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lostsoul1144
@lostsoul1144
04/22/17 04:45:12PM
6 posts

Reading request, repeating cycle please help


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Thank you Angel, I appreciate the energy and the input luckily I believe the answer has been found. Bless you
lostsoul1144
@lostsoul1144
04/22/17 04:44:03PM
6 posts

Reading request, repeating cycle please help


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Thank you Corey, this makes sense. I've come to some realizations that I have been propping her up when she doesn't have self love. Which is likely the scenario.

I have talked to her at length about this and when I heard the words leave my mouth I realized in that moment I had let her go. However it's not in a divorce sense. Merely in the sense that I couldn't carry her anymore.

Thank you
lostsoul1144
@lostsoul1144
04/21/17 05:11:52AM
6 posts

Reading request, repeating cycle please help


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Thank you for taking the time to open this post, I go through cycles in my life, it generally runs like this.

I have an awakening. I being to grow and grow and grow, I make positive changes and give up all the things holding me back or negatively influencing me. Then I'm sort of told I need to leave my wife. I refuse to do so. I shrink back down forget about my energy become entirely numb to my feelings and become just another body.
Then starts the drinking the anger the cycle of self loathing. Until I've had enough then boom awakening. Usually a year or two process in total.

This cycle has repeated itself 4 times. I'm currently at the cusp of maybe I'm supposed to let her go so I can continue to grow. I need to keep growing I can't shove myself back inside of the box and cut off all of myself again.

If anyone has any insights or experience with something like this, please I'm not sure what to do. I just want to continue to grow and share my light with the world.
updated by @lostsoul1144: 08/22/17 04:34:13AM
lostsoul1144
@lostsoul1144
04/12/17 02:44:35AM
6 posts

Child reoccurring nightmare


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So sorry to hear that, try placing an energetic barrier around her before she goes to sleep with the intention of her sleeping restfully. Tell her to face the dream without fear and merely observe it. She is the one in control.

As a young child, I can't recall the age, I would have terrifying dreams about a naked chicken man who kept trying to give me a green shot. It went away after I gave up and he gave me the shot never to see the chicken man again. Recently a guide told me then my perception was warped of the dream and what was really happening, supposedly it was a gift, however my subconscious made it appear dark and scary as with most things we don't understand. I hope this helps.
lostsoul1144
@lostsoul1144
03/28/17 04:34:49AM
6 posts

Hi there now I've been lost for a while, can you help me?


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Thank you both very much, just putting forth the intention and effort has already helped, also the techniques from the empath survival guide are pure gold.

Lotusfly your suggestions to bring myself back to the basics is so simple I wouldn't have thought of it. Lately it seems everything wants to be so complex yet it's all so simple. Thank you again for your insight.

Hermes the beautiful use of metaphors has reached into me, it's an understanding and reassurance beyond words, again so simple, if I built the walls then I must be able to remove them. Perhaps it will be okay to close the curtains from time to time, I just can't forget to let the sun back in every now and again.

Thank you Hermes :)

Thank you both very much my most sincere gratitude. Peace, love and energy -lostsoul1144
lostsoul1144
@lostsoul1144
03/27/17 06:10:13PM
6 posts

Hi there now I've been lost for a while, can you help me?


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As a child I was different, I felt everything, however due to certain life decisions and a rough exterior, I have lost touch, I live in a slight anger in my everyday life which blocks out everything but the strongest of signals.

I want to return to being whole living life with feeling. Not with just my head.

Any help is truly appreciated, thank you lostsoul1144
updated by @lostsoul1144: 07/29/17 03:30:17PM