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seanw4202
@seanw4202
01/15/17 07:39:31PM
54 posts

Fluctuating Realities.


Empath

I have no idea how to explain what I have been feeling.  

Lets try to put it into the most clear description we can without sounding like a sci-fi synopsis.

I think I have been moving between two realities my whole life. It has taken almost 30 years but now more then ever the differences are becoming more and more significant, I remember people differently, then the next time, they are like they were, then different again the next time again. Almost as if I had multiple personalities that recognize the same person differently, which would seem much more logical, however how do I know if I do? It isn't just people, its places, even a bridge seems arched more sometimes than others it feels almost flat while driving over it. The strangest I feel about my current perception of reality however is when I feel (think)? I am transitioning, and do not exist for a moment, to those around me I can talk to them and they walk by like I don't exist even around groups not one person will respond or take notice to anything I do or say, my words fall on deaf ears, it even feels like time had taken a break almost a feeling of dejavu but without the remembering it happening before. After a moment, everything feels fine and people then begin responding again. 

It feels like the computer is freezing... Your clicking the button but nothing happens. This has happened many times, and it comes with the internal feeling and I'm not just an annoying person people are ignoring, what I experience is not that, I know the difference. 

Does anyone else experience a wishy-washy reality or is this all on me?


updated by @seanw4202: 05/27/17 09:38:48AM
seanw4202
@seanw4202
01/15/17 07:18:07PM
54 posts

More female empaths than male?


Empath

Thank you Austin I agree and exactly how I would of answered myself being a male, and just like any other difference, it causes social pressure to conform to a certain image of who you are, when in fact you are someone much deeper then most imagine, also easier as you age, I am getting close to 30 and my insecurities are just beginning to subside, while new ones develop as well, but now much more important issues weigh than before. I am more comfortable being myself handling them then I used to be especially when sensitivity is the best approach. 

seanw4202
@seanw4202
01/01/17 02:30:08PM
54 posts

Empaths Unite once again...


Empath

It takes 7 years for every cell in your body to replace itself with a new one, meaning every 7 years you have an entirely different body then you used to.  You should feel significant changes in your body as you age each 7 years marking a milestone of development specifically ages 6-7 / 13-14 / 20-21 / 28-29 etc - till death, as each is true also in maturity and personality you feel different now then you once did about pretty much about everything. Maybe not the opposite but emotions that were once very deep have become easier.

I find myself midway between 28-29 so new is very true for me, I've reached a point in my life where the future is much more real than I used to experience, I have anxieties and fears that never existed before, and fear is normal when starting something new. I need to keep reminding myself of this, and want to share a positive message to everyone else finding themselves in those specific age brackets (or not) at the turn of the year, a year signifying a new beginning, Shame begets Pride, Failure does not exist. All that is, is all that works. Your past is what builds the future and you are the architect, the moment you do something it becomes the past so make the past worth remembering. You are your memories. You are what you expect from yourself. Now you can be anything. That is my blessing to you, humility and shame, it only hurts until you heal, don't hide from it, experience it in all of its magnificent beauty and transform into someone stronger than once was. 

seanw4202
@seanw4202
12/29/16 10:52:50AM
54 posts

Sparks of light


Psychic and Paranormal

I get blue sparks in my peripheral from time to time,  and usually along with the feeling of something else with me, I agree very much they are signals you are in the presence of a spirit/energy of sorts, on more of a quantum level, as if your currently sharing the same forces of nature for a moment or drawing from the same energy.  I usually inherit a feeling as well, that can range from safety to fear... the sparks are our way of recognizing/verifying a sign I feel. 

seanw4202
@seanw4202
11/13/16 03:23:36PM
54 posts

Differences between Bipolar Disorder and Being a Empath


Empath

I think that they are different and the same at once

If all empaths are diagnosed with depression *myth btw

should =?

All depressed persons are empaths

Not true, there is a higher percentage of depression vs pop. than empaths vs pop.

My depression is often escalated when I think about others, the world, the manipulation of wealth and power for selfish greed. I choose not to focus on the negative, and what upsets me the most is 90% of the pain in our modern world derives from lack of connections with others.  When we care more for value and gain than each other, we lose something we have evolved with, We used love to develop the community driven survival tactics of which we are definitely not the only species showing examples of such.  We do not work because we love to, we do not reach out to strangers without a reason, we do not choose whats best for all, we choose whats best for us... I refer to the mass populations, where its a dog eat dog world, and experience and knowledge doesn't outweigh sexual favors and exploitation in the workplace, where raises are denied by a manager who receives a bonus for low labor.

Many people lack the ability to understand how their actions or others actions affect other people and future events, for the worse, for the poorer, for the lesser good in the long run, as long as said person gets what they want.  

It is possible to be feeling others depression with a broken way of life, we all travel a hard and bumpy road most worse off than others.  We live in a time and around so many people that nobody should need for anything, anywhere, ever.  Mankind has never known such a way of life, yet new souls are born into a world of technological wonder and material abundance, where the only thing that matters is whats on paper, your education, your IQ, GPA, Deg's, Military service, your gender, your age, your weight, your color, your everything but what matters. We learn and work, yet nobody teaches you how to live, which is what all life exists to do. We lose love, hope, and wonder for the world as it is in all of its majestic and mysterious beauty.  We find ourselves sad.  If you suffer from bi-polar disorder, it just means you can see for yourself, rather than through the lenses of social engineering.  Like they said before me, they slapped a title and some mind-numbing pills on it, made some money and have no idea how debilitating it is to people.

I never sought out mental or psychological help because it felt more depressing to give in and subject myself to dulling down through chemical bonds, just to feel okay about the problems that surround me? No, depression is very powerful, It can lead to suicide, murder, and major psychological problems to say the least.  If we would get our shit together the same motivation we have to be sad could be just as powerful to be happy.  I try to use my depression as strength to say what others wont, to fix what nobody sees as broken, to stand up for the weak and defend the freedom of love and life to those who are prisoner to money and greed.  If I took a pill I wouldn't be as good a person, Through my pain I find the light.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
11/02/16 07:55:11PM
54 posts

Brain Food Edition 3


Empath

First and foremost, please find, in any way you can "The Connected Universe", and watch it. A new 2016 documentary about the latest insights to quantum mechanics and how they are finding more and more evidence that our entire universe is connected on a sub-atomic level, and the experience's such finely tuned individuals are capable of interpreting/understanding/sensing are results of just that.  

When we try to explain what an empathic/hsp/clairvoyant(*insert title here) person is, most whom do not posses such ability or understanding will always view the conversation as one in which you are asking if they believe.

For most empaths however, that is not a question in any part of the mind. 

This stereotype is often induced into the conversations mood or vibration, one such reason a stereotype like this might be so overwhelmingly habitual, is that *conspiracy* through social-engineering and subsidized media we were taught as a people that it is not real, along with a rabbit-hole filled with an exuberant amount of other lies which we shall not deluge in now.

How can you dismiss millennia's of human history and knowledge? 

They didn't understand it, that's how. 

If there is one thing governments are afraid of, it is the unknown. No individual, group, society, or entire population can say they are not afraid of this.  Take the internet for example, that was an unknown for all world governments, they were not prepared for us to share information freely, sure they said we could, but we only got the news they gave us.  Now we have the power to see whats going on for ourselves, and this will be the downfall of modern day governments worldwide. Most live under a blanket of false security, while more and more are waking up everyday. 

It's a shame we have the tools to connect every person on the planet, and in turn become more disconnected than ever. We turn on our leaders, the politics have been an absolute slap-in-the-face to everyone who calls themselves an american, and a laughing stock for those who do not. As always we also cannot forget blame, yes that's right blame, the only sure-fire way to defuse any situation and resolve all parties in full compensation.  Now that we know who's fault it is, we can stone them and move on to repeat their mistakes ourselves like nothings wrong with it.  Indulgent and lazy, dependent and consuming, welcome to modern day society.  However back on topic....

The science is almost there, and when we say almost, what we mean is this: considering the exponential growth of technology in the past fifty years, it is safe to say we are seriously honing in on the secrets to existence itself. Quantum entanglement is also a very mysterious subject as we look deeper into what that means, two sub-atomic particles become entangled, and must remain in the same configuration as the other, they are not connected through a physical sense, but a wavelength, the universe is made of vibrations and frequency, and when you take the other entangled particle, and fly it across the universe, it will still match the original.  Now that we have all the distance in the universe between us, we change one of the particles to the reverse polarity, and such does the other at the same time with no one to flip the switch.  This has been done in an experiment with two labs, one on shore, and one on an offshore island.  This is the beginning of interstellar travel, and possibly teleportation on a larger scale than just atoms. Yes, we can teleport atoms. As well as many other unimaginable discoveries giving us the power to manipulate space-time itself, or even how we communicate telepathically.  It is the next evolution in technology, subsequently also the supernatural we experience as sensitive individuals. Our entire universal energy is a single conscious entity, and we are very very close to proving it. 

