Hi Sara!! I guess I don't have many friends either...but I do have many many acquaintances. My brother and I were driving around and I heard the word "empath". I told him that. He said, "Oh no!! That's a rough one!!" I can feel/sense negativity. Once I healed someone just by talking to them over the phone. They said they were 100% better. Of course, the individual was suffering from depression, and it returned, THEN I was affected. I laid on my couch for days, just sleeping, not wanting food. There are feelings of spirits in that home, some not pleasant.
I blessed my home when I moved into it. I gave my car away to the Creator. I absolutely love being by myself and on my own. It was what I needed at a certain time in my life. I feel at peace here, when I am not fighting off depression. I try so hard to stay away from having depression attached to me. Sometimes I feel so bad about someone's feelings, I want or I do start crying. That happened to me about a month ago. I stopped to visit a friend and I asked her,"Is that you?" "IS THAT YOU?"She stated she was missing her brother and her ex, as they had both were deceased. I cried so hard for her....I just felt so sad for her........The tears were hers.
The past few years have been different...uh,REALLYdifferent!! I have had spiritual experiences, involving spirits; phantoms; and others. Sometimes, I had to ask the Creator what they were, because I didn't know what kind of spirit was present. The ones the Creator removed were pretty bad and mostly scared children. I don't take credit for HIS work. Nobody knows how to protect the children today...I teach parents or grandparents or those I've helped how to keep the positivity in the home. I don't know how this comes to me. I don't know how to do this, but it's like I automatically know what to do.....and when I do fight, I am confident and LOUD.
When I am home, I do notice a pipe smell being around, or the smell of lilacs. I don't know who smoked a pipe, and I know my mom loved lilacs, as do I.
I guess for now, I am trying to learn how to protect myself from the negative energy. At times now and then, I will have people just walk up to me, excited! A male friend was all happy asking me what's going on with me? I look so much younger and happy.....At the time, I didn't know....now I do. I have ex-Christians approaching me, stating they are wanting to go back to church. I do NOT approach them talking about Christianity. I was told they can tell I have the light inside of me and it is drawing them to me.
You are NOT a piece of meat. There is a reason you are here on earth. You have a job and you haven't finished it yet. Be blessed!!!