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Ecila
@ecila
09/04/15 11:56:07AM
898 posts

cluster B parents


Empath

That is so true Karen. There were no boundaries for my mother. I was her property, an object, a possession, an extension of her without an individual identity, as far as she was concerned. We have to learn boundaries for ourselves when we get older and it is very hard to do. It has taken me a lifetime and I'm still working on it.

I am certain that having to read her so closely as a child to avoid her attacks are a big reason I am so sensitive and empathic. The dial was turned up to maximum at a very early age.

Ecila
@ecila
09/03/15 07:57:07PM
898 posts

cluster B parents


Empath

I'm glad you stood up to her.That is so important...also that you got rid of some of the energy that had accumulated. I also do the cord cutting and some other energy-type work. Your mom sounds like mine. I never knew what would set her off and walked on eggshells all the time. I was frightened of her until I was about 45 (yes, 45-years-old!) when I finally stopped being the one who always backed down, taking the blame, and begging forgiveness. To this day I won't be alone with her in the car.

I think you are totally right that healing comes in many forms, and it is going to take many forms. I am/have been working on it...trying to focus on the cure and not the cause. It does help to understand the cause too, but not to overly focus on it, I think, for too long, and it's been long enough. I am determined to solve this one way or another.

Sorry you had a troubled mom, too. Hang in there and we will figure this out.

Ecila
@ecila
09/03/15 07:25:43PM
898 posts

cluster B parents


Empath

That's interesting. I hadn't thought of paranoia. Insecurity is high on the list, tho. I guess they would go together. My mother has some sensitivities, precognition and dreams but I don't see any signs of true empathy unless it suits her purposes. I don't blame her for all my troubles, really. She had a worse childhood than I did, so I mostly feel sorry for her and guilty myself. The guilt is malicious. I'm a bit worried I'll always hear her voice in my head telling me how I'm not good enough no matter what I do, as she has always done. I do agree that we can overcome it all and be who we want to be, tho:) I hope your father is only a little narcissistic!

Ecila
@ecila
09/03/15 05:27:50PM
898 posts

cluster B parents


Empath

Thanks for the replies, Crownite. Everytime I see her I do feel like I need a counselor, but I'll be okay in a few days until she gets me to visit again. I was just wondering if there were any other empaths who knew what it's like to be around a BPD/HPD, the intense emotions involved and the lingering effects. It's impossible to describe to someone who hasn't been through it. I still can't hardly believe it myself. It's like being nuked with all the worst emotions there are all at once...but it's nothing new to me...I will revisit the forum of other adult children of BPD for a while until this wears off:)

Ecila
@ecila
09/03/15 01:53:08PM
898 posts

cluster B parents


Empath

One of the traits of these people is to deny that anything is wrong with them. They blame the other person. One of the results of this, for children, is self-doubt. . . doubt about everything. You learn to doubt your own perceptions, feelings and self-worth. In my case, there were lots of aunts and uncles who finally talked with me about her after I was older....much older. Some of them still won't say much because they are afraid of her. My mother is mostly Borderline but has traits of narcissism and histrionic personalities, based on my own diagnosis of her behaviors. I did get her to a psychologist once, but only once, under the guise that it was for me. Since she was only there once, no diagnosis was made but the psychologist at the time did tell me that she thought she was seriously ill, mostly based on things I had told her and the toll it had taken on me. If you ever live through somebody like this, you don't have any question about a problem.

I do see your point, tho. Everybody is being called narcissistic these days.

How wonderful it would be if a prayer would solve it all. She's 80 and still going strong. Any more than a day near her results in her exploding and triggering all the crap over again. I live 2 hours away and it's not far enough.

Ecila
@ecila
09/03/15 12:45:24PM
898 posts

cluster B parents


Empath

I'm not in a situation. I'm trying to recover from it. It isn't an issue of labelling. I am glad you haven't had this experience. Be grateful.

Ecila
@ecila
09/03/15 12:25:29PM
898 posts

cluster B parents


Empath

They wouldn't need to be diagnosed. If you grew up with a person like that, you would probably be pretty sure!

