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spiritualskies
@spiritualskies
08/15/18 03:41:12PM
240 posts

Can we manifest a dream for more clarity?


Dreams

I think I kind of know what you mean and agree with you said. im understanding this black hold from a new perspective, for example, when iv'e been in the company of people who do like to occupy they're time with gossip and what not, it seems they never want to give up because they have a thirst for that kind of negativity and low vibration?

I noticed once when I was sat in the company of a couple of women just as they wanted to talk to learn/understand whatever  we were talking about, I felt myself being opened up more, somewhere in the heart chakra? that was kind of a sign to me that the more the negative people become or remain, the more I had to be exposed to positivity or extra so a balance remains and I don't on a physical plane go all crazy? is this what people refer to when they talk about black holes?

and how would I know im still being a positive person if seem less sympathetic to peoples superficial emotions or verbal expressions? like I pay it no attention nor respond to it if I sense it, its not something I do on purpose, just how it comes about on interactions.

do I still have  appositive light anymore? and I feel like I had a crazy day today, is that anything connected to the moon and stuff people talk about? I just couldn't make any sense of why I did what I did. sorry j.

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@spiritualskies
08/15/18 12:05:21AM
240 posts

need help


Empath

feeling extremely anxious, scared and worried, almost trembling, not sure why? what to do or how to ground?

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@spiritualskies
08/14/18 05:23:29PM
240 posts

emotionally numb empaths


Empath

thank you for sharing that. I don't get why people think anyone should be told to stuff they're emotion or suck it up, maybe in some cases if we think persons being needy or whatever, but in genuine cases, isn't that wrong? even with children, reason why  bring that up is sometime ill tell my daughter not to cry if I think she crying out of attention/praise/sympathy seeking behaviour, but I wonder if go about it the wrong way? I usually tell her off if shes doing that since she will easily get irritated by other kids when they recognise her weaknesses and she wont always get why they tease her. lol I have that same problem though with a friend..

I think its beautiful sometimes for men to express they're emotions and I don't see it as a weakness, it just shows a deeper humane side to them

spiritualskies
@spiritualskies
08/14/18 05:16:37PM
240 posts

Astral Projection


Empath

Thank you for those links, they were really interesting to read @nocturnes-angel

@tigerlily, this is something that actually happens to me, knowingly and uknowingly, sometimes at will sometimes by a pull from someone elses projection, ask away anything you want understanding with x

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@spiritualskies
08/14/18 08:00:25AM
240 posts

I KNOW my purpose ☺️


Empath

Loved reading this x
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@spiritualskies
08/14/18 07:57:29AM
240 posts

Empath children


Empath

Ok I need some help with my older daughter she's 7 and super curious, I get worried alot since I've been abused in the past and how I'd been taken advantage of in the past and she has those same issues, het intellect aside, she has boundary issues and what acceptable and what's not, where she plays outside with other kids there a bunch of older kids so she picks up stuff all the time, she doesn't like qatching typical kiddy stuff and she's moving into the more teenage stuff, I don't mind her being curious about boyfriends and stuff and wanting to understand since she is quite close to me cause she knows she feels comfortable in it being okay to want to express some sides of her she feels she can't around her dad, then when She contradicts and plays puppet to when dad's around I look like a bad person. I grew up a certain way that will always probably still be me and quite the norm. But her dad he wasnt, and it's sometimes difficult for him to grasp or adhere to the social norms or way of life for most people.

She's seriously stressed because she doesn't understand why her dad will say certain things or his way of teaching and using lots of different ways is impacting on what she understood from before and what she understands now. He knows how I've been abused in the past and it worries him, he gets freaky even if his own nephews are around her and no grown up, even then he questions how cautious/vigilant they are being towards her. He's seen other go through this and how when kids get curious what they get upto and he doesn't want her falling in those traps where she's being manipulated or taken advantage of. All she wanted to do is rebel in anyway possible, my sister's and I have always said how strict he becomes o. Her because of his own fears will one day impact her relationship with him, and no word of a lie some of the lies and manipulation she does you would not suss it..

What would you suggest, even if it's just general stuff and not even on an empath level.
spiritualskies
@spiritualskies
08/14/18 07:42:29AM
240 posts

Just for fun 🤷


Empath

Awww I love talking girly stuff, can never do this with some friends I have without other stuff getting g in the way..

Hey you ever been hit on by younger kids meaning 12/13 Ur olds? I find it seriously creepy and don't know how to address it, I used to laugh it off in the past, now when I sense it or they make it obvs I just shift the focus to something else..
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@spiritualskies
08/14/18 07:36:06AM
240 posts

emotionally numb empaths


Empath

Thank you to everyone who posted and the links! Would anyone mind sharing, if I had to be really specific how men would find they're own emotions? Because we're wired differently, I kind of feel like I asked this out of someones energies so wanted to get as much info as possible that might help them for both genders and empath related. Or if anyone in empath- empath relationships can shed light on how they would recognise each others emotions/thoughts/feelings when they're not too sure themselves? Thanks in advance


updated by @spiritualskies: 08/14/18 07:36:59AM
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@spiritualskies
08/13/18 05:02:10PM
240 posts

emotionally numb empaths


Empath

does anyone have any tips on how one can find they're own emotions when emotionally numb? what methods, techniques would you use? especially when w go through those phases of empath overwhelm, lose contact with close/loved ones etc

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@spiritualskies
08/13/18 04:35:19PM
240 posts

Depersonalization, schizo, or spiritual?


Empath

on the subject of depersonalisation, I often experience that myself and there can be numerous reasons as to why, every empathy picks different frequencies, sometimes we connect to people who have had a ton of life experiences, other times not, sometimes we need to broaden those horizons, I never experienced this in my so called schizo episode, and there could be numerous reasons why, ive been feeling it a lot more lately and my only conclusion is that its not depersonalisation, if ignore my surrounding, environment and people for a second, it means my soul can feel the souls of others giving up, where they're sick ad tired, frustrated, no longer understand anything or their purposes in life no longer know why things are the way they are, why they cant see changes or improvements etc, and they just want to rebel. I'm having a tough time grounding these, whilst trying to balance myself and its not easy to others I seem perfectly fine externally, internally, im tired and exhausted and just want to do nothing today, but something's been giving me the drive to continue, the strength coming from where? hope you find some of the answers yor looking for, and of course everyone personal experiences in life differ all the time from person to person so I apologise if ive said anything out of context.

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@spiritualskies
08/13/18 04:23:25PM
240 posts

Depersonalization, schizo, or spiritual?


Empath

i went deep into your when you posted this, and it took me a long time to come out. I wanted others to post and see what they would suggest, I wanted to see if they would post anything along the line of what id be able to suggest.

though iv'e just had a quick skim through the messages, I re-read ur post an di feel I can shed some light on it, I say a vision of your apartment, I saw darkness, what does darkness mean or represent to you? to me it means fear, which would make sense around your fear of schizophrenia and its links to you personally and family history. I don't think I suspect and spirit energies, least I didn't see any nor sense any from your post in terms of influences etc.

as an empath how well are you familiar with your own triggers? fears? sensitivities? grounding and discipline? how well are you aware of schizophrenia and how it that brief episode affected you?, how much of those experiences do you remember and are you able to separate your own energies from the schizo episode to that of the empath abilities? otherwise it can play havoc on understanding. I was sensing something triggered u to feel this way, learn about your trigger warnings around the marijuana, around schizophrenia and they're links and effects.

