Long post... But does anyone Relate?
Sorry you are experiencing this. You either understand an empath or you don't, and I think the core of being an empath is based on being gifted by Jesus, in my opinion, with true understanding of and a capacity for the spiritual realm.
We are very sensitive people in many ways and pick up things alot of people shrug off as nonsense.
Do you feel misunderstood, like people think you are crazy, but at the same time they know deep down the things you rattle off are correct but don't want to admit.
Sometimes I feel convicted by the Holy Spirit bc I feel bad about being judgy, so I try to be careful, but also have an extremely high regard for truth, purpose and meaning.
If you are struggling with your emotions, and you have not met JESUS Christ, please give him a try. I believe in him with all my heart, and believing he is the most important thing in this world and beyond have seriously changed my heart, mind, life and perspective. I know how you feel to be struggling to find friends. I am at a point in my life where everyone close to me have betrayed my trust and I was forced to give my life over to Jesus bc I couldn't handle the pain and hurt anymore of holding people on such a pedastle, that it destroyed my peace. Let people go and seek Jesus Christ. This world is fading away by the minute...he is calling you, will you answer? Best regards, mc2kingdom