How can I deal with being ugly and social anxiety
I am requesting positive energy. I've never put in a request before but I have been depressed and need help. Please read below
I've been told that I am ugly all my life. I hate being ugly!! I wish everyday I could be pretty! I think people would not be as mean to me!!!
The hard thing about it is, I am empath and I can feel that people think Im ugly. Most guys don't want to talk to me cause they don't want to be seen with me or they don't want me to like them. Or if I am out somewhere buying something people are mean to me and nice to the pretty girl in front of me. Its very hard to deal with. I also get lotssssssss of stare downs. Do you think because Im and empath I look weird to them?
I just had to disconnect myself from a narcissist friend. I could tell she thought I was ugly and she would make me cry without even saying that I was ugly. She told me I was weird looking one time so I thought maybe thats why I get the stares? Anyways she would say stuff to me all the time about how much she gets everything she wants cause shes so pretty. She even told me when a guy was talking to me that he was talking to me to gacne scares and my face sags.et to her. Shes probably right. She is very pretty and Im just not.
I am writing today because I was hurt again yesterday. I was sitting with a freind of mine and a guy came up and introduced himself to her and not me... he just gave me a very dirty look. I didnt know what to do. I felt ugly all over again. This happens a lot. What would you do in this situation? This completely crushed me I went home again and just cried.
I know I shouldnt worry about what I look like but I have to deal with the people in the world everyday. They are just mean to me and I dont know if its because Im ugly and weird looking or because Im Empath?? Its hard for me to leave the house because I know what Im dealing with. Just wish I could be a hermitt! Or I wish I was blessed with being pretty! How can I help myself? I am truly depressed everyday and I just don't want to be reminded by everyone out there that I am not Ms. America (wish I was). Please send me vibes to make me feel and look pretty
updated by @adda2300: 02/05/17 04:27:09AM