Happy eclipse day
I'm in Oregon and we were at 99% cover where we are, so we came so close, but not quite totality. Loving the energy of today though!
I am so glad someone else is talking about this! I wish there was a portion of the site set up for working through the different dimensions. I have been at the upper end of 4d since April/May'ish, and I am working through some dark stuff right now. I did a lot of work on myself for about 5 months, and got to the point of experiencing the transitional gunk that some of us have in the process of moving from 4d to 5d, and now I feel stuck. It can be very disheartening to be so close, but experiencing so much yuck.
I met a woman online who is currently writing a book about the process of moving through different dimensions. She is currently holding an 8th dimensional vibration and is super knowledgeable about how to work through our stuff in order to keep moving forward. We've had conversations about how you can be in one dimension, and then old gunky stuff comes up that you need to work through, and this can send you backwards in order to remove whatever block or issue you need to deal with.
That being said, up until June, I was experiencing a lot of synchronicities, feeling extremely connected to my spiritual team and my higher self. Now it's the complete opposite, like I was thrown back in to 3d. Even though I was only in upper 4d, getting thrown back was like hitting a brick wall spiritually. I'm trying to set aside the ego part of myself to make room for the newer me, and it's like a battle taking place inside of me. A lot of stuff coming up.
I basically did the same as cat-whisperer, but in my own unique way. Everyone is different. For me, I have to work on releasing an enormous amount of fear in order to move forward, much of it connected to my childhood. To do this, I connect with my inner child. I do this through meditation. I start a dialogue with "little me" and get to working on fears that I need to release, I tell her she's loved unconditionally, reassure her, and invite her into my heart. Over the course of 4-5 months, I went from high 3d to high 4d just from doing this work 3-5 times a week. I also work on sending love and gratitude to my spiritual team, mother earth, and everyone on it. Again, everyone is different. So, finding what works for you might depend on what you need to work through.
The first thing I thought of when I read your post was the law of attraction. You have this thought that you're unlucky, I wonder if this could be drawing even more bad luck your way. I've never called it bad luck, but I have had a lot of negative experiences during this lifetime. A lot of learning experiences that were far from fun. Whats worked for me is clearing out all of the old crap. As our vibration raises, we have to make room for it. Sometimes that's easier said than done. I've known for the last two years that I needed to work on clearing out the old in order to make room for the new higher vibration, and I didn't begin until January of this year. Ever since then my spiritual growth has been amazing.
In my case, fear was over running my life. I hope this isn't too much information, but this is exactly what I did.
I took an hour for myself every day. I connected with my inner child, and worked on my core issues. Like my fear of rejection, or my fear of spiritual advancement. I literally start a dialogue with my inner child about why the fears exist, then I comfort and reassure my inner child, tell her I love her unconditionally and explain why she/I don't need to feel fearful anymore, point out our strengths and everything we've overcome. Then together we release these fears, either to AA Michael, or the universe, etc. There's usually a huge emotional release. I can usually feel my energy field expanding during this time. This has been the single best thing I have ever done for myself. I eventually needed less time to connect, and now I only do it when I feel a pull to.
I'm not sure if this helps in any way, but it's whats worked for me.
A friend of mine is extremely enlightened. Beyond anyone I have ever met before. She talks about how we enter into contracts with other beings to assist us, or for us to assist them during our lifetimes. So maybe this is the case in your situation? I don't know, but it sounds really interesting. You said yourself that things started to unfold after this, so maybe this was something that was supposed to happen to help you in the development of your gifts.
It makes more sense that I would be picking up on a neighbors energy. I didn't realize that someone could pick up on someone else's emotions if they were in another building. Although, if I'm being technical, if you think about the collective negative energy in the world right now, it's a wonder that we have any sanity left. Thank you for the info. Learning something new every day!
I'm just curious. Sometimes when I'm at home alone, I feel like the energy of my kids leaves with them, but at times I still have feelings that come over me, mostly anxiety, and I don't feel like it's my own. I do have three cats, and I'm wondering if I can be picking up on their energy. Has anyone had this before?
I had an ascension dream a few years ago. I was literally in in the midst of ascending, and there were people all around me ascending as well. It felt very prophetic when I had the dream, maybe it was a peek at what is to come? I hadn't read anything on ascension at the time, in fact this was in the early days of my "waking up" and seeing the truth. This dream helped spur me into further exploring my gifts/healing abilities. Maybe it was reading the material that sparked something on a soul level and then manifested in your dream.
