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AlexisW
@alexisw
11/17/18 02:13:01AM
32 posts

Lost


Empath

@hop-daddy that saying is so absolutely true. Thank you for the support and courage. I love reading your comments for they always make me feel loved and supported. 

@michelle I can't say how much I appreciate your comment! I did the exercise and I feel so much better. Actually, I did it three times since reading the post. :D I usually did something similar when I was younger but I totally forgot about it as I turned more to the world and tried to distance myself from who and what I really am. Thank you, as well, for the support. Thank you for the advice, I will keep it close to me and always think back on it when I'm feeling down. And yes, I don't know the age of most here but at 21, it feels like I'm the youngest lol. 

I have so much to say but just know I am thankful for the advice, quotes and just the support you guys give, not just for me but for others as well. 

Lots of love  

AlexisW
@alexisw
11/16/18 12:06:43PM
32 posts

Lost


Empath

@womanwhowalks

Thank you. Sorry I took this long to reply, been a few busy days. I do not clear myself from connections. I tried it a few times with links I gathered here and my own research but nothing seems to work. I tried grounding myself and other things but I can't seem to remove emotions that I know are not my own. (I dont know if that is worded correctly but I'm sure you will understand.) 

Okay haha there is so much to read and as I read I'm going to try my best in mentioning stuff that came to mind. 

First of all @michelle wow, I can't get the words to explain how much the piece you wrote got me right in the gut. Since I can remember, I have been fighting the dark. I have very different empathic skills, abilities, whatever you want to call them. But there are just curtain times I am able to use them and never more than one at a time. I have seen ghost and demons and so much more and there are things that I wish I never saw and experienced that still scars me when I think about it. I also do not try to contact dead relatives thru mediums or others and never will for it is against my beliefs. I found out at age 16 that I am an Empath and not many years have passed since then. I am still relatively new but I feel so much older and experienced than my age.

michelle: @hop-daddy Sure I'm off my life path. I was slapped down most horrifically. It runied my health. I'm not going to repeat it here....you can find my story @ the recent thread, Can Empaths be Narcissists? I take a darker view of this world than most. It's not all Light and Love here. I am in agreement with the ancient and modern Gnostics that this world is run by a corrupted, demented demiurge. I'm an older empath and have know since youth what I am. I was born with much of my memory intact as to who I really am. I could see myself as a Light being as a toddler...and yes my human memory goes back that far. Before I go on, I want the younger, more impressionable members to understand that you may be here to purely shine your light in a dark world. Psychic powers do not equal enlightenment; so if you are weak or nonexistent in them, it's ok. I believe Elise mentioned this earlier at the creation of this community. Your empathic skills are sorely needed in our world. That said, my spirit is more of a warrior one. I have not only seen ghosts but also demons. They have messed with me since childhood. When one comes into this world as a bright light, it is known. And it was the dark that slapped me to the curb. I do not have a fasination with such things...I do not try to contact dead relatives thru mediums or others. I do not give interest to most channelings for unless the channel is very pure, it can be hijacked by negatives or corrupted thru the channel's belief system/outlook/whatever. I believe I came here as part of the cleanup crew for lack of a better description. My life as an empath is the brighter side of my life; knowing when others needed an extended hand to pull them up or a compasionate ear...tbey've come out of the woodwork all my life. Dealing with the dark is not for the faint of heart and I sometimes wonder what was I thinking before I came here?!!! Don't worry, I'm still standing and maybe I'm just recooping my energies for something else. Until then, I'm quite happy to be that nice lady who always seems to know when you're feeling bad and can brighten someone's day with a smile or kind words.

I wanted to answer you all one by one but there's just too much to say haha. 

I do want to mention though, I read it somewhere in all the words and comments haha, about the dark world or something like that where light and dark spirits are waging war... I had a few months where I would get glimpses of another world, burned out and fighting everyone beings that I have not seen. It has been a horror for me. I would see it as clear as if I am there myself. I would do normal things like listen to music or draw when I get this sharp pain in my head and then with a flash i'm staring at this ruined place, a battlefield of sorts. but right in my own backyard. I have not experienced that again after those few months but I still get other vision and sounds and zone out at times. 