I say this because you've exposed yourself to these energies and you've experienced something that can very well be something that it isn't. tell me if you want more detail and support or if you are satisfied with your answers or anything you didn't or want to understand further.

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@spiritualskies
08/12/18 03:39:01AM
240 posts

Clairsentience


New Age

I feel like my friend has developed some strengths in her medium abilities. But she tends to keep me guessing when she has new openings or knowings/understandings. I feel like she's started the way I did and I don't want her to fall in the traps of not knowing whose energies or what she's picking out. She's using it by picking out from people's writings cause I tried to teach her a long time ago, either that or she's ready for it and being called towards it. How do I raise it with her. Without her getting offended or something.. she's really sensitive


updated by @spiritualskies: 08/12/18 03:40:47AM
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@spiritualskies
08/09/18 12:16:24PM
240 posts

Signs


Empath

Signs and knowings I get them all the time too, sometimes I get a ton more when energies open up more and become more real In Some sense. I have to navigate around them even if I feel everything around me is pulling me towards the centre of what the pull is. I do my best, sometimes not, but I keep trying, and I sense sometimes after when reality hits home a space is created, in the context I refer to chords that are more rigid to separate from, this gives space, and releases some tensions, for me or what I sense anyway.

Can we navigate around the signs? Spring/ Summer I tend to view as mating season, because whether your mind is mirroring back to you your own desire to have children, or feel that a child in some sense will grant you or bring you something? Why do you personally feel you have this desire aside from the obvious of what you stated, could it be to do something more deep rooted? Also as an empath, if we have a desire or want for something that's very subtle or on a subconscious level it can be amplified to the point we express it out in the open because it matches or mirrors what we have.

Today I assume somebody got some intimate time, I have no idea who I pick up from, I have to write repeatedly to fish through the over layers to get to the surface. So I felt the energy of love being sparked In Someones heart, I've felt it before and it was very subtle, this time it was more radiant, it had a good hue around it, it was genuine, it's not been placed by the self it has been placed there by universe/higher power. Just like myself in my tf connection that I had no awareness of until we got to know each other. Or that too is still an illusion?

Anyway, if there's a karmic cycle with this then they will get a taste of what it's like to have someone they love, but can't have, how they have to hide it as much as they can from it being noticed or picked up on. This could be anyone, but I guess how long does it take for someone to fall in love and for that love to grow the more the mind occupies itself with anything other than the object of affection it should be for, or perhaps if I'm wrong this is love created for the one who does belong to them? Creating an even stronger hold on they're ability to separate, separation is never my intention or will for anyone, nor myself.

On another note @cat_is_very_broke do you have medium abilities? I'm happy to teach you to develop them so you don't have to count on tarots , if you have a guide or you believe in them, call on they're support, as simple as support me my spiritual guides, and gradually release the hold of your support and validation seeking around personal matters and the messages you get from tarots, they will interfere with your own intuition, and perhaps you can utilise your knowing in a different angle to support you in your personal circumstances, it means less stress for you and you can relax with your knowings or signs, find a way to release out in the open when they become overwhelming or release in snippets or tweaked or when it feels natural even if it's not overwhelming..
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@spiritualskies
08/09/18 06:11:33AM
240 posts

Just for fun 🤷


Empath

Awww those were so cute and adorable to read!

I'm pretty bad when it comes to saying why I liked my crushes, just part of dysfunctional upbringing I had communication wise..

But Oooh there was Julian he was really cute, and he would give me some of his spice girls stickers and some id steal lol.. I feel bad now!

Then there was Daniel, tall, handsome, cute smile, beautiful eyes, mischievous and sporty but he had a sweet understanding side that showed beneath it Micheal, he was completely different! None of these were specific to a type, just random, there was something really attractive about him but never knew him enough for it to become anything more than just fancying him..
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@spiritualskies
08/08/18 06:50:49AM
240 posts

empath depression


Empath

It's cool, sorry for any misunderstandings
spiritualskies
@spiritualskies
08/08/18 06:48:14AM
240 posts

Just for fun 🤷


Empath

I need to switch my mind off.. Sooo who did we crush on growing up and why? I promise there's nothing behind this.. just need a laugh and change my mood..


updated by @spiritualskies: 08/14/18 03:00:22PM
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@spiritualskies
08/08/18 06:38:00AM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

Thanks.. is my negativity that bad? I just couldn't switch off from thinking, watched a movie called all I see is you and then bam went into more thinking.. it's so frustrating sometimes..

Anyway I found this blog other day and though it was an interesting read in anyone else fancies..
https://www.thediaryofanempath.com/recentposts/10-things-i-wish-i-knew-when-i-started-using-the-law-of-attraction
spiritualskies
@spiritualskies
08/08/18 01:23:17AM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

Is it normal to be thinking about ur tf round the clock? As an empath I try to not only understand him and others too, but to understand, sympathise, console in the only ways I know how, I could easily go beyond, but would he want me to, and how would I know he'd still take me seriously when apart of me knows he began to disbelieve in some of it, personal beliefs has nothing to do with it, but that if I fall for him, maybe it's too late? Or if I want him, he'l say no, what if he doesn't commit to me in the ways I do to him, would I begin to search for someone else, are all tf's success stories? Everyone I think or express this I feel like a part of him slipped away but isn't that what giving up and placing trust was about? That it shouldn't control you nor I control it, though we're having fun and messing around, this too is a karmic cycle and this is how I just have to accept it, I'm sorry for never fully understanding, empathising, sympathising, and it works, if anyone else doesn't, he does, and I understood yesterday too, and it's ok I reassure myself that what was never meant for me I have no control over. That was the purpose of the law of attraction or whatever ways we want to believe in higher powers or universe.. I feel like I no longer have the right to say I love him, and as much as someone else's energies I'm in, as if a doctor silently tweaking, and reshaping those thoughts and beliefs of someone who seemed list for a while, but am I causing damage by doing this? Will there be hope if it fails? Will they know I was embodied within them, why can my soul do this and apart of me have no recollection until I begin to write, why is it so important for me to write? Who will it ever benefit? All these souls or atomic singulars, I'm not god nor the universe, yesterday was as if my own ego had asked me a question, 'who am I?' I responded I am all of which you made me, 'why am I?' because that is what our existence was set out to be.
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@spiritualskies
08/07/18 04:51:03AM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

Succumbing out of not wanting to part ways, or being able to find someone better than them or equivalent etc.. that something I don't have a problem with and I'll seek out another partner if any of mine ever made me feel that way, talking about it with my therapist made me realise the reality of what was actually going on and prove my thinking around of why should it be acceptable for anyone to be treated in certain ways, the least we can do is point it out and see if it makes someone want to change, if not they'll eventually exhaust the patience of one or themselves and the relationship comes to an end..