I have never seen anyone that I know I've dreamed of. That's really interesting and a little bit freaky, but mostly cool. I do get deja vu a lot where I will see someone and feel connected to them in a way, or I'll have moments where I know exactly whats going to happen next. I wonder if they are part of your soul group. Now, I read a lot of books, and one of them was a channeled book (sorry, I can't remember who, possibly David Miller) that said we each have twelve people in our immediate soul group (like angels and guides), and then as we ascend to even higher dimensions once our work on earth is completed, we join our larger soul group which consists of 144 different souls. Now, while I find that interesting because I know for a fact I have 12 guides/angels around me at all times, there's also so much information out there, that I don't know what to trust sometimes.
I wonder if this will evolve for you somehow in to something else. Either way, it's very interesting!
I talk to my guides every day, but only recently in the last three months or so, have I been getting replies. I was never very confident in my intuition before, but that has changed a lot over the last couple of years, and now I trust my intuition more than I ever have before. I think this is key when you're keeping an ear out for your guides. My belief is that our guides are always with us guiding us, talking to us, and giving us messages. Even if it is in cryptic ways sometimes. I think we're always hearing them, we just think it's our own voice we hear. I connect quickly and easily now, and I often feel when their energy connects with my own.
You talked in another post about how you were having a hard time meditating because you're distracted. Finding that quiet space is also very important, it's that connection that you're trying to make, and finding the space for that interaction to take place.
There is a site called dailyom.com and there is a psychic medium that offers a course on there, her name is Sara Wiseman, and she does this lovely meditation where she takes you on this trip to meet your guides. It's really neat, and her voice is so easy to meditate to. You choose between paying $10/$25/$40, based on your circumstances.
This is the link to the course I purchased.
This is a course that teaches people how to be a divine conduit for angels and guides. Now I never finished the course, because I got what I needed out of the first recording. This recording assisted me in meeting my guides for the first time. It was a profound experience and one that I shall never forget. It also gave me the tools that I needed in order to meet my guides again and again, and I did so several times. Its still my go-to way to connect with them. I know it's not a guarantee that it will work for you, but she takes you on a lovely journey to meet your guides, and how she sets it up is really beautiful.
Hope this helps!
Sending you ♥
I had a dream about an old woman with a decaying face. She was scary and she was real, and every time she would be in my dream her mouth would open wider and wider as if she was trying to suck my life force energy out of me. I thought at first I was just having nightmares, and I tried to brush it off, but I kept dreaming about her over and over again almost every night for a week. Finally one night, the dream came again, and I woke up, heart pounding, knowing she was around me. Then I saw her. I immediately called on Michael the Archangel, and he appeared instantly before me with sword in hand. I saw him lift the sword and bring it down through her, and she vanished, and he was gone. I felt the most powerful sense of peace come over me, and I never dreamed about her again.
Now I know better, I call on the sleep angels every night at bedtime, and they never fail me.
♥ to all
I know how you feel when it comes to distractions. I have three kids, and it's often difficult to find a moment of peace in my house. I have made meditation part of my every day though. Before anything else, this is now the most important thing I do for myself every day. I spend one hour, completely alone, and the kids understand now that this is quiet time for mom, so no one interrupts anymore. I come out of it always feeling lighter than when I began. It has helped my energy levels, my attitude, and I am releasing a lot of old garbage, like fears and old thought patterns that I've held on to for so long. I don't always meditate either, sometimes it's spent calling in my angels and guides and doing some self healing.
Whatever you do, don't give up. Keep trying. You'll find that one thing that works for you, but it might not happen over night, and if it doesn't, that's okay, just try to be patient with yourself.
Good luck! I hope you find something, and if you do, let me know how it goes!
I had a past life regression during a class where we were learning different healing modalities. The purpose of the regression was to pinpoint lifetimes that we served as healers, so that we could try to access that part of ourselves and apply it to whatever healing modality we chose to practice.
That being said, I visited three different lifetimes. The first one I was woman, and I was a healer who worked with herbs, and I was somewhere in England, I would say maybe 3-400 years ago. I actually found myself inside of a kitchen with a large hearth and large wooden table, and when I looked down, I could see a very simply dress, and an apron. I could also see my feet, and I could see that I was standing on stone. There were herbs hanging everywhere, and I had a sense of knowing that I healed with herbs. I remembered most from this one. My other two lives, I visited very briefly. I was a man in the second one, and when I looked down I realized I was standing in sand and was wearing a flat sandal, and my feet were darkened from the sun, so I believe I was somewhere in the middle east, and it felt like holy country. The third, I was a woman, and a priestess. I had like an olive complexion, and I was somewhere in Greece I believe. I was very powerful, and I was a seer of the future.
Sorry, i got a little carried away. I haven't been able to tell that story in a long time, and I very rarely find anyone I can share it with.
Overall I found the experience enlightening, and encouraging. That was two years ago, and I am even deeper on the path of light-work. I would recommend trying something at home with a guided meditation on CD or something. Having one done away from home can get very expensive, and I find that guided meditations are just as good as the real thing. Maybe check out Amazon, and look at reviews for different guided meditations, or maybe one of the authors of the books you've been reading has suggestions.