I believe that the angels, demons, auras, clair-* abilities, chakras, and instincts that we perceive can be our universe self-organizing itself. Just as it has since the big bang, which is also believed to be a common occurrence, but on a scale much to large for us to know or see. So... we are the universe, and the idea of individualism is only an illusion to become a more productive consciousness. Tell me can you stop your heart from beating just by thinking about it?  We are the organs of which the universe can experience itself with.  We are all one, it has been said many times spanning many years, and it is a truth people will soon understand. If we do not evolve and grow into a understanding species we will surely be our own demise. Will the universe let us destroy ourselves, when we are such an important piece of the puzzle ourselves? Sure it will, the universe is steaming with all forms of life, that's all it is, do you choose to partake?


updated by @seanw4202: 03/12/17 07:47:25AM
seanw4202
@seanw4202
09/03/16 10:49:10PM
54 posts



Ask for donations via pay-pal... set up a link in the header, I would be happy to contribute and i'm sure many others would as well, I found a hideaway here I would cry to see it leave.

Realizing you have already done this I edit my post now.

Have you heard of Adsence? Add one ad bar to the page, if you are going to a new platform anyway add 1-2$/month ad-free membership.... sorry but it is what it is don't know how to support a site without paying the server fees. I'm sorry you feel guilty having to ask, but is that not what everyone here is trying to do after-all? help each other?

seanw4202
@seanw4202
09/03/16 10:35:39PM
54 posts

Does the job/career that we do would have to relate to ourselves for being an Empath, or could be a completely different thing?


Empath

I have quit every job I ever had because I can't stand seeing people being bullied. That is what work is, we are slaves to money and will eat shit if the price is right. It isn't my fault the average american is underpaid and overworked, yet I suffer watching other people struggle, even though I too am upon that boat. I can take shit from anyone yet, defend others with problems half as bad as my own before addressing my problems foremost. It is who I am, I care not for myself, and want to set an example for others, not to tolerate mistreatment, not to tolerate under-appreciation, not to tolerate low wages and false promises of a raise.

What I am trying to say is to follow your heart, and do what makes you happy, money isn't real in the end, and peace of mind cannot be bought. Abusing your gifts is only abuse if you cause harm, or loss to another. So long as you can see your life and everything in it objectively, STOP THINKING and do what FEELS right. Our emotional connections contribute to our daily lives, personality, moods, habits, subconscious interactions take place all around you, and if you think about it you will be blinded from the truth. The truth that lies inside all of us and makes us lose sleep at night even if we did what we were taught to do, if what you did was wrong, guess what, the only person you need to truly answer to is yourself. If you worry about judgement from your peers, they aren't you, if you fear judgement from god, you are probably to ignorant to follow your heart due to brainwashing anyway, you're not accountable... That is after-all the point of life is it not? To follow your heart? You will find eternal peace if you do.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
09/03/16 10:20:24PM
54 posts



whatever you seek, you shall find right in front of you, everyone is capable of anything... only few believe, that is the problem. Believing and knowing are two different things, you believe the sky is blue because you know the sky is blue, now, flip the board and start believing first, because once you know what you believe, the sky itself will part and you will find heaven on earth, and peace within yourself.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/31/16 01:44:43AM
54 posts

Empath or Emotionally Intelligent


Empath

I know when im faking my emotions or of caring nature for someone even though im refusing to connect with them, those who truly need my energy get it no matter any race sex age or gender... I cant bear the pain of true distress from others

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/29/16 02:29:34PM
54 posts

Reality itself


Empath

Money power and greed are a necessary evil to encourage the growth and development of growing civilization. Competition encourages growth and improvement. We are coming to an end of an era, the industrial revolution, we need to adjust to the amount of abundance that was in previous eras not known to mankind, we have been living and growing in a culture of survival and community, until the past few hundred years we haven't needed to scavenge in the woods for dinner, we haven't had to dig to find water, we didn't need help from others to accomplish survival, all you need now is a local wal-mart.... its sad really, we are more disconnected than ever before while surrounded by so many people, and so much abundance. We need to adapt to this new way of life, and we have, in turn very negative actions have resulted, and this is why so many of the empaths feel so much nowadays, we are shifting off the course that we have been on for thousands of years, you cant expect to derail a train without collateral damage.... just because something looks good, costs less, makes more, doesn't mean its a good thing for everyone, and that is our purpose, to remind people we are OF this earth and not ON this earth... We are disconnected I feel the same pain everyday, I know my purpose is to show people how it feels to be alive, how to love themselves and others, how to be at peace, even with the disgusting actions of mankind, there can be no good without bad, yin and yang, balance to the universe, we would not know the world as it is, if not for the world that it was.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/29/16 02:15:25PM
54 posts

How can I deal with being ugly and social anxiety


Empath

I apologize, what I mean is social standards for the superficial definition of beauty... that is not real IMO, it blinds us from the true nature of life. I absolutely agree with you Karen.

Weight loss commercials, acne commercials, teeth whitening, hair products, makeup, lingerie.... everything is thrown in your face to spend money trying to be beautiful on the outside.... and you apply these products, and gain nothing in your mind or soul....

Appearances are important, yes... But looking the part, and looking hot/sexy etc.. are not required

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/29/16 02:06:41PM
54 posts

What is a spirit guide and how to find mine?


Empath

I am guided by the planet/god/energy of Jupiter, I know this because I am drawn to the sight of it in the sky, I cant not look at it... and when looking at it for the first time through a telescope I had a OBE... crazy i know, and often have creature cross my path, on the way home the other night i was coming down the highway, when taking the onramp i saw bright blue streaks in my vision, two quick spurts of light tearing across my vision, over as soon as it started... I came down the highway and moths were flying through my headlights like a snowstorm, so many it was hard to see at time, when i got home my front porch was swarmed with them, and upon going inside, a half dozen or so followed me in and stayed near me on furniture... So i looked up the spiritual meaning of the moth and it was true to everything I had been going through the past few days.... recently a baby lizard had found its way inside my home, i returned him outside to find the mother anxiously crawling all over the front door, when i placed the baby outsdie she calmed down and stared at me before jumping down to the seat where the baby was, the next day i found the same baby inside the house again and once more took it outside to find the mother waiting.... so i looked up lizard crossing my path, once again seemingly perfect advise was available for me. Your spirit guides are all around you, you just need to notice.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/29/16 01:55:07PM
54 posts

Increased receptivity


Empath

The more you want to see the less you will be able to, these gifts are manifested through patience and self-less behavior and oneness with all energy, its hard to understand the mindset without experiencing it. Try some Psilocybin for fastest results lol.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/29/16 01:49:01PM
54 posts

How can I deal with being ugly and social anxiety


Empath

Imagine you were born socially beautiful

How nice is must be to know that everyone in your life loves you because of your surface beauty, that your accomplishments are as hollow as your head, and how nice to have everyone competing for your attention, so they can be seen with you and show you off like the trophy you are. How nice it is to go through life never knowing the struggles of true intelligence and achievement, how nice to get better service because of your body than human rights....

Being beautiful on the outside curses the person to be empty on the inside....

They are used and abused everyday and don't even know it....

Are you saying you would rather be ignorant to truth?

You are beautiful, in mind body and soul, the opinions that you are not represent the shallowness of those around you, and you don't need them in your life anyway

Believe you are so much more than that, because you are.... Beauty is a curse

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/29/16 01:12:11PM
54 posts

Does anyone else get treated the same?