Ecila
@ecila
09/03/15 09:51:06AM
898 posts

cluster B parents


Empath

How many of you have/had a parent who was in the Cluster B group, narcissistic, borderline, histrionic, or sociopathic? What effects do you think they had on your lives? What methods did you use to overcome?


updated by @ecila: 03/17/17 10:28:28PM
Ecila
@ecila
08/24/15 09:36:27AM
898 posts

Constant negative energy


Empath

I am happy that he is trying at last. It will be no simple or quick cure for a man who has been addicted for decades. Addictions take on a life and very strong energy of their own, like a separate being. (In fact, I suspect that there are other beings present among addicts...) The destructive atmosphere around many addicts is far beyond anything most people have ever experienced. It is close to the darkest realms of hell itself, and it is no easy feat to climb up out of there. Most addicts try many times before they stop and most don't unless they go through some type of serious life event. They also become masters at manipulation and deceit, even if it isn't in the nature of the person, it is the nature of the drugs. There is no end to the mind games that living with an addict will throw your way. What is his drug of choice?

I understand you wanting to help him. The fact is that each of us have to grow on our own terms and in our own time. We can't all reach enlightenment at once, although it would be wonderful if we could. I have to remind you that you need to stay strong yourself first. You have to learn what's good for you first. I know you need, and have always needed, a father. Some of never get to have that in the way that we need, no matter how hard we try and how much love we send out or how much we try to fix things.

Addicts do have great self-loathing, severe deeply rooted depression and are deserving of our greatest compassion. We are all connected in this universe.....yet we are also separate, sovereign individuals. Tolerating abuse or neglect of ourselves for the betterment of another is not something to be desired. Although usually when we help other it is also helping ourselves, it isn't always. Helping others without any desire to help ourselves is the ultimate goal, but only when you are not placing yourself in peril. Please protect yourself.

That's just my opinion based on 17 years spent trying to help someone that almost ruined my life and a lot of time around addicts of all sorts. I also had an emotionally absent father who I tried to get to love me for far too long. All situations are different, tho. Sometime we have to follow the darkest paths for the lessons we need, unfortunately. You can't walk another's path for them, only offer love and support, sometimes best at a distance. I hope it will work out for your dad, just please be aware of what you're into.

Sorry to have the negative outlook here. Having come through the whole martyr experience, I would like to spare anyone I can. I think most of us who come from dysfunctional homes have a desire to fix things and people. It is a lovely attitude held by beautiful souls... as long as you remember that you are number one!

Ecila
@ecila
08/23/15 04:51:37PM
898 posts

Cats and Emapths?


Empath

I love all animals but have gotten more attached to the dogs I've had (only two since I get so attached it kills me when I loose them). I've had many cats, tho. My ex bought a two foot long iguana once that I didn't want but eventually I got attached to him too. Snakes are another matter...

Ecila
@ecila
08/22/15 11:51:12PM
898 posts

Constant negative energy


Empath

You must get away from him and don't even feel guilty about it. You absolutely cannot change him. You can only help yourself to be strong, and in doing that you might be an example for him. I'm so sorry you have had so much on you throughout your life. You sound highly intelligent and I'm sure you will do fine for yourself if you cut ties with him. He is destroying himself and will take you down with him if you don't get away. I'm sure you already know that, tho. So glad you got a good job!

And feel free to msg me as well. I've had some experience in this area.

Ecila
@ecila
08/15/15 02:01:05PM
898 posts

Performing.............


Empath

Deep breathing will help. Breath in 4 counts, hold it 4 counts, then release 8 counts. Breath deep down through your lower abdomen. Here's a nice video that might help...I'm sure you will be fine:)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i50ZAs7v9es&list=RDsGbEzlMXtX0&index=3

Ecila
@ecila
08/15/15 10:06:28AM
898 posts

buying an abandoned house


Dreams

Those hotel dreams seem a little different...more literal, I think. I had to put my home up for sale and move in with my dad after his wife died in a different town. I do not like it here and will be moving on after he is gone but I don't know where to...So in the dreams I'm just kinda lost. Maybe I'll try your healing method and picture my new home, wherever that will be!

Ecila
@ecila
08/14/15 10:15:39AM
898 posts

buying an abandoned house


Dreams

I love that idea! I think I will try that the next time I have a weird house dream. Some lucid dreaming or dream yoga might also work for that type of dream. I haven't dreamed of the haunted house for many years now, but still have many about different types of houses. I'm in a transitional state so I've dreamed a lot about hotel rooms the last few years. They can be hard to interpret. Here is a pretty good detailed page about house dreams: http://www.dreamtation.com/docs/3749.htm

Ecila
@ecila
08/14/15 09:24:26AM
898 posts



If you do not want to see anything, you probably won't. They are most likely to visit in your dreams where you are more comfortable. Learning more about the types of spirits that you fear might help decrease your anxiety. Also, facing them head on if you feel they are around. I wonder if you already feel something around and that's why you have the fear. Maybe also acknowledging that other beings are going to be around whether or not you see them might help a bit. You could also try meditating on your specific fears.

