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AlexisW
@alexisw
07/17/17 05:58:40AM
14 posts

Crazy dream and visions


Psychic and Paranormal

@hermes. I have no problem with that. I'm glad that you shared your views. It really makes a lot more sense now. I haven't thought about all the realms that can be included with dreams and visions and what you said just opened up a whole new world for me. What you said about looking internally was ... wow... I have no words for that but everything you wrote gave me an inner peace I have been searching for for a while and I want to thank you for that. 

I have a lot to say but I have no words; just thank you for opening my mind to more possibilities and places to explore when I feel lost with no answers. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
07/15/17 03:19:32PM
14 posts

Important Advice Needed


Healers

Indigo Dog:

Blessings to you and your Mom @alexsisw. It is OK to do nothing sometimes. If you are not feeling inspired to do your usual healing, feeling blocked or just backed up with resistance, just take a beat. Step back from the whole situaltion and emotionally, spiritually let go of it. Sometimes being really invested and upset and putting a strangle hold on the situalion that you do not want can create big blocks. This struggle might be an important lesson for you both. A little life's contrast and hardship can really be the springboard and motivation for a person. Be at ease about all this and stand back to let God do the details.

Wow, that got me to tear up a little. I usually know this but maybe just choose to forget because it's my mom and she's my everything. Thankfully she is okay now. Still not where she needs to be but with enough prayer, she'll be fine. I know these sort of things are not always in our hands and we must stand back; it's hard but also something we need to do. That you all for the support and kind words. Feel much better and my healing has also slowly started to come back so I guess it was stress related. XD 

Thanks a lot. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
07/15/17 03:13:55PM
14 posts

Important Advice Needed


Healers

Goodenergyhealing:
AlexisW:

Thank you very much. I usually do enough cleansing but with all the stuff going around and what's been happening I totally forgot to do it. 

I simply creatd a 'standing order/ plead' and ask for: '24/7 healings, cleansings, protections and recharges. As much as necessary possible, available and sensible!', that way it dfoes not matter if I forget :)))

(here a link too to a kinda all encompassing prayer (IMO) - http://www.alexander-king.com/meditatons-and-prayers/2015/11/9/the-perfect-prayer)

Thank you very much, will check it out. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
07/14/17 05:41:53AM
14 posts

Important Advice Needed


Healers

Thank you very much. I usually do enough cleansing but with all the stuff going around and what's been happening I totally forgot to do it. 

It's really interesting to know what different 'blocks' you can get (and the changes your energy goes through to make you stronger) if you don't care for your energy and body.  

Thanks for the info. Appreciate it.  

AlexisW
@alexisw
07/13/17 07:12:31AM
14 posts

Important Advice Needed


Healers

Hi guys. 

So, I know I'm a healer. Can help with pain; emotional and physical, but the last few months I've been 'blocked' if you can call it that. It usually comes to me naturally when someone needs it. I can still feel it but can't do anything to help that person. 

This is where I ask for some help or any advice on how to unlock it again. My mom really needs it right now and I feel helpless. I don't know what to do. 

Thanks. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
07/12/17 05:01:46AM
14 posts

Does trauma enhance our abilities?


Empath

I was born with the ability like @hop-daddy said, but every traumatic event you go through it makes it stronger or easier to control. (For me anyway) Some events may make it hard to accept/tone down on what you are feeling. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
06/20/17 05:01:54AM
14 posts

Crazy dream and visions


Psychic and Paranormal

Thank you, I will go and take a look. And it's true, my family doesn't know as well and they always come to me to talk. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
06/17/17 03:06:39PM
14 posts

Crazy dream and visions


Psychic and Paranormal

@hop-daddy

It will be strange if I picked up on something that happened. Maybe of what is to come but I don't know. I'm sure I'll find out soon enough. 

I know exactly what you're experiencing with ghosts. I got used to ignoring them because I know not all of them have bad intentions. 

I do keep notes of my dreams and visions and can now luckily tell what's real and not. Now for a few years so it's not that bad that why this dream bothered me so much. and thank you I will share more I'm just so used to keeping everything to myself and this is the first and only place I feel safe to share.  

No, I am not using any protection crystals. The reason is that well my mother has a strict view on religion and anything that doesn't follow her view she doesn't accept. I taught myself to like, it feels like I am creating a barrier/shield around myself when it gets too overwhelming (it feels warm and fuzzy and has a sort of light blue color) and it has never failed me really. but I will definitely keep that in mind to try something else because the shield thing can tire me out quickly. 

I haven't seen Ghost Town but will take some time to watch it. Once again thank you very much for your time. You are really a great person :D 

AlexisW
@alexisw
06/17/17 07:45:46AM
14 posts

Crazy dream and visions


Psychic and Paranormal

@hop-daddy. At first, I didn't understand or believe in my visions when I'm awake or not, but my first scary vision was when my uncle died after a car accident. I was doing my homework and I just zoned out and saw how the breath left him, I told my mother immediately after and about ten minutes later his wife called us and told us the news. Since then it was always serious whenI got a vision. It was quiet for a few months, almost a year and then this dream and stuff. Usually, a vision or dream never really stays with me a long time but this, I don't know, it's too real for me. I couldn't tell at first if it was a dream or not and I was shaking when I woke up. And now that you mention it I am usually a part of every vision and dream I get not just an observer. It will be nice to hear what @hermes and the others think of it. 