I guess I needed to post this for a reason to talk about what has really bothered me. I know, just know deep in my bones that I am meant for more. I know I have all these different gifts but when I truly need them, I feel them running through my veins only to stop not showing, not helping. I've been pulled into the dark far too many times and every time I got out I felt like some part of me was left behind and a part of my light faded. I have days that i'm not just depressed but broken, shattered and I can't help but feel unwanted. I would cry, there was even a time when I self-harmed (I don't do it anymore so no worries) but I just couldn't and still dont understand why everyone I care about left me, all those I loved, all my friends, everyone... My mother and brother are still there sure, and i love them to bits but outside of that? Where do I go? 

Even in this community, with everyone so special and unique and just so precious in this world, i feel like I'm left out somewhere, like I don't even fit here. Anonymous as I am to every one of you... I admit, I dont read everything on the community, I don't always have time.

Sorry for this super dramatic and gloomy post but I just needed to get it out somewhere without being judged, without being said i'm crazy. That some of you will understand the things I see and emotions i go through every day and people never accepting that I am also human and can be sad or angry without needing to explain every simple thing so they can understand.   

AlexisW
@alexisw
11/12/18 01:29:45AM
32 posts

Lost


Empath

Hi guys, 

So, reading the title you can already guess what this is about. 

I am super lost. I don't know what to do with my life. Where I am and what I am doing now is not at all what I want myself doing in the future. I feel like every choice I make is wrong, every step I take should have been in the other direction. I want to study again but have no idea what subject? Where to go in the future. Even when playing guitar or writing song or stories, it just doesn't make sense, doesn't fit with what is in my mind. I'm depressed and anxious and just don't know what to do. How to get out of this funk and get a sense of direction. 

I just don't know which way to go.... 

Why do I feel like this? Any advice would be appreciated...

Oh and lately people don't listen to me at all. Like I would give advice or answer a question and I would be ignored or just shut down because I', not "right". Even sometimes when I am talking, it would be as if no one is listening. Sometimes they would just start talking like I am not in the middle of a sentence or talk just after I finished with a total different topic and be answered by whoever is around. Weird right? 


updated by @alexisw: 11/19/18 06:58:56PM
AlexisW
@alexisw
11/12/18 01:20:44AM
32 posts

How do you deal with having a crush on someone ?


Empath

@sandy-8  

As far as I know, yes, it is an empath thing. I had a crush on a guy even though he just wanted to be a friend. It broke my heart and after 5 years he is married. Though, every time I see him my heart will still go wild and the whole day afterwards, my thoughts would be of him. 

I don't know why, but it just happens to us. It's what being an empath is. Feelings sometimes overwhelm us and it's hard to sort out out thoughts. 

Sometimes, as I have experienced, it would feel like a crush but actually it's just this really intense feeling that connects an emotion from him to you or you to him. something you have in common. Something you have to help him out with or just one of those people who had to cross your path. 

I hope that you will find the answer. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
11/02/18 12:22:04AM
32 posts

No name.


Arts

@curious-child

I usually don't like poetry (maybe because I haven't read those that really mean something or because I interpret them wrong) but wow. I really love this. It is great. 

Thanks for sharing 

AlexisW
@alexisw
11/01/18 02:25:06AM
32 posts

Staring


Empath

Lol, I didn't expect all these comments on the post. I am so glad I am not the only one that is struggling with this. 

Like you guys said with the babies. My brother's little girl had a very hard time a year ago with sleeping. Always cried before going to bed then waking up and crying again for hours on end and neither my brother or his wife understood what was wrong. 

She was shy towards me at first but give or take an hour and she will be all over me, hugging me or sitting next to me, just so that some part of her could touch me. I immediately knew that she had a ghost following her, I would say it was a bad one but she was very afraid and had the worst dreams but would not talk to about it with her parents. She is four now so even if she wanted to talk a few years back she couldn't. That weekend we visited my brother, I slept by her bedside and sang her to sleep and since then she was very calm. 

So yes, our empath 'ablities' are great towards children and even adults. 

I just dont like the staring at all, like @aiden said, it's like they are searching for that something that makes us different. I don't like different. Even as a empath where we see and feel so much that doesn't always make sense. No one knows that I am a empath and I would like to keep it that way. It's just, people judging, searching for faults, etc. It makes me anxious and depressed. 

I love babies and when they stare it is cute but from the age three and upward, I get uncomfortable. I don't like that people can feel something different about me. I was always on my own at school, knew a lot a people sure, but know one really knew how to talk to me. 

