (and he was over shadowed by a negative being. I saw his face shapeshift into something reptilian) and the great harm he did to me, physically and later PTSD. Let me tell what led up to that.

My son was away for the weekend and I planned on staying home. Well, in the evening, I started getting a nagging voice in my head to go out. This sounded like my thoughts I didn't want to but it kept on about having the
weekend alone and such until I finally said out loud, "Okay; I'll go out!"

I went out all right...Right into the clutches of that monster! He wasn't a stranger to me; that was how I was so easily duped. He ran in the same circles as me when young, was very handsome and I had one of those crushes on him that nobody knew about except me. I hadn't seen him for over 30 years.

He came right up to me and started talking and still I didn't recognize him. He was handsome and charming and we spoke for quite awhile before he said, "Don't you remember me?" I was floored. And since psychos don't really emmit anything [ except mirroring], I, as an empath, did not pick up on any danger.

If I hadn't seen his face change, as he told me, "Don't worry I'm not going to rape you; I'm into blood lust," 😨 I wouldn't have connected that previous 'voice in my head' or what I thought were my own thoughts about going out, to a negative being planting those thoughts and setting me up.

I didn't have a late awkening; I've known who and what I am since birth. I was on my path and doing quite well until I was literally broken. I say the dark tried to take me out. I wrote, I taught what I knew. But, I see the dark too and they don't like that.

If you doubt me about this read Eve Loken's book, "The Dark Side of Cupid." After any read her books, you might be careful of what you might think of soulmates or twin flames. Not that they don't exist, but...
michelle
@michelle
01/09/19 01:02:17AM
120 posts

Do you know the spirit visiting you?


Empath

Any deceased humans, I usually see them. My experience is most don't hang around unless they died tragically. I had a BF who died by suicide...that's one that I knew and saw a couple of times.

Another who died tragically by hanging himself, was a young man
at a bar I worked at. Him I never saw, but if I closed up, I could hear the bang of the chair he stood on, upstairs where a ballroom once was and where he did it...Always happened at 3:45AM. Like I said he never showed himself but he would mess with the volume on the TV, which was across the room. I would come out from behind the bar and turn it down, walk back, only to have him turn it up again...until I'd holler at him to stop. Another thing he'd do, when I was closing and by myself, was to roll dimes across the floor to me...they were always mercury head dimes. He was the owner, when the place was grand but ended up having finacial problems.

Saw my grandpap after he died but he didn't linger around.

Others that didn't die unexpectedly, were people who felt they needed to stay; like owners of businesses. I've seen many a bar/restaurant owner way after death....For validity, I just ask people who knew them what they looked like and if they had a favorite place where they sat alot.

Another I used to see was and elderly gentleman who attached himself to a female neighbor who he felt protective of, due to abuse by an ex-husband.

My gram died in the house and she didn't feel any need to stick around...I was there that night.

My son has seen a young woman dressed in early 1900s clothing in my bedroom who I think lived here.

Other clues to look for, if you knew them, would be smells: perfume/aftershave, cookies if they liked to bake, certain flower fragrances if they gardened...I used to smell roses grown by a woman who lived/died in another house I lived in.

I've also seen deceased pets.

These were all humans or loving pets and I've never felt fear because of them.

Now other THINGS will cause fear and distress and obnoxious odors. Shadow people you see...very dark human shadow, sometimes hooded or a hat and you can not see through their bodies...I loathe them!

When walking to my car at night, I've heard wings flapping of something huge fly above me...to scared to look.

And other nasty dimensionals are electric in nature and show up as such like buzzing/humming and light flashes.

I've seen orbs too but I'm really not sure what they are.
michelle
@michelle
01/02/19 02:44:01AM
120 posts

Having a really difficult time recently


Empath

@stefficat

Everyone has given you great advice; I can add some to it.

@womanwhowalks talks of removing energetic cords of attachment by the roots. Men tend to connect to women's 2nd chakra and women tend to connect to men's heart chakra....We all send cords of attachment and send many cords from our 3rd chakra.

Eventually you'll have to use @crystalsage advice; if not, your feelings will play hell with your health and mental state...I know, I'm still there trying to find the strength and believe the reasons to do the work. I'm in a very sick situation with my son who drinks and becomes violent. I find myself stuck due to finances and ill health. This is all after randome violence I experienced in my 50s...I just didn't have an environment to go to where I could/can heal. So, please take care of yourself while you can.

This won't be a one time thing; there are many layers to healing. This is a method which pertains to crystalsage's advice; it's called F.O.A.L.
F.O.A.L. – is a method for the transmutation of stored trauma allowing you to operate from joy.

F – Feel

O – Observe

A – Accept

L – Love

So, as you’re breathing, FEEL. Let yourself feel whatever it is you are feeling right now without judgment—physically, emotionally, energetically, even mentally, because the mental body really interacts with the feeling state—so just notice and identify, and feel as you breathe. (Take as long as you need here, breathing, to allow yourself to fully feel what it is you are accessing).

And now OBSERVE. Observe yourself in the moment of your feeling state. And that observational aspect of you sits in your heart chakra and all throughout your light body. Feel that observational aspect of you there right now. You may feel it in other places at different times but we really first want to make sure that when you activate your observational ability you’re feeling that both within your physical body and then also accessing your observational technology—your 5D consciousness really—within your auric field, your light body field, your 5th dimensional chakra system, your energetic matrix, whatever terms you want to use that work for you.

