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Dice
@dice
10/01/14 06:12:35AM
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This has happened to me too.

It could be like Mary Anne said. Many times I have felt disconnected. For me it wasn't loss of ability, but my focus was put into a certain place and everything else was blocked. Then I started to allow my focus to shift in different areas when needed.

Do you want it to go away?


updated by @dice: 02/06/17 09:48:56PM
Dice
@dice
09/30/14 03:25:02AM
284 posts



Love Powder.

Dice
@dice
09/26/14 12:13:25PM
284 posts



Yep.


updated by @dice: 03/16/17 04:19:56PM
Dice
@dice
09/26/14 06:40:29AM
284 posts

The flipping of the Magnetic Poles and Empaths


Empath

Bubble wrap sounds like a good idea.. although I would pop all of it before it could do any good!!

Dice
@dice
09/18/14 09:11:13PM
284 posts

Angel Numbers


Psychic and Paranormal

:) Your'e welcome.

Dice
@dice
09/14/14 03:23:25PM
284 posts



I think when I realized what was going on.. it was overwhelming and a relief all at once. After a long time of feeling the need to hide for so long it's like whoa! And then you have to find the balance.. I was picked on so when I found people I could relate to it was sort of like saying "ha!". After some time and going through ups and downs you start to understand how you can contribute and help others. For me it is to help those young people who I can see are in need of someone to listen. I do what I can and they move on. Funny you put it as superhero.. at first it feels like you are discovering so much you are not sure what to do. If guided wrong you could get the "Bonk". And yes.. I have needed the bonk. More than that I think generation gaps need a bridge to understand and help each other. We do need each other and we do need to know that each of us has value in our own way.

Have a great evening!

Dice

Dice
@dice
09/13/14 10:33:09AM
284 posts



haha.. I had parents ask me to "protect" their kids. I can identify with that.. I was just weird enough.. I guess. I never had to do anything. Something to be said about being different enough that no one can figure you out.

Dice
@dice
09/13/14 07:23:06AM
284 posts



Not that mine worked either.. I was just called weird alot.

Dice
@dice
09/13/14 06:57:55AM
284 posts



Sensitivity tends to be viewed as weakness.. I have to say.. that I felt this is what people's perception was of me... out of all the sensitive people I knew as a child.. they are some of the smartest.. kindest.. most productive adults.. and everyone else sees that too. Not me per se.. but others I watched being picked on that I stepped in.. not that I was excluded.. but sensitive kids sometimes join together.. and I took offense to the bullying of others.. for me.. well.. I guess I blocked it out as much as I could and became invisible as it were.

Dice
@dice
09/06/14 03:22:39PM
284 posts

Angel Numbers


Psychic and Paranormal

:) Yeah.. they have been using numbers to get my attention too.. I think its the best way they can get me to pay attention. For me it starts with 111 or 1111 and then it goes into other number sequences.

Dice
@dice
09/02/14 11:10:55PM
284 posts



I was fortunate to make some tough choices that I still do not regret. Sometimes you have to stand your ground. In my situation it cost me many "friends".. but in the end I would say it defined me in more ways than I ever could have dreamed. Crazy to think that one decision could change the whole course of your life. Love and Light prevail even if it is hard to see it in those dark times of life. It is true that Courage doesn't always roar.. sometimes it is the small voice that says "I will try again tomorrow".... theme of my life.

Candice

Dice
@dice
09/02/14 08:55:02PM
284 posts



GoodKarma,

Middle School was the worst!!

Dice
@dice
09/01/14 09:39:45AM
284 posts



Welcome to EC!

Dice
@dice
08/27/14 09:54:46PM
284 posts



What a lovely poem! Thank you for sharing this Chuck!

Dice
@dice
08/22/14 07:55:32AM
284 posts

Healer Empathy


Empath

I think that if you question it .. you need to just take some time to heal you. This sounds strange but I have asked it three times this week.. what is your primer?

Candice

Dice
@dice
08/21/14 05:47:34AM
284 posts

Does anyone have a hard time "reading" other empaths?


Empath

I read when I am not even thinking about it. I think for me.. I got used to using it to protect myself from the not so nice people. And I guess once I sensed that or saw something that triggered .. it would automatically flip the switch on (so to speak). I also find myself reading those who are hurt or suffering in some way. I remember in high school asking someone if they were ok, and they were shocked and asked how I knew something was wrong. Once again, triggered by something and just something I never tried to use in any other way. When I see someone that has a bright light around them.. I will smile in passing but they clearly do not need me to read them.. it is nice to see.

Sometimes I get messages for others.. and it can get awkward to know just how to approach a person. I am not reading them that I am aware of.. simply won't let go until I deliver the message. I am quite sure it is not me.. when I tell someone what I need to say to them.. I am usually as baffled as they are. Try to play that off and walk away.. I typically find a creative way to approach a subject so that people are comfortable to receive. It takes time and generally the strongest messages come through for people that I know and feel safe around.