Ecila
@ecila
08/11/15 07:58:41PM
898 posts

buying an abandoned house


Dreams

That's just how it seemed to me. I can't say for sure I'm right, tho. I've had dreams like that. I used to dream of a haunted house a lot....for years...and never knew what it meant back then. That was a mansion, too, come to think of it...right out of a horror movie!

Ecila
@ecila
08/11/15 05:41:57PM
898 posts

buying an abandoned house


Dreams

Hi Sarah. You already know what the dream means. Dreams of houses reflect our soul state. You have a grand soul that just needs some DIY and critter control. The little girl could be a part of you that died back then. Sounds like the family reunion triggered the dreams. The fact that you are buying the houses tells you that you are ready to start working on those issues of the past.You should be able to tell how you are progressing by the houses you see in your dreams..but it will take time, since you have a mansion there:)

Ecila
@ecila
08/09/15 07:02:56PM
898 posts

Online Meditation Tracker


Tools for Empaths

A monk I listen to has started a page with a tracker for your meditation. I think it will help with sticking to the commitment to meditate. When you sign in, you first make a commitment for a certain amount of time each day and it keeps track for you. He also has a short talk every evening at 9 during which you can ask questions. His name is Yuttadhammo Bhikkhu. He's a young monk who used to be a punk rocker. He's currently trying to get a monastery of some type in Canada, near McMaster's University and is the most tech savy monk (I think) on the planet.

Some of you might like to check it out. You don't have to be Buddhist.

The meditation page:

http://meditation.sirimangalo.org/


updated by @ecila: 02/22/17 06:54:45PM
Ecila
@ecila
08/08/15 12:11:48PM
898 posts



Are you staying there again tonight? Maybe you'll get some more dreams to help explain that one. If I had that one, I would suspect strange energies in that house. They were either warning your or scolding you for something. It's a weird one for sure!


updated by @ecila: 02/22/17 10:36:40PM
Ecila
@ecila
08/03/15 09:37:13AM
898 posts

Psychic experiment 58. Just for fun!!!


Psychic and Paranormal

I've never thought about numbers either. The colors correspondences I mentioned aren't mine but were assigned by someone else who was working off the planet idea (commonly used in magic). I'll have to see if they feel any different to me. I have been thinking about the musical scale and it feels like the starts with Monday to me and ends on the 7th note on Sunday...but also, day and night feel different, morning and evening, and I can almost hear whole chords at different times rather than single notes. And then there are the major and minor notes and chords to think about! Some of it must be individual, since I love Fridays! Morning sounds like a Pink Floyd song (below). Evening feels like something classical:)

Ecila
@ecila
08/01/15 08:52:57AM
898 posts

Psychic experiment 58. Just for fun!!!


Psychic and Paranormal

There are also the seven classical planets of antiquity, Sun, moon, Merury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter and Saturn. There were the non-fixed objects visible in the sky and the ones used in the Tarot throughout our history.

SUNDAY -- SUN-DAY
MONDAY -- MOON-DAY
TUESDAY -- TIW'S-DAY (MARS-DAY; Mardi in French)
WEDNESDAY -- WODEN'S-DAY (MERCURY-DAY; Mercredi in French)
THURSDAY -- THOR'S-DAY (JUPITER or JOVE-DAY; Jeudi in French)
FRIDAY -- FREYA-DAY (VENUS-DAY; Vendredi in French)
SATURDAY -- SATURN-DAY

I usually think of the colors that go with them as

SUNDAY -- yellow, gold
MONDAY -- white, silver
TUESDAY -- orange, red
WEDNESDAY -- violet, purple, yellow
THURSDAY -- blue
FRIDAY -- pink, green
SATURDAY -- black

Matching the musical scale would be difficult!

Ecila
@ecila
07/28/15 11:36:31AM
898 posts

just tossing this out there....


Empath

Careful you imagination doesn't run away with you. Sometimes what we think can become real.

Ecila
@ecila
07/27/15 07:25:40PM
898 posts

just tossing this out there....