Empath

I I went through the same thing my whole life only until realizing myself that the bipolar mood swings we're not my own it became very easy for me almost instantly to ignore or not act on such mood swings these mood swings are a gift and until you learn to use them as such they will be a curse to you and everybody around you when you start to feel like that remove yourself from the area step outside to put headphones on and listen to your favorite song write down a personal reminder for yourself and read it again there are Outlets for you to ground yourself and channel this energy effectively if you can figure out where it's coming from you may be able to help that person intern making yourself feel better them feel better and others feel better all at once... this is where it is a gift and not a curse if you choose to be moody and act on the mood swings, then the curse prevails it's all in your head it's all a mindset Free Yourself meditate and relax it gets better if you accept it

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/24/16 04:42:41AM
54 posts

Pretending to not be an Empath


Empath

Ill be honest I can't forget, I am so happy knowing this is who I am I have dedicated my life to selflessness, I have always felt as if i was watching my life through eyes that weren't my own, like a show, and always felt I was waiting for something. Once I found out what I was my brain re-programmed, I see all people, the good the bad the positive the negative, and I can change the energy of any room, any person, always could, and now I know why and how, I live this life every day because I know it is my path to lead others to the kingdom of heaven, which is truly just a condition of the heart. Maybe my disbelief in you forgetting will be enough to make you remember lol. I'll also start projecting reminders every morning, who knows maybe you'll pick up on one. I set no expectations for myself, I simply believe I am here to change the world, and I can do it all from my consciousness. It isn't hard, just remind others how to love and carry positive energy in abundance, here is a tip, BELIEVE you have energy for the draining effects and you will. Believe they aren't as draining as you think and the won't be. Projecting works but you have to get out of your head to do it. You have to want it for the right reasons, do it for love, do it for peace, do it for everyone but yourself, because you don't need it, we are here to share, heal, and lead people to inner peace and a new age of consciousness. Don't forget you have a mission whether you signed up or not.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/24/16 04:20:05AM
54 posts

Automatic Outlets -- Amaze yourself.


Empath

I Started to draw.

I Started to write.

I Started to play music.

I Started to live.

I Experienced my spiritual awakening six months ago. This forum is the only place I've written, and I must say it feels good, I just realized recently I have actually been automatic writing most of my blogs.

If you don't know what automatic writing is, it is that place musicians go when instrument and body become one, its that place artists go when they forget they are holding a brush, its that place we all go when we put our minds away and experience who we are in full uninhibited expression.

Being a natural talent at most things, also with practice I too find this state of mindless connection to the sound of fingers typing, the strumming of my guitar, or the drawing of things with hidden subconscious messages I don't notice until viewing.

It is a form of meditation and helps you align yourself with your subconscious and you will find yourself listening to the music rather than playing it, even though you are. You will break concentration and start to shake as you realize what you did, and feel impressed with yourself, it is a huge confidence boost which will help you subconsciously in decisions or events surrounding your life. Knowing that just quieting your mind and letting your instinct take over will result in flawless execution no matter what it is.

I only first experienced a out of body creative experience, or automatic experience after discovering my gifts, I played guitar for years, or was learning to, and became better and better. Only recently did I find myself in this zone, after leaving all notion of myself behind, and truly committing my life to the love that is inside us all was I able to experience such a beautiful, natural, and yet surreal moment of clarity and peace.

This is where the masterpieces of greatness are born, the expressions of histories greatest minds through the creative outlets such as art, music, writing, and sculpting, etc... which are not impossible skills to become profound in. Can you experience these arts should you create an experience of yourself, which is truly the art itself no matter how expressed or talented the artist may be, if the person can give themselves fully, others will see, feel, and experience the feeling of such aptitude to create such beauty. Its why beautiful art and music takes us so close to tears or often does. The soul of someone beautiful is inside their art and in turn transfers to you no matter the medium.

I guess the lesson, is to go with the flow...

Garth Brooks has an old song, it's called "The River" and he couldn't of said it more elegantly

You know a dream is like a river
Ever changin' as it flows
And a dreamer's just a vessel
That must follow where it goes
Trying to learn from what's behind you
And never knowing what's in store
Makes each day a constant battle
Just to stay between the shores
And I will sail my vessel
'Til the river runs dry
Like a bird upon the wind
These waters are my sky
I'll never reach my destination
If I never try
So I will sail my vessel
'Til the river runs dry


updated by @seanw4202: 01/18/17 10:59:45AM
seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/24/16 03:29:30AM
54 posts

Vague feeling of dread


Empath

I really enjoyed your reply, physical needs are important. Your body needs increased levels as it takes a lot of physical energy to process others energy as well, hence the sleep and such a very good and actionable answer.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/24/16 03:18:47AM
54 posts

Vague feeling of dread


Empath

You may be feeling the anxiety or dread of someone within your grid, we all have a energy grid that flow from us, some very small and personal, some envelope the whole world and maybe beyond, I have rushing emotions daily, and often feel like the world is falling beneath me, literally a physical sensation of falling, when my stomach lands all the hairs on my body stand up and my heart races for a moment, my vision narrows, for a long time I thought it was a health issue, however experienced this randomly my whole life, and am in generally good health. You may discover what your feeling, however for me, I am always left wondering with no sensations as to the origin.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/24/16 02:55:14AM
54 posts

The future.


Empath

I posted a blog, its a bit of a whopper, however...

http://empathcommunity.eliselebeau.com/forum/topics/the-new-empath-...

I try to explain how I channel my energy, and in 6 months since my spiritual awakening I do believe I am fully capable of such control of the future.

Precognition and controlling the future can be/are the same thing, if you learn how to precog what you want in the same fashion you receive, Tada Do Not Abuse This KARMA IS REAL and comes down ten-fold when you abuse your power, and sometimes on others whom you've essentially cursed. You won't even know it, you may have stole their journey. You hold the key to the power of the divine, and it is the key to a better world so should you choose.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/24/16 02:40:55AM
54 posts

The new empath guide, what might of helped me.


Empath

I recently read about synchronicity, and a topic that caught my attention was automatic writing, its a technique used to help align yourself, or tune in to your self... I never read my posts after posting, tonight I re-read a few of my blogs for the first time, and gave myself chills, I can and can't remember typing a lot of it, I feel that's what I may have been doing on these forums without knowing it. Since I have been getting happier and freer than I knew was possible, and opportunities are pouring down on me like never before. I feel invincible. All I want to do is share this feeling with the world.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/24/16 02:11:58AM
54 posts

is this real


Empath

The amount of people who respond to you should show you the capacity for man-kind. The love isn't out there, it's inside you. I didn't find it until my mother passed, and I was homeless with a 8-month pregnant girlfriend. Stop looking for it, you already have it. I agree 100% with everyone who says its a thinking process, my mother always said "It is what it is" No matter where you go, there you'll be. Life takes us where we need to go, one day you will wake up and forget what pain is because you'll be immune to it, You will feel 10' tall and bulletproof. Trust me, I wanted to die for a long time too.... When you love yourself, others will too... Considering the amount of support here, and the fact you're still alive is god/spirit/angels protecting the love inside you, If you can't die than you must have more love than you can handle, you need to share it with the world before your time will come. Don't give up on yourself, you need to break the why bother attitude, and say because it's right to do, you shouldn't expect anything in return for your deeds selflessness is the first step to inner peace.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/24/16 02:00:56AM
54 posts

breaking news/confrontation


Empath

I find unless people have motivation they are easy to shy away, when put into situations as such, for one i'm happy you understand the reverse emotions, however, the feelings of pain, guilt, or fear are the only catalyst for love, respect, and hope. That you may feel their pain, however it is your burden to share the lesson, considering their false thinking and resulting pain is also affecting others now as well, by being selfless and strong and dealing with the pain yourself, you may help them resolve their pain and the resulting pain to others around them, you are not just helping them, or hurting yourself, your helping human consciousness as a whole and it is the work of the angels. Welcome to the club, find the harmony in perfect disarray and you will find yourself, all else follows with ease. Hope this helps...

seanw4202
@seanw4202
08/17/16 05:35:08PM
54 posts

The new empath guide, what might of helped me.


Empath

It's been a while now since I have become aware of what I am. I'd like to take a moment and write my own guide to understanding, and perhaps help those struggling to comprehend exactly what or how this works. I see lots of questions especially in the department of strengthening and tuning if you will. My wife brought it to my attention what I am, and kicked herself for not seeing it sooner. She wasn't aware of the extent such people experienced, nor the size of community that follows. When I first discovered what it was, I had spent years researching every mental/personality disorder I could find, I seriously thought I was going insane, however every symptom list I found, only one or two disorders or effects would pertain to me, while the other 90% wasn't even close to how I felt or acted. Upon finding the empath definition, I wasn't 3-4 lines in and I already knew exactly what the rest of the site would say, in an instant 28 years of going crazy made sense to me in every single aspect of my life. I felt a high unlike any drug ever created, I felt my head change, and I immediately became aware of what I was, and the supernatural gift that cursed me my entire life, suddenly became a moment of enlightenment and clarity. The feeling was close to that of god. To realize I have never been a person, but a entity. My connections to people, animals, and nature made me seem a simpleton to friends and family. However I was connecting with the world in ways they never experienced, and my whole life I thought everyone was this way. Depression consumed me for years, disgraced with society and the actions of others. Ignorance, racism, sexism, narcissists, fighting, envy, jealousy, greed, power, manipulation, lies, and gross negligence is all I could ever see in the world around me. I felt the emotions of others, and suffered extreme mood swings most of my life, aches and pains and sores where no pain or harm was inflected. My mother asked me all the time what happened, how did you get hurt, and I would say I didn't I don't know. I realize now I have always been way more connected than a person should be without knowing.