It's just how I see mine somwtimes.
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@spiritualskies
08/07/18 04:46:51AM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

Someone close to me is a taurus, and they're a dominant personality, but not where they're partner comes in I assume, I just sense that this person can do so much better than who they're with, and often Id picked up energies in that past that they'll just succumb to whatever ways one of the partner needs pleasing. I don't spend much time with them, but I have questioned the authenticity of the relationship, they've been together for 10yrs I think, not even married yet, another help waiting to happen in the sense disagreements and stuff.

In one way I can empathise with both situations, but generally I usually say if we have a problem with someone, the problem itself should be addressed with the person we have it with, that doesn't mean everyone has to suffer as a result of it, or do they?

Stuff you talk about is interesting and I don't like to push my boundaries especially with people I don't know..

On the other hand, I just just sometimes zone off my tf and I relationship, we're both pretty messed up psychologically, but we know how to remind each other of what's beyond the norms, and what is acceptable whether it be between us privately or in the public eye..

We just have that mentality that we forget what reality is sometimes, adlnd being what we are and not having something solid as a foundation means we fall out slot, not because it's a tf run/chase thing, but what happens in normal situations.

It's like sometimes I'm out doing my stuff and it will seriously bother him where my financial circumstances are concerned and I always say to him don't let it bother you, but it's natural that it does.. help just have to find a way around it..

All us siblings are in a group chat and my sister's will post a ton of shit daily about designer stuff and fashion and all the typical girl stuff, I genuinely don't care for it, and it never bothers me, I just like to poke fun at them or spam them with my meme gun when they start complaining about having no money or a bunch of other girl stuff, it just amazes me in the sense no matter what situation someone is in we'll always find a reason to be grateful and sorrowful, content and discontentment, it's only to teach us to know where a balance should be and how to have control and not those things have a control on us.

My sm on the other hand, though I don't believe in tf stuff, I just feel sorry for him, that everything I do for him and whatever little remains of it, that he will never appreciate or he won't ever think in the ways that I do, sharing my empath stuff with him was a blessing and a regret, but if this union ever happen my truth shall prevail my tf falsehood, no one can argue that once we seek it out, but I know sm will turn around and hold everything against me, but no one will side with me, I'll be on my own, all I have as proof is the 2-3 sentences of what I reached out to people tell them iyf his ways and that I need help, even then that even he doesn't see fault in sometimes, why it's dangerous to always keep everything so private, which is how we'd always been..

People can in future hold it against me too that I should have done more but actually they would have just seen me as being annoying, needy, complaining, sensitive when all I was trying to do was pull out of something I have no control over..

It's made me wonder if this whole tf stuff is specific to opposite genders? Surely there must be same genders? And usually it's intuitive people I see talk about, what about people in general?

Haha Ur guys must be loving the shadey stuff! What got you into it? That must put some serious effort in to Ur relationships to keep you/them satisfied?
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@spiritualskies
08/07/18 12:18:37AM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

cat_is_very_broke "]
Do you know much about a D/s arrangement or relationship?
First I've heard, what is it?

Haha no I'm not offended in anyway. What is it about this stuff? It's resonated to me before but I don't get it..

I'm not much of a movie person but 50 shades is seriously cheesy, I don't get what the whole hoo hah around it was.. if anything I just think it was successful because of how many relationships in reality suffer from a lack of mutual understanding and intimacy. The ability to compromise and fulfill one another.

People suffer that all the time yet many won't openly declare it or understand why they find a certain person attractive be it lust or love .. that's my rambling anyway..

I don't want you putting your personal stuff out even if it's something that doesn't bother you, I'm just curious in understanding lots of different things so you can always send a follow and inbox..

Since my tf effed off again I don't have anyone to talk to about stuff that I'm genuinely passionate about and no one else gets it like he does..I just feel sorry for him that I'm stuck in my ways and he's probably gonna start picking up on my low moods and for him they probably end up being depressed level or more..

Funny thing is id probably indulge in comfort food right now but I don't enjoy my cookies as much when he's not around to share with..
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@spiritualskies
08/06/18 03:39:37PM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

just a random thought, tf's, alphas? why does it always seem, in my personal case, that one of us always wants the last say?

spiritualskies
@spiritualskies
08/05/18 08:12:50PM
240 posts

empath depression


Empath

@cheshire-cat, if it was you I hope I didn't offend you in anyway, because I can get quite constructively verbal, when it comes to looking down on people in anyway.

we all have our strengths and weaknesses in any aspect of our lives and we all should be here to pick each other up and give strength to one another. 

what any given illness means to one person might be totally different to another person, empathy or illnesses should never be seen as one size fits all, we all have stuff we can cope with and not, be it on a mental level, emotional, psychological or physical, but what one soul can bear another might not.

sometimes we or I say, that we feel people's whatever in whatever way and it feels like its magnified right? but what if it isn't magnified? what if that is the level that, that person feels they're suffering at, or that is the actual strength or intensity in what they're suffering from? 

I understand more about 1111 numbers now than I did before, its as if we are a group of people, that are being brought together, because we have similar beliefs and goals in life, yet we cannot always achieve things on our own and its where we all should be coming together, questioning and trying to understand and with the power of our lights combined we become the change we wish to see in the world, we manifest just by talking, exploring and so forth and without realising, higher powers, or the universe or whatever we choose to believe in, grants permission to or makes an opening in one way or another for that to become a part of reality, if not already?

the more I tried to understand what empathy was, the more I grew from it, and everything I didn't understand or couldn't ground/discipline came naturally as a result, only by a small effort, sometimes what bothers us or what we decide to dwell on is what keeps that hold on us, sometimes dreams will reveal to us, our own frustrations, we take the time being distracted by what isn't real the issue or root of, and we cant always change that or we don't believe we can or don't know how to, but instead of faking or forcing something just because people have developed a theory or concept and presume everyone should live by it. no, not always and not necessarily.

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@spiritualskies
08/05/18 11:41:18AM
240 posts

empath depression


Empath

I can sense really strongly patronisation. Somebody have something to say? I'm not sure if it's coming from you @cheshire-cat?
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@spiritualskies
08/04/18 03:24:55PM
240 posts

Living in the spirit world?


