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Hoofbeats
@hoofbeats
07/26/18 10:41:13PM
9 posts



I would say a part of myself lives constantly in the spirit world as well. Because a lot of my abilities were shut off, and a lot of them still are, I am not always aware of what it is doing, and unless I consciously do things, or focus on what it is experiencing, I think it sort of just floats around within my soul-area.

One thing to remember, is that we're all spirit beings. Our bodies are temporary homes for our spirits and souls. Being sensitive can lead to being in touch with our spirit self. I think we all dwell on the spiritual plane at some level, however, not many people are aware, or even would be able to become aware of it. I think a lot of it has to do with our own nature, how sensitive we our to the spirit, and how open minded we are to receiving such things. Some people have natural inclinations and gifting in the area... others... not so much. To me, it makes total sense that a part of yourself exists there, because it would only be natural. As human beings, I think we focus more on our flesh bodies rather the portion of our spirit that is also just as strong (if not stronger) yet seen as unknown or dormant.

As for your friend, I would exercise caution. A lot of the times spirits can present themselves one way, and be something totally different. I have learned this the hard way many times. I am constantly testing spirits (even those who claim they are God, or another spirit that I am used to conversing with), to make sure that they are a spirit that serves God. Some are very deceptive, and take on the form of another as disguise. While I am open-minded, the scenario you present is not one I am familiar with, and with all things unfamiliar, I say be super careful. There is a lot of good stuff, as well as very bad stuff, and it is a matter of discernment (and experience) to know the truth.

Hoofbeats
@hoofbeats
04/23/18 04:32:37PM
9 posts

I need help or something/anything


Empath

Thank you so much! I will be sure to take a look. Hopefully some of what he says helps. Right now I just feel like an ant lost in an ocean, and I have no idea how to get to shore, or even how to get afloat if that makes sense.

Hoofbeats
@hoofbeats
04/23/18 04:13:29PM
9 posts

Requesting a Love Reading Please


Request a Reading

Hey, I'm sorry this took me so long to get back to. I sort of dropped off the face of the earth due to life and really bad depression. Thank you for your input and advice. I appreciate it! I've been trying to get out there a bit, but I haven't had any sort of luck yet. Hopefully something will change soon. Once again, thank you, and hope you have a wonderful day!

Hoofbeats
@hoofbeats
04/23/18 04:06:46PM
9 posts

I need help or something/anything


Empath

Hey guys,

I'm sorry I keep dropping off the face of the earth, I've just gotten to the point where I feel useless to help anyone or do anything. I feel bad for letting everyone down, and I'm sorry I couldn't do better.

That being said, I need some kind of advice/input/something. I've been trying to get a hold of people for days, but it seems everyone thought it would be a good idea to ditch me at the same time. I don't really have family, or very many close friends, but you would think someone would be around when you need help? Nope.

I've been trying to get my empath back for three years now. It used to be very strong, and I could feel things very clearly and was beginning to see. Well, it turned out that my mentor was not as good of a person as she said she was, and sent some bad entities after me to shut me off. I thought it was my fault at the time, but I since learned that it wasn't me, but rather her going on some sort of a power trip.

Anyways, after about a year of trying to figure out what was going on, I finally figured out some ways to fix it, where it got worse for a while, and then I reached out. I found a healer, who is now a very good friend and we've been working together to heal each other in the best way that we can. Most of the bad things are gone (I think), and I feel better and lighter than I have most of my life (if ever), but I still can't feel much at all.

Please also note, that while the mentor sent some bad stuff after me, I had bad stuff attached before this happened too, just not as bad or nearly as much.

Well here I am, three years later, stuck again. I have not gotten my empath back, and I am basically running low on hope. I have really lost faith in all aspects. Sure, I feel better overall, but I am starting to wonder if I lost everything else. Every time I try to hope for something, have some sort of dream or plan it comes crashing down. I gave up all hope of having my gifts come back, of having some sort of purpose (I thought I was supposed to do something tied into my gifts, but since I can't seem to get them back, I'm just sitting here wasting time), having someone to fall in love with, etc. It's one thing after another after another. It's like I get a teaser of something good, and as soon as I start to see a glimmer of light it's all taken away. It's crushing, and I feel like I will never be able to attain any sort of goodness in my life. It's that way with stepping out in faith to help someone too. Several times I thought God was pushing me to help someone, and so I would reach out in faith. Not only did I make their situation worse, but I gave them reason to give up hope. Makes me feel pretty terrible.

