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LaviniaRose2014
@laviniarose2014
06/29/17 07:31:56AM
3 posts

Help! I would like a reading on my Marriage


Request a Reading

Hello,

I'm new here, but I've been struggling with a feeling of separation from my husband. I feel like we aren't connected, and maybe never were. I'm unaware if this is just self doubt, a lull in or relationship, or if I'm right, and what I can do to deepen that connection. Maybe that connection will just never be there, in which case, I'm not sure how to proceed. I can pm you a photo and my DOB if you need it.

Thank You,

A


updated by @laviniarose2014: 11/08/17 11:22:35AM
LaviniaRose2014
@laviniarose2014
06/29/17 06:53:36AM
3 posts

Questioning The Empath-Narcissist Connection


Empath

I'm a little late to the discussion here, but my mother is a Narcissist. The thing is she exhibits traits of an empath as well. She even SEEMS to be spiritually advanced, which makes me doubt what I know. She has some mental problems that have not be diagnosed, one in particular being bipolar disorder. Growing up with her, I acted VERY much like her. It wasn't until I set boundaries with her and moved away that I began to see myself as my own person. It was like the difference between total darkness and day time. I have I thought for years I was crazy, that I was a bad person. I have so much anger about this situation. I had to lose one parent and the universe saw that the other one had mental diseases that never really allowed her to be a parent.  Nevermind the fact that I believe I chose my parents before being reborn here on earth... I didn't mean to ramble on about my situation, but I just find it curious so many of us seem to have grown up with narcissistic parents, or are attracted to relationships with narcissists.

I've just recently, in the last 5-6 years, begun to realize when I'm picking up on someone else's feelings, rather than taking them on as my own. Partly because of the realization that once I was away from my mother I was a completely different person. It made me realize that I was picking up on her energy, and the energy of others around me. Maybe that is why the narcissist/empath connection is so strong. Maybe they are here to teach us about ourselves and our abilities.

LaviniaRose2014
@laviniarose2014
06/28/17 08:26:41AM
3 posts

Soul recognition... or infatuation?


New Age

There is an artist that I first discovered 10 years ago before he was famous. When I first saw him I experienced this very strange feeling in the pit of my stomach, but wrote it off to the fact that he was pretty good looking. After that, the few times I heard his music that same feeling would take over me like a black hole. Over the years I've not listened to his music, purchased an album, or seen him perform. Mostly because every time I hear his voice, whether he is singing or talking, I experience this ridiculous sadness, and a feeling of loss, longing and loneliness, even though I'm in a committed relationship and love my husband very much. Recently, he has been on the radio more often as his singles are getting more traction, and I have to turn the station when his songs come on. They make me feel like my relationship, which I'm usually quite content with, is missing some type of connection I can't quite put my finger on. He's gained weight and isn't as attractive to me anymore, but I still feel this catch in my heart, in my stomach, like I know him intimately.  Women fall all over him, which disgusts me by the way, so I can't decide if I'm just a reluctant fan girl, if we were somehow connected in a past life, or if I just pick up the feelings he expresses when he sings. When I was 10 I wanted to marry Justin Timberlake after all. How do I know if this is some grade school infatuation, or if I truly recognize him?


updated by @laviniarose2014: 10/29/17 11:29:15AM