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Ecila
@ecila
06/21/15 12:25:05PM
898 posts

The Queen of England


Dreams

I looked back in my dream journal. Back in April I dreamed that I was in Her Majesty's Secret Service. I had written the thought that "if you suicide, you just keep getting another life. It doesn't get easier. If you suffer fully, it is easier the next time." I thought that this attitude was a new thing in Her Majesty's Secret Service...lol.

For me, to dream of royalty feels like a desire for noble actions. Even though I am no fan of the queen, the image of royalty still seems like something related to a higher nature or higher efforts, of sorts.

I think the queen might be a reflection of you in that dream:)

Ecila
@ecila
06/21/15 10:57:34AM
898 posts



Weird things can happen with the body! Whatever it is will probably pass.


updated by @ecila: 03/16/17 02:46:50PM
Ecila
@ecila
06/21/15 10:52:22AM
898 posts



It seems that if you make an effort to stay away from all the ugly emotions and states of mind (hatred, greed, fear, etc...etc) that the astral projections are pleasant. Sometimes they seem to be a reflection of our state of being and the energies with which we are filling our lives. I haven't had any frightening ones in a long time. The best protection I know would be to rid yourself of all the impure thoughts and create feelings of peace and love to surround you beforehand (at all times, really)...sounds corny, I know:) If you are having bad experiences, there is a lesson to be learned there...something in your environment that might be out of tune.

Ecila
@ecila
06/12/15 02:26:55PM
898 posts

Sense8


Empath

Yea I binged too...and loved it!

Ecila
@ecila
06/12/15 12:33:09AM
898 posts

Sense8


Empath

Has anyone watched Sense8 on Netflix? I've been binge watching for the last 3 days. You have to get past the first episode then it gets really good. It's about a group of sensitives around the world and was made by the guys who made the Matrix...not gonna try to spell their name:)

The show takes empathy to another level and makes me wonder if some of the things shown might be possible...now or in the future. I won't give away and details...


updated by @ecila: 01/21/17 05:12:49PM
Ecila
@ecila
06/10/15 05:37:25PM
898 posts

Earth frequencies


Empath

I think it is. That's been talked about on here recently ...after the quake in Tibet. I felt sick for days before that happened. We are connected to the earth just like we are connected to each other. I usually get nervous around full moons, too.

Ecila
@ecila
06/10/15 05:30:00PM
898 posts



Many cultures do this during certain time in a person's life that signify change. I like the idea and would like to do it myself!

Ecila
@ecila
06/10/15 04:50:51PM
898 posts



As to you original topic, it seems like what you are doing in the clinical setting is lovely. People come in looking for help and a little "nudge" to help them along with their particular issue seems harmless enough. By coming into the clinic with a certain issue, they are in effect asking for help with it. . . so you are helping them...it sounds like simple compassion to me. If only all those in the medical profession were like that!

Ecila
@ecila
06/09/15 06:15:48PM
898 posts



Most of us are genuinely desirous for others to be happy, although it may be more appropriate to wish them peace and stability. Happiness can never last for long in the nature life. In metta meditation, you first wish yourself peace, then you wish peace for others. It results in making your own peace (or "being at ease" is the terminology, usually) and produces a good feeling all around. There is nothing wrong with wishing yourself peace (or for that matter happiness or joy) and when you are peaceful, you are better able to help others be peaceful. This method is not draining but energizing. Buddha would do this meditation - and Buddhists today do it - and wish for peace over the whole world.

Just a thought.

Ecila
@ecila
06/08/15 11:06:22PM
898 posts

Shielding vs. Filtering


Empath

Ifeeleverything, Most likely you are still overwhelmed by your brother and haven't processed it all yet. Drinking will delay your recovery and cause you to be stuck where you are. Do you have someone to talk to like a counselor or good friend? I'm not so sure shielding will help you right now, if your agony is coming from within. Find someone to talk to, start an exercise program, meditate, check your diet...just some things to start. Take care of yourself.