Empath

I've had that...or something similar. Went through being hospitalized, thinking I was having a heart attack. They told me it was just gas...lol. Here's what to do....

Don't eat before bed

Limit your spicy food intake. You might want to re-examine your whole diet:) Eat as many whole foods as possible, include mostly fruits and veggies, especially green leafy veggies

Drink ginger tea with honey and lemon

One green smoothie with green leafy veggies, almond milk, and some fruit a day will make the pain go away.

Avoid alcohol

Ecila
@ecila
07/27/15 12:17:47PM
898 posts



It has been described in very simplistic terms as what's left if the ego was completely gone. It's the ego that makes us think in terms of ownership. Some think reincarnation takes place in many hundreds of different levels of worlds and existences...like nature spirits, divine realms (maybe some are gaseous!)...also that at once time or another, everyone was either our father, mother, sister, brother, etc.

Ecila
@ecila
07/23/15 06:16:22PM
898 posts

Astral Bell


Arts

Thank you so much Bill. Your description sounds better than the poem! Vickibea mentioned hearing bells so I thought I'd throw it up here.

Ecila
@ecila
07/20/15 06:20:57PM
898 posts

My first event for Empaths!


Empath

Excellent! The world needs you:)

Ecila
@ecila
07/20/15 06:05:29PM
898 posts

Astral Bell


Arts

Once again I'll try
To pacify my mind
And close in on some sleep,
If only I'd not think.

Thoughts rarely ever stop
And when I think I forgot,
A vision of you appears,
My long departed dear.

How long will it last
This agony from the past?
Is it a comfort or a curse
From the unknown universe?

The Astral Bell did ring
I heard it . . . strangest thing!
Perfectly clear intonation!
Of what was its creation?

Is it a spirit familiar,
Or some sort that's similar,
With messages, discrete
Only heard during sleep?

---------------------------

-from Into the Myst by Isabel Ecila

Now on Amazon (sorry for the shameless promotion)


updated by @ecila: 07/07/17 03:12:54AM
Ecila
@ecila
07/20/15 05:54:27PM
898 posts



I once did some research on hearing bells. In my circumstance, I'm sure it was a spirit trying to manifest on the physical realm. There's not a lot written about it, but it is mentioned in one of Arthur Conan Doyle's Sherlock Holmes stories, The Mystery of Cloomer. They are referred to as astral bells. It never happened a second time with me. When it did happen, I was wide awake in my living room. I thought a clock had gone off or something, but I had no clock there, or anything that made a bell sound. It rang a few times then stopped. It did sound like a Tibetan bell.

Ecila
@ecila
07/18/15 07:07:13PM
898 posts

Please help :)


Empath

My newest little trick (they are always changing) is to think:

"I am me and you are you and there's a wall between us two!"

...All the while I visualize a wall filtering out the energies.

Works well for one other person.

Ecila
@ecila
07/17/15 08:08:03PM
898 posts

Cornmeal Mush


Arts

Thank you Robin. One morning he left me some on the stove with a note that said "This is corn meal mush, what John Brown, whose body is mouldering in the ground, (a reference to an old song) fed his troupes on the battlefield." Quite the character, my dad.

Cornmeal is a staple here in the southern states! Cornbread is really good.

Ecila
@ecila
07/16/15 12:01:50PM
898 posts

Something in the woods.


Psychic and Paranormal

That's so sad. He sounds like a tortured soul.

Ecila
@ecila
07/15/15 03:01:04PM
898 posts

In need of some answers/ guidance


Empath

But it wouldn't hurt for you to check out the blog post on my page to clean your space. If I were you, I would do that. If there are entities around your boyfriend there are probably some around your house.Don't be concerned about it, it is common. Just start learning how to cleanse the space. The wording can be changed to direct the clearing at your boyfriend (just plug his name in there). It would help you to learn about how to create a scared space to do this, especially if your boyfriend does happen to be a powerful magician. You shouldn't have to feel you need protection from him...something just isn't right there!

Ecila
@ecila
07/15/15 02:48:04PM
898 posts

In need of some answers/ guidance


Empath

Do you live with him? It would be easier to do it you live together. Do you think he knows about the presence and could it be he wants it around? It would be impossible if he wants it and if he plays with magic he could have even invited it. How well do you know this guy? How long have you known him? I just re-read your original post. Since you saw this in a dream, it could be your higher self seeing him for what he truly is...someone with a dark nature...Perhaps you already know, deep down, about his dark nature and your dream was making it more clear to you. I think you need to find out more about his wizardry and what he has to say about the dark being you saw in your dream. The fact that he drains you is worrisome. How is he at other times...hateful...mean...How does he treat other people? Do you know his friends and how do you feel about them? I just feel you need to know him better. If he is a healer, then maybe he isn't so dark...Maybe what you saw was from the hard times he's had in the past. If so, then you might be able to do something about getting rid of it.