Now, once I discovered what I was, I did the same thing you did. Try to use such abilities on command, or at will.

Upon failing I did the next thing you did, look up how to use, or train abilities.

I found the same thing you did, a bunch of wishy-washy techniques for training you mind, but there is no way of control as easy as opening or closing your eyes i.e, a physical ability.

So I will tell you how I use it now, and how I gained strength and slightly more control.

First, it takes time, you must realize what you are, try to spend time remembering the past when you had weird feelings, strange urges, did you follow them, what did they lead you to, and what resulted in the future because of such an unexplained event or action. Did you learn something that helped you in the future, or did you meet someone who would save your life? Did you ignore the feeling and find later you wish you hadn't?

These are what I want to discus first, the instincts, the vibe, the urge to go somewhere or follow someone. First and foremost, do not blindly follow someone into danger because of what I say, you need to know the difference between a logical decision and a instinctive decision. That the brain will not forget reality no matter what you tell yourself, those in denial about being an alcoholic still know they are an alcoholic regardless of how defensive they are or how much they justify it with excuses.

They know deep down what they are, its that feeling you get in the stomach area, I can hear my conscious thoughts in my head, however there is a unspoken thought process your subconscious, it does not use words, and you don't even know you use it. Well guess what, the subconscious is everything.

I have been projecting in the mornings, I make a habit out of it, and I imagine myself living comfortably, my kids are not wanting for anything, and my vehicles are in good condition. My income isn't lavish or extraordinary, but it's slightly above the poverty level. This trains my subconscious to want for more. Now this is where I'm going to sound like a mental case. You can alter reality with the subconscious mind. At least I can, as much as I can absorb, I found the place in my consciousness, (not my mind, not my body) where everything comes in. I am getting better at making it a exit rather than an entrance.

Simply altering what you believe within your consciousness rather than your mind will make the reality alter.

A few other things I kept extremely private and still do with friends and acquaintances

I have memories of shadow figures and people visiting me at night when I was still in a crib.

I have memories of abduction, being submerged in a constricting slime, and having a tube pulled from my esophagus, as well as the mental state I was in during the time period, I remember the night and the bed I was in.

I see energy in everything, from living matter, to objects and even entire rooms, glowing auras, and vivid colors stand out and once focused on disappear.

I cannot read minds, but can feel what people are thinking with incredible accuracy.

I am extremely intuitive, answers pour out of me and in turn people resent me and call me a high-horsed knowitall.

I learned to follow the intuitive feelings, to speak out using the non-popular voice, and to stop thinking about it, when you feel something, don't think about it, and you will know, your searching blinds you from what or where it is. Believe in what you want like you believe the sky is blue, do not pursue it, or search for it or even try, and there you go, whatever you want you will find right in front of you.

The force that our subconscious, and yes I say our because I believe the subconscious is the consciousness of the universe, and is why so much is accessible through it, and we are all truly one soul manifested in billions upon billions forms of life. Each thinking they are an individual and separate from the rest. Yet so many premonitions come to us in our dreams, and its where I've learned to channel everything I feel. Where my answers come from and why I get front row parking every time I go anywhere. Things always work out in an expedient fashion, if I simply project knowing what I want, and believing it where the truest of emotions lie, results in absolute strokes of luck as most would say. However it is in fact your will.

Okay, now, to see energy, auras, and signs. Look past everything, and focus on the peripheral vision of your eyes. You will want to look, and when you do POOF gone. Learn to see without your eyes. Sounds wierd, but just like the mind and the subconscious, even our eyes can see much more than you know, becoming aware of what your seeing, you train your mind to be less likely to ignore such changes in intensity, or outlines, glows, even the occasional spark or flash. When you see this, go spend a moment with the area you felt, do not examine it, feel it, do not look at it, look through it. Close your mind and relax. You will find connections with people past, or maybe a warning to stay away in the future, every feeling is different, but if you can be true to yourself and follow blindly for non-selfish reasons, you will always find the reward.

These gifts come and go, either you need to know/feel/see somethings or you dont. You can't look where you are not supposed to see, and each time you can see more, as you need to respect this, and the more selfless you become the more power you will gain. I find most strength when other people are the ones in the line of fire.

time for dinner so much I want to say words ar often not enough, be free, money isn't real and love all others without judgement or shame. Be the voice that changes a generation.


updated by @seanw4202: 01/14/17 07:28:36PM
seanw4202
@seanw4202
07/31/16 09:46:03AM
54 posts

Developing empath


Empath

Also you look very familiar, as I have been experiencing this with many people recently, your picture alone carries your energy and you have a very positive vibe about yourself, just don't get discouraged.

P.S. money is not real - pursue love.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
07/31/16 09:28:10AM
54 posts

Developing empath


Empath

First and foremost do as much research as you can.

This is not a science, everyone reacts differently in ability, strength, and purpose. You may feel stronger around your "green witch" however you need to understand that what you think you feel and what you believe you feel are two different things, when you use your logical mind, you will never be accurate or truthful in your empathic abilities. If you think she makes you stronger, you might be tricking yourself into a self-manifested placebo. It does happen, and you need to be sure that what your feeling, is actually a feeling and not an idea or thought. I am highly intuitive, answers come to me out of thin air, if I question myself, I am wrong end of story. No people or person have ever helped me be more or less intuitive, and with somethings nothing comes. The signs that come to me and my abilities are only manifested when they need to be, whenever I have an instinctive or intuitive idea, or persuasion, they always lead me to something much greater, or solve a problem that otherwise would have been much worse. This is something I've been practicing since I discovered that I was an empath at the age of 28, I spent nearly thirty years thinking I had a mental disorder and that why my mind was always scrambled and why I suddenly thought I knew something that I had no reason to know, yet find that I in fact did know, and it was for a reason. Do not expect this to make your life more significant in the god complex mindset, you are liable to abuse and mistreat others without knowing it, you will feel others pain, and you will think your going crazy, as you get older your understanding will improve as well as your ability and strength. Just know to accept it as it comes, and never show off as a psychic, it won't work if you try to make it. Live with it and accept you have a guardian angel, a blessing, and a gift. Keep a humble mindset or it may turn into a curse, and always no matter how much you learn or think you know, always accept you know nothing, or you will be unable to continue growing.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
07/26/16 12:20:11PM
54 posts

One Soul


Empath

I spend a lot of time browsing the web, most interestingly I find is all of the theories and philosophies of life, spirituality, and the universe. Gaining some knowledge in chemistry, particle physics, and electro-magnetism, combined with some of the deepest ideas known to man, mixed with the intuition of a free spirited and open minded empath, which also takes over ten years of research to acquire. To come to a much deeper and profound understanding of what we think we know. Meditation makes for a good time once of this information becomes sub-conscious... I have a belief, a understanding, which can not be explained. So I will present this as my theory, which will be erratic and contradictory, proven wrong, and seemingly useless. However with all great discoveries, only once mistakes are made can conclusions be determined. All I truly want to do is make you think.

The universe is alive.