Psychic and Paranormal

@hop-daddy

I understand what your talking about and it will switch off once you can figure out what's causing it. do you remember when it all first started? what is/or are the thoughts or sensations you feel around the times this happens? I wonder if its someone tugging on your energy or projecting something, and I wonder if its something pushing you towards your path in life? questioning it and wanting to understand it might just get you where you need to be while you go through this process?


updated by @spiritualskies: 08/05/18 12:11:45AM
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@spiritualskies
08/04/18 03:14:40PM
240 posts

empath depression


Empath

thanks for that, I don't disagree at all I think what you said was spot on and get the impression other may have benefitted from your insight on it, id like to add to what you said, that when I sense this about people, thou you a very right its also because eof that state and fram of mind and also on personal beliefs and opinion around personal circumstances that either when people are angry, or upset, or talk out of ignorance, a lack of understanding and sympathy, or even backbiting/slander those factors can also contribute to diminishing the light of an empath, if its about the empath, as we all have people around us in one way or another that will do this to us either out of intent or not

and also when we feel drained, is it because we've swapped energies, so they can have from us to carry on? or we change they're light by doing this, by carrying it around not knowing? and its a continuous process of give and take, for better, for worse? for how long would this continue?

and this too is something that's becoming a part of characteristic, personality, that I no longer need to do readings, but it opens up understandings for me for what I do pick up with what I guess I cant yet ground or block, but it comes in gradually throughout the day and not as a whole whack of energy... just a thought

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@spiritualskies
08/04/18 03:01:49PM
240 posts

Clairsentience


New Age

I agree with your theory, I often think that sometimes myself, as if im being trained to develop each one in some ways, until it becomes something like a mask that comes off and becomes part of a personal natural characteristic, and gets used that way instead of having to use the inner eye?

like clairvoyance, this is something that I think I have always had, just never knew and it got developed when I somehow opened the inner eye? like I never thought about this stuff growing up, but I do remember I always though in my head when I used to go through negative though processes, somehow I already that knowing and my higher conscience had been calling me, preparing me for future events, that are now in the past, so the more i'd think about them and the scenarios, no word of a lie they happened as id thought them. but there so many ways to look at this one topic.

even some of the stuff I used to dream about, and some that I didn't understand within those dreams, come to me as knowing's now, when i'm thinking of giving up and being reminded of my past, that I just saw as nothing, the spirits that I used to fight in my dreams, I see that as a reality now and these were drams from almost 14yrs ago that I still vaguely remember.

and then it just comes to me as common sense that we were are all created as highly intuitive, some open those senses and some forget how to since we let other stuff get in the way that blocks that ability, and without a mentor of some sort, it's quite difficult to live and manage, or we'd be lost and confused as you say.

this s what I think is happening with clairsentience, that without having to use any of it, its just becoming a part of me in a new way, like before I had to always edit my stuff or delete because other's energies would seep through and id write out of their vibrations, that when my own vibration was low too and some how I become a vessel with lots of holes in it and id write out of theirs as much as my own. the more id been helped with this through some friends and they're patience and understanding, it gave me time to develop and ground it. i'm confident enough now to talk and allow some to seep through, just so I can recognise and accept it for what it is and just learn to mange that now at a conscious level and it seems to be paying off.

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@spiritualskies
08/03/18 01:26:02PM
240 posts

empath depression


Empath

what's it like for someone who is depressed or severely depressed? do you ever feel like its similar to mental trauma? or i'm just picking it up like that?, I know ive picked from others before on here so not sure who its connected to.. ive taken bach flower remedy to see if it will alleviate.. ive had a bad day myself so im not sure if it's me or both? its a female energy and I feel like they've been crying heavily too?

im not sure if it was the same person earlier in the day too, but I was physically drained of any positivity to carry out anything on a physical level.. somehow something took over me or them to give strength to carry on, it wasn't an energetic feel but as if I was able to mobilise by the strength of god? as strange as this will sound, I say this because when iv'e mimicked and acted out on my kids energies, being small as they are, they're not at the level to consciously move, so having the time I do, I tend to absorb al I can to understand it, though the physical eye sees the cognitive movement in the limbs they do not actually possess the power to move, it comes from a higher source.. has anyone else experienced something similar to this? 

sometimes I think I should take up a career like that guy from the Hannibal tv series :/ .. cant remember his name now

thanks in advance

spiritualskies
@spiritualskies
08/03/18 01:15:55PM
240 posts

Clairsentience


New Age

i'm a jumble of mess with my abilities, I tick certain boxes on all, some more than others, animals and plans I connect to too, but I learnt to switch those ones off somehow, only pick up vibrations if they emenate strongly..

but I wonder if clairsentience is stronger, is it because its theone iv'e used the most?.. thanks for the links will check em out..

something strange iv'e noticed, there was whole CSI not long ago right outside my parents house, quite severe, and i was sat by the window with the cat that usually comes over, and I picked up absolutely zilch! it wasn't until my dad walked in with a concerned look about him and I picked up from his body language, then he told me what as going on..why is it that with some people we can pick and do readings but others not?

there were kids and adults equally scared and concerned of what had occurred, even the criminal should have given off something? it baffles me that I can sense all the way from mars (jk) but not as close as this? does this happen to others?

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@spiritualskies
08/03/18 12:57:19PM
240 posts

Clairsentience


New Age

Haha don't put me in charge of the world! We'd all be doomed!! 🤣..

Thank you I enjoyed reading that.. sexuality in general is a tough one, depends on the persons individually, I can relate to it and also agree with some. But I suppose that's something for individuals to explore on what makes them feel that way before coming out of the closet I suppose. I kind of his mine for many years and it was never obvious to anyone, the more I tried to understand what it was that made me the way I am I guess I learnt I never really was confused about sexuality sense, just perhaps searching for an identity to cover up traumas I suppose.

Claisentirnce is something I actually want to develop so I'll check out that link; but I think im thinking of the wrong ability, which is the one that gives you the ability to actually sense a person as in actual form? I've had this link with two people, one almost can distinguish them spiritually if it really is them, and another too the first is more prominent than the 2nd, I'm just learning to recognise them.through they're light more than anything, we all have it I believe, and each individual's is unique to them.. so I was curious.
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08/03/18 03:13:55AM
240 posts

Clairsentience


New Age

How does one fully develop clairsentience? And how do you know you've reached the end of what it is or achieved all you coukd? does it continue to manifest in to something new? Like from an actual spiritual power to something subtle no one would see or recognise as a gift? 

I'll get to the point of why I've raised this, but I'd like to understand a bit more..

Anyone who has gurus, mentors, teachers, guides in any form spiritual or real, please share if or what you can.. about them and your connections and whatever else you feel might be useful

Peace to you all

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08/03/18 03:03:45AM
240 posts

Living in the spirit world?


Psychic and Paranormal

@hop-daddy

That's definitely stuff that's happened to me too, not sure if others have experienced what it all means though? The trance like stages, this usually used to happen to me around tf, and perhaps that wasn't trance like stages just because it was about us but for various reasons if my reflections on those tf numbers and concepts bear some truth in real and spiritual contexts. I think that what's draining you, and partially your kind nature, empaths like yourself, and I'm guilty of this too, we drain our own selves based on the beliefs we've imprinted in our minds, we have to accept we cannot keep falling back to allow others to keep taking. If I notice anything about my guide, he's more than willing to help newbies so long as they're helping themselves too, if the reason he stood by me, is because he sees I continue to struggle on and keep stopping, like my tf it can piss him off all it will, but I'll keep moving forward picking up the pieces and reassembling until what he keeps calling me to no longer serves me any purpose. That doesn't mean I won't ever return to help when I know he's genuinely struggling, and how an empath sees struggle versus what we perceive as struggle are too very different realities, it may mean nothing at that time but just to have a few sentences can suffice and nourish the soul in ways no one can understand except whom that wisdom is revealed to.