I got send to a psychologist when a ghost popped up and scream at me when I was 12, as I walked into class. I refused to go to school for a week and since then, well there is a long story behind it all, but I was always stared at, have always been judge at other's standards and been yelled at for not being normal or acting strange or "Why can't you just be a normal kid?" kind of thing. 

So the staring... I don't like it. Never have. Some people stare because they want to show their dominance and to that I will stand up to. Especially with the one guy I work with. so and yeah haha  now I'm just making this a long story and totally off topic 

AlexisW
@alexisw
10/27/18 10:08:16AM
32 posts

Staring


Empath

@bing Thank you for the link will take a look at it. 

@cat-whisperer  well, that is just scary, luckily never had it as bad as that. I also think that maybe they just see something within us that not even we are aware of.

A few people followed me when I do shopping but mostly it's little kids. 

So I am used to little kids staring and running to me but it's the first time that adults started doing it. There are two people I work for and have a lot of meetings with and even when they are talking to other people they would stare at me, which makes everyone uncomfortable but at times not everyone will notice it.

@hop-daddy thank you, it's glad to be back. I don't have much time on my hands. I always feel bad for asking advice but have not read other peoples posts and tried to help them but i've accepted that I can't be everywhere at once. lol. Also like you said, yes they usually just snap out of it that's why I didnt bother to mention any of it but because of those two I work with... 

@tigerlily yes thank you, things have started to slow down and there was a lot of things that I couldnt accept, toxic people I work with etc. But things are changing. I don't know if it is for better or worse but we'll see soon enough. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
10/26/18 10:09:21AM
32 posts

Staring


Empath

Hey guys, I have been absent for a long time, yet again. Life is just crazy! 

So the reason I'm posting this... It's been an uncomfortable long few months. I realized that more and more people stare at me for long periods of time and I have no idea why. I thought in the beginning it's just me but then my friends mentioned it to me as well. 

Do any of you have an idea what the reason might be for this? Is there something wrong with me? 


updated by @alexisw: 10/30/18 09:19:17AM
AlexisW
@alexisw
03/11/18 11:29:33AM
32 posts

Searching


Empath

Hey everyone.

I noticed that I usually just post something when I am emotional and searching for answers myself and usually end up with answers for others... anyway... I have been "searching" for something the last few days. I feel lost and empty and maybe that something is missing but I can't seem to place what.

Do any of you feel like this sometimes? Any advice on how to 'cope' with it and not getting depressed about it?

AlexisW
@alexisw
03/08/18 09:59:19AM
32 posts

Numerology


Psychic and Paranormal

True yes. I will go and search for someone and let you know if I find anything...

AlexisW
@alexisw
03/07/18 01:06:09PM
32 posts

Numerology


Psychic and Paranormal

That would really be great! I didn't even know there are people that can help with that. Haha so we learn something new each day.
AlexisW
@alexisw
03/07/18 09:31:56AM
32 posts

Numerology


Psychic and Paranormal

@hop-daddy

Usually it varies between 1 and 2 more times than not double or more. When alone it's usually a combination of 169.69 (yeah that happens a lot too now that I think about it) and then 125. say .25 or.15....  but that happened a while ago.

TOday again 121.21 happened like 4 times if not more. So the meaning is always mixed and I never get to a point where I can understand what it means

AlexisW
@alexisw
03/07/18 09:27:52AM
32 posts

Earth's vibrations


Empath

@hop-daddy We got news today that he is doing okay, after 2weeks in isolation and he is finally coming out. So it's a miracle in itself, no one thought he was going to come out.

Wow okay that is scary. I've felt the earth jiggle a little once in a while but no one else would seem to feel it. It's like an after shock of an earthquake but yeah..

It is possible that mankind has an effect on the earth. I mean our energy runs through the earth and we get our energy from the earth so it's a cycle i think and it may be why nature is acting up because the action of man is destroying earth and in return destroying itself.

AlexisW
@alexisw
03/06/18 11:05:30AM
32 posts

Numerology


Psychic and Paranormal

@hop-daddy Thank you for the links. I have to say it's really interesting and strangely 'almost', not quite, spot on.