Ecila
@ecila
06/08/15 09:12:36PM
898 posts



Pat, Oh yes...a lot of bitterness! Thanks for the advice. The ancestors were around like crazy when I first got here...so much so that it freaked me out. Not so much now, but I could use their help.

Salansar, Glad you are no longer an angry young man:) I don't know how to radiate something you don't first feel, tho. . . like the saying about slinging mud.

I do my best these days to stay out of other people's business. "Not my circus...not my monkeys" is the new motto.

Ecila
@ecila
06/08/15 07:43:22PM
898 posts



I agree with you. The case I have in mind involves someone who isn't exactly in control of their life anymore. I think we talked about this before. Energy is exchanged, even passively, when people live together. The old, ill, dark or depressed person can have a vampirish effect on the other people in the house without trying, and energy can get depleted without trying to send it.

Ecila
@ecila
06/08/15 06:09:24PM
898 posts



Yes I meant manipulating energy to change the situation to make it bearable for all involved. Mainly that involves trying to stay at a very high level to counter balance the black hole of a drain that is most keenly felt coming from the other person. . . and try to lift him up a bit by lots of positive energy and love. I don't see anything wrong with that and think it is a kindness. It would be much easier to just avoid it, which I have to do sometimes. The only other options are to not care about the person's depression and watch them suffer everyday (thereby suffering with them) or leave the person to die alone and miserable.

I am familiar with the views of others about interfering or manipulating other people's moods and normally I wouldn't, but I do feel there are exceptions to every rule.

Ecila
@ecila
06/08/15 05:37:14PM
898 posts



We will have to agree to disagree.

Being around such a person constantly for years puts a different face on such a situation. Ultimately it is up to you to leave such a situation that can't be remedied...and let the person die alone in loneliness and sorrow. Sometimes other people can be the purest of hell.

Ecila
@ecila
06/08/15 04:43:33PM
898 posts



Door, One reason would be if you are stuck living with a person who is constantly miserable, depressed, hateful, and generally makes your life intolerable to the point that you start to become miserable, depressed, and suffer from a variety of physical illnesses brought on by such negative energy.

Ecila
@ecila
06/08/15 11:01:29AM
898 posts



Yes I've tried to project happiness and joy. In a long term situation it can be extremely draining. The method is to have a lot of happiness and joy in myself and radiating or projecting it toward the person. I've also tried to do away with sadness and fear for other people. That's not as draining...but probably not as effective.


updated by @ecila: 03/17/17 12:57:15AM
Ecila
@ecila
06/04/15 11:57:00AM
898 posts



Thanks for that, Snake. I've been meaning to read up on Dr. Ian Stephenson, too. There are a couple of pdfs online of his work. . . I'll just link them here for anyone interested . . .

http://www.near-death.com/experiences/reincarnation01.html

http://michaelsudduth.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/Stevenson-Twenty-Cases-Suggestive-of-Reincarnation.pdf

http://www.medicine.virginia.edu/clinical/departments/psychiatry/sections/cspp/dops/dr.-tuckers-publications/REI36Tucker-1.pdf


updated by @ecila: 12/17/16 05:08:12PM
Ecila
@ecila
05/26/15 06:26:24PM
898 posts

Emotional testing


Empath

That's a good question. I do as Spiritual Light describes above with the breathing then imagine all that is not mine falling off of me and evaporating.

Ecila
@ecila
05/25/15 09:58:44AM
898 posts

Computer Dreams


Dreams

That actually would fit pretty well. I am totally isolated where I am now...3+ years now (with my dog and my 84 year old dad). Things do get dull here, too, but I've been on a self-imposed mission of a kind of self-development...lol...trying to learn some things and put some pieces together. I don't have an actual job, but I do get overwhelmed. Both dog and dad (especially dog) have been having health problems and it is has been hard to do what they both need at the same time. My own "happiness" isn't really on the table right now, but I do have some free time, which is nice. I'm trying to appreciate this time with the two of them.