So I think just as we encounter people all the time in whatever social platforms, people will always sense that from you and continue to tug on it, I needed something to happen the way it did and why I was being pushed by it because I understand now what my guide used to refer to on how they would bring a person up and down in they're testing of belief, so for me being so close to finding the aura of my guide is locked in my reality, and that's a solid proof I know I shall have his guidance whenever need be, and by focusing on this maybe it's all I need to break the tf connection and chord binding us together. no one can break that chain or dismantle it in anyway, if anything in terms of the people I'd spam, I was in they're heart listening to all they needed and not what they wanted, I understood and learnt who they are, and I've no need to use my abilities to learn that any further, but they had an in depth glimpse of my thought processes it's a pity they didn't learn much.

Anyway I feel personally if you can stop some of Ur old roots and allow yourself to grow and take on new challenges and understandings, you will continue to find your purpose god willing.

And I get what you mean by the trances you get pulled into and it is a daunting experience, don't stop for anyone unless you ought to, it might be uncomfortable or you might feel mean to break that habit or implement that change but I promise you, you will begin to feel a different person. It's all in the mind, believe in urself and what you experience and as odd as it may sound I think some of those spirit energies are causing you trouble to push you more towards your higher self and to find new adaptions in the way you help others or you will continue to go through burn out like this.

You supported me through the comfort of your words more than anyone on here and I won't stop to return that favour in whatever ways I can in helping you find your self too.. and the thirst I have that keeps pulling me and helping me towards continuous ascention, I see that in you too. Don't be afraid to ask or explore, I didn't hesitate when I needed to even if it meant hiding under indenties to establish and expand..

Keep me in Ur prayers, and don't ever hesitate x
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08/01/18 03:32:06PM
240 posts

Living in the spirit world?


Psychic and Paranormal

Personally speaking I think it's all to do with your calling to the path Ur being guided to, I can relate to alot of what you said, especially the way a pertner will refer to you, my sm does the same, sometimes worse, he's there for moral support but not for what I actually ever needed him for.

I've stopped asking him for support, no longer discuss with him anything unless it's something worth sharing or he may able to shed light on. But he used to lower my vibration so much and put me down for some of the experiences I'd have and I'd always warned him months in advance that xyz will and I need help now, or to prepare but he just never bothered instead doing his own rituals that would either exacerbate a situation for me because he's being using wrong methods approaches to battle on behalf of me what he couldn't see or experience nor grasp in any sense. One day he would be completey understanding and give me hope the next I'd be the scum of the earth.. I get where he was coming from but it's just not me..

Something I sense about you that I don't sense from many others on her or maybe because I've not really conversed with many but Ur path is unique to others I've met, if what I said in another post about music being so type of grant for wishes to manifest in reality, I think the same is the case with yourself, that your ready to embrace so much more and I completely understand how you feel, those same things used to happen to me.

I don't let how people that are non empaths perceive me, bother me, in a general sense I've noticed things that's I'd never noticed before, I used to take genuine interest in anyone that wanted to converse with me whoever they be, and I'd give them my full attention sincerely, I noticed the more introverted I became as an empath, the times that I would socialise and have conversations, I'd find myself trying to reading on them, which is something I don't generally do, after some thought, I learnt this is people actually trying to read me because I do come across in person pretty naive and dumb and I guess that's to my advantage now.. even now as an empath intend to zone out in conversations with people and lost track of begin to take on they're energies so I have to quickly learn in that moment in time to stay balanced or else I can come across all sorts and confuse my sentences etc..

You've mentioned before sometimes you take sleep aids? I know a lot of people who take them for various reasons, I myself was prescribed them and taught myself not to rely on them, sometimes if they put you into too much of a deep sleep where your not recalling any dreams, I wonder if that's stopping you finding your answers? I used to get them in my sleep, I just had to learn to interpret them myself and usually if be spot on, on what they meant even if anyone else didn't understand.

Sleep was very problematic in the beginning, but I learnt to listen to the energies, and let them pass, converse if must and just get comfortable with them, treating them as a friend,, all internally, not with verbal wording it one could be opening up to other energies, I
can't sleep now and energies are stronger, that sometimes I can't
resist even if I no i should and that's where empath friends are concerned and it's happiest I've been and they've been in along time, and I guess I've noticed perhaps particular groups of empaths will attract other empaths that are all relatable on Some level and can share various similarities and coincidences and I wonder if this is the calling for a formation for the set of beliefs we hold, our aims and purposes and so forth?
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08/01/18 10:47:48AM
240 posts

Empaths vs. Narcissists?


Empath

Honestly speaking, I'm not a narc, but my life had I not understood my calling when it came, this could have well been myself, I do believe empaths can be narcs are have narcy tendencies and narcs be attracted to empaths too.. but narcyness can be on any level whether it's detriment to the self or others. Equally just as I believe there are good and bad empaths, that doesn't mean we can't change, if we're willing to.

But bear in mind if you focus on that solely you might get your answer, but depends on what is it about the parlelles you want to actually understand? which is usually the case for myself, but also how will you prepare to get out of that situation if you do find yourself in parallels with a narc?

This is something I struggled with in the beginning when I came on this site, though it's difficult to always answer repetead questions, I'll advise new empaths along the lines of chord cutting; this is not easy, by far one of the toughest challenges to face in the unseen aspect.

sometimes we can create those chords ourselves, and the more we try to come out of them depending who it is an what the situation is we can and what were utilising to cut those chords, actually can cause more harm to ourselves than good, and easily pin it under advancement in abilities. If we don't understand the process of how empathy works, then it becomes the dog eat dog world of advancement and a sense of superiority over those, creating the us Vs them vibes usually some empaths begin to fall into the traps of.

If I'm honest about something, and I'll give my tf as an example because I remember this and it seems to fit in for some reason, I went through a horrible episode of brain frazzle, because we live at a distance and we wanted to talk and some of that's between us, we couldn't, it got to a point I knew what his soul and heart was yearning for, though I knew why and what to do to make it go away, I used to listen to a lot of music as self healing and shifting my focus, not knowing that the ability we have as empaths signs us up for what we ask for in various ways, one of the songs I'd listen to, and it wasn't always to understand or heal it was out of frequencies and vibrations of others too, that I wasn't fully aware of, I believe it's some of the frequencies that I'd pledged to or believed in, or some part of me wanted, through heart and soul, not conciously aware, from the song only you by artist Ashanti, as much as we were attracted to each other in the beginning and still are, if i'd taken it upon myself to get stuck in something from the very beginning that was partially intentional but in a state of being high, months later for me, led to, believing in him being the cure by giving him what he wanted, both projection energies and self destruction, physical empathy and suffering at my own cost..
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08/01/18 07:44:19AM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

I agree, I e felt like that on many occasions on a spiritual level, as much as in a real sense too, I'm actually not afraid to allow people to treat myself or others in that way either.