Besides my empath, I finally thought I found my soulmate/twin flame. I had been praying about him for quite a while. I haven't dated much, or ever had a boyfriend, but I kept getting the answer "soon." I even had a couple of very clear visions about him and I doing stuff. I just brushed them off as tricks of the mind... especially since nothing seems able to go right for me, but lo and behold! He walked into work for an interview about two weeks later! I was floored, ecstatic. I didn't really allow myself to hope for a while, but when he got hired, I actually reached out to talk to him. Found out he was 5 years younger (19), and very quiet, but I am quiet too, so that was no big deal. After about a month of talking to him (he is very nice), I decided to ask him to coffee. It was a hard move, but I had been praying about it, and thought it was ok. I felt a lot of positivity about it despite my fears. Finally, I asked him, and his initial answer was yes. I thought that maybe things were looking up, and I allowed myself some hope and happiness that I had not felt in a very long time.

Well as life would have it, I got to be the butt of the joke again. About an hour later, I get a text from him, with an apology for the confusion, and saying that he already had a girlfriend. As much as I hate to say this, this sent me in a nosedive. This was the last thing I allowed myself to hope for. I have already been trying to find reasons to stay alive, and now I'm afraid that I will also be alone forever. I had already been depressed, but this was my last straw.

I've been trying to have faith that something good will happen for me. I really don't allow myself to hope or look forward to anything anymore since I know how that ends. But now, I just... I don't know. I need help, advice, or something. I can't keep going on like this. I want to be healed, I don't want to be lonely, I want to feel like I have some sort of purpose in life, and I want to help people. I'm sorry for all the negativity, I hate being like this (I used to be a pretty positive and upbeat person), but I don't know how much longer I can keep going down this road.

Thanks in advance :)


updated by @hoofbeats: 09/24/18 09:17:47AM
Hoofbeats
@hoofbeats
02/14/18 11:54:55AM
9 posts

A New Twist to Old Trap


Psychic and Paranormal

I am sorry to everyone I went MIA on. I have been going through some changes in my life, and I am still not sure how I'm taking them. I feel very useless here Stevie, as I am still trapped in myself, and I have no idea what to do or where to go anymore. Again, I apologize for disappearing.

@Paul When you see this, I have asked for them to allow your help if you are willing. If you are, you might find that they will allow you to now. I am sorry, I tried, but with the current limits I have on everything right now, nothing that I can do does much more than make things worse. Just let us know. Thank you!

Hoofbeats
@hoofbeats
12/18/17 12:07:20AM
9 posts

Requesting a Love Reading Please


Request a Reading

Hello!

I feel ridiculous even posting this, but I have been extremely lonely lately, and desperately want to meet my soul-mate/future husband, and need advice/new perspective. I am a 23 year old woman, and have never been in a serious relationship before. I dated one guy, once, when I was 20, but he ended up not being my type. I knew after 2 weeks that it would not go anywhere, and I told him. He was really clingy, and it took me about 8 months to get him to stop bugging me constantly, and thinking I was sending him signals that I was interested in him (because he would bug me endlessly to hang out, and every couple of weeks I would agree because I felt bad). I eventually cut him off cold turkey because I got fed up, and he finally stopped trying to get a hold of me after a few weeks. I have not been on a date with anyone since.

I was raised in a very conservative Christian household, so dating was highly looked down upon, and I never learned how to flirt, or even interact with people of the opposite sex. I can also come across as shy, and I am introverted, so it is hard to find someone I "click" with, and it is even harder to "get out there."

I feel like my soul-mate is out there somewhere, and I keep feeling it is soon, but I'm afraid it is an illusion. I want love, I want companionship (my family disowned me, which probably doesn't help in the desperation field... mostly because my mom is a narc and I stopped playing her games), but I am afraid I am going to end up being single and alone my whole life.

I guess what I am looking for is some sort of confirmation that it is going to happen, or some sort of advice on what I need to do to find him. Anything you guys feel would honestly be great.

I've been told that I could flirt more, which I could, but I want to wait for Mr Right, and I want it to be special when I find it. I would hate to end up with the wrong person, and miss the right one because I'm with someone else.

Thank you so much!

-Hoofbeats

Here is an image (taken a couple weeks ago) just in case someone needs it.

