I'm new to this site and a little unclear as to what I can share...but here goes. I'm 64 years old and being first born have carried so many in my life. My born family has thrown me under the bus over and over but I still felt I had to be strong. I watched my mother take her last breath alone two years ago. After that...everything began to bubble up in me. Long story short for a strong woman who has raised her parents and their kids.... I actually tried to take my life. Almost succeeded. Thanks to my youngest daughter... I still breathe. But I'm in therapy big time and really learning some amazing coping skills from some amazing people. My advice... don't be alone.... reach out. There are so many understanding people out there.
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I very recently was overwhelmed with similar feelings. I could not bare to even listen to the news..or any voices. I was ready to go to my Dr. and ask for antidepressants, that my whole life I have poo pooed. I saw it as weak. Too bad I didn't. Because I ended up in the hospital for 2 days with through the roof high blood pressure. I am now in therapy and feeling like I finally have a safety net to deal with soon much pain that is not mine. Please take care of yourself! Do not give up and feel alone. YOU are an amazing person just because of your ability to feel deeply. I believe that the sensitive (Empaths) are the key to saving this planet. We are here for a very profound reason friend.
On line musical interactive Ephemeris
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I've spent 30 years researching the connections between Astrology, Astronomy, music and color and finally the technology was advanced enough for me to create an on line (real time) musical time machine. Being an accomplished pianist I wondered if I could express my first grandchild's Astrological birth chart as a piece of music. I came up with an algorithm to do just that. Please visit my website to learn more and play with it for free. www.astraltunes.com. There is only a small fee if you choose to save the music or download. If you enter your date of birth the planets appear as musical notes that you can listen to. So.... you have a birth tune. I just created a piece of music for a couple that incorporated both of their birth dates and the date of their up coming wedding. I also recorded the birth tune of my grandson into a small device and stuffed it inside of a " build a bear". He knows that is HIS SONG! The machine is connected to the NASA ephemeral database and allows you to select four dates in time (50 years past and 100 years into the future). Please ENJOY! Also I would welcome any criticisms or comments.
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