Everything that constitutes the universe is of one being, just like the distance between atoms in our own body, a single life form emerges. So let's compare the atom to a solar system. The same systems emerge, a central mass with orbiting matter. This happens again as the atoms combine to make a larger molecule, we now have a galaxy, molecules combine and eventually become a cell, we now have a super cluster of galaxies. If you look at multiple super clusters of galaxies, they flow in streams, and from a distance, look strikingly familiar to a neural connection in the brain. Dark energy fills 72% of the universe and is unknown to man its true nature or necessity. Just as there is more empty space in our body than matter, we can not explain it. It is the fabric of space and time, the energy we all feel, the vibes we get. If an atom in your toe needed to get to a atom in your brain this distance and number of atoms it needs to travel past would be unimaginable, just like our understanding of the universe past what we can see. Some say the universe is an egg, I truly love this one, because if that's true, then none of us have truly been born yet. What if everyone and everything that has ever lived in the universe wakes up one day as a new being with all the knowledge from the universe as we know it, all life, intelligence, and understanding, what if the universe is the birth of a single new soul, when we hatch, lets compare this to an egg, we break out of our shell and go into our new world from inside the shell to outside of it. same with our soul, well what does that mean for the universe, If string theory says there are an unlimited number of universes or parallel realities, and the universe is a soul, once it hatches we should become part of the new existence in which multiple universes -souls- consume one reality, just as we do here on earth. The golden age approaches, and it will be the birth of the cosmos. Will we all wake up one day as a all-knowing universal being... God? I could go on and on, but that's enough for now


updated by @seanw4202: 01/11/17 05:40:15PM
seanw4202
@seanw4202
07/26/16 11:46:08AM
54 posts

Everyone looks familiar.


Empath

I feel this way with names, dates, and time in general, can't remember them to save my life, maybe because they are not real and i believe this to be useless information to focus on, it would be hard for me to care what time it is, considering its nothing more then a way to measure a cycle, there are no new days, only the continuance of old and new experience's alike, a gain in entropy through-out the universe. As far as names, I feel as if i connect with the persons soul, and placing a title on them seems degrading almost, Individualism is a theory, names only further confuse us as to what we are.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
07/21/16 05:11:03PM
54 posts

What do sociopaths feel like to you?


Empath

Agree with Nikki and Justin, I feel nothing, no drive to even introduce myself as they feel empty, or not real? Background people I call them... They just kinda fill in the gaps, like there are to many people and not enough love, if love were a measurable entity that is... I blame social engineering

I pledge allegiance to the flag -VS- I pledge allegiance to all mankind, in all the universe & thereof beyond, and to the goodwill of others for which I desire, all species under all gods, with freedom and abundance for all.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
07/19/16 09:22:34AM
54 posts

Everyone looks familiar.


Empath

Maybe by following my intuitions I have synced up with my higher self? Is this just the effect of being in tune with my surroundings? Did following my intuition reward me with a higher level of enlightenment or am I accessing a new chakra through the changes I made both mentally and spiritually? Or am I just making myself believe something that isn't the case at all... This is a new experience for me getting more and more profound over the past year or so.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
07/19/16 09:17:05AM
54 posts

Everyone looks familiar.


Empath

Recently, as I've learned more and more about myself and the human mind, and rewritten everything I thought I knew about reality, I find more and more people feel more familiar than ever before. These past few weeks I've had a revelation to change a few aspects of my life, and starting a new job I met a good 30 new people in about two weeks... I feel like I've known all of them my whole life, they look familiar, their voices, how they speak, almost as if I would be surprised if they didn't sound exactly like I already knew they would, I don't know, I believe more and more we all share the same plane of existence that is the conscious experience as does all life in the universe, would make sense to explain the many and seemingly strange empathic abilities... Does anyone else view all life as the same organism or feel so connected/close to others as I explain? If so help me understand why nobody looks new or unknown? Why every stranger looks like a forgotten friend...


updated by @seanw4202: 01/13/17 09:27:47AM
seanw4202
@seanw4202
07/19/16 09:08:03AM
54 posts

maladaptive dreamer


Empath

You can choose the reality you want to live in, if drifting away comes so naturally, then combine the two and write your book, you innate ability to go there so unconsciously will make for great work... Do what feels right, don't worry what others think and if your second guessing yourself, that is just your ego wondering what is and isn't "socially acceptable" I too get lost in my daydreams, its where I find my answers, and motivation, I embrace it and try not to focus, let the mind flow. Be free. Once you begin channeling it, that "wasted" time wont feel so wasted.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
07/08/16 05:08:15PM
54 posts

BrainFood


Empath

When I begin writing a new discussion here, strange things happen, for example: I feel better. Thanks Diary, I I I mean everyone who actually reads my insanity, I call it insanity simply because compared to current social standards.... it is. However so far all ^^475^^ of you, whether you disregard my posts as non-sense, or actually read them, It feels great to know my ideas are out there, in other peoples minds, minds not associated with my direct life, and just maybe, one of my messages will alter a decision in your life that could change the course of another, and deliver a blessing. I believe, I might not know what it is but I found it, deep in my heart, my soul, my life, my purpose, as much as I have learned, all of this knowledge is rendered completely useless to me on a daily basis, and when I try to explore into hobbies involving such science and computers, I find myself distracted and bored, as would be working in the field of such. The one thing I never learned, yet always excelled at was guiding, leading, and motivating others, it has always been natural for me being the assumed leader of every childhood group of friends. My whole life, family friends, strangers have come to me for help, I never turn my back on them, they have become reliant, it woes me. I have been impacting others so long now, I can see the changes in people, their mindset, overall happiness, I help them come to peace with emotional trauma, and motive them to move on, every situation the words spew from my mouth with no knowledge or experience of what they are going through, yet always know exactly what they need to hear. It is my gift, I learned to embrace it and my life has become so much more amazing since.

I have always enjoyed writing, but never had anything to write about. When I was younger I hadn't the knowledge or experience to feel comfortable sharing with others on a serious level. I assumed being incompetent in knowledge would be apparent to any on-lookers and I would soon be embarrassed for speaking of which I knew nothing about. I spent years feeling this way, I think it is a deep motivator for my need to show people that I understand and can help them also, it took so long for me to understand that everyone is different for a reason, it took me almost thirty years to mature into this.

Fun fact if you don't know, every cell in your body is replaced every seven years, you are a Ship of Theseus (A ancient philosophy question: If you replace every plank on a ship over time due to wear and tear, will it be the same ship once the last plank is replaced?) well the one thing all science can't seem to prove is why we are still us once our body has been completely replaced. The soul my friends is a mysterious entity. Also concluding what began this, ages 7, 14, 21, 28, 35, 42, 49, 56+7+7+7 etc... You experience changes to things that previously were different, in your brain, sensory input, physically, you now have a different, not new, body. You didn't like onions as a child, now you love them, Alfredo sauce never used to upset your stomach, your taste in music changes as well as tolerable volume, you change...

I just turned 28 and my 4th body has just been completed if you will, and this time around my connection is stronger than ever, I had a complete mental breakdown when I finally discovered what was "wrong" with me, it was a moment that completely enlightened me, I feel no time and by following my heart will I always be watched over as I enjoy the show that we call life. Every bit of guilt on my conscious dissolved as I believe it was all a lesson, a necessary evil only of which am I delivered from experiencing. Not an addict, no criminal, just hurt a lot of people close to me because no one understood me and vice versa, after a few distant years my mother passed of cancer, she asked me to be there when it happend and didn't want me to see, but needed me there, when she passed I understood why. Not going there though....

So here I am, lost in emotion and mixed thought, seeking nothing other than a distant corner in someone else's mind to hide once in a while. almost like the picture under your car's sun-visor of cyan waters lining golden beaches with two perfectly placed palm trees and a chair, whatever your mini-getaway is, if you keep going it becomes more real ;-) Seriously, been practicing the whole meditation thing, which I realize I've been doing my whole life through *lucid* day-dreaming sort of speak, however recognition of what I am capable of has become more apparent and scares me. Highly intuitive, been called a know-it-all my whole life and therefore discouraged in my ability and acting like I didn't know something when I did, were results from such a insult so small and insignificant as know-it-all, I should of felt proud, instead I felt others disdain for myself. The curse of my entire childhood, always fluctuating in emotion I mean every single thing I have ever read about determining the Empath is 100% accurate, I read maybe three lines and started crying I already knew everything there was to be said about it, as I continued I felt as if I composed it myself. Complete and total rush of dopamine and adrenaline from brain into the blood stream, all my anxiety gone my brain just *Clicked everything made sense, you all know this however from yourselves and others and etc...

