A Child Empath, does anyone have one that became apath?
Thank you so much at @hop-daddy for taking your time to read my story..And yes you are right it's complex..You have pointed out what needs to be done to go forward,plus about my son! Then also my brother aks Anti Christ....My son never knew I was a empath, no one knew,including me until I saw the word empath! But of course all my experiences I just said intuition...I said all this started when my son got married..Il fast forward to the grandchildren,When the first was born,My son said Mom I need you to cover the lapse time when his wife went back to work..I said Sure! Then the baby was in the hospital an extra day and my son said Mom will you alternate with me to bring her back and forth for his feeding? I said Sure! Well everything he asked me to do,never happened...His mother- in -law,and wife I guess didn't like it! That was the beginning of the end.......RELIGION..He was raised Catholic meaning he received some sacraments ..we never went to church every Sunday,plus he said he is agnostic...He loved looking and reading about others..Buddhism, I know it's not a religion but he liked it,and so did I because it's about being down the middle of the road to me!.He took many martial arts,in fact one day we went together for Zen,we enjoyed it..The only time the Church came involved is when the Anti Christ did the Baptisms..Now, I understand what you mean about my son and the Church because of the Anti! Well the Anti moved to Palm Springs ASAP after I moved out..He had a time line this rotten no good rat bastard....As far as Anti, the best thing was for me getting out of his Control which I said was verbally and emotionally abusive...That happened 7 mos ago, and Thank You Lord! I was finally able to close that door behind me and he is nothing to mez, My son, I have forgiven in fact when I was listening to music that we both liked ,I was crying all day and night...The next day I was compelled to call him and I knew he wouldn't pick up the phone! My message was that I miss you..and I'm not calling to be in your life,as you know I havnt shown up anywhere, but you are my son and I love you!...That for me was cutting the cord...As far as the Anti taking him under his wing,my son hid behind him so he wouldn't have to face me! The Anti and the wife were causing enough trouble to me! Plus the Anti had the MONEY!...Just FYI,The Anti had his apt upstairs from me in the building,plus where he was Pastor was 20 blocks away,meaning he was always around! But only for an hour and dissapeared........Now I'm going back to the beginning of my story when my son came down stairs and said Mom we can talk over a cup of coffee,but it's better if there is a 3rd Party...He said you know Mom you can be intimidating.I said What? How? I'm obnoxious? He said no,but you know when you are in the room,I dais well what do you want from me? And then he made a joke your mother should have named you Loretta because there was the Loretta Young Show and she came through the door,lol with a flowing dress on....This is his Mother in law saying that...And another interesting thing I feel is that we agreed to go to therapy, when the time came about 2 mos later because We were on a waiting list...He said I can't I'm emotionally drained...Well him being drained wasn't from me,I left alone until therapy..So who drained him? Going back to being an empath, My son knew I was intuitive ,Il call it,and the Anti I never really said to much..Maybe some experiences from yrs ago..But I don't know if he really knew the depth of it only because where I grew up and still live,this was normal! 😂 It really was..If I had a dream,I'd go by my friends grandmother because she was great at interpretation..Who read cards, even regular decks,etc....Now I feel I figured it out that this depressed feeling I get isn't mine...It comes and goes,and was hard to figure out for me before I realized it was not mine...It's my son I'm picking up...Not saying he is unhappy with his marriage or whatever,but these are his emotions and always had problems sharing them....Thiis may have nothing to do with his family...and prior to this I was feeling sadness for 2 weeks at a time,then it was gone and came back and I'm saying to myself ,I'm sad? So now I have to try and keep thus away!! I should just stay in a bath of Epsom Salt!😂The only thing left that I cannot do, because it's to painful and I dont think about it is that I cannot write a journal to my grandchildren, it's to painful and I don't want to go there! FYI My son has a half sister and brother...His sister is my daughter we are that bonded..She is a forensic Phsycologist and said she can't even wrap her head around this one..plusshe was by and still is by my side for support ,especially earlier when I treally needed it...Thank God for her and her husband! In fact my daughter paid to move me! She tells me things that are tears of joy!....as for myself I have no guilt feelings whatsoever about not doing enough for my son,in fact I spent the last 50,000 supporting him for 2 yrs because he said he needed to go to training,I said what? Yes to be Law Enforcement..I said you didn't even apply yet..My boyfriend at the time rolled his eyes,but I wanted to do it and I'm glad I did because he had a path for employment!..Today he is in Law Enforcement,although he said Il pay back 25,000 and I said yes because I need it! But that went out the door when he got married then the baby..His wife was looking for an arguement saying well if I knew I would have made you a bill(he handed over the finances) I kept repeating Forgetaboutit!,he is my son....Although she cost me more money when she took him off my family plan with the cell phone! Example he said Mom don't worry about it if there is a charge I will pay it,325$...He was always a man of his word......Well nothing got paid,oh well...plus the wife was telling me I stole money from my son, NEVER and he knows it..I was screaming in front of my building,I vandalized her mother's car, please and I would get all these texts from the Anti Christ,oh and I have to protect them from you! What? And the worse I got emotionally and asking why are you saying this, i was devistated but Il stop here because there is all that in between in this story! I posted my story on FB..I even put all the residences and the property I owned,and some evil howdy doody troll looking bitch's Hot dog stand in it with the picture of it! She caused me nothing but grief for she would call the Anti every day and said this one said that,on and on for o ER a year...Then I would get the text ,tell your friends to stop talking about me and my family! MY FAMILY! But I felt better after I posted it because I said to him I will expose you for what you are!...........PS I know what you mean about hiding in the church for many different reasons! And what the Catholic Church did to these children is sickening! No word...oh, and when Pope Paul the 11 was canonized I said What? He covered up all thus child abuse,he knew about it,and theycanonize him? Then someone said,well maybe because of his good work! I said I don't care what this man did nothing Trumps CHILD ABUSE! My religion is ala carte..I take what I like and leave the rest! Sorry another long one....I didn't check typos.....But you were on the money! Pun intended😂