As for the ghosts and voices. I never hear the exact words but I know when I was little I always heard a little girl whispering "Help me..." I don't hear words now just mumbles but it kinda lets me think back to that time. I know for a fact that my emotions don't affect the ghosts in our home, they never did. Only when I am really really angry but otherwise it's just silent. I wish what you say about my gifts strengthening are true but I always heard these things around me sometimes muffled sometimes loud. I've gotten so used to it that it is a buzz in the background of my daily life. Why I mentioned it here is because it's like they are trying to warn me or they are unsettled by something but that's just how I feel I may be wrong. 

 I can type about a lot of stuff that has been happening lately around me but would rather keep it to myself. But yeah I am really restless and anxious the last few weeks because of the dream and other things. 

But anyway thanks a lot for commenting and sharing your dream with me as well. I really appreciate it. It feels nice to talk to someone who understands and doesn't think I'm crazy XD. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
06/16/17 03:13:01PM
14 posts

Crazy dream and visions


Psychic and Paranormal

@hop-daddy... Yes, it is pretty scary but I'm trying to stay as calm as possible throughout the day. I do have a history of having visions since I was a little kid of about 6years old and most of them come true and I can see ghosts since I can remember. I don't have kids living with me, it's just my mom and me. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
06/16/17 07:17:06AM
14 posts

Crazy dream and visions


Psychic and Paranormal

Hi guys. I've been thinking for a while before I posted this and it was hard to start typing this and actually put what has been happening into words but here it is. 

About 3 weeks ago I had this recurring dream. I was in my mother's house, walking into the living room I hear these loud booming noises and the ground shakes. There are 3 other people in the room with me. I frown at them but continue further into the living room. Then I see white flashes outside and hurry to the back door to take a look. The flashes look like lightning hitting the ground but it's everywhere and with every time it hits the ground the ground shakes almost as if it's a bomb being dropped. I screamed and fell to the ground, covering my head and having a full blown panic attack because it's like a paranormal war going on outside. A guy that was in the room with me crouches next to me and pulls me into a sitting position, strangely I feel safe when he is near and calm down a little. He looks concerned and asks what's wrong. I stare back at him with tears in my eyes like, can't you see all this happening outside? I look around at the other people in the room and they all just stare at me and it's then that I realize that I'm the only one feeling and seeing the flashes and shaking of the ground and then I wake up. 

After this dream, there were all these places that started to burn. (Like the situation in Cape Town, if you heard about it) Buildings exploding, houses burning down etc. and every time I see flames all that goes into my head and keeps repeating is the words: "The world will perish in fire and sulfur." Over and over it keeps repeating for about a minute then silence. Sometimes I will see the fire burning the earth, almost like a vision but not entirely. 

I tried to shut it off but nothing seems to help. Then when I'm busy at my computer at night or even when I am reading before going to bed; I hear soft whispers outside or in the house. Sometimes there are children yelling but it's far away. 

So I'm slowly starting to think I'm going crazy and I just thought well, I want to share this with you guys, you'll understand. So anyone who knows what this might mean or just to tell me I'm not alone. I will appreciate it a lot. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
05/19/17 04:13:53AM
14 posts

Accepting someone


Empath

@womanwhowalks thank you very much. I haven't thought about that. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
05/14/17 08:15:24AM
14 posts

Accepting someone


Empath

Thanks a lot you guys. @cat-whisperer I will definitely check out the link and the Survival Guide. I mostly know how to shield myself but sometimes it just feels impossible. 

Well, luckily she moved out yesterday after a huge fight between her and my brother. Her reasons for leaving was that my mom and I are the reason that she is leaving. My brother and she are still in a relationship and I can feel that she is abusing the relationship and lying to him but there is nothing I can do about it. 

The situation in the house needs to adjust to her not being here but right now it's not really better, in fact, it's worse in a way, but I just hope it'll get better with time. 

Thanks for your support and advice

AlexisW
@alexisw
05/12/17 03:29:49PM
14 posts

Accepting someone


Empath

Hi all. 

I am new here and have been reading through a lot of the post and I can really say you guys give really good advice and I already feel at home here. 

Okay, so here is my story. Four months ago my brother got a girlfriend and she came to visit for a week (they only knew each other over Facebook and this was their first meeting). When she got here I instantly disliked her and got a weird feeling that she is hiding something. I told myself it's just because it's my brother's girlfriend and I was usually like that at first with all his girlfriends but something just told me to listen to my feelings. After the week's "visit" she "lost her job" and my brother asked my mother if she can live with us. My mother didn't say yes immediately at first but agreed after a few days. 

Everything was fine the first two weeks, she was closed off and rarely talked to any of us. Then she and my brother got into fights, like daily. She got a job a month after living with us but never got pay, which I don't really understand, then the owner of the business closed the place after a week and she was jobless again. Anyway, the point of my story is that I am calm when she is not near me but anytime she is at home I feel like exploding, yelling at her to go away or just I don't know be rude to her that she can leave. I just know she is going to hurt my brother she has been lying since he met her and when I talk to him about it, he just can't understand that I cannot accept her into my haven, my home and allow her to disturb my peaceful and loving family. Ever since she got here we fight almost every day about small stupid things and she and my brother also fights about their relationship and trust. 

Do you have any advice for me on what to do? I am just completely hopeless and sad at the moment. 


updated by @alexisw: 09/20/17 07:59:34PM