What I want everyone to know, is the world is changing, and not by the new leaders, ugly news, poverty and everything else that's wrong, Change comes when all find harmony in their path, for a team to win they have to be in tune, on the same level, same goes with the world,ecosystems, human society being one of them. If a bee-hive is part of nature, why isn't a skyscraper, because we differentiate ourselves from the animal kingdom of which is our natural home. Do you take pride in almost dying from dehydration but dig until you cant move finding water and surviving? You go to Wal-mart... it's okay! We all do, its pitiful, we do not need to survive the end of the economy or government, our new generation wont be able to survive the winter. We are lucky enough to live in a world as beautiful and "safe" at least as it ever has been, the 1 in 7.6 billion gun-man from the latest massacre will stand as a testament of what potentially 7.6 billion others are capable of, YES they tell you! we need government to punish the wrong-doings of others so we stay safe. Half the stuff on the news isn't even real its propaganda to make people appreciate paying taxes yet get 45 minute emergency response times When the system fails mother-nature will reclaim her lost souls, the ones with no will to survive no knowledge no capability resulting from a completely messed up system and technologically brainwashed youth leaving everyone a slave (Def: To be legal property of and must obey) On your birth certificate there is a green serial number on the bottom left side, look that number up on the US Stock Exchange. You are indeed "property" of the United States. Unless you are farming your own food, raising your own cattle, digging wells, and building solar power panels, in dug out homes that need no central-heating winter or summer? No you pay your power bill, water, grocery, taxes, fuel, how will we congregate enough people to take over these immense tasks for such a population? First the population must be smaller, my god am I having visions or am I just connecting the dots. Reliance on the system needs to end in order for people to prosper, there is more than enough material and food for everyone to live eat and and essentially GROW without being burdened with evictions while the house sits empty and two kids have to sleep in the back of a truck with mom and dad? We use money to justify every wrong-doing ever, it to has got to go! No currency, just love. It is possible, people just don't have the time to care about each other, only satisfying the system.

Sorry for the preaching, but you need to know the world is not what it seems, and we need to guide people past that, and open their eyes and their minds. One small bit at a time, follow what feels right, for goodness sake literally, take a moment, remember I'm hiding in the corner of you mind, look a stranger in the eye and smile... Be humble always spread nothing but love... G'day


updated by @seanw4202: 01/11/17 10:49:49PM
seanw4202
@seanw4202
07/07/16 10:31:01AM
54 posts

Feeling Sadness


Empath

Often times I feel as though there is an object. This object is unknown, you can not see it, you can not touch it, you can know it exists, and needs to continue moving. After years of not knowing you decide whatever this object may actually be is irrelevant, and begin thinking rather than understanding it, we accept the unknown and try moving it instead. Visualize with me a huge ball of uncertainty trapped and locked in one spot. This object flows with insurmountable energy feeling the closer you get to it the farther back you will be launched. Everything persuades you to approach it nearer and nearer, but with every step the pain becomes more and more unbearable. I see others giving up, walking away and sighing at the relief of the lessening pain as they turn their backs and ignore what is real simply because it hurt them to experience it. As I watch others turn away I focus on the pain and push forward still, until at last, the event horizon, I have reached the line where approach and arrival meet and the truth of the unknown object becomes clear. I find myself standing face to face with myself, and this is what I said.

Life is uncertain, it flows with energy and must continue growing less it be destroyed, unfortunately this burden of life has become to entangled and heavy with woe and doubt that you can no longer move it yourself. The woes that consume this energy come from others, this life force has become pinned down under stress and weight. Nobody can help you move your life, it is a daunting task only you can accomplish, and therefore, you must release the burden of others to free your own buried life. Unfortunately however the problems of others have become entangled in your life energy and like the others who walked away from you, it will not be so easy for you to do the same to them. They had no entanglement from your problems, as your problems consist of theirs. You must face this burden alone, and work diligently, selflessly, and with much sacrifice to get your life moving forward again. Others will never know your pain or understand what it took, and you will want to resent them for this, however if you do the lesson of humility will not have been learned and you will be forced to undertake this endeavor once more. This is your life purpose, you have been given the tools and abilities to help you accomplish such daunting tasks, however this process will never end, it is your life path to make others realize their own. You are all life.

To sum this up, empaths often feel "the weight of the world on their shoulders" can anyone relate, and help me find something other than taking the high road to feel better? I have learned not all things need to be handled by myself, and the universe will work out the things I leave untouched, even with the ignoring and shielding of certain interactions however I still feel like I could of helped with a better resolve after the fact, often times leaving me mixed between trying to eliminate stress and feeling guilty for not doing more? Always confused. Never Happy. Only seldom but well worth it, do I feel an overwhelming feeling of pride and worth when I can do something no one else thought possible, always torn, sadness has turned into motivation as I can find no other justification.


updated by @seanw4202: 04/18/17 06:54:57PM
seanw4202
@seanw4202
07/03/16 04:46:14PM
54 posts

Synchronicity


Empath

Ever since I've had my awakening, (you know that moment when you read about yourself and everything in your life SUDDENLY makes sense and the mental illness you thought you were developing makes sense considering no prognosis was ever true about you to any extended degree... I read hours worth of material on all kinds of mental health issues, having just one or two symptoms from almost all of them, left me confused, yet confident a therapist would be no help.) -- I have been more in tune, woken up, enlightened, and at 28 years old this new mental concept has changed my life to a degree that I might just be crazy.... However I have been noticing synchronicity all around me, and also learned to follow my intuition and my heart. I made drastic changes in my work life, and a complete re-write on how I see the world, my physical sight is almost unrecognizable at times because my brain has began processing differently, I am recognizing signs, if that's what it should be called, the corner of my eye flashes and lights up at times, often followed with a slight body high (also one of the reasons I thought I was sick, which I've experienced more and more later in life) Now rather than looking for something in the real world, wondering, brushing it off and moving on, I think I am starting to use my third eye consciously, or recognize that what I am experiencing can only be felt, and not constructed using verbal thought, I can not even explain it to myself, yet have become knowing of something, and it alters my choices and decisions and I can not explain how or why, and since then, the most amazing opportunities and doors began opening for my family and I. Things that would have otherwise been completely unknown, and certainly can be called a blessing, happend because of this, I feel as though universal consciousness is controlling me, as if all life were one organism, one consciousness, and I am in fact NOT an individual, instead a implementable. My abilities (if you will) have been growing for the past few years as my *mental illness woe'd me more and more, leaving me confused, depressed, introverted, and ashamed. Having known for some time now has inspired new topics in science I was previously bored with, *as I like to learn rather than watch TV. Subjects of which I find hints and little parts of the grand puzzle that allows me to understand how this one consciousness as I see it, manifests in everyone, and everything simultaneously absent of time or space, our entire universe is alive, and of the 4% of the universe we CAN interact with, being physical matter, is extraordinarily complex yet to be fully understood, and even CERN hasn't broke the code yet (If you don't keep up with CERN, please read the CERN news releases once a month or two, its truly incredible what their discoveries may lead to, there is a lot of conspiracy involved as well, please be cautious of propaganda)... So we have 96% of SOMETHING else out there, and as complex as the 4% is, I don't find it hard to explain why I can't explain *LOL* anyway, embrace the martian, money is not real, stop watching TV, expand your mind, and see without ignorance, and follow your heart...LOVE AND PEACE


updated by @seanw4202: 01/18/17 04:34:09PM
seanw4202
@seanw4202
06/16/16 10:10:50AM
54 posts

Sharing is Caring


Empath

Thank you, this is all so much to take in, I feel lucky not being raised into any one religion or group, being as many say they spent years doing something that wasn't right for them, but it also leaves me blind and inexperienced among those who have had spiritual guidance in the past. I enjoyed reading your response, and it makes me realize I could have been more sensitive in my wording... However I just wanted to share how I felt, maybe you can help me understand where my insights come from, I feel like its a bad as cable television sometimes maybe what im watching isn't the right channel for me, than why do i have recurring flashes and repeated visions of this particular future (which may or may not happen, soon or 1000 years from now?)

And to dispute the 2000/2012 predictions, those predictions were amazingly accurate in determining the time that the new age would come in, 3x world population in 50 years, were reaching a level of exponential growth in all areas, it is the time of great knowledge, the "end" as they predict, was the end of the world as they knew it, which is gone... as long as you have a wal-mart you wont have to grow/build anything in your life... If we must no longer fight survival, what will people find to fight next other than each other, it was a simple deduction of human nature, the same instinctual insight i have...

