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Twanihatha
@twanihatha
06/06/16 05:05:51PM
2 posts

transparent, feeling like a mirror??


Empath

Lastars, Hello. I am also at the point in life where I am exactly at the place "transparent, feeling like a mirror", is at. I would like to ask if you can assist me also. After experiences, sometimes it takes two or three days of sleep (feels like depression) to feel somewhat human again.Thank you!!

Twanihatha
@twanihatha
05/30/16 09:39:45PM
2 posts



Hi Sara!! I guess I don't have many friends either...but I do have many many acquaintances. My brother and I were driving around and I heard the word "empath". I told him that. He said, "Oh no!! That's a rough one!!" I can feel/sense negativity. Once I healed someone just by talking to them over the phone. They said they were 100% better. :) Of course, the individual was suffering from depression, and it returned, THEN I was affected. I laid on my couch for days, just sleeping, not wanting food. There are feelings of spirits in that home, some not pleasant.

I blessed my home when I moved into it. I gave my car away to the Creator. I absolutely love being by myself and on my own. It was what I needed at a certain time in my life. I feel at peace here, when I am not fighting off depression. I try so hard to stay away from having depression attached to me. Sometimes I feel so bad about someone's feelings, I want or I do start crying. That happened to me about a month ago. I stopped to visit a friend and I asked her,"Is that you?" "IS THAT YOU?"She stated she was missing her brother and her ex, as they had both were deceased. I cried so hard for her....I just felt so sad for her........The tears were hers.

The past few years have been different...uh,REALLYdifferent!! I have had spiritual experiences, involving spirits; phantoms; and others. Sometimes, I had to ask the Creator what they were, because I didn't know what kind of spirit was present. The ones the Creator removed were pretty bad and mostly scared children. I don't take credit for HIS work. Nobody knows how to protect the children today...I teach parents or grandparents or those I've helped how to keep the positivity in the home. I don't know how this comes to me. I don't know how to do this, but it's like I automatically know what to do.....and when I do fight, I am confident and LOUD.

When I am home, I do notice a pipe smell being around, or the smell of lilacs. I don't know who smoked a pipe, and I know my mom loved lilacs, as do I.

I guess for now, I am trying to learn how to protect myself from the negative energy. At times now and then, I will have people just walk up to me, excited! A male friend was all happy asking me what's going on with me? I look so much younger and happy.....At the time, I didn't know....now I do. I have ex-Christians approaching me, stating they are wanting to go back to church. I do NOT approach them talking about Christianity. I was told they can tell I have the light inside of me and it is drawing them to me.

You are NOT a piece of meat. There is a reason you are here on earth. You have a job and you haven't finished it yet. ;) Be blessed!!!