Dice
@dice
08/17/14 11:47:12AM
284 posts

Psychic Experiment #38


Psychic and Paranormal

!ah ha!

Thanks for the experiment.. now to see if I can figure out why the black and white ribbon meant.

Dice
@dice
08/16/14 12:48:33PM
284 posts

Psychic Experiment #38


Psychic and Paranormal

oh! I will look at it then.

Dice
@dice
08/16/14 04:45:12AM
284 posts

Psychic Experiment #38


Psychic and Paranormal

The first and second pictures fascinated me because they bring so much more to this person.

Reviewing my notes it is clear that the first picture is just full of light and life. I see beautiful "things with wings". I see many angelic figures.. some are sending what appears to be flowers.. I see a fairy shape..butterfly.. things that make me feel like flying. Her picture was literally painted in white where all there is left is her face. I see something with her neck and I am not sure what to say about that. I am not sure if I am interpreting this correctly but I see what is now common of breast cancer awareness. I see letters and a pen/marker.. but after a while the ink starts leaking out into a puddle and I feel like I can no longer do it.. like it won't matter or wont work. She liked or enjoyed head pieces.. fancy things to wear on the head... in the first picture.

The second pic was tough for me to look at in comparison to the first. It was like a line was drawn and I could not stop thinking about it. I am seeing what first looked like a headband with the balls at the end. Something I would wear on if I wanted to dress up like ET. And then that changes into a stethoscope.. like I was being examine by a doctor and they wanted to get into my head. I feel uneasy and trapped in some way. I see clearly the number 5. I feel like I am waiting to hear bad news or waiting for something that is lurking. I went from free to a cage in some way. Like I fear for my existence in some way.

Candice

Dice
@dice
08/15/14 08:28:35AM
284 posts

New Group Contineued/Other Common Traits


Psychic and Paranormal

This is a good overall list here!

For me I would say that I have always fought the items listed and because of the way I was raised it was not a hard decision to please and do what others determined was good for me. I have always wondered.. why am I different? Why me? Once you stop fighting these questions they become.. WHAT do I do with this? I have been here on EC almost two years now. All because of a random search after a dear friend called me out... "Your'e an empath!". It was astounding at the time.. and a flood of emotion just poured through me. What a jolt to the system.

Medically I have not been diagnosed with anything despite a search for the why.. the best I can recall there is a nervous disorder in the family that was just something delt with .. it was never mentioned really. I have also always learned backwards. It has made it difficult to learn concepts that come easy to others.. once I learn it though.. I know it backwards and forwards. Sometimes I don't have a way to communicate into words what I know.. what is truth to me.. why I did this or that. I find it hard to explain without simply showing. It seems to be a bit of a logo in my life.. don't tell me... show me.

Blessings be yours,

Candice

Dice
@dice
08/12/14 04:20:10AM
284 posts

Super moon


New Age

All I can really say... is yes!

Dice
@dice
08/11/14 01:02:39AM
284 posts



I think shielding for me is mostly to protect something that feels foreign or "scary". Once you experience different feelings it is no longer something you necessarily throw up a shield for.. If I may put it like that. I wonder if healers need to work through this in order to use their healing abilities to their fullest.. or is it something they can simply do. Good questions..

I think for me grounding is far more important most of the time. In my mind I need to control what is going on with me before anything else. Many times it feels like I am putting up that boundary around myself to protect others.. not to block them from me.

Taking in information through absorbing to interpret what it is? Do you feel you are a healer?

Candice

Dice
@dice
08/01/14 07:39:46AM
284 posts



Will do...:) Hang in there!

Dice
@dice
03/29/14 10:57:52AM
284 posts



:)

Dice
@dice
03/16/14 09:00:50AM
284 posts



I have the same thing. I can leave the same time each day.. some days it feels like time crawls.. and others I blink and I am there. Time seems to vary for me as well. I do not have an alternate route.. but I try to notice things on the way that I have not seen before so to speak.

Dice
@dice
03/16/14 08:50:43AM
284 posts

weird looks


Empath

You are NOT doing anything wrong.. at some point you question these things.. and at another point you realize it does not matter what people think. It only matters how you feel about yourself. Easier said than done. There are many reasons for people to feel they are alone in a society that would pick you apart and expose everything "wrong" with you. Keep your focus.. on what you want to do.. and do it. Let things flow through.. let them go.

Tempting when people look at you funny to turn and say boo...lol

Hang in there.. keep your eye(s) focused.

Dice
@dice
02/14/14 06:04:59AM
284 posts

How do you handle being "in the closet"?