Is having this insight our warning to stop it from happening, or is it the excuse we have to make it happen, I understand what your saying I do, however its only been 4 years since the predicted end, a very small amount of time in the grand scheme... Also we are moving into a new constellation at the same time of our unprecedented level of growth and knowledge, A world of plenty with so many still hungry and alone... Will those who have share, or will those without take, and when will it reach its breaking point?

seanw4202
@seanw4202
06/15/16 07:20:37PM
54 posts

Sharing is Caring


Empath

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seanw4202
@seanw4202
06/15/16 07:19:24PM
54 posts

Sharing is Caring


Empath

So what I'm understanding is you are saying by believing it needs to happen, will be the reason why? fortunately I also wouldn't enjoy watching or living through it, however that does not mean denying the possibility and not preparing your mindset for what may come, with all great change has been violence prior, its just a pattern I recognize
seanw4202
@seanw4202
06/15/16 01:38:14PM
54 posts

Sharing is Caring


Empath

That question will blind you, fill you will resentment, and despair, why us? Because we are a new species, and the change isn't physically noticeable, maybe natural evolution, maybe spiritual intervention, maybe extra-terrestrial/dimensional tampering, I also have memories of abduction while meditating, being covered in a slippery solid goo, and having something pulled from my mouth up and out of my esophagus, i remember the night and where i lived, the room, and how old i was maybe 2-3 .... whatever is going to happen, will happen.... or already has... its fun to study quantum mechanics and then try to connect the dots its has a eerie similarity, I believe there is a way to connect science and spirituality we are just not advanced enough yet. Don't question the why, rather find the solutions as you go, pick your battles, it isn't your job to do anything, just know there is a path your following and wherever it goes you will be, sounds redundant i know, however find peace in knowing your purpose is greater than yourself

seanw4202
@seanw4202
06/15/16 01:00:43PM
54 posts

What is this???


Empath

There will always be opposition, respect that you would have no understanding if they weren't so misguided, yin and yang, i have noticed several posts from you, these things seem to bother you at a very intense level, please calm your mind and think what can you do that will ACTUALLY help, for example, his misguided ways may open a doorway of thinking for someone else, helping them understand why people like him are needed, we wouldn't have a purpose otherwise... there is ALWAYS good in any situation you need to remove yourself from the thought process.... It makes me happy to know you feel so passionately yet upsets me you have no peace with it, please try it will improve your quality of life tenfold

seanw4202
@seanw4202
06/15/16 12:43:32PM
54 posts

Sharing is Caring


Empath

No thank you for your dreams, I find myself going to dreams i remember while meditating it gives me a foundation to find my trance and allows me to slip in more easily as I know where to go, I think your dreams are telling you exactly what you fear, giving yourself to others and no one knowing the pain the follows... I often feel the downfall of modern society, our gifts are going to be what keeps man alive after chaos consumes the world, we will see a world of pain and suffering and people are going to need leaders, someone to follow, a Noah to build the arc, a Moses to split the ocean, a Jesus to die for others, they will not be biblical re-incarnations, but the ones who give the ultimate sacrifice, and there will be millions of them, we are never going to grow without a lesson to be learned, what is coming is inevitable I feel it everyday, its why we are ALL "waiting", however the catalyst is unclear...

Did you know for the past 3-4 years China and Russia have been buying all the worlds gold? Countries are not done dominating the world, we are transitioning through a technological boom, once all governments gain enough tech, and power, its going to be war unlike anything mankind has seen before, it will be over fast and 80% of the world population will be gone. Small communities will emerge after the wars are over and these are the communities that need us, the lessons of the world as we know it now are going to be the foundation for the next wave of human consciousness, evolution, and dimensional accessibility are based upon, a final reckoning to teach us once and for all there is only one way to live, and the result of our past actions all around us in ruins and death.... Get ready, were all waiting for the world to change, however it has to get worse before it can get better, this is the natural order of the universe.

seanw4202
@seanw4202
06/15/16 11:20:19AM
54 posts

Sharing is Caring


Empath

I've posted a few times on here so far, including an introduction, replies, and new topics... I wanted to first thank you all so much for creating/joining/being part of such and amazing group of truly amazing people. Since I've discovered myself, all things seem to fall into place so much more elegantly. Its hard to explain how my mind works, as I've been spending 90% of my down time browsing the largest accumulation of human knowledge in existence, thanks to the internet (especially *Stumbleupon.com) I've been absorbing knowledge from every corner of science, culture, art, music, history, and conspiracy you can think of, with 99.999% still unexplored. In 10 years give or take, I have spent maybe 24 hours watching cable t.v. I have to say, once you have a deeper understanding of multiple complex systems in nature, your mind seems to create a bigger picture, one which can not be observed, explained, or understood clearly, however a placid understanding of the unknown "inch long equation" as we search for, seems to be eerily calming, almost soothing, as if I am home when meditating on it, as a lot of empaths feel like they are waiting, or on a mission, I too have felt this way my whole life and believe that only once I achieved enlightenment would I stopped wanting, eliminating all craving, all selfishness, all greed, and let love dictate my actions rather than logic, I began following my heart, and once I did the most amazing things started happening, things would come to me, physically in this 3rd dimensional world and spiritually, my "abilities" have become autonomous in waking life, (i.e. my wife serves everyday she comes home and asked how much i think she made, with no knowledge I can look at her and have the number almost ALWAYS exactly 1 dollar off without thinking, it is just there, the look on her face is priceless) I don't feel impressed with myself, no ego boost, I feel scared that this is even more real than I had expected, this feeling goes much deeper when I think back to being a child, for some strange reason I always believed in the power to read minds, that deep down belief, the kind you don't know why you have it, the one that's embedded into your soul and drives you. Did I believe this my whole life because I had the ability, or did the ability become because I believed it. From this I learned the true meaning of believing, without proof, just knowing, well, maybe not the meaning, but the difference in telling myself otherwise. From this I started to change and rewire my belief systems and apply the same feeling of belief to other things in my life, and the strangest things started happening all around me, I believe my projections have been altering reality in ways that I desire. As if this entire life of mine is only existing to me and everyone else is a part of my version of the universal energy, that I am everyone, but this is my point of view, its a very deep connection and difficult mindset to explain, but I see differently now, I have completely removed self, and found who I really am. Catch 22 if you will. For the first time in my life I am free, I am happy, I am on the mountaintop with a window to the stars and a door to the world, thankful for every aspect of my life, even my horrible past has become the most important piece of the puzzle for me to truly see.

I don't know what to believe about any of mankind's explanations, no one religion or culture drives me to follow, I am an observer, I know my role, and it is not to find the answer, it is to understand the unknowing, and guide others to find the peace within themselves, I would not be able to die a happy man if I did not follow this, It is the only thing that makes me feel good about myself, is giving the light to others, not building something amazing, not knowing as much as I do, not being able to do so many different things, none of it matters if not for others to share with.

You know those little sayings you heard your whole life

"It is what it is"

"Do unto others..."

"Eye for an eye makes the whole world blind"

"forgive and forget"

Don't forget those quotes, it is the only way to live and it is extraordinarily easy

Money. Power. Respect. - social medias guide to a happy life

Peace. Love. Happiness - the universes guide to a happy life

You Decide.

I guess the point of this whole post is that I want you to believe when no one else will, I want you to share joy and love, forgive and grow, you're more powerful than you think. Turn the TV off if you haven't already and learn something, the experience of life and time is much longer when the time spent is fulfilling. You're going to die someday stop rushing it.


updated by @seanw4202: 01/16/17 11:19:47AM
seanw4202
@seanw4202
06/13/16 02:09:32AM
54 posts

Feeling Lonely


Empath

Your not alone I've experienced this my entire life... it gets old fast and closes you off to new friendships and connections if you want to feel better may I recommend meditation if you haven't already, I've learned after years of being abused by others I can also find a feel good that I did everything I could to show the world love, and maybe someday they'll remember, it literally is the very least I can do... I find the best friendships are the ones your not looking for or expecting, your loneliness is a lesson, a cruel and upsetting one thinking just 60 years ago there were only 2.6 billion people compared to now 7.3, why are so many lonely, I have a wife and two beautiful kids, yet i'm lonely because what exists in my mind is truly a lonely place so very few can comprehend the level of depth and yet we ALL feel that way most just don't talk about it, we do... welcome home
seanw4202
@seanw4202
06/13/16 01:56:54AM
54 posts

Racism, Discrimination, and Sexism hurt the most.


Empath

Sorry to sound so negative, however the truth of it isn't... get over it, not because it's ridiculous or upsetting, but accept they aren't ready to know or learn, they have a path to travel everyone must experience life first hand to understand it, think of it like this, something I read not sure if it was here or elsewhere however, you cannot make a blind person understand what the color red looks like or any color for that matter, or another example, just because the earthworm cannot see light does not negate the light being there, they have no knowledge of your understanding and won't be able to accept it until they are ready and have had enough experience to "evolve" mentally/physically and mature... all you need to do is understand without them you wouldn't be so special, nor is it your job to make the blind see, and a little tidbit going into the depths of my mind, how do you know I see the same color red that you see, your red looks blue to me... take peace from their ignorance and don't argue just look at them as if you know they know they are wrong, it sinks in deeper
seanw4202
@seanw4202
06/11/16 10:47:03AM
54 posts

Racism, Discrimination, and Sexism hurt the most.


