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Matthias
@matthias
05/31/16 08:44:12AM
3 posts

My search begins


Empath

It seems the alcoholism is a physical expression of a negative energy source. A "Demon" if you will, that has not been properly dealt with. Energy is always passed from creator to created. Conflict meets you physically because it is The Universes easiest form of communication. We use the things see around us all the time to explain other happenings, it is called parable. The Universe had communicated with you before in your dreams but something convinced you that the things that you see are not real. If they are in your mind then they must be real, at least for you. The realization that we are all moving on our own individual path through an ever expanding universe simultaneously means that you can believe what people say about themselves, if you have eyes that see and ears that hear. Things never go away, they just change form. You are being presented with frightening and obvious evidence that you have some thing to do. It most likely involves a Protection of Resources. "There is no greater love than to lay down ones' life for his Brother." Alcoholism has been a Thief in your family, Thieves take resources from their rightful owner. Your dreams have been stolen from you, but not forgotten because they are still important. There is a reason these images are in your head. Those reasons are up to your own interpretation. Be as honest as an animal or a plant, or a child. They do not lie! They are genuine and authentic in their existences. They do not wonder whether to do this or that, they just do it. Natural, Simple, Flowing.

Matthias
@matthias
05/31/16 12:23:42AM
3 posts

there's no relief


Empath

Peace is found at the end of every conflict thoughtfully and lovingly resolved. Our ESP (elevated sense of perception, I find it to be a more accurate description), gives us an opportunity that not everyone is provided. We are acutely aware of our surroundings in any given moment, and once awakened, we are shown the things that we are meant to be shown, hear the things that we are meant to hear, and feel the things that we are meant to fill <---- I nearly removed this typo, but when I read it i found it to be honest, and left it. The universe connects and communicates with us in ways that are beyond even our understanding at times. We can not expect understanding from others, but we can be open to receiving it. It the universe communicates with you, then inversely you can communicate with it, all roads are necessarily two way, as you can choose to go one or the other, the only question now is which way you will go and how you will travel it. If we are aware then we are drawn to those things of which we are aware, either on purpose, or on accident. Purpose indicates growth, a lack of growth indicates stagnation or moratorium. Growth does occur on accident, but it definitely benefits from a stable environment conducive to ones' goals. We program ourselves one we are awakened. Do you want to win? If so you may take victory in this one thing, but another conflict will always come, it is necessary. So it is no longer about winning, winning reduces your options. Winning is always winning, But NOT LOSING could be any other thing. Consider all the perspectives that you have been the gift to perceive before making the decision. If someone else KNEW how you were feeling how would you like them to use this information? Be the change you want to see. I do not know you, but I do see, feel, and hear you. I hope this message finds any and all who need it.

Matthias
@matthias
05/30/16 03:26:20PM
3 posts

Introduction - Me


Empath

I wanted to take a few moments to introduce myself to you most beautiful people. First let me say, I have been reading your posts for some time while waiting for my application to be approved. The experiences that most of you have shared have had an affirming affect on what has become the most significant epoch of my time here thus far. I receive encouragement from each of you and for that I thank you, sincerely.

I have recently "Awakened" and the experience has been thrilling, inspiring, frightening, and confusing. I am an ENTP, an Empath, and a student of the martial way. My awakening was the result of a number of conflicts solved un-thoughtfully and un-lovingly over a long enough time that I necessarily grasped the opposite. I have as much capacity to heal as I do to harm. This realization sent me into a constant state of "Mushin" or no mind; meditation in motion. When I came to this realization I also came to several more; that i had hurt many people and that I could suddenly "feel" their pain or at least have become aware of how significant even the smallest, seemingly unrelated details can be. I can now see things through many perspectives and my system immediately looks for the things that are unseen by the eye, unheard by the hear, or not felt by the skin. With this new "vision" the whole world looks different than it ever has, I look for the beauty and the good in things, I bring others' attentions to those things which are good and loving. However, I understand that the negative necessarily exists and therefore should not be hated, for without it then the Light wouldn't exist, and I love the Light.

In dealing with others my "body" automatically does what it was trained to do, but since my awakening I can pause, look at the opposite of what my body says and ask myself if that is conducive with my goals of spreading peace, harmony, and love. If it is, I do it, if it isn't I do not. These decisions all take place instantly, usually.. however, i have the found that when i must be most judicious is when I am dealing with certain other people.

Please forgive me if my ideas seem jumbled or disorganized. I tried to edit this as little as possible because i wanted honest, authentic, expression. Anything else is a lie.

Nice to meet you all.


updated by @matthias: 01/24/17 10:38:22PM