If there's more people on here with tf journeys, numbers and anything else relatable please share, I think one of the things I learned about the number where the 11's are concerned, though it's about tf, enlightenment, one person I heard from a satanic number too, but I want to do some digging on that I've not done, I kind of see it as now that I've grown from alot of experiences, wherever or whoever the healing came from, I remeby, myself included, used to not wish this journey on anyone, I did however wish it on everyone more recently, and I thought 11 is a number that's associated with the higher self right? But if we don't assume ourselves to be of a higher self but another, be it a person, a guide/mentor, general people or God or whatever we choose to believe in, then we can absolutely heal anyone else, it would be selfish in my personal opinion to believe in it solely for the twinflame journeys, I'd need to refer back to what those numbers means cause it's been a while since I did that.. I tend not to retain much unless I note it down or people remind me..

Even where we talked about other stuff like the holy trinity, I believe in Jesus, I sympathize with him, and understand his life from my own teachings and upbringings, but if people wanted to believe he was an empath, and I do too, I kind of feel where I had mini experiences with the physical empath side, that this could have well been my punishment or reminder or suffering caused to myself for acting according my Knowings, what did Jesus do? He tried to warn people, out of love and compassion, he tried to teach them that what he was, how he was and what he knew was real, and so suffered I. His life continually, even upintil the point of crucifiction, in my beliefs, when he was placed on the crossed, the people saw pain and suffering, yet no remorse or sympathy, in the same sense we go through that but others don't see it, when we come out of the states of all the energies we've been carrying, we are ourselves, we have pain and suffering but we have the strength to carry on, I kind of see it like that.

There's nothing wrong with wanting to believe in Jesus in whatever way we choose to, but if we want to keep Empathising with him, then it's like a calling to him, to carry his burdens, and he becomes the sole power, if the mind and body isn't built up to manage that, it begins to affect everything around us.

My litanies are my life line, I do believe that, they are what give me strength and agility, I know own it will be tough but I will come out if it I. The end knowing angels, people, guides and God are always with me, there's a great combattor in my faith he was well known for his excellence in his leadership and management when soldiers were out on the battlefield, being an empath is like that in reality and spiritually, he always knew how to target his enemies, whatever they may be, it doesn't have to be as serious as that, I love him and he was known as Khalid bin Waleed, people looking into his life will be amazed, his greatness is studied if not my mistaken on the special gifts he had and there was an article or something I read on once that I'll try and find and share, but he's who I think of when I feel like I'm being cornered, he gives me the ability to open up my mind to new situations, knowing my enemies just as an example and I know whose going to attack me from where. That how people and energies on spirit sense tend to take. A back seat and I get my rest to prepare for another take and how I continuously keep going without burn out, even if I do, by the time I'm doing cleansing and understanding, I've forgotten about everything like it was nothing, I can take more on.

Which I feel like I've been assigned my next assignment on light work around a person whose beastly but also has a connection my sister, everything that I'm taking seems to be myself separating what was from both these people and and what was me, she always looked up to me, though it's difficult because my sm refuses any contact with her because of a past, I feel like I've taken on his karmic cycke because he refuses to follow one of the basic principle of not holding a grudge against anyone and the impression it's caused myself and others, the separation of ties the prophet also warned against, the ingratitude that shows through his charactwr, though he has no intent, I understand his side and believe him, but he doesn't see how it comes across to others, if we believe sincerely in the ways of the traditions where myself is concerned, those should be acted upon and they become ingrained and become regular and consistent practices, I don't fully believe them or understand them so I don't or can't act according to them where I outgh to. implement them in my life, and some of it is like stage set up to open his understanding and sneses but I can't ion anything h for anyone if they're not willing to open they're own mind..

Sorry for that ramble, but I'm loving this thread keep it going if we can?
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08/01/18 05:06:05AM
240 posts

Living in the spirit world?


Psychic and Paranormal

UDATE- On the little boy, I saw a vision again from the world of light, I'm not a witch and don't cast spells, this would have been deemed as a spell right?

Though I believe such type of sorcery exists, and my spirt guide knows me well enough to share some secrets or guide me, I saw them both, apparently after I paid him and he went off on his way, he met my spirit guide, my spirit guide already knew what I was doing, he paid him more and told the kid to go tell a guy to marry the girl he lives instead, and guide took the kid under his wings to protect him and keep him and his family safe from the other spirits.

The geographical aspects I could see, was as if from a past life? Very sandy, hot weather, some sort of Moroccon descent or something. This could be linked to two people I know..
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08/01/18 04:47:41AM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

I'm sorry to hear what your SM/estranged husband is putting you through, but you don't have to allow him to do that, and this what trustees me sometime about relationships, some just never know how to balance a compromise, a favour, a gesture.. in my personal experience if I do any of that, I gotta stay on point to keep his ego in check and behaviour.

Given what you said, don't think it's time you left? Tf or not? I can't relate to much of what you said except snippets, but isn't it damaging to see the tf connection as both waiting for their knights in shining armour to rescue each other? I was gonna start a new thread but I'll keep adding here it's opening up new understandings for myself around the numbers and stuff, thanks to whoever shared that link with all the angel numbers, looks like I'm gonna be busy with that link! Much appreciated
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08/01/18 04:38:26AM
240 posts

empath depression


Empath

Yes, yes, yes 100% one aspect of how I see energies yet couldn't put it into words. As much as it's true what you said, this is in actual fact what happens, please do share more, I'd love to discuss more

Xx
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07/30/18 10:01:39AM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

If there's anything you wanna ever understand, just ask..

It's ok to feel that way, one of my own family members is athiest, another believes in illuminati stuff not in support of but against, she thinks I'm a witch too lol

Another always seems like she's losing her faith but she's questionning to understand presumably, her husband to be does it to her, he's of another sect, though I don't have anything against sects, she always used to look up to me still does In Some ways, we had a discussion about something on the weekend that she wanted to challenge about traditions and culture where hair is concerned, I will not looked into it but will do, to help her understand..

Someone put a hex on me I ebliev and I believe it was some. In the family, after I stood upto them, this was something accused some others of when I had my awakenings around people I know, I don't have any intent to expose them in any way even if it is true and I don't have any worries, people don't realise when they intend to separate a couple or whatever they want the destruction on to hapoen, the spirits will do this for them, spirits yet don't know everything, they o my know little bits, they do they're work anyway but if the condition of the heart is anything to by, like they can separate my sm and me it's not him I live in that way, it's my tf, so it backfires, the spirit panics because it has to do not it's duty, since they live in the unseen world they know they can get away with doing it to the persons whose requested it to happen, my tf shouldn't be affected ted by it either, the spirit won't know who my tf is and that's why they try to access the heart, he's safe and always will be, the higher powered ones only know there's someone else so since I know how to guard my heart through my light works they can never access, they will only drive us to do what they want, which is what we want anyway, but that will only happen cause God wants it to happen for whatever reason..