Qouting from the links: "Number 1111 is made up of the powerful influences of the number 1, amplified and magnified by four.  Number 1 resonates with the vibrations and attributes of new beginnings and starting afresh, independence and individuality, initiative and assertiveness, ambition and motivation, success and leadership, courage and strength, creation and creativity, self-reliance and tenacity, attainment, happiness and fulfillment, innovation, self-development and oneness with life. Number 1 reminds us that we create our own realities with our thoughts, beliefs, intentions and actions."

Yes, yes and yes.... There has been a few "new beginnings" in the last say three months and well, the paragraph says it all.

"Upon noticing a frequency of 1111’s appearing repeatedly, you may begin to see an increase in synchronicities and unlikely and miraculous coincidences appearing in your life." - The coincidences has happened a lot and random things as well. Like on Thursday, I talked to my boss and asked him when we were going to have another emergency drill (we work in a factory) and no joke, but and hour later a alarm went off for a gass leak? I mean why would I randomly just ask and then it happens. SAme thing when me and my mother were on our way home. I mentioned that I wanted to make a quick stop at the store (usually we go straight home, check what we need then go to the store) and when we came back there was an accident, it happened about 3 minutes roughly after we turned to take another road home. Anyway there's a lot of things that is mentioned in the post that I can't copy all of it here.

The number 2 I am not so sure about. Self-surrender can maybe be it but I'm not so sure and I usually don't get an answer when the number 2 repeatedly shows up. I don't  know why but well, I guess it's  one of those things.

The links you shared is so far the closest I've come to an answer, so thank you for that.

AlexisW
@alexisw
03/06/18 09:51:24AM
32 posts

Earth's vibrations


Empath

@guitarherogod47.... we are so much alike. it's actually scary.

Anyway thank you guys for talking here. I learned a lot of things I didnt think about at the time when I needed it.

Sorry for only reading and replying now but I've been soo busy. Sound is also an issue for me but not always, just certain pitches. I zone out way too much and that has been troubling for me in the last few weeks with a new job (well, first job actually) so there's a lot of stress.

I am, I think, a healer by nature. not for energies but like physical pains and injuries thoughit takes a lot out of you if you dont use it correctly....

I haven't met any empahts in real life either and I so wish that I can. To sit face to face talking to them would be amazing. Just to know if they "feel" the same as others. anyhooo. Thanks guys. Appreciate the comments , like I said I learned a lot and learn something new everyday.

AlexisW
@alexisw
03/03/18 11:55:55AM
32 posts

Numerology


Psychic and Paranormal

I have done a bit of research on numerology, but usually just a quick read. I have noticed the number 2 or 22 a lot the last few weeks and then just suddenly 1's started to pop up everywhere.

This was what freaked me out the most and I don't know why. I can handle a lot of repetitive numbers but this was one (pun intended) too much. Strange enough, most times when I see the numbers and I do research on what it means it doesnt fit with what is happening or what happened. WhatsApp Image 20180303 at 21.49.44.jpeg

AlexisW
@alexisw
03/03/18 11:46:14AM
32 posts

Earth's vibrations


Empath

Wow you guys replied with a lot of words and I have a minor headache reading it all just now.

Okay, so I don't really know where to start. @guitarherogod47, don't worry you made perfect sense. In a way I am in the same position as you. I'm not really social 'cause the people I know is projecting so much negativity and other dark energies that I don't have the strengh to be near them. I also have little to none support, so battling it out alone is a challenge. The sad part is I am sharing my space with my family and they are also so negativve most of the time that I'm not sure what to do anymore. Their energy is so oppressing that at times I am not sure if they are mine or theirs. Also I have tried for, I don't know, easily 12years with blocking other's vibes and emotions and well everything around that is too much but I can't seem to block it... at all. I am highly sensitive to everything, know before a certain event happens ect. Sometimes I retreat into my own head so far to get rid of the emotions, energies ect that is overwhelming that I dont always know what's going on around me. and yes 2018 is so far the worst, there were some things that worked out great but for someone close to me not to me personally and that something good turned out to be very stressful for me. I get what you are saying and sometimes it is soo hard to get out of that state of mind and trying to fight with "I can and I will" doesnt always work. Therapy didnt work out so good for me, I went twice and I just didnt feel like my vibe 'cause I doubt that a lot of people understands people like us.