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updated by @hoofbeats: 12/18/17 12:08:57AM
Hoofbeats
@hoofbeats
12/02/17 11:23:58AM
9 posts

Trapped in Webs W/ Spiders


Psychic and Paranormal

I don't have much time left to type (spent too long writing out my whole life story for Cheshire Cat this morning), so I will try to get a better response in tonight after work.  I am currently working on setting up a time to instant message Just-Stevie over Skype this week some time. We are going to get this stuff out and away from her for good. She's just got to hang in there until we do. Thanks Paul for your input! I agree, I don't think she's in any real danger either, I think they're just trying to scare her/stop her from reaching her potential. I once had it put to me this way by a dear friend of mine who said it was  because of "incipit retaliation" - which basically means they're trying to stop you before you even get started.

Anyways, I hope you all have a wonderful day!

-Hoofbeats


updated by @hoofbeats: 12/02/17 11:24:24AM
Hoofbeats
@hoofbeats
11/30/17 11:47:08PM
9 posts

Trapped in Webs W/ Spiders


Psychic and Paranormal

@Womanwhowalks

I've been bitten by these astral spiders too. I would keep an eye on the bite. I ended up having to go to the doctor over it for antibiotics as it swelled up and turned into a skin infection. (Maybe I'm wrong and it was something else, but I crunched it, and the carcass was nowhere to be found. It hurt like heck, and trust me, I spent over an hour looking for it so I wouldn't step on it again just in case). This bite happened in June, and they leave me alone now, but I would say be careful and keep an eye on it.

@Cheshire Cat

I suppose you can say I'm a light warrior, but I have been on a sort of hiatus for the past couple of years. Long story short, I was just starting to figure out my own abilities, but unfortunately my "mentor" at the time turned out to be someone other than who she was pretending to be, and sent her little minions (or big minions) after me to shut me off after I became too strong (I guess she saw me as a threat, or was jealous, I have no idea... She was a bit of a narc, or maybe even a psychopath, which is strange in an empath as strong as she was, but whatever). Of course, I trusted her, and didn't want to believe her capable of doing what she did so I was in denial for a long time, until after it was too late and they made a big mess of things. I've been on relapse for a little over a year, but I still can't do half the things I was able to do before she blocked everything. I feel like I'm almost there, and I've had several people (reliable sources) tell me that all of this junk will be gone, and I will be healed completely in time, but it's the patience part that's hard. I miss having my empath, and I miss being able to help people with the gifts I have. But I try to look at this as a season of resting, learning, and preparing for what's ahead, but for some reason I am drawn to the battle and am chomping on the bit more than a little, lol.

Sorry, I didn't mean zapping the portals with light, I meant the spiders. I don't know how to close the portals on my own, but I do have help if I need to shut one. From what I've gathered, there's certain words that need to be said to shut it, and then the whole door and its connections need burned. Again, I don't know the details, but I've watched enough of them get shut that I have a general idea as to how it's done, lol. As for the spiders, I've either gotten rid of them by zapping them with light, by crushing them with a light shield, or when I'm strong enough, I'm able to create a sword made out of light. It seems to work pretty well against most things, and I've found that if I push some extra light energy through it, I can get the stronger entities to explode too. Like I said, I've had to lay off of most fighting the past couple of years (I've had to leave it to my guardians), but this worked very well for me in the past, and still works in a pinch now.

I hope all this helps :)

Hoofbeats
@hoofbeats
11/30/17 09:52:28AM
9 posts

Trapped in Webs W/ Spiders


Psychic and Paranormal

Yes, for some reason portals do seem to open up in bedrooms. I think something about it being where we sleep, and where we are most open to those sorts of things make it easier for them to get in in the first place. I'm going to be helping Just Stevie clear things out this week, and I will get some assistance to close the portals. I don't think smudging is going to help much in her case. I've never smudged, and I don't think these entities like it, but their hold is pretty strong, and I think it's going to take different measures to get rid of them. I've dealt with this type of creature before (I've had them try to creep in my house and make little homes), but have always gotten rid of them before it turned into an infestation. They're not too hard to deal with, just shoot them with some light and they explode (hehe), but again, I think it's the number of these critters that it'll make it more difficult.

By any chance, is the man about 5'7", sort of floaty looking, robbed in a very dark blue (almost black), and has no distinguished face? I am just curious here, but I have seen others that look like that, and that's always the picture that comes to mind when you mention him.