Why you shouldn't shield yourself
Empath's are like trees they take in c02(negative energy) and give out oxygen(positive energy).
I realized I was different after being on about 100 different medication and not one thing helped.
I realized I was an empath.
My frist attempt was grounding which helped a little bit, using various techniques Studying and reflecting what techniques worked better then others, it wasn't enough.
My secound attempt was shielding which is the first time I felt like myself in years, I realized though when I was in public places my shield was not good enough even after months of learning how to use it. It was to much to constantly try to hold up a shield wherever I went.
I just felt like I was not seeing the whole picture the shield was like medicine helps temporarily but is slowly bad for you cause it never fixes the "root problem"
It's natural for me to take other people's negative energy I'm a magnet to it. Why should I be fighting what is natural, so I decided to test a theory.
I was in software engineering class and I focused on one persons negative energy next to me and kept doing it one by one till I connected to everyone in the class. I thought at this point I would be drained cause normally I am after just taking one persons negative energy. But I felt for once like myself I felt empowered, grounded in reality, so I imagined taking the negative energy of all the college and then the world. It was the weirdest feeling ever I felt "1" with everything. I felt connected grounded the opposite of what I originally thought, I thought other people's negative energy was killing me but with this experiment showed me I almost feed of it it like a tree that takes in c02 gets stronger and produces more oxygen. So following my hypothesis after learning this I connect to all energy around me I can now flourish in social situations and now taking a engineering test I can focus easily. We are meant to take in negative energy don't run from it, or protect yourself from it. I used to battle everyone energy and it made me crazy, run towards your intuition and your true power, and you will find your true self.
updated by @corey-easton: 03/09/17 12:48:46PM