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Hoofbeats
@hoofbeats
12/18/17 12:07:20AM
4 posts

Requesting a Love Reading Please


Request a Reading

Hello!

I feel ridiculous even posting this, but I have been extremely lonely lately, and desperately want to meet my soul-mate/future husband, and need advice/new perspective. I am a 23 year old woman, and have never been in a serious relationship before. I dated one guy, once, when I was 20, but he ended up not being my type. I knew after 2 weeks that it would not go anywhere, and I told him. He was really clingy, and it took me about 8 months to get him to stop bugging me constantly, and thinking I was sending him signals that I was interested in him (because he would bug me endlessly to hang out, and every couple of weeks I would agree because I felt bad). I eventually cut him off cold turkey because I got fed up, and he finally stopped trying to get a hold of me after a few weeks. I have not been on a date with anyone since.

I was raised in a very conservative Christian household, so dating was highly looked down upon, and I never learned how to flirt, or even interact with people of the opposite sex. I can also come across as shy, and I am introverted, so it is hard to find someone I "click" with, and it is even harder to "get out there."

I feel like my soul-mate is out there somewhere, and I keep feeling it is soon, but I'm afraid it is an illusion. I want love, I want companionship (my family disowned me, which probably doesn't help in the desperation field... mostly because my mom is a narc and I stopped playing her games), but I am afraid I am going to end up being single and alone my whole life.

I guess what I am looking for is some sort of confirmation that it is going to happen, or some sort of advice on what I need to do to find him. Anything you guys feel would honestly be great.

I've been told that I could flirt more, which I could, but I want to wait for Mr Right, and I want it to be special when I find it. I would hate to end up with the wrong person, and miss the right one because I'm with someone else.

Thank you so much!

-Hoofbeats

Here is an image (taken a couple weeks ago) just in case someone needs it.

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updated by @hoofbeats: 12/18/17 12:08:57AM
Hoofbeats
@hoofbeats
12/02/17 11:23:58AM
4 posts

Trapped in Webs W/ Spiders


Psychic and Paranormal

I don't have much time left to type (spent too long writing out my whole life story for Cheshire Cat this morning), so I will try to get a better response in tonight after work.  I am currently working on setting up a time to instant message Just-Stevie over Skype this week some time. We are going to get this stuff out and away from her for good. She's just got to hang in there until we do. Thanks Paul for your input! I agree, I don't think she's in any real danger either, I think they're just trying to scare her/stop her from reaching her potential. I once had it put to me this way by a dear friend of mine who said it was  because of "incipit retaliation" - which basically means they're trying to stop you before you even get started.

Anyways, I hope you all have a wonderful day!

-Hoofbeats


updated by @hoofbeats: 12/02/17 11:24:24AM
Hoofbeats
@hoofbeats
11/30/17 11:47:08PM
4 posts

Trapped in Webs W/ Spiders


Psychic and Paranormal

@Womanwhowalks

I've been bitten by these astral spiders too. I would keep an eye on the bite. I ended up having to go to the doctor over it for antibiotics as it swelled up and turned into a skin infection. (Maybe I'm wrong and it was something else, but I crunched it, and the carcass was nowhere to be found. It hurt like heck, and trust me, I spent over an hour looking for it so I wouldn't step on it again just in case). This bite happened in June, and they leave me alone now, but I would say be careful and keep an eye on it.

@Cheshire Cat

I suppose you can say I'm a light warrior, but I have been on a sort of hiatus for the past couple of years. Long story short, I was just starting to figure out my own abilities, but unfortunately my "mentor" at the time turned out to be someone other than who she was pretending to be, and sent her little minions (or big minions) after me to shut me off after I became too strong (I guess she saw me as a threat, or was jealous, I have no idea... She was a bit of a narc, or maybe even a psychopath, which is strange in an empath as strong as she was, but whatever). Of course, I trusted her, and didn't want to believe her capable of doing what she did so I was in denial for a long time, until after it was too late and they made a big mess of things. I've been on relapse for a little over a year, but I still can't do half the things I was able to do before she blocked everything. I feel like I'm almost there, and I've had several people (reliable sources) tell me that all of this junk will be gone, and I will be healed completely in time, but it's the patience part that's hard. I miss having my empath, and I miss being able to help people with the gifts I have. But I try to look at this as a season of resting, learning, and preparing for what's ahead, but for some reason I am drawn to the battle and am chomping on the bit more than a little, lol.

Sorry, I didn't mean zapping the portals with light, I meant the spiders. I don't know how to close the portals on my own, but I do have help if I need to shut one. From what I've gathered, there's certain words that need to be said to shut it, and then the whole door and its connections need burned. Again, I don't know the details, but I've watched enough of them get shut that I have a general idea as to how it's done, lol. As for the spiders, I've either gotten rid of them by zapping them with light, by crushing them with a light shield, or when I'm strong enough, I'm able to create a sword made out of light. It seems to work pretty well against most things, and I've found that if I push some extra light energy through it, I can get the stronger entities to explode too. Like I said, I've had to lay off of most fighting the past couple of years (I've had to leave it to my guardians), but this worked very well for me in the past, and still works in a pinch now.

I hope all this helps :)

Hoofbeats
@hoofbeats
11/30/17 09:52:28AM
4 posts

Trapped in Webs W/ Spiders


Psychic and Paranormal

Yes, for some reason portals do seem to open up in bedrooms. I think something about it being where we sleep, and where we are most open to those sorts of things make it easier for them to get in in the first place. I'm going to be helping Just Stevie clear things out this week, and I will get some assistance to close the portals. I don't think smudging is going to help much in her case. I've never smudged, and I don't think these entities like it, but their hold is pretty strong, and I think it's going to take different measures to get rid of them. I've dealt with this type of creature before (I've had them try to creep in my house and make little homes), but have always gotten rid of them before it turned into an infestation. They're not too hard to deal with, just shoot them with some light and they explode (hehe), but again, I think it's the number of these critters that it'll make it more difficult.

By any chance, is the man about 5'7", sort of floaty looking, robbed in a very dark blue (almost black), and has no distinguished face? I am just curious here, but I have seen others that look like that, and that's always the picture that comes to mind when you mention him.