So you’re FEELING and OBSERVING yourself within the feeling state, which is really now you’ve got your 3D identity and your 5D identity fully active, awakened, working together in conjunction; individuated and blended at the same time. And you’ll notice as you’re observing whatever it is you’re feeling, that as soon as you begin to observe, the feeling state lightens just a bit because in that moment you begin to shift out of the density of your 3D experience and into the higher vibrational experience that is the 5D experience.

So, you OBSERVE and then you ACCEPT. Both aspects of yourself accept you exactly as you are. And it helps your 3D self so much to be able to step into acceptance by having your 5D consciousness active and online, because the 5D consciousness is always in a state of self acceptance, which then allows the 3D aspect, the Ego Self, to open up to that kind of self acceptance as well.

So here you are ACCEPTING yourself as LOVE Incarnate exactly as you are which allows for an automatic activation of Unconditional LOVE that you might feel running in your system right now like a hum or a buzz, or just a soft, warm feeling. And that unconditional love automatically replicates itself and transmits itself to any version of you in any moment in time and space that needs it, any version of you that is related to the particular feeling state that you were working with, and any and every version of you that needs it in any way, shape and form anyway, because that unconditional love, as you transmit it now, does not stay specific to the particular feeling state that you started with in the exercise. It goes where it needs to go.

And your mental body, your 3D consciousness, doesn’t need to know where it’s going. It doesn’t need to try to gather that information. That will limit the experience. So this is where your 3D mental body just opens up, and relaxes and breathes, and that allows you to easily and effortlessly activate the vibratory rate of Joy in your chakra system.
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@tigerlily Your post struck a cord with me. I'm in a very bad jam and I feel very much alone. The problem with the soul is that it merely looks for experience, good or bad it just learns for the next trip back to the physical. When you are so down, it's difficult to hear or feel one's guides. I do the work when I'm alone and can raise my vibes only to have that come crashing down when my son comes home.

He doesn't have to drink
but a couple of beers for him to become violent. I feel he has an entity attachment. When he was young, he had a shadow entity pester him. Of course it only came around when I wasn't with him.

Monday, we met with an indigenous shaman (my son actually agreed to do this) and he said he will work with my son. For me he is going to contact a medicine woman
to work with me, due to the nature of my trauma.

Now in the midst of all this going on, we are having legal issues and I'm afraid I'll loose my home. My central nervous system is so damaged that just to try and think of all this, my body starts to shake,
my brain goes into overload and I get sick
with histamine levels going through the roof.
I hate them but if I could do meds to calm myself, I would..I have high sensitivty to them and they would cause more of what they're supposed to mask. I know, I tried them for 6 months and they made me much worse.

So, you went through a complete loss of all you knew. When you were in the midst of it all, how
did you connect with guides and angels. How did you get through the fog?
michelle
@michelle
12/27/18 09:49:44AM
120 posts

Sound therapy, who's tried it?


Empath

@tigerlily
Yeah, I get headaches from the led lights of screens. LEDS can cause blindness by attacking the retina. I use twilight app on my phone and F.lux for the pc.
You can download them at IDA [International Dark Skies Association...a good group to work w/, if interested]
Filters here:
https://www.darksky.org/light-pollution/human-health/
michelle
@michelle
12/26/18 08:07:33AM
120 posts

Driving


Empath

@kate
The only thing I can add here is not an adversion to driving. Sometimes, when the general energy 'out there' is icky, I get sick at my stomach when I leave my residence and surrounding area...this would be trips in my car and I feel I should stay home....not always practical though so I ground myself stay alert and ask Spirit to stay close and watch over me. Once, Spirit actually stalled my car out to avoid hitting a divider on a brigde. My son was young and he pointed to birds up above; I looked quickly and found myself about to hit the divider! The car just stopped/stalled before impact and it was a miracle that no other car hit us....offering you my experience so you know your guides/spirit/angels/HS; however you see them, got your back! 😉
michelle
@michelle
12/26/18 07:41:01AM
120 posts

a new angle


Empath

@goodenergyhealing
I forgot to add that I also ground thru my feet; we do have minor chakras in other bodily places....like our feet and hands.
Another thing about the fromt/back of the crown and root; I'd be intetested in reading of your descriptions of this...who knows maybe more hidden knowledge or a mutation of humans or even energy leaks?
michelle
@michelle
12/26/18 06:37:17AM
120 posts

a new angle


Empath

Since we're sharing techniques here, I thought I'd include a variation I use on grounding. Many run a red cord from the base chakra to ground to Mother. I love trees and decided to emulate their root system by envisioning a similar image and seeing it reach to Mother's center and having those 'roots' grasp the circular center. I then call my full name down my root system 3 times. 🎄
michelle
@michelle
12/25/18 05:18:49PM
120 posts

a new angle


Empath

@goodenergyhealing
Thanks again....no more questions...for now! BTW, I just read your latest @ your website. Very clean, open and inviting reading. I look forward to more. 🙋‍♀️
michelle
@michelle
12/25/18 04:58:41PM
120 posts

a new angle


Empath

Thanks, OP. One more I forgot to ask: I have never seen a front/back diagram of the base and crown chakras. Can you point me to a link or literature with this info?
michelle
@michelle
12/25/18 04:47:34PM
120 posts

a new angle


Empath

@goodenergyhealing

I remember reading [long time ago] that our will is related to the area betw/ the shoulder blades; which would be the back of the heart chakra...do you find any truth in this?
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