Ecila
@ecila
07/14/15 02:39:52PM
898 posts

This Place


Arts

Thank you CCat. Some days okay, some days really not;|

Ecila
@ecila
07/14/15 02:34:49PM
898 posts

In need of some answers/ guidance


Empath

What does he mean by calling himself a wizard? Is he doing some types of magical rituals? Is he trying to draw dark energies to him? In any case, people who are very negative will draw dark energy to them...I think Cat said that...He will need something like an exorcism and will have to change his attitude. You can't do it for him and you could be in for a rough road, Daydra, if you try to change him. I've seen dark beings before, they are around sadness, grief, low vibrations. They don't mean to be harmful, they just go where the energy fits them. . . where they feel they belong. I wonder if your boyfriend is aware of the presence.

Ecila
@ecila
07/13/15 10:19:45PM
898 posts

This Place


Arts

Lingering in limbo

Suspended in time and space

Going nowhere

Doing nothing

I might just die in this place.

I am the stagnant pond outside

My world contained in a putrid hole

Filled with rotting algae

With nowhere to run

And no place to go.

The air is hot and heavy here

It's difficult to breathe

It hangs around like shackles

A constant, clinging oppressor

I feel but cannot see.

I am this crumbling old house

It's weak foundation, my arthritic bones

It's termites, my mental infection

It's wavy, creaky floors

Sing my mourning song.

Out front there is a graveyard

Where two young corpses lie

This whole place smells of death

There's nothing else to do here

We've come here to die.


updated by @ecila: 03/04/17 08:38:32AM
Ecila
@ecila
07/13/15 10:04:08PM
898 posts

Energy - graves/burial sites.


Psychic and Paranormal

I have had sensations like that too, but dismissed them as my imagination. I wondered, tho, if it could be one way of feeling a presence in the room. I have also wondered about burial grounds. People used to be buried without headstones, so there could be bodies, Indian or others, anywhere. A place could have some type of spirit without a grave, too.

We have two graves in the front yard. I also found an old abandoned one near the house while walking in the woods. I don't particularly care for graveyards. There was weird energy in this house when we first moved in and I heard voices once, but I think that was something other than the folks in the yard... I did some serious cleansings and banishings for a long time before I felt comfortable here. All is quiet now but I wouldn't want to live here without my dog, at least. There are no other houses around.

Ecila
@ecila
07/12/15 02:48:49PM
898 posts

How can I contact spirits?


Psychic and Paranormal

I agree with you completely. I used to have a think against Christianity, and some parts of it I still don't like and think are harmful in some ways, but people have a right to their own beliefs. It's also the only religion that many can understand, so it's all they have to help them through this world.

Ecila
@ecila
07/10/15 06:07:12PM
898 posts

How can I contact spirits?


Psychic and Paranormal

I was talking Buddhism about the graveyard. It was done in early Buddhism in charnel grounds where the bodies are above ground, left to decompose uncovered. The idea was to realize the nature of impermanence. Ajahn Chah has talks on Youtube about when he did it and what he saw...pretty amazing. I don't know if i could handle meditating in a graveyard. I know I wouldn't like it!

Ecila
@ecila
07/10/15 01:31:03PM
898 posts

How can I contact spirits?


Psychic and Paranormal

LOL...yea, I don't think I would want to do that, either!

Ecila
@ecila
07/10/15 10:36:37AM
898 posts

How can I contact spirits?


Psychic and Paranormal

One of the Buddhist practices is to spend a night in a graveyard meditating. I think if you did that you might have some interesting experiences. The purpose of it is to overcome fear of death, tho, not to contact the dead, but I've hear lots of interesting stories from people who have done that. I have a graveyard in my front yard (seriously) but never have heard from them (there are only 2 graves). I just assume they are resting in peace and have gone to where they need to be. You could do something respectful, like clean the graves or plant a flower near them. .. some kind of offering maybe.