@pinkrose thank you for the positive words. I really appreciate it. It opens a perspective we dont always have in the forefront of our minds and helps us to remember to fight even if it feels useless. Earth's vibrations is almost the same as human emotions but much stronger, more wave-like, it is also like a jumble of feelings bumping into you and flowing over your skin. (For me that is anyway) MOst of the time earth gives me the peace and release i need. It gives you a chance to be openminded and to release your stress and anxieties. The last few weeks though it's been quite the opposite. The vibrations is much stronger, like a tidalwave and it feels as if the earth is pushing it's anxieties towards and into you where you are used to set it free through touching the earth. If the earth is calm I would recommend to meditate somewhere peaceful in nature, it is quite a feeling to feel the energy earth has to offer.

Tiger? Okay, that's interesting. Tiger spiritually means overcoming obstacles and fears by reclaiming your place of power. Personally tiger imagery represents the ability to manage strong emotions more effectively.

The last "wave" i felt started about three days ago and I still feel tremors of it throughout the day.

Sorry for my emotional blab in the beginning.  I have been a bt unstable the last few weeks but I'm working on getting my feet back under me again. Some days are just a little too much and not having someone who knows and understands your abilities to feel deeper and know things you shouldn't it's hard.

AlexisW
@alexisw
03/02/18 12:36:05AM
32 posts

Earth's vibrations


Empath

Hi guys. I have been inactive for a long time. Life has been busy and I hardly had time for myself. But I'm back and hoping I'll be able to benmore active. 

So I want to share something. My boss is very sick in the hospital with cancer and I'm afraid that he isn't going to make it. He is a great person and it would be sad to loose someone like him in the world. 

That aside. I have been very worried lately for no apparent reason. A few times I have felt as if the earth is shifting underneath me, almost like an earthquake but not quite. The earth's vibrations is also really strong lately. Angry or anxious I'm not sure but it's upsetting. Do any of you feel similar things? Do you know what it means?


updated by @alexisw: 03/09/18 07:01:19AM
AlexisW
@alexisw
07/17/17 05:58:40AM
32 posts

Crazy dream and visions


Psychic and Paranormal

@hermes. I have no problem with that. I'm glad that you shared your views. It really makes a lot more sense now. I haven't thought about all the realms that can be included with dreams and visions and what you said just opened up a whole new world for me. What you said about looking internally was ... wow... I have no words for that but everything you wrote gave me an inner peace I have been searching for for a while and I want to thank you for that. 

I have a lot to say but I have no words; just thank you for opening my mind to more possibilities and places to explore when I feel lost with no answers. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
07/15/17 03:19:32PM
32 posts

Important Advice Needed


Healers

Indigo Dog:

Blessings to you and your Mom @alexsisw. It is OK to do nothing sometimes. If you are not feeling inspired to do your usual healing, feeling blocked or just backed up with resistance, just take a beat. Step back from the whole situaltion and emotionally, spiritually let go of it. Sometimes being really invested and upset and putting a strangle hold on the situalion that you do not want can create big blocks. This struggle might be an important lesson for you both. A little life's contrast and hardship can really be the springboard and motivation for a person. Be at ease about all this and stand back to let God do the details.

Wow, that got me to tear up a little. I usually know this but maybe just choose to forget because it's my mom and she's my everything. Thankfully she is okay now. Still not where she needs to be but with enough prayer, she'll be fine. I know these sort of things are not always in our hands and we must stand back; it's hard but also something we need to do. That you all for the support and kind words. Feel much better and my healing has also slowly started to come back so I guess it was stress related. XD 

Thanks a lot. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
07/15/17 03:13:55PM
32 posts

Important Advice Needed


Healers

Goodenergyhealing:
AlexisW:

Thank you very much. I usually do enough cleansing but with all the stuff going around and what's been happening I totally forgot to do it. 

I simply creatd a 'standing order/ plead' and ask for: '24/7 healings, cleansings, protections and recharges. As much as necessary possible, available and sensible!', that way it dfoes not matter if I forget :)))

(here a link too to a kinda all encompassing prayer (IMO) - http://www.alexander-king.com/meditatons-and-prayers/2015/11/9/the-perfect-prayer)

Thank you very much, will check it out. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
07/14/17 05:41:53AM
32 posts

Important Advice Needed


Healers

Thank you very much. I usually do enough cleansing but with all the stuff going around and what's been happening I totally forgot to do it. 

