Here is the vidoe i ran across.
Im more then positive ive been abducted several times. I only remember one instant of actually being beamed up out of my bed. I only remember this because i was half asleep and when it happend i coinciously thought to myself "ill remember this in the morning" and when i woke up i wrote it down. Ive had extremly wierd expierences. Have felt presences around me some scary some not so much. I can usually sence the diffrence. I am also convinced that there was another dimininsion next to my house in the back yard at one poit when all of this was happening. I saw several crafts and also diffrent dimionsional beings some that i have pictures of. They also mask as frogs.. I have this one vidoe and the frogs head had a blue luminous light glowing from it. Like a dot? In my vent in the bathroom i had the urge to vidoe tape it so i did and about two weeks later watched it and there was a little green "alien,insect" or whatever it is peaking threw the vent and you can tell he was a conscious being cause he was ducking as to not be seen by me. Also there was this girl dinosaur like being too, she seemed nice and friendly. Im not to sure what to think about it all to this day but it has completly isolated me from society for three years now. I take care of my grandmaw in the middle of nowhere pretty much so i dont leave the house much. Its been a really heavy,intence, beautiful, lonely,unbelievable expierence but it has transformed my life completly. Id do it all over again. Now im trying to overcome the fear of intergrating back into the real world so i can fufil my mission one day.. The fear is crippling and im suprised im even sharing this all with yall now. The owl expierences tho i beileve it is connected its strange because this time it was connected to another person (the synchronicity) and that was a first for me. Needless to say she stoped talking to me shortly after it happened. Must have freaked her out. Lol. But yea i think there is something more going on for sure. The whole et thing never really sit to right with me. I do beileve in other dimionsions and think that cern has something to do with it. I still plan on looking into it and trying to connect the dots. But cern is involved for sure. The lhc is not a good thing i dont think. They are messing with stuff and arent even aware of what they were doing but then again maybe they are. Also artificial intelligence. Honestly i think they may be harvesting dark matter from us? Dont take me seriously on that one because im not positive. Still lots of work to do and my research has been at a standstill here recently due to the dark night of the soul and also i think a relationship was set up to throw me off course and keep me distracted. I ended things tonight. Idk its just to much honestly and im finding it extremly hard to move foward at this point. It will take a miracle to get me out of the state im at now but honestly this is helping already. Sorry my whole life story lol. Yall just be safe and try not to take things to personally there is alot of mirroring going on and triggering right now. Sending positive vibes. Feel free to ask me anything.. Also any advice to help me move forward would be fantastic. Hang in there!!! Being something then nothing is key!