There are some folks here who do contact the deceased and who might be more helpful. I dream of the deceased often but do not try to contact them while awake. I'm suspicious as to who it is that is actually contacting me and think that beings can take on any appearance they choose. I feel like if they want to say something to me they will show up in my dreams. I've only practised sending them away...not bringing them back!

Ecila
@ecila
07/09/15 06:08:57PM
898 posts

Question about pure theta tones


New Age

I've listened to a several of those and some I like. Sometimes it helps to read the comments and see what other people's reactions were. Some are probably better quality than others and some have made me feel uneasy but I don't remember if that was theta or something else. I don't use them to meditate, tho.

Ecila
@ecila
07/07/15 07:37:49PM
898 posts



Ya just never know. I knew a guy like that who I met right after I was married. For a long time I thought it was a wicked twist of fate... I worked with him all day long and he and I had a weird bond but never anything romantic. We actually did have the same dream once. I wouldn't have believed it if he hadn't mentioned it to me first...so maybe you did meet Brian there, too. Maybe he has similar feelings....but the last time I was my old friend I found out that he had OCD and he had gained weight, balded....I never would have made it with him. I still have a bond with him, tho. Sometimes, after enough distance and time, it seems that things went the way they were supposed to go, afterall.

Ecila
@ecila
07/07/15 12:02:00PM
898 posts



I would guess that you still have feelings for Brian. Eventhough you are married and would not betray your husband, the feelings are there. Once you truly love someone, that love remains. Sometimes our deepest longings can appear in our dreams.

A ring can stand for an eternal bond. An engagement ring holds an unfulfilled promise. Green can stand for renewal, the creative, or natural attachment (as a color of nature). Green is the colour of the Venus with the Romans. Green as a color shares Light and Dark, blue and yellow. A balance is demanded between the dark and bright sides of the dreamer. (Your light side, perhaps, being the marriage and the dark, thoughts of Brian) Green can also be looked at as what is unripe and incomplete.

The triangle seems to suggests a love triangle.

His children sleeping in your son's room merely combines your close feelings with him and all that is his, even his children, to the point that they are even welcome in your son's room.

Hope that helped!

Ecila
@ecila
07/02/15 06:30:35PM
898 posts

At a loss...


Empath

When you have only one child, you become the playmate. I went through that with my son and it was very hard. My son was sensitive and would be super wound up when I picked him up, then want to play all evening. I'm afraid I didn't handle it very well at the time, either. Maybe you could try a set schedule, like spend so much time with your daughter initially, then eat, then alone time. Let your daughter know the routine. The only time I could get alone time was after he went to bed, and after I read some to him. Meditating together is a wonderful idea! If you have a husband who would help, that would be great. Mine rarely ever did. Schedules become even more important when you get homework in the equation.

Hang in there. They do grow up eventually although I wondered if I would ever get through it with mine.

Ecila
@ecila
06/26/15 08:30:32AM
898 posts

Snakes eating each other and flying in a homemade hot air balloon


Dreams

That's wonderful, Sarah! Life is for living and we should be good to ourselves:)

Ecila
@ecila
06/25/15 05:41:47PM
898 posts

Snakes eating each other and flying in a homemade hot air balloon


Dreams

Oh, that is a good one and it made me laugh!

If the snakes seemed like an ouroboros, it could represent the cycle of nature in which all things pass through life and death into rebirth in an eternal cycle. It could also have something to do with facing parts of your unconscious (the head devouring the tail), which would go along with you spitting out the food...purging what is no longer tasteful/useful to you. The peacock can also represent rebirth..or vanity and being proud of something.

This dream seems to say that things are going well for you!

Ecila
@ecila
06/22/15 09:56:02AM
898 posts



You're going to be in the astral in sleep, anyways. And yea, things are rarely ever perfect. I have a feeling that you won't be confronted with any more scary stuff.

Ecila
@ecila
06/21/15 12:42:08PM
898 posts

A Bat ....or something else?


Psychic and Paranormal

Sounds like you have a bat as a spirit guide, at least for the time being. There could be something for you to learn from bat energy. . . maybe try a search for "bat spirit guide." This one is interesting: http://www.wildspeak.com/animalenergies/bat.html

"Those people who work with bat sometimes find that bat will swamp their dreams with images of bat wings, will attack them in visions, or will appear in Otherworld trances at significant times often at initiatory points, to either signal an initiatory phase is beginning, occurring, or ending. Bat is also a particularly prominent guide for shamanists and those who are concerned with life/death mysteries."

 
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