It's really interesting to know what different 'blocks' you can get (and the changes your energy goes through to make you stronger) if you don't care for your energy and body.  

Thanks for the info. Appreciate it.  

AlexisW
@alexisw
07/13/17 07:12:31AM
32 posts

Important Advice Needed


Healers

Hi guys. 

So, I know I'm a healer. Can help with pain; emotional and physical, but the last few months I've been 'blocked' if you can call it that. It usually comes to me naturally when someone needs it. I can still feel it but can't do anything to help that person. 

This is where I ask for some help or any advice on how to unlock it again. My mom really needs it right now and I feel helpless. I don't know what to do. 

Thanks. 


updated by @alexisw: 11/13/17 07:47:02AM
AlexisW
@alexisw
07/12/17 05:01:46AM
32 posts

Does trauma enhance our abilities?


Empath

I was born with the ability like @hop-daddy said, but every traumatic event you go through it makes it stronger or easier to control. (For me anyway) Some events may make it hard to accept/tone down on what you are feeling. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
06/20/17 05:01:54AM
32 posts

Crazy dream and visions


Psychic and Paranormal

Thank you, I will go and take a look. And it's true, my family doesn't know as well and they always come to me to talk. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
06/17/17 03:06:39PM
32 posts

Crazy dream and visions


Psychic and Paranormal

@hop-daddy

It will be strange if I picked up on something that happened. Maybe of what is to come but I don't know. I'm sure I'll find out soon enough. 

I know exactly what you're experiencing with ghosts. I got used to ignoring them because I know not all of them have bad intentions. 

I do keep notes of my dreams and visions and can now luckily tell what's real and not. Now for a few years so it's not that bad that why this dream bothered me so much. and thank you I will share more I'm just so used to keeping everything to myself and this is the first and only place I feel safe to share.  

No, I am not using any protection crystals. The reason is that well my mother has a strict view on religion and anything that doesn't follow her view she doesn't accept. I taught myself to like, it feels like I am creating a barrier/shield around myself when it gets too overwhelming (it feels warm and fuzzy and has a sort of light blue color) and it has never failed me really. but I will definitely keep that in mind to try something else because the shield thing can tire me out quickly. 

I haven't seen Ghost Town but will take some time to watch it. Once again thank you very much for your time. You are really a great person :D 

AlexisW
@alexisw
06/17/17 07:45:46AM
32 posts

Crazy dream and visions


Psychic and Paranormal

@hop-daddy. At first, I didn't understand or believe in my visions when I'm awake or not, but my first scary vision was when my uncle died after a car accident. I was doing my homework and I just zoned out and saw how the breath left him, I told my mother immediately after and about ten minutes later his wife called us and told us the news. Since then it was always serious whenI got a vision. It was quiet for a few months, almost a year and then this dream and stuff. Usually, a vision or dream never really stays with me a long time but this, I don't know, it's too real for me. I couldn't tell at first if it was a dream or not and I was shaking when I woke up. And now that you mention it I am usually a part of every vision and dream I get not just an observer. It will be nice to hear what @hermes and the others think of it. 

As for the ghosts and voices. I never hear the exact words but I know when I was little I always heard a little girl whispering "Help me..." I don't hear words now just mumbles but it kinda lets me think back to that time. I know for a fact that my emotions don't affect the ghosts in our home, they never did. Only when I am really really angry but otherwise it's just silent. I wish what you say about my gifts strengthening are true but I always heard these things around me sometimes muffled sometimes loud. I've gotten so used to it that it is a buzz in the background of my daily life. Why I mentioned it here is because it's like they are trying to warn me or they are unsettled by something but that's just how I feel I may be wrong. 

 I can type about a lot of stuff that has been happening lately around me but would rather keep it to myself. But yeah I am really restless and anxious the last few weeks because of the dream and other things. 

But anyway thanks a lot for commenting and sharing your dream with me as well. I really appreciate it. It feels nice to talk to someone who understands and doesn't think I'm crazy XD. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
06/16/17 03:13:01PM
32 posts

Crazy dream and visions


Psychic and Paranormal

@hop-daddy... Yes, it is pretty scary but I'm trying to stay as calm as possible throughout the day. I do have a history of having visions since I was a little kid of about 6years old and most of them come true and I can see ghosts since I can remember. I don't have kids living with me, it's just my mom and me. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
06/16/17 07:17:06AM
32 posts

Crazy dream and visions


Psychic and Paranormal

Hi guys. I've been thinking for a while before I posted this and it was hard to start typing this and actually put what has been happening into words but here it is. 