But for those people who are involved in witchcraft for bad raesons, events have already been brewing in my household, when they come out I. The open they will think it was in they're favour, a karmic cycke, they will pride off of it and feel better about themselves, but it's a test for them, that's why the verse resonated verily the plot and plan but Allah is the best of planners. So we're safe. I have no worries, I've seen things coming to light, and constantlu being taken over by people's energies to carry on with the basics of life that I feel too tired to do sometimes, it riles them more, exposes their own hypocrisy.. but when I take on too much cause I'm always trying to keep up god and my guides step in and change the circumstances so I can have my rest, which to others will seem like I'm just being lazy but I'm not, they take over and I have no control over it. Even if I attempted they will re-write so no matter how many times I might want to achieve something, as much as it's a trial for me too, it's trailli g for them, to learn something, to change something.. but they don't see it nor believe it so I just go along with it where I can..
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07/30/18 08:49:39AM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

That's cool, and yeah I suppose your right in some ways.. what led you to your conclusions?

one thing strange that happened to me during my awakenings, and I've never been someone whose ever actually done stuff like this, like I've always had more friends that weren't from the same faith as me more comfortable to be around, I guess wanting to understand but never questioned. I have friends on my FB who always shares stuff from her Catholic faith, usually I always like some of the stuff she shares because I understand it from a different context..

But I don't like to offend anyone, I'm seriously open minded and nor wish to make anyone feel I impose my beliefs on them..

I just like talking about this stuff.. anyway at my docs there was always a Bible in the reception waiting area and whenever I had a reason to go I'd always want to pick up and read, my fear was I wouldn't understand it and it felt wrong, because I was made to feel that it was wrong, that my own beliefs would somehow be over rided. I read few pages anyway and wanted to read more .. but stopped at that, what I've always noticed though was whenever I'd be at work, or when I was on my outings, I'd always be drawn to churches, and and where there were bibles left in each room (residential/nursing homes) isld always notice them, even in hospital..

Since I developed the ability to recognise what it is that has control over me whether they be personal demons, or life events, I began to see them as lords, in the sense idols and stuff that has control over me, the more I did this the less hold these things had a hold on me like eating disorders and mental physical abuse etc..

Then I began to recognise in others, and because I still have a strong connection to the Qur'an, though I don't recite much often anymore, I understand it from a whole new light, and in the same way I understand bits and pieces of the Bible where if people want to believe that it was tampered with, I can pick out which aspects of it were tampered with and where it still remains and has its messages from God...

People can challenge me on this if they want.. so long as its a mature adult discussion with open mindedness. Equally people can challenge me.on my beliefs and the Qur'an.. I'm not a preacher though so I don't want anyone to think or feel that way nor do I like to have that persona..
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07/30/18 08:20:31AM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

What do you think they want to draw attention to @chezarey?

Yeah I kind of agree they are healing numbers, sometimes healing through people, events, understandings, etc

I'm seriously gettingannoyed with this, I keep taking on energies constantly having like new understandings and mini wakening s all the time, I can't switch it off.. how or why is this happening? I have a few guesses, maybe it's linked with the soul/light work I've been doing to the people I was assigned to for unknown reasons, my sensors are blocked again and I think I've taken on someones energy, like I'm reading stuff I'm just not getting it..

Yesterday I spoke with a friend late at night, and after sometime I saw a vision of myself inside her heart, just comfortably happily meditating within her, I though about it some and it meant I've been hiding in her heart a long time, the heart has a mind of its own, so I always know what her heart needs and not what it wants , and I cater to both, same way just as her heart is connected to the rest of her body, I connect and communicate with all aspects of it..

I'm trying to focus on reaching to her conscious level but I don't really know how, maybe she can help me out? .. my soul governs her whole body, in grounding and taming, protecting and comforting, I think she's doing the same to me too not knowing if she's aware of it, I haven't raised it with her yet..

My guide did this to me past week, trying to ground something what we couldn't separate from..

If I sensed my guide again, maybe guides have a number too? He basically said give up in these two?! Wonder what that meant.. but they can't give up they're tied by a pledge..

Can you share some stuff about the holy trinity? I'm interesting in hearing more, I love hearing it from people rather than looking up, sometimes I find comfort In what other people's perceptions are and what they're journeys mean to them..

Hope you don't mind sharing.. can inbox if you want too..
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07/30/18 05:36:21AM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

Jesus according to our beliefs, didn't die, he was raised to the heavens very much alive, if that has any connection to anyone or to mean anything, just means that path of sainthood through constant trials in life only way to know if anyone ever achieved sainthood is after death, why their bodies remain preserved. And I usually see that about a special friend.
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07/30/18 05:32:49AM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

33 I only have two personal theories on one being it's the highest number in my religious faith, it's a number associated jesus- my love and it has a heavenly reality, 33 is also the highest degree where illuminati and masonism is concerned, though I don't focus on those it's usually an indication your either being and trialled by a higher power being god, saints, guides, good people, angelic realities etc or the likes of opresseorrs, narcs, magicians, with craft, spirits, Satan etc.. like yin Yang, black and white, good Vs bad, etc it's the balance that needs to be found.

Indeed things can manifest, but if it's towards people of higher consciousness we can't always have that hold, it can be changed, maniplualted, due to being in what we call 'awake'. Might sometimes be not our selves manifesting something but our guides too, they have the ability to change a situation, depending on their spiritual power/ability can make manifestations appear, why people start calling them saints and associate them with miracles, the more pious they are the higher and greater they can make something to manifest, someone who uses spirits to make these manifestations appear and these are like the hocus pocus saints with some level of good, will become frustrated with why nothing seems to be going in their favour, guides battle it out between them and try to change each others light, just like we do as lower level ones, usually people who don't keep an open mind begin to battle it out between them in competition, puffing up their egos and devils, but if some candidate that without becoming jealous and envious and with sincerity to uplift each other then they continue to ascend, they both become teachers pets, the real guides begin to see this as they ilwill be told on the preserved tablets then they have greater authority over them as orotectots.. haha if last night was anything to go by my guide said he gives up in us, but he can't, like we have people we get assumed to, because etheyre always tecahing us something, they have to go through that process too in the lielfe that surrounds them..

Haha hope that makes sense.. sorry for the ramble, just some people have been asking about guides too so I thought I'd expand my ramblings..
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07/30/18 05:07:54AM
240 posts

New energies


New Age

Just to clarify cause I don't know where to put this, someone brought to my attention, what I mean by when I say sometimes spirits aren't happy or Satan isn't happy when I feel like I'm being pulled around negative energies.

Spirits are spirits, whatever we can do with our abilities they can do too, they can make themselves become or appear bigger and better than us because they have a veil between our physical eye and spiritual eye, when they pull from our light they have the increased ability to manifest whatever is they intend, can taunt us with bringing an illusion to appear real, like where some people have mentioned schizophrenia, I remember one person I cared for on an acute ward would say he could see webs appearing over him, and he'd duck or avoid certain places and areas, to feel like spiders were crawling on him etc. This is what they do when they project fear, by fearing them they lower the vibration of the individual, it makes them vulnerable, the fear is like a food for them too they thrive off of it and it it's what makes them feel superior, because they too know how to manipulate energies. What they don't have is intellect, of the type humans have, because whatever faith we follow we all somehow believe in spirits, deities and god's, if those are to be false deities we give them strength to hold a greater power because of the beliefs if people in them, when we constantly try to understand them, we begin to understand them from how they think, how they operate, how they live, etc they release that hold on individuals especially empaths because they know an empath can continue to advance or stay stuck in the same phase for whatever given time they choose to stay in that state, it's open mindedness that releases this hold they have on them.