Hope this helps!
It sounds like you intervened right in time, and you were able to help him find ways to ground and protect himself. I don't know how I would have been able to handle something like that when I was a teen. I can imagine that must have been very overwhelming for him. Happy to hear he is doing better now!
Thank you for your reply!
So, just so I'm understanding, you think that this could be one of my clears manifesting? I hadn't really thought of that, but I guess it's possible. I am open to whatever is happening, the problem is, I can't seem to stay "in" once I'm there. I used to have a really difficult time meditating, and now it's like I slip quickly into a deep state, so sometimes this will happen only seconds after beginning my meditation. I will definitely try using a voice recorder of some sort when I do this from now on. It will be interesting to see what happens. I had an astral projection for the first time about a month ago in my dream state. I was in pure form, and traveled up and into space. I just remember flying around in space, and I feeling pure bliss. When I got up the next morning, I was very aware that this was not a dream. What's happening during my meditations didn't really feel like that, this felt like a movie just starts playing, and it feels like I have no control over how much I see, but I'm wondering if my earth self is getting freaked out by the images, so it slams the door, and that's when I get yanked back. Being more "open" is something I have been actively working on, so this could very well be what is happening.
Thank you for your input! It's greatly appreciated, and if you have any more advice, I'm open to it.
I tried responding yesterday through my phone, but couldn't figure out how to do so.
Thank you for your response! That is so strange. I've had the endless faces show up during meditation also. It's almost like a flip book. It just kept going for what felt like forever. I didn't recognize any of the faces, and when I saw the faces they were not in color, it was almost like a copper sort of color like a negative, but with more details, more like a really good painting or a photograph.
While I am aware of a few of my past lives, I didn't make the connection that this could be related to past lives. It's interesting to think that's what it could be. I often don't want it to stop, and then it's almost like I'm yanked back. I wish I could get it to last!
If you so feel pulled to, I would look in to researching the Arcturians. There are a few people that have written books, channeled by these beloved beings, and as soon as I saw your post, I knew I had to respond. It reminded me of how in a couple of the books I read, they spoke about how there will be those who will be able to see their ships, and these people will be very important. The book I read was by David K. Miller called Connecting to the Arcturians, and he has an updated version, Connecting to the Arcturians 2. I was made aware of these beings through a friend who is a powerful healer, and I found David's books on my own because my curiosity got the best of me and I simply wanted to learn more.
So if your son feels pulled to, I would look into finding out more. It doesn't even have to be through those books, as there are many others who channel these beings. Their messages are always of love, and they have so much love for our planet and everyone on it.
Hope this helps in some way!
I really wasn't sure where to post this, because this primarily happens when I am meditating, which I am still fairly new to.
I am doing a lot of releasing of old patterns/fears, and sometimes when I am meditating, all of the sudden I will begin seeing a movie in my head. It's very hard to stop watching it. Sometimes it's people that I know, but most of the time it's not, and I often come out of the meditation talking, in fact this last time I came out mid sentence, and I was pointing straight out in front of me as if someone were standing there, and I said "Don't touch her" I was still talking when I came out of it. I don't really remember what I see most of the time, sometimes bits and pieces, but not all of it. Now, I don't feel as though I'm sleeping, but I very well could be. When it happens, it's normally seconds after easing into my meditation. I don't know why it's happening, and this is a new thing, so I'm not sure what to make of it. I think it's the talking when I come out of meditation that's messing with my head, otherwise I would think it's just a dream.
Does anyone have any thoughts on why this is happening? Or if this could just be me having dreams, and not meditating at all, but actually falling asleep briefly during my meditations?
Any thoughts on this would be helpful. Thank you in advance =)
I do something similar, I imagine sitting on a beach with my feet in the sand and the ocean waves are washing over me. Speaking the words out loud can help too. There's something about using your own voice that can be very empowering. One of my mantras...
I now release all (fears, anxieties, etc) within my energetic, physical and emotional bodies, and know that I AM now clear. I embrace love on all levels of my being now, and so I AM love and only love.
I do this once a day, and I can't tell you how much it helps.
Hope this is helpful to someone.
Sending you all love and light,
I'm not sure if all Empaths react like this, but I know I do. I can't handle watching the news. I stopped the news and social media a few years ago because it was just too much for me. There's so much negativity that I start to feel it pour into me, and I can't deal with it.
Maybe a good way to counteract that would be to send loving energy. During my meditations, I like to visualize sending out love energy to the world, not just people I'm close to, but the entire planet. Imagine if everyone did that every day. That's a world I'd like to live in.
I'm not sure if you'll find that helpful, but it can be very empowering to take action.
Sending out love and light to you,