About 3 weeks ago I had this recurring dream. I was in my mother's house, walking into the living room I hear these loud booming noises and the ground shakes. There are 3 other people in the room with me. I frown at them but continue further into the living room. Then I see white flashes outside and hurry to the back door to take a look. The flashes look like lightning hitting the ground but it's everywhere and with every time it hits the ground the ground shakes almost as if it's a bomb being dropped. I screamed and fell to the ground, covering my head and having a full blown panic attack because it's like a paranormal war going on outside. A guy that was in the room with me crouches next to me and pulls me into a sitting position, strangely I feel safe when he is near and calm down a little. He looks concerned and asks what's wrong. I stare back at him with tears in my eyes like, can't you see all this happening outside? I look around at the other people in the room and they all just stare at me and it's then that I realize that I'm the only one feeling and seeing the flashes and shaking of the ground and then I wake up. 

After this dream, there were all these places that started to burn. (Like the situation in Cape Town, if you heard about it) Buildings exploding, houses burning down etc. and every time I see flames all that goes into my head and keeps repeating is the words: "The world will perish in fire and sulfur." Over and over it keeps repeating for about a minute then silence. Sometimes I will see the fire burning the earth, almost like a vision but not entirely. 

I tried to shut it off but nothing seems to help. Then when I'm busy at my computer at night or even when I am reading before going to bed; I hear soft whispers outside or in the house. Sometimes there are children yelling but it's far away. 

So I'm slowly starting to think I'm going crazy and I just thought well, I want to share this with you guys, you'll understand. So anyone who knows what this might mean or just to tell me I'm not alone. I will appreciate it a lot. 


updated by @alexisw: 08/04/18 12:04:12AM
AlexisW
@alexisw
05/19/17 04:13:53AM
32 posts

Accepting someone


Empath

@womanwhowalks thank you very much. I haven't thought about that. 

AlexisW
@alexisw
05/14/17 08:15:24AM
32 posts

Accepting someone


Empath

Thanks a lot you guys. @cat-whisperer I will definitely check out the link and the Survival Guide. I mostly know how to shield myself but sometimes it just feels impossible. 

Well, luckily she moved out yesterday after a huge fight between her and my brother. Her reasons for leaving was that my mom and I are the reason that she is leaving. My brother and she are still in a relationship and I can feel that she is abusing the relationship and lying to him but there is nothing I can do about it. 

The situation in the house needs to adjust to her not being here but right now it's not really better, in fact, it's worse in a way, but I just hope it'll get better with time. 

Thanks for your support and advice

AlexisW
@alexisw
05/12/17 03:29:49PM
32 posts

Accepting someone


Empath

Hi all. 

I am new here and have been reading through a lot of the post and I can really say you guys give really good advice and I already feel at home here. 

Okay, so here is my story. Four months ago my brother got a girlfriend and she came to visit for a week (they only knew each other over Facebook and this was their first meeting). When she got here I instantly disliked her and got a weird feeling that she is hiding something. I told myself it's just because it's my brother's girlfriend and I was usually like that at first with all his girlfriends but something just told me to listen to my feelings. After the week's "visit" she "lost her job" and my brother asked my mother if she can live with us. My mother didn't say yes immediately at first but agreed after a few days. 

Everything was fine the first two weeks, she was closed off and rarely talked to any of us. Then she and my brother got into fights, like daily. She got a job a month after living with us but never got pay, which I don't really understand, then the owner of the business closed the place after a week and she was jobless again. Anyway, the point of my story is that I am calm when she is not near me but anytime she is at home I feel like exploding, yelling at her to go away or just I don't know be rude to her that she can leave. I just know she is going to hurt my brother she has been lying since he met her and when I talk to him about it, he just can't understand that I cannot accept her into my haven, my home and allow her to disturb my peaceful and loving family. Ever since she got here we fight almost every day about small stupid things and she and my brother also fights about their relationship and trust. 

Do you have any advice for me on what to do? I am just completely hopeless and sad at the moment. 


updated by @alexisw: 02/19/18 03:52:22PM