Satan is also a spirit, he wanted to believe he could play god, I always wanted to understand why he did what he did according to the narrations and doctrines I've been brought up on, so as much as I empathise with him, I also know how to defeat him, to defeat him is to know where he always keeps a hold on you, and that's usually mostly internal stuff about us, stuff we might not want others to know, and then stuff we believe in, he uses that against us by giving us reason to doubt and lose hope.

For people in general he has no problem doing this like a piece of cake, because he knows it's human nature to be battling with something as human nature, with our thoughts, our feelings, who we are, what we do, how we live, the people were surrounded by and who surround ourselves by, by materialism, the preconceptions of others and so forth.

When you know how to suss him out and we all know, we just have to learn to know what always distracts us, what has control over us etc.

For me it was always praying, I didn't want to pray, he had me in my thoughts, and my way of life, since I've decided to break that hold, and thought about praying again, he now says what good would it be? It will count for nothing, serve no purpose or benefit, but in reality I'm not praying to him or for him, so I will pray, and then the cycle repeats, he will settle if spirits that work for him to taunt again, sealing my Herat and what I mean by that is he won't allow my heart to supplicate, they will suppress it somehow, when or if I can break the hold of that, they will lock my mouth, so I can't verbalise anything,, sometimes I'm wondering if they cause thought block to cause one to forget? Or unable to say what one had intended.. when you know how and where to tackle spirits on whatever they use to hold against you, they give up, then they start to teach you secrets, usually of people, but if one can surpass those levels they start to teach you actual knowledge of what they know, if not in a conscious state, through soul or some other form. That how we conquer them by soul and how I was able to ask a spirit to carry out a task for me, although a person might disagree with this for various reasons, it's like when my friend will say, jump. And I say how high lol, same way a particular person will do the same who they are closely connected to, and if it's meant to be anyway, it will be, I have no control over that, that is destiny, only he can make it to manifest in reality if it's already written in the heavens, how or by who he will make it manifest is not in my control, I was just trialling something, the rest is to his decree.. hope that made some sense
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07/30/18 04:31:28AM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

How did you meet? I see a lot of combinations around 2's too.. what do you think they mean for you? Usually I'll look it up in Google what it means, if it doesn't resonate anything I try searching from what information is available to explore more, I usually land on something that will give some hint towards it

From what I've read it usually means balance, relationships and miracles etc.. I don't actually have any significance of seeing 2's in any combination prior to my awakenings, just maybe since this year when I came on here and people started talking about numbers it caught my attention, but yeah sometimes it can just be an acliniation of higher powers informing us that perhaps some miracles can happen, but they're small, to people in general it's nothing but coincidences. For people with a consciousness they see it and it strengthens the belief and continues to pull them towards a higher power like god.

Like one of my friends I do some trialling with, she will mess around with energies to see what she can do with them, yesterday she had me worried she was gonna do something stupid, though I know in my gut she wouldn't but I know what she's been through and I'd hate to think she'd do anything nilly to hurt herself and I ignore it so I messaged her, turns out she was just playing around and got me where she wanted.  


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07/29/18 07:38:51PM
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Projection energies


Empath

https://mirror-of-my-soul.com/tag/twin-flames-islam/

here's a blog I found once and some of the theories raised in it are some that I personally had around twin flames, its what gave me some belief in perhaps that I did begin to believe in it, and ever since I have, actually started seeing the number 11, 111, 1111 continuously though I do not search for these numbers or pay much attention. I never experienced this last year, but only recently. and my daughter has a connection to these numbers in her DOB

any thoughts on this?

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07/29/18 07:03:05PM
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Telepathy


Psychic and Paranormal

I was diagnosed with schizophrenia because of the experiences I had and the people i'd opened up to, I don't mind sharing anything and ask away anything any one wants to understand, be happy to share

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07/29/18 07:01:32PM
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Santa muerte


Psychic and Paranormal

it was a bit of both, what would others have to say, If I believed she's an idol? a spirit. and what would others have to say on why people worship her? I like exploring stuff like this.

main reason was I believe and this is just a personal opinion, that for those who search for a higher power like god, or on the path of believing in one, I believe these idols also influence people who want to remain good, some to do with what she is associated with and some to do with how when when in life we're stuck in a rut, we turn to aids that we think might help us or relieve us of some of what we go through like drugs and alcohol and sometimes. im not being judgmental, and I have nothing against anyone utilising whatever helps them, but when it becomes an addiction or a permanent coping mechanism its hard to break those addictions, I kind of se it as we should have control of what we utilise to help us but it shouldn't have control over us, that way we feel free to utilise at our own individual discretion even if it is detrimental at some level, but at least that's a personal choice, with no judgement, but sympathy and understanding. 

but I also understand that she's associated on a broader spectrum of some of the political and controversial issues around the world were we have the likes of drug transportation and what not and all the branches this sort of stretches out to, and how it corrupts the world we live in and affects the lives of those involved by choice and not and how it destroys lives in so many ways, its something I want to go to deep into, just an understanding of how others feel about it and what it means to me where it may have some influence around the people I personally know

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07/29/18 06:04:04AM
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New energies


New Age

I wanted to add to this that I do have another theory that sometimes I think for physically sensitive empaths that sometimes, although we believe we are assigned people to help and empathise with and to continue to ascend the journey of higher consciousness, sometimes its a reminder of all the things we forget in life, when we sound superior to others or boastful, though no intent, we can take that on as karma and be reminded of our own weaknesses and how stronger people really are in theyre own physical bodies, mind and soul, and it goes in my personal beliefs in what continues to give us an excuse for not judging someone, and my own self contemplations though no one wants to here this lol but ima put it out there.

this is new to me so I have to talk about it, so I know how to deal with it, and hopefully other physical empaths can perhaps benefit too

a link for myself cause I always forget the names of each type of empath.

https://www.spiritualunite.com/articles/different-empath-types-which-one-are-you

I wanted to add to this that today I was meditating, and iv'e had this experience once before, and this is the 2nd time since then, thinking about a lot of stuff that's on my mind, I connected my heart or thoughts with someone, and I kept the focus on them, I felt my soul begin to leave my body, as if it was easy for it all to leave, but I started feeling really nauseous, the first time this happened, I didn't experience nauseousness, it was comfortable, and i was quite relaxed, this time however, as the dynamics in the atmosphere and around me changed, I began to feel the dynamics of my own physical body change, like I didn't have solidity in it, as if it was bending and stretching etc, it got too much so I stopped. what was this? is this how people astral travel? where would I have gone or what would of have happened to me? have others done this before? 

the first time I did this I travelled to where my tf was, before we'd known each other..


updated by @spiritualskies: 07/29/18 07:13:47PM
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07/28/18 09:14:04PM
240 posts

Projection energies


Empath

Self heal I still do through music, those walls are really tough to bring down so back to my high standards again till some people get it

What is it Ur sm's doing btw, and how do they manipulate the kids? 


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