Empath

Off topic but i found myself daydreaming (lucid dreaming?) this afternoon, upon realizing the state I was in, it was lost, I then felt like sharing... so here it is, what goes on in my mind when I "zone out"

I find myself having a very difficult time in life when it comes to these subjects, I am very quick to defend others human rights, I will usually go on ranting openly for both parties to hear about the disgust I find in such areas, resulting in making the abusive person feel like an *** and the submissive person feeling amazing, because if i don't the feelings from what happens consume me, I only recently began addressing things that I normally held back on, as well as recently discovering who I am, watching the results (i.e. that person is not as aggressive anymore, or the other has a sense of joy about them days, weeks, even months down the line giving me a very fulfilling sense of accomplishment, not that I "put them in their place" but because I did what was right, I followed my intuition and pursued my innermost feelings, I did not dwell on what I saw later at home, I was able to enjoy my family, I did not witness these same occurrences over and over, allowing myself to feel completely consumed by the negative energy. I made a change, a small change added to millions of everyone else's small changes, makes a BIG difference maybe next month, next year, next century?

I UNDERSTOOD what was happening, REMOVED myself from the situation, and represented LOVE to change the outlook of two individuals, whom may now do the same in the future for others.

PLEASE understand and USE your gifts wisely, do not attack, or hate others for their mis-deeds. rather forgive them and show them the way, its just you have to use the right words for each person.... I often see discussions or articles about abusing an empaths power, if you were truly knew love, you would not need such warnings for your conscious would destroy you from within, I know mine does.

Help me slowly but surely unite the world, defend the weak. You are the keeper of your soul, the only person you need to answer to is yourself, stop denying your guilt, admit your wrong-doings and live in peace, true religion and spirituality were meant for just this, they just went about it wrong by using god, I believe all energy in the universe is what makes up "god", which means WE ARE ALL GOD, god is us, we need to forgive ourselves, we need not beg from the heavens for forgiveness, for the heavens know no blame, If your worried about being judged, it is simply because you've judged yourself.

P.S. Money isn't real.


updated by @seanw4202: 01/09/17 05:46:52PM
seanw4202
@seanw4202
06/11/16 10:00:04AM
54 posts

Feeling the Love


Empath

I agree with you Bruce 100% although it is hard for me, irritating and enraging at times, that EVERYONE simply does not understand such a simple concept, when I discovered what my gift was I found an overwhelming amount of material for shielding, cleansing, and protecting yourself, and it was heartbreaking for me to have gone from such a life changing revelation as such finding I am not alone, and then to see so many like me hiding and debilitating such an amazing gift.

To always observe and never to judge, to forgive and grow, to share plenty as intended by nature, to leave better children for the world rather than a "better" world for our children, to be at peace with everything as it is, to understand or FEEL the oneness of the universe, and be able to rise above any situation because you have a deeper understanding for the good that comes of bad, my life has been utterly blissful since I discovered what I thought was wrong with me for almost 30 years, I thought I was mentally ill, but never went to a doctor because it I just KNEW that wasn't the answer, now I understand WHY I UNDERSTAND so much with such little effort. Mood swings are now opportunities to lift others, rage and anger are a reason to be thankful, depression simply went away.... I found myself, my whole life I feel as if I've been waiting for something, and waiting for something was never a good excuse for all the things I did that no one understood. I wouldn't change anything... the many years of pain and turmoil from confusion is over, and without those years of pain, could I find so much LOVE in EVERYTHING, Its a warm feeling that rushes over my body, my aches and pains go away, my mind calms, I feel at one, I feel whole, I feel like this IS what i've been waiting for. However what future events will challenge my ability, what future events have the spirits been preparing us for? Will everyone else shield themselves.... maybe until they see me and Bruce use our light to defend mankind ;-)

seanw4202
@seanw4202
06/05/16 12:32:56PM
54 posts

Are you deeply affected around Athiests?


Empath

I myself, am very intuitive, right 90% of the time about anything, I never have to think to hard. I also see energy, auras some people call it, more like heat waves coming off objects, with a dark (yet colorless) hue to it, hard to explain how I interpret these signals, but i know they are there. Also, I'm a living breathing lie detector... always have been, cant watch tv, or the news, makes me feel sick to my stomach to see what millions of people are blinded by, im very empathic to everyone and feel personally about helping them more then myself... also I study science, all fields, and everything is connected, through sacred geometry and mathematics (which is nothing more than our system of measurement) I DO BELIEVE there is "more".....but to use "GOD" as the answer is very naive.

I consider myself an atheist simply because i believe the universe is alive, full of living energy, the same energy we can tap...

I do not need a god to explain this phenomenon of existence, because out of nothing comes everything... The answer is out there and it is not a divine creator

If everything comes from nothing where did "god" come from? People need to re-program the idea of god, to the idea that all matter exists simply because it cannot "not exist"

So what you may think is coming from someone who's an atheist, has NOTHING to do with their naive man-made man-taught thwarted understanding (rather they DO or DO NOT believe in any particular religion or god)

These people are simply lost.... as we all are before we understand OUR OWN purpose, whatever it may be good or evil, balance comes to the universe, because the balance is what holds everything in form.

Take these moments to close your personal feelings, ideas, and thoughts, and understand why its necessary for that person to be so empty, for how could you be so full otherwise, and what can you do to help them see the light, not what can you argue with, not where they are wrong, simply because you think your right.... but what do THEY NEED individually, you cannot explain to a blind person what the color red looks like, but you can tell them what it means.... give them an idea, give them a sliver of something more, lay the foundation that only they can build upon, because only through your own construct can you truly understand whats at the apex.

everyone views and experiences life in their own unique point of view, how do you know that what you perceive as red, i don't perceive as blue, after all its just energy, and like a book with no ending its open to interpretation.

Empaths are confused, the world isn't right.... stop blocking and start understanding, find peace within yourself so others can follow your example... you are much bigger than yourself, embrace it.

I apologize if i sound rude, or ignorant, but whether you agree or not, it might be the first "bad idea" to help you understand something more down the road.

there is no such thing as a bad idea or stupid question... just a lack of experience

seanw4202
@seanw4202
05/28/16 10:34:18AM
54 posts

Our Purpose


Empath

I typed a reply to another post I feel may give some food for thought

I stopped watching TV, listening to the radio, completely turned off social media, no Facebook, no twitter, no Instagram... Everything about the government, borders, nations, war, politics, and money are useless and debilitating to world unity (not world peace) I have a conscious knowing of the balance that consumes the universe, and I believe as empaths it is our divine curse to take part in the continuous evolution of human consciousness, just like natural selection, the species with mutations that benefit survival become the normal and the species evolve to further improve the mutation, a mutation like sight, hearing, feeling, get where i'm going? I became a student of all things, psychology, mental illness, neurology, electromagnetism, electricity, biology, botany, physics, nuclear physics, chemistry, technology, sciences of all kinds, history, anthropology, and the list goes on and on, all self-indulged, never looking for one answer but continually just absorbing everything I came across. The one thing I've learned from this above all else is that EVERYTHING IS CONNECTED, and in order for existence to exist there has to be a balance, a universal standard if you will, and without ignorance we cannot ascend ourselves, meaning in order to tip the balance to our favor we must exert an equal amount of negativity to give it a reason to "exist" or occur at all, that is what politics, war, greed, pain and suffering make possible... Finding oneness in both good and bad allows you to overcome the pain of others and rather than absorb start projecting with complete selflessness, understanding, and empathy to further evolve the human race to the golden age of knowledge and consciousness...

Through all science my only finding is + = -

Your superpower is balancing the world

The smallest things you do can ripple through eternity

The only way to find happiness is finding oneness

To further extend my thinking process use this plausible idea...

With the advent of modern medicine and technology, life expectancy has risen, and thanks to the industrial revolution population gains are unparalleled (1950 world pop. 2.2B, 2016 world pop 7.4B) The balance that used to be found in struggling to survive and death from common illness has been replaced with the death of the human spirit... The distance we feel to those around us yet, more people surround us than people have ever experienced in the past. From this I try to explain that the balance is always there, spanning time and space non discriminating and ever present through all different mediums including us.


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