I was just wanting insight. Thanks for all your help. I'm still seeing pregnant stuff everywhere, and now spiders. I think I'm due for change.
So I'm a big believer in signs. And I have a question. So way back when I was with my son's father we were told to be hard to conceive because I have endometriosis so we kept talking trying to decide if we wanted to try before we actually got married we were only engaged at the time. I prayed on it and wait, nothing. So we'd wait a while and talk again well after one of the talks I started noticing icing pregnancy everywhere it is on all my mail ads I was seeing just like everywhere I looked it was pregnant something or other well okay well maybe it's just a weird coincidence. Well we talked again while I was on my lunch break I had come to see him and got back in the car and left and the very first light up hold up to after we had our conversation a truck pulled up to me with a fully assembled Crib in the backw I was like okay I. So he started trying and it only took about a month so I full on figured. turns out I was supposed to have him so I'd be strong enough to get away from my ex who did a complete 180 and turned into a completely abusive scary guy. Fast forward about 9 years I'm still single I love my son and lately I've been missing having a partner and I know I want another baby. I've noticed in the past couple weeks I'm seeing pregnancy everywhere in my mail TV shows I'm watching and now I have four pregnant clients I have never had more than one at a time ever and I've done the same job since 2004. If this is some sort of sign I don't know what it means and if it's not it's just making me feel like crap. is it any other reason you can think of that I would keep seeing this everywhere? I wanted another baby for years so it's not something new.
So I have two nightmares I would like insight on :
The first I had when I was around 11 and my brothers had similar dreams around the same time. Anyway mine took place at the house we we're living in only instead of our backyard being small and flat it was a little bigger and was a steep grassy hill. I went out out sliding glass door and there was a huge snake I can't remember if it was swallowing one of my brother's already when I walked out there or if it started after but it ate my brothers and I ran to the kitchen to tell my dad and he seemed calm and in no hurry and had two giant turning tables with giant baset hounds gooking on them. Then the snake came in and got him and I ran out the front door and ran I woke up with the running part.
Now a little background we we're living with my stepmom and her son at this point and neither one was in the dream. My two brothers also dreamed a snake ate all of them but not me. I have no idea what this dream is and to be honest I've been freaked out by basset hound sense then.
And the second one has been reoccurring sense I was a kid and it scares me. I'm in a white room and you can't see the walls or ceiling it goes on forever and it's bright white everywhere and you can hear florescent lights but can't see them. And I can hear this beeping that kind of sounds like a hospital monitor but more of a boop that a beep. I'm alone and there's nothing but the white and the sounds, I don't remember ever talking in the dream just feeling panicky and if I have to be in a hospital I make them turn the sound off on the machine. I've also dreamed just that sound with no images at all or it works it way into other dreams and I get panicky and the dream shifts do something scary.
I have a question. My cat the past few weeks has been constantly following me and needing to be next to me if not touching me. Even if I'm outside she waits by the door for me which is a new thing. If I shut her out of my room she meows and attacks my door trying to get in until I give up and let her in. She also is wanting to share my food which is new she's never liked people food and never tried eating off plate. And it's not like she's stealing the food it's like she thinks we're sharing she just walks up and helps herself (I was eating on my bed watching TV). It's just strange her acting this way I was wondering if anyone had any ideas?
So I think I might have a portal in my house. I had to rebuke a demon about a month ago that was attached to my roommates boyfriend and her. Everything has been fine for the past few weeks but last night my roommate got me up at 11:30 because her cat started freaking out and wouldn't come near her and a certain place in her room. Not normal for her cat. So I had to smudge the house. I then realized the air felt very heavy and thick. I don't feel like the demon is back but I'm worried that I have a portal in the house and that Spirits are coming in and that's what I keep hearing my Spirit guides saying at least since last night all I keep hearing is portal portal portal. I mean it could be a combination of both I'm not sure I'm going to check for a portal later but if I do have one I need help or Direction I guess and how to close one.