Empath

The community has been a great place to feel whole. I think many that found their way here feel just as you do. I had to accept that many people would not understand. I use many feeling words to express myself. I will also joke more about what I see rather than trying to push what I am on people. If you asked the people close to me.. they would tell you I am weird.. when I am inspired to speak I will allow it to come out.. and you will find that I will smile and say.. "wasn't that crazy!!". You will find your niche and the best way for you to express yourself. Some hold it all in.. I think that was one of the biggest reasons why most feel I am holding back.. they aren't sure why.. but they will openly say it.. and I will admit jokingly that they are simply not ready to hear what I have to say! It is a balance depending on where you live.. your history.. family.. friends. You are among those that understand your struggle and live through it each day.... in good company. As you learn and grow you will discover that your path will lead you exactly where you need to go.. and you will also find it will get easier to communicate. Who knows.. I had a friend that had to tell me what I was.. I had no idea what she was talking about. When she called me on it the last time.. I decided to look into it and found my way here. Ask me if I remember exactly how.. I would say no. Thank you for sharing your feelings and anxieties about how to live in a world that is slow to accept change and just know that you are not alone.

Light and Love,

Candice

Dice
@dice
01/08/14 06:04:40PM
284 posts



Sure does..

Dice
@dice
01/08/14 02:36:38AM
284 posts



"eye of the hurricane".. I like this analogy better than how I try to describe it. I often explain it by describing the world immediately around me as chaotic and if I look past it on the other side there is what is really going on. Most people that I have met in my life never look past the chaos around them and we all get caught in the circular wind sometimes. Having a focal point has always helped me to come out of the storm. The Grand Cross.. not only am I watchful during this time, but also watch as the other Cardinal signs involved are people closest to me. Being directly involved with so much going on will test me to keep myself grounded and make some important decisions that I need to make right now.

Take care,

Candice

Dice
@dice
01/07/14 06:31:42PM
284 posts



Thank you for the links!!


updated by @dice: 01/13/17 01:26:59AM
Dice
@dice
01/06/14 08:29:06PM
284 posts



SnakeMedicine,

I appreciate your help with understanding the Uranus/Pluto transit. At the end of today I can see that keeping a more detailed journal over the next few months is going to be important.

Love and Light,

Candice

Dice
@dice
01/06/14 04:04:16AM
284 posts



I have found that claiming my space works well..

Claiming space, visualizing light, and I am safe..I am sound.

Dice
@dice
01/04/14 05:34:54PM
284 posts



looking into the Uranus/Pluto significance and it's impact on my next few months...

Dice
@dice
12/28/13 06:17:47AM
284 posts



Thank you for posting this.. :)

Dice
@dice
12/20/13 08:46:14PM
284 posts

Thank you


Empath

It's been wonderful to have you too Gin C.... :)

Dice
@dice
12/13/13 06:27:18AM
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@dice
12/13/13 06:26:53AM
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Dice
@dice
12/13/13 06:23:33AM
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@dice
12/11/13 08:42:39PM
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Dice
@dice
12/08/13 02:35:35PM
284 posts



I get what your saying and I have thought about it more than I should. I think there is a fine balance between feeling and not feeling too much. You do need to live.. feel joy and pain and allow others to see you feel. You are here after all.. and if you cannot express your joy and your pain then you are left with a numbness that could be mistaken by others as cold and distant. Sometimes you don't have to be sappy.. but kind words and actions can allow you to not say what you feel as much as show what you feel.

Knowing yourself and how the world views you are not always in sync? I can relate to that.


updated by @dice: 01/20/17 08:02:03AM
Dice
@dice
12/07/13 06:03:47AM
284 posts

Psychic Experiment #11


Psychic and Paranormal

I thought the same thing about his hair!!

Dice
@dice
12/04/13 08:00:26PM
284 posts



Thank you for sharing this..

My boss often talks about the Phoenix rising from the ashes to me....

I loved reading it..

Thank you,

Candice


updated by @dice: 01/20/17 09:44:45PM
Dice
@dice
12/02/13 06:52:55PM
284 posts



Q..

if I didn't know any better I would think you were reading me..

Dice
@dice
12/02/13 05:36:59PM
284 posts

Psychic Experiment #10


Psychic and Paranormal

If you have one I say go for it Cheshire :)

Dice
@dice
12/02/13 04:15:53AM
284 posts

Psychic Experiment #10


Psychic and Paranormal

You did very well! I think Edwin was all of what you described here.

I hope you consider participating in the next experiment!

Candice

Dice
@dice
12/01/13 11:43:16AM
284 posts

Psychic Experiment #10


Psychic and Paranormal

Thank you for taking part! It is good to have a group like this to help each other and challenge each other. For me it has been good to recognize how I "see" and how to interpret what I see..

 
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