Thanks so much for that. I couldn't see anything from those except I thought maybe there was some kind of information trying to get to me. I haven't had anymore computer dreams, so maybe that's the end of it!

Ecila
@ecila
05/22/15 05:07:33PM
898 posts

Computer Dreams


Dreams

I'm at a loss about these computer dreams. I was looking back through the dream book and didn't realize there were so many lately. I think there could have been more but this is as far back as I read. Any ideas welcome!

May 2: Computer between hotel beds caught fire. I had rouble putting it out. Used a flower pot to carry water while holding my finger over the hole in the bottom.

A girl printed flyers for me using a computer that she wasn't supposed to use for that purpose.

May 13: Girl gave me a computer chip and told me to take it to the office at the school to get it fixed. It was neon green and blue. An AI robot was there who fixed it. He told me he wrote the code on it, and I think I was supposed to read that code but couldn't remember it when I woke. I went back to class to teach something about a eucalyptus plant but realized I didn't have a real one, only a model with the wrong color leaves.

I was with 2 guys. We had 3 stacks of hard drives. Our job was to find information on them. My stack had real silver connectors on them and that was how I knew they were mine. We were CIA or something like that. There was a voice from someone who was dead saying "If you ever hear anything bad about me...."...I couldn't hear the end!

May 14: A friend I know was coming to inspect my workplace which was in a mess. (It felt like where I live now...lol) I had 2 computers, one personal, one work. Someone had sent out too many emails, 2500 of them. I suspected a virus. I said I could do without my personal computer while they were being fixed....then I went to get a hairbrush but could only find a round one. I knew my friend would go easy on me with the report...but my hair was still a mess.


updated by @ecila: 03/03/17 03:02:16PM
Ecila
@ecila
05/22/15 04:43:13PM
898 posts

Getting to Alabama


Dreams

Thanks Robin but I'm not sure I helped very much, other than Emmy might want or need to go to Alabama to see them!

Ecila
@ecila
05/22/15 01:10:00PM
898 posts

Getting to Alabama


Dreams

Is there anything that you associate with Alabama?

Ecila
@ecila
05/21/15 09:36:18AM
898 posts



There is no need to force a belief but to learn to trust yourself. In time you will come to know, and knowing is the goal.

Ecila
@ecila
05/08/15 04:40:11PM
898 posts

Basic Info on Daily Planets


New Age

It's funny - or sad - I've always wanted to travel but never was able to very much. Jobs, husband, the kid, animals, parents...I swear one day I'm going put my stuff in storage then get in my car and hit the road! Once I get to the other side of the continent, I'll trash the car and catch a plane. Yes, I've been dreaming...and planning:)

Ecila
@ecila
05/08/15 10:44:06AM
898 posts

Basic Info on Daily Planets


New Age

That must have been a fun time in Japan and Korea. Too bad about the foot. Maybe that graveyard didn't want to be dug up! At least you had the experience of being there for a while. If you ever go back, the language will probably come back to you easily since you learned it while young. I doubt my old brain could learn Chinese at this point, although I am up for trying. I did learn spanish years ago and and speak that fairly well. Too bad I don't want to go to any Spanish speaking country!

Ecila
@ecila
05/08/15 09:14:10AM
898 posts



She has very practical methods of doing things which I liked a lot. Thanks for telling me about her. I will see what I can find online too:)

Ecila
@ecila
05/07/15 03:23:37PM
898 posts



I'm not sure what you are trying to see. Is it what the guide is talking about seeing in the video? Those guided meditations are very nice for relaxing and I LOVE Michael Sealy for going to sleep. If you are trying to really get inside yourself, though, you need total silence during meditation. When someone is talking throughout, it isn't the same as you going into yourself...A little talking at the beginning to get you started is okay, but not the whole time. That will keep you away from your true self. You don't have to see anything, but you will if you keep practising. What you want to see is what naturally occurs in your mind, not what someone tells you to see, and you can't get to that with someone giving you instructions. The point is for your mind to calm itself, by itself. This increases your mind's strength.

