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Just so you are aware of how I work, I am an Intuitive Empath and Cartomancer. If you dont know, cartomancy is using regular playing cards like tarot. This is something that has been passed down to me from my Grandmother, my Aunt and my Mother. I use all of this together when I do readings.
(past)5 of Spades (present)4 of Hearts and (future)3 of Clubs
What I see here in the past is that you have had some unpleasant issues involving personal relationships. This is what has you motivated to move and change your surroundings. These problems from your past is what has you yearning for a new environment with fresh energies and a little distraction. I feel that in this is the hope that in doing so you will open up the space in your life to bring you the things you have been longing for in all areas of your life.
AT this moment in time I get a real sense that you are bottling up your emotions... (being that were in an empath community that is probably a no brainer that all of us empath s do this from time to time) I feel like you may have even been isolating yourself. I see this being in part to keep away from those people who are stressing you out and I feel like you feel very misunderstood by those you hold dear.
The third card here relates to unhelpful people, busy bodies and those who would try to infringe on your ability to move your life in the direction you want. They may mean well and all but are reacting to your desire to travel and move, out of their own fear and envy. In this way their views are clouded and not really clear advice that could serve you.
Given this energy I feel that a shift in where you place your focus is needed to overcome these obstacles.
Now, looking at what you can do to make this a reality I have drawn the following three cards:
9 of clubs 8 of clubs 4 of diamonds
What I feel here is that if you have not already done so, it would be very helpful to get a notebook or journal to begin making concrete plans for your move. You can even paste images that inspire you and get your excited about this. Sort of like a vision board. These cards deal very much with practicality of getting your finances in order. Fortunately they also indicate that this wont be as difficult as it may seem once you set your mind to it.
Tying into the previous cards, I get a sense that some of your money goes toward helping out certain people in your life. In this way one of the things that is holding you back from moving is the feeling that you will be letting others down both financially and emotionally.
What I also feel here is that while it is nice to be helpful to others, you have to see to your own needs or you will burn out. If moving is truly what you want for yourself, you can make this happen. I feel that the money and finding employment in your new location will actually fall into place as you plan it out. The main difficulty here has much more to do with putting yourself first no matter what.
I will do a separate reading for your love life if you still want one after this