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InstinctivelyxIntuitive
@instinctivelyxintuitive
08/12/18 08:46:49PM
4 posts

Depersonalization, schizo, or spiritual?


Empath

Hi there.

So, I'm not sure where to start, so I'll just start where things first started happening.

Quite a few years ago, I smoked marijuana. The one and only time I did it. I only took two hits off of it. I developed, what I strongly thought was either a schizophrenic episode, or severe depersonalization. It left me feeling that way severely for three months, then very heavily for three years. Being around marijuana seems to bring this out in me. Not sure if I'm just sensitive to it or not.

Lately, I've been having chronic fatigue, and my depersonalization has been coming back again, however, this time, I haven't been around any marijuana. Not even around it to smell it (which does bring on symptoms) 

What I've also noticed is that they got significantly worse (but not as bad as it used to be) after I moved into my new apartment. I'm fairly certain there are spirits/entities here. While I didn't immediately think they were evil or malicious, I have been uneasy here at night.

So, again, I'm not sure if I'm just being highly sensitive to spiritual stuff going on around me, or if it's depersonalization again, or if I am developing schizophrenia, which does run on my biological mother's side of the family. I honestly don't think it is that, but part of me has always had a fear that I'd develop it.

If anyone is able to do a quick reading or something and see what's going on, it'd help immensely. 

Thank you very much!

InstinctivelyxIntuitive
@instinctivelyxintuitive
07/18/18 10:35:29PM
4 posts

Requesting Love/Soulmate Reading


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Hello, hope whoever is reading this is having a good day.

Last week, I met someone in real life that I have known online for quite some time now. I have known that he and I have been tied together for a mistake that I made in my first, if not one of my early lives as a human. Upon meeting him, I knew that the majority of things I had thought were true. And I realized that I was also in love with him. Something which I had known before, but thought I had worked through.

I guess I'm looking for a reading because I'm confused as to where things should go. I sincerely want to keep holding onto the hope that he and I can be happy in this lifetime, as I think it may be one of our last ones together. Is this something that is optimal for my soul, and my soul's purpose in this lifetime?

If anyone is able to pick up on that, or anything else regarding the situation between me and him, that would be greatly appreciated. 

If anyone needs pictures of either of us, lemme know, I can message some.

Thank you very much. 


updated by @instinctivelyxintuitive: 07/18/18 10:38:32PM
InstinctivelyxIntuitive
@instinctivelyxintuitive
05/30/17 02:41:54PM
4 posts

Reaching Out For Help


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Thank you for that, all of that.

We actually ended up breaking up I believe the day after I posted that. Everything you said makes perfect sense.

The only thing I'm worried about now is I just ended up getting a new job, and am in a financial mess. I'm currently staying with the now-ex, and will probably end up having to stay here for a year or so while I save up money to get a car, furniture, and an apartment. I really hope that somehow something works out where I can be out of here sooner, I don't know how much of him I can put up with. But, something always works out, even if I don't understand how it will manifest. 

It's alright that it sounded harsh, I think I've known for a while that my guides have been...frustrated with me. I just am unsure of how to meditate and come into contact with them. It's hard for me to believe in myself, and I guess to an extent, them, and quiet my mind enough to hear them/see their signs.

InstinctivelyxIntuitive
@instinctivelyxintuitive
05/22/17 11:53:05AM
4 posts

Reaching Out For Help


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Hello to who is reading this, I hope you are having a good morning, afternoon, evening, night.

I have been struggling in my current relationship. I feel like my intuition is telling me to leave, however, there is my annoying, optimistic side that wants to believe my boyfriend when he said he is going to change. I feel like, spiritually, my energy is being drained, and I honestly don't know what to do, and if it is my boyfriend causing this inside of me, or my own insecurities. 

Someone, please help me...

Also, random, but I do/did Reiki as well, but I do feel extremely stuck with that as well, and have for months. If that could get thrown in there, too, that'd be great, if not, that's okay.

Thank you.

Edit: Here's a picture of me at the current time of this update if that helps.

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updated by @instinctivelyxintuitive: 09/28/17 01:59:05AM