I've found that a simple candle works well to focus on. Maybe try just visualizing that and along with your breath and see what happens. I know it sounds boring but you would be surprised where you mind can take you! But it is also very important to not really expect anything and just let things flow.

Snake: The book you recommended to me, "Magical Knowledge," had a great meditation using candles! I have had trouble getting anywhere with meditation since I've been here at my dad's, but I used to have some very interesting ones. . . like floating upward, floating over a lake, being transported to various places, some incredible images. I love it when the weird stuff happens:)

Ecila
@ecila
05/07/15 01:07:13PM
898 posts

Basic Info on Daily Planets


New Age

I meant the Chinese astrological system, but you are right in that I would like to learn the language, too, and the calligraphy is so beautiful. I've always felt like I should have been Asian so I guess I've had many lives there. I'm drawn to the Celtic, too! I know I have strong ancestry from Scotland and Ireland. I believe you said you were from the Appalachians(?) Most everyone there has Scots-Irish in the blood!

Korea would be a great place to visit! I would love to go there or anywhere in that part of the world. I looked up where you can stay at monasteries and there was a zen one in Korea where you can stay for free.....maybe one day:) What were you going to research? Sounds interesting.

Ecila
@ecila
05/03/15 02:25:53PM
898 posts



It can vary to not remembering and remembering, so don't worry about it.

Ecila
@ecila
05/02/15 09:25:03PM
898 posts

Grounding quickly in a pinch. How do you do it?


Empath

With practice, you can associate a grounding or shielding technique with a particular movement, like clinching your toes for grounding, or making a fist for shielding. Or you can use a phrase. Silly as this sounds, I've gotten into a habit of saying "Shields up, Scottie" when I feel I need one. . ."Make it so" would be a good one...or "Warp speed"...:)

Ecila
@ecila
05/02/15 11:35:51AM
898 posts



You're doing it right. You are in the process of letting go and you mind, that is used to being in control, says "Hey, wait a minute! I'm in control here!" and pulls you back. There is nothing that will hurts you but there can be all sorts of weird sensations and in good meditation it is common to see lots of lights. They are called nimita by the buddhists. As to your mom, sometimes people have beginner's luck but it doesn't usually last for long. Or she could have have previous experience in a previous life.

Falling asleep is a common problem, too. The best advice I know is to just take a nap and then try again. Here's a l ink with lots of meditations if you are interested. They start off with a little intro then silence.

https://www.youtube.com/user/DhammalokaMeditation

also here there are 30 min and 60 min ones:

http://www.dhammaloka.org.au/downloads/itemlist/category/24-guided-meditation.html


updated by @ecila: 10/19/17 05:30:38AM
Ecila
@ecila
05/02/15 07:30:39AM
898 posts

Basic Info on Daily Planets


New Age

Thanks Snake. I saw that but will look again and try to figure out what I'm looking to find. It might be time to bite the bullet and learn some astrology...but then I feel drawn to learn Chinese as well and that's just so much!

Ecila
@ecila
05/01/15 06:38:11PM
898 posts



I would say so. Why? What are you practising these days?

As they say, "To know, to will, to dare, and to keep silent."


updated by @ecila: 03/16/17 04:35:15AM
Ecila
@ecila
05/01/15 05:17:04PM
898 posts

Mood disorders vs. Impaired empath


Empath

A therapist once told me that if a person was bipolar, they would not be considered anything else, at least not borderline or depressed, as they would fall under the bipolar designation. Not that it makes that much difference, but I doubt that you have all those things. Maybe that will help a little:) Being away from what annoys us is the best way to deal with it, if that is possible. People are necessary to some degree, though, and they aren't all bad. Read up on some grounding and centering techniques....and then shielding. That will help you get a grip if sensitivity is part of the issue.

Ecila
@ecila
05/01/15 05:07:43PM
898 posts

anchors


Empath

generally an anchor is used for a beneficial outcome, like a crystal to feel grounded, an amulet of any type to bring you back to a state of peace, mudras, etc. Focusing on your sadness might reinforce that sadness. That might not be the best way to go? I do understand what you are talking about, though, and the comfort of the familiar sadness during times of depression. It's a nasty feedback loop. Is there something more positive that you might start trying to use instead?

Ecila
@ecila
05/01/15 01:16:55PM
898 posts

Basic Info on Daily Planets


New Age

Does anyone know where I could find basic daily info about planetary changes, what sign the moon is in, void-of-course, and retrogrades? I am a bit astrologically challenged. There was a calendar I was buying for this but didn't get one this year. Thank you:)


updated by @ecila: 04/15/17 10:12:50AM
Ecila
@ecila
04/28/15 08:54:36PM
898 posts

I get so angry grocery-shopping...


Empath

Nice to see this post. Grocery shopping gets me too. When I had the option, I would go very late at night. Now I go get what I absolutely have to have and get out. All the healthy food is around the perimeter so I avoid the aisles. I'm vegetarian but have to but meat for my dog (allergic to dogfood) and the people hovering over the meat really make me nervous. It is amazing how long a person will stare at dead flesh. It puts me in a bad mood. . . I do use tunnel vision sometimes.

Oh, and I pick up a chocolate bar as soon as I walk in and eat it while I'm there. Chocolate helps everything...I do pay for it on the way out!

Ecila
@ecila
04/26/15 04:37:47PM
898 posts

Can something in my dream follow me into consciousness?


Psychic and Paranormal

I feel like it is more likely that you encounter in your dreams what's already present, but I guess that could work both ways...really...I see both sides as the same. We are more open to the "other" while sleeping. What you did is basically what I do, but sometimes I also flood the whole bedroom or house with light and burn some incense. I've gotten to the point that if I have bad dreams too often I will communicate that I need them to let me know the message more clearly or leave me alone and let me sleep.

What it could be...there are so many things that it could be but most likely it is an emotion that belongs to you. Sometimes I get visitations but they are never dark or ugly. I have found it impossible to classify entities although I tried to do that once. I've decided to just have compassion for them all as long as they don't bother me. Wish them well and tell them to leave you alone:)

Ecila
@ecila
04/26/15 04:02:50PM
898 posts

Nepal Earthquake


Psychic and Paranormal

I suspect they might be the most spiritually evolved place. I am glad to see such wonderful efforts for relief. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2015_Nepal_earthquake#Response

Ecila
@ecila
04/25/15 01:12:07PM
898 posts

Nepal Earthquake


Psychic and Paranormal

I'd like to ask everyone to take a moment to pray or send healing and well wishes to the people affected by the earthquake that happened today.

This has affected me since last night with bad nerves and sick stomach. Today I keep crying along with the nerves and stomach. Did anyone else have any weird symptoms?


updated by @ecila: 07/11/17 03:32:27AM
Ecila
@ecila
04/24/15 09:46:22AM
898 posts



P.S. Getting to know him better might actually help you understand why he did what he did. You might discover that he has issues, and it might help you not blame yourself. Alice Miller is a good author to read about this kind of stuff.

Ecila
@ecila
04/23/15 07:55:52PM
898 posts



I am so sorry about your father. I grew up without mine, too, and the effects that has on a daughter (or son, I'm sure) are tremendous. Know that it is not your fault, and his action only speck for his character or problems, whatever they are. A father's absence can often, if not always, be felt by the child as an abandonment and produces guilt and feelings of inferiority. I'm speaking from my experience here. I have a long story about this but will spare you! Message me if you want to hear it.

Negative feelings can, I think, bring about various beings, thoughtforms, etc. They are most likely of your own creation and mean you no harm. Once you start feeling better, they will leave. The physical actions in the blog post will help.

As far as you attitude on the inside, that's another creature! The path I choose for purification was Buddhism and a little hermetics. The Buddhist path is the most clear cut and can be used by anyone whether or not they are Buddhist. It basically teaches you to get rid of negative states of mind. It's the same with the hermetics...it teaches you to look at yourself honestly...I think most all of the spiritual paths have some sort of purification process.

I encourage you to face this issue with your dad. Mine caused me to marry the wrong guy and stay in a bad relationship for many years as well as other self-destructive behaviours. . . but mine has been a long, drawn out kinda thing, with a huge step-family involved for years and other issues that I'm just now finding out about.

Feel better soon and message me anytime:)

Ecila
@ecila
04/23/15 04:31:40PM
898 posts

Being attacked?


Psychic and Paranormal

Did you get a dark vibe during any of those readings from anyone? Perhaps you opened yourself up to something that you will now have to send away.

Ecila
@ecila
04/23/15 04:10:00PM
898 posts



Just going on this one dream, and since you said that seeing your father caused you to have night terrors, it could be looked at as how you feel about your father. The six people are different aspects of yourself. The man who killed them would be your father. I would be guessing that he doesn't take an active part, or not active enough at least, in your life, and you feel like he treats you as if you are dead already. No matter what you do (the different people) he doesn't act like you are alive and even taunts you. Death also represents as aspect of yourself that is passing. Without knowing more I couldn't guess what that might be.

If I were you, I would start recording these dreams as soon as you wake, or during the night if you wake up from one. Keep a notebook beside your bed. After a while, you will have enough symbols to begin to see repetitions, and make it easier to figure out what is going on. If it is your father's relationship causing a lot of the dreams, there are some things you can do for that, like cord cutting and other things.

Also, without knowing more, I wouldn't rule out a spirit attachment as Bill says. It wouldn't hurt to do a cleansing, actually lots of cleansing, one everyday for at least a week, then as needed. I would do a small one every night in your room if I were you. There is a write up about one method on my blog page. Since this has been going on for a while, you will need to be very proactive in ridding yourself of whatever this is that is bothering your sleep.

Ecila
@ecila
04/18/15 11:00:59AM
898 posts

Dreams becoming precognitive


Dreams

P.S. There was more detail to that dream. I was really close to the little girl who died. That's the second dreams she has sent me.

Ecila
@ecila
04/18/15 10:36:01AM
898 posts

Dreams becoming precognitive


Dreams

The ones that end up being precognitive of a significant nature are usually very different from the others. You'll learn to recognize them after you've had a few. Sometimes if I'm not feeling well I'll have some that seem important but aren't so I've learned to ignore those. If I have an unusual dream about a person, I've learned to check in with them the next day. That happened last night/today. I dreamed of a friend whose daughter died in November. I dreamed of going to a school (one I've never seen before) and there were graves there. The principle said we didn't need the last grave that was in the process of being dug but I was thinking "yes you do." I checked in with my friend today and she found out yesterday that university of KY is awarding her daughter's degree posthumously and my friend is going on May 9 to receive it. . . but I never would have been able to figure out what that meant.

Ecila
@ecila
04/17/15 04:37:10PM
898 posts

Angel


Arts

You're welcome and thank you, CCat:)

Ecila
@ecila
04/17/15 04:36:34PM
898 posts

Angel


Arts

It must be wonderful to have a friend like that. I've lost track of this person but she obviously made an impression at the time.

Ecila
@ecila
04/09/15 07:13:50PM
898 posts



Power used the wrong way will come back around and kick your a**....give it time.

Ecila
@ecila
04/09/15 12:15:42PM
898 posts



Yea